Chapter 8: The Grievances of Fifteen Years Ago
So the old man asked us if we knew the situation of the big cow, and I understood when I saw the embarrassed look of the panda, and she also knew the situation of the big cow, but an old man had just suffered, and now tell him whether this matter would hit her, I decided to shut up, but at this time a familiar voice came from behind: "Didn't the big cow die halfway back after sending it back?" Why don't you know? ”
As soon as I heard this, I said badly, and sure enough, I saw that Old Man Ruan's face was pale, and the whole person's spirit was gone, and he collapsed on the bed with a gray face.
"It's all me, an old man!!" Old Man Ruan burst into tears and said guiltily: "Why didn't I die!" Da Niu is so young, and there is a big family to feed, why did he give his life for me, an old man, how can this old man be worthy of Da Niu's family? ? The old man was so sad that he was almost out of breath, Lili patted him on the back to help him breathe, and comforted him and said that it was a natural disaster, and no one wanted it.
"Lili!" Old Man Ruan suddenly grabbed her hands tightly, stared at her eyes and said, "You promised grandpa that you will repay the big cow family in the future, and you must take good care of the calf!" The kindness of the big cow can't be forgotten! ”
Ruan Lili's pale face turned even paler, she pursed her lips and was silent for a while, and her eyes turned to look away from Old Man Ruan, and the old man couldn't help but feel angry when he saw this: "Why aren't you happy?" Lili is still silent, I can't help but feel strange, it stands to reason that a family with life-saving grace should take care of one or two, why is Lili's reaction so abnormal? Is there something else hidden?
"You have no conscience!" Old man Ruan's face was blue and purple, and he suddenly slapped him, Ruan Lili may not have thought of it at all, so he was beaten, and a five-fingered mountain immediately appeared on his pale left face, and he could see that the old man was heavy-handed, and he was disappointed and sad and said: "Why is it so difficult?" I have clear grievances all my life, how did I give birth to you, a granddaughter who doesn't know how to be grateful?? What a sinful man! ”
Ruan Lili looked at Old Man Ruan aggrieved and angry, and said with a cry: "Grandpa, you have never beaten me, but now you are beating me for an outsider??" ”
"Is that an outsider?" The old man was so angry that his face swelled purple and purple, and the green tendons on his forehead jumped violently: "That's a benefactor!" Benefactor!! ”
"What benefactor? He's not, he's not worthy!! Ruan Lili burst a sentence, cried and ran out, I also quickly got up when I saw this, after all, other people's housework, what are we doing here, it's too fucking embarrassing, so I handed it over to the panda, and took Sissi to chase Ruan Lili, her body doesn't seem to be very good, and now it's raining heavily, it's quite worrying, if something happens, won't it add another burden to this already poor family?
Ruan Lili seemed to be very sad, running out with one foot deep and one foot shallow, I and Qianqian followed behind and shouted, she may or may not hear it, anyway, she didn't stop, look at the direction she went should be the back mountain, I scolded Qianqian while chasing her, blame you for talking too much, otherwise where did so many things come from?
Sissi was very aggrieved and said I don't know, I didn't know if I knew I wouldn't have said it, I can't help her, when can this anxious and talkative character be changed! Running into the forest, the rain was much lighter, only a few drops of rain occasionally fell from the gap in the trees, and it was clear that this seemed to be the place where the villagers buried their ancestors.
From a distance, I saw Lili kneeling on a grave and crying, I didn't know what she was talking about, Sissi and I walked over, and we heard her say, "Why? Why? There was hatred and gratitude in her tone, but it was complicated anyway, and it was unclear what she was thinking.
"Don't cry!" I squatted down and pressed on her shoulder to comfort her, "You are not in good health, if you continue like this, you will get sick." ”
Lili cried for a while, her face was full of tears, I took out a pack of tissues from my pocket, handed it to her and motioned her to wipe it, she took it and opened it to wipe it clean, then turned her head and smiled at me, her eyes were red and swollen, and said, "Let you see you laugh." ”
"It's nothing, everyone has their own difficulties!" When she got up, her legs were weak, I hurriedly supported her, she smiled at me gratefully, Sissi suddenly stretched her head over, and asked, "Uncle Niu saved your grandfather and died, why are you so angry?" As soon as Sissi said this, I couldn't help but want to give her two slaps, why was she so blind? Sure enough, Lili's eyes were full of tears again, and she sobbed and said, "I hate him!" Hate him!! ”
"What's wrong with him, you still hate people when they die!" I think I hate Sissi now, that mouth can't be sewn up with a needle, and always say something inappropriate, I'm really afraid that Ruan Lili will be stimulated again, but Ruan Lili is not angry, it seems that some things are pressed in the bottom of her heart a lot, and she also needs to vent, she sobbed and said, "You know? I originally had a very happy family, my mother was loving, my father was steady, and my grandfather was also very fond of me. We pricked up our ears and listened, and her eyes began to drift, as if she was reminiscing about the good old days.
"But when I was five years old, everything changed!!" Ruan Lili's tone suddenly became resentful: "Mom began to hate this and that, she began to love dressing up, and she didn't care about her family, she went out mysteriously every day, and she didn't know what she was doing!! "it!! Does Ruan Lili's mother have a leg with the big cow who had to save the old man before he died? Why don't I think such a well-meaning person would do such an immoral thing?
"In the summer of seventeen years ago, my father died, and my mother couldn't keep her poor and ran away with people...... From then on, it was only me and my grandfather who depended on each other! Grandpa is old, can't do things anymore, every day to go to the field to grow vegetables, raise pigs and ducks, all take to sell vegetables for me to study, whenever I see grandpa so tired in bed that he can't move, I feel distressed, and I hate them even more, hate them!! "Hearing this, I felt very strange, even if Da Niu once had a leg with Ruan's mother, but after hearing this, Ruan's mother didn't follow Da Niu, why did Ruan Lili hate him so much?