Chapter Eighty-Eight: Falling Flowers Are Intentional, Flowing Water Is Ruthless
"I have someone I like, but that person is not you, is that reason enough?"
Behind him, Zhou Fan's sudden voice surprised both Song Xingqing and Li Xiaoxue.
Song Xingqing felt as if her heart was about to jump out, and she was uneasy.
"Yifan? I just finished texting with you, why did you come so quickly? ”
Li Xiaoxue was obviously surprised.
Song Xingqing didn't dare to look up at Zhou Fan more, she sat on the side in a panic, bowing her head and saying nothing.
Li Xiaoxue's puzzled eyes swept to Song Xingqing and asked, "Xingqing, didn't you say that everything can't come?" ”
Song Xingqing's hands circled back and forth on her clothes restlessly, still silent. At this time, Zhou Yifan, who was standing aside, spoke.
"I didn't want to come, but I thought that your character is the kind that won't give up easily, so I came anyway."
Song Xingqing sat on the side and listened quietly to Zhou Fan's words, feeling unprecedented fear in her heart, tonight, an emotional storm will be inevitable.
Li Xiaoxue's eyes showed a hint of joy when she saw Zhou Zhoufan, but then she was covered by endless panic.
"Yifan, what did you just say? Do you have someone you like? ”
Even though she didn't want to face it, Li Xiaoxue still wanted to ask for an understanding.
"Yes, I already had someone in my heart from the moment I entered this university."
Li Xiaoxue didn't want to believe it.
"You lied to me! I've never seen any other girls around you since I met you, and the only ones closest to you are me and Xingqing. ”
Zhou Zhou Fan glanced at Song Xingqing quietly, and quickly moved his gaze back to Li Xiaoxue, and replied with a bitter expression: "It doesn't matter whether she is by my side or not, the important thing is that she has always been in my heart and has never left." ”
Zhou Zhoufan's words made Li Xiaoxue's heart ache, but she was still unwilling to give up.
"Since she's not with you, why are you waiting? Is it really worth it for you to get a completely unreciprocated feeling? ”
Zhou Zhou Fan smiled bitterly: "It's really not worth it." But feelings are not worth saying clearly, and many times, it is a kind of can't help it. Because even if it's not worth it, I can't help but hope in my heart that one day she will come to me and open the door of my heart for me to live in her heart. So Xiaoxue, I'm sorry, I can't love you, there is no space in my heart to accommodate others. ”
The sadness in Li Xiaoxue's heart gushed out, mixed with her tears.
"Tell me, have you ever liked me?"
Zhou Zhou Fan looked at Li Xiaoxue and spit out two words calmly and firmly: "No." ”
Li Xiaoxue suddenly felt dizzy, and she was about to lose her footing.
"I don't believe it! You're lying! ”
Li Xiaoxue cried loudly and questioned.
"Yifan, you have always been very good to me, how could you not like me?"
Zhou Zhou Fan was very calm.
"I've always been very good to the people around me, but this kind of relationship is not love, it's just the friendship between classmates and friends, you can think about it, I never said I liked you, and I never took the initiative to ask you out alone, our relationship has always been normal, isn't it?"
Li Xiaoxue was stunned for a moment, speechless, and then her heart was like a knife.
Song Xingqing watched Li Xiaoxue sit on the sand in pain and hide her face and cry, and she was also very sad in her heart.
She stood up and walked towards Li Xiaoxue, squatted beside her and patted her on the back, but she didn't know what words to use to comfort this broken ** at this time.
Zhou Zhou Fan didn't take a step forward, just stood calmly and watched all this, since he made his words clear, Zhou Zhou Fan didn't want to leave any attachment to Li Xiaoxue.
"Xiaoxue, my love for her is beyond your imagination, so there is no need for you to be heartbroken for a boy who doesn't love you at all. If you are still willing to be friends with me, I will gladly accept it, if you resent me and rejected me, we can also be strangers again, I believe that you will meet the other half who loves you with all your heart in the future, and I am just a passerby in your life road for you after all, you don't have to be sad and sad, for me, it's not worth it. ”
Zhou Yifan's words did not make Li Xiaoxue better than half a point, but made her cry even more.
Seeing this, Song Xingqing also opened her mouth to persuade Li Xiaoxue to come.
"Xiaoxue, don't be sad, we are still young, there is still a long way to go, everything will pass."
"Why? Why do you all do this to me? First Liu Yuan, then Su Yuan, and now you, what is wrong with me to make you all dislike me so much? ”
Li Xiaoxue cried bitterly, Song Xingqing glanced at Zhou Fan with eyes full of distress and dissatisfaction, and then said to Li Xiaoxue: "Even if the whole world doesn't love us, we have to love ourselves, because each of us is unique in this world and is an irreproducible existence." Xiaoxue, you promised me that no matter what the result is, you will cheer up, we live in this world, not just for the love of men and women, there are many, many other precious emotions in life that are worth cherishing, such as family affection, friendship, you have all of these, don't you? ”
Li Xiaoxue stood up with grief, looked directly at Zhou Fan, and said, "Tell me who that person is, otherwise I won't give up." ”
Song Xingqing's heart was beating violently, when she looked at Zhou Fan, Zhou Zhou Fan happened to be looking at herself, and when the two of them looked at each other, their hearts were entangled.
"What about knowing who she is? She never wanted to hurt you, everything is my problem, and it is enough for me to bear it alone. ”
Li Xiaoxue did not back down.
"If you don't tell me, then I will assume that everything you said before is just a lie, and I will not give up on you!"
Li Xiaoxue's stubborn attitude stimulated every inch of Song Xingqing's nerves.
"Enough! Xiaoxue, can you stop being obsessed with self-deception? Zhou Fan has clearly rejected you, what you have lost now is just a love that does not belong to you, which is nothing in the first place, but do you have to lose your dignity to be enough? ”
Song Xingqing's sudden outburst shocked Li Xiaoxue and surprised Zhou Zhoufan, both of whom were stunned and didn't know how to react.
Song Xingqing paused for a while, calmed down a little, and then said to Li Xiaoxue: "Loving someone is not possession, but fulfillment. You will be happy when you see him happy, blind attachment is just selfish for possession or unwillingness does not count as love, true love is tolerance and sincere blessings. ”
After Song Xingqing's words were finished, Li Xiaoxue was no longer stubborn, but just lowered her head and sobbed quietly, while Zhou Zhou Fan locked his eyes on Song Xingqing's body, and there were many complex and deep meanings in his eyes that Song Xingqing couldn't see through.
Song Xingqing helped Li Xiaoxue and said to Zhou Zhoufan: "I think it may not be suitable for us to go back together at this time, so I and Xiaoxue will go first, and you will go later." ”
Zhou Zhou Fan nodded silently, and then watched the two leave the riverside. This night, the icy night wind blew on the faces of the three of them, and also blew into the hearts of the three people.