Chapter 271: Détente
Those memories that made Sikong Yao feel very unhappy poured into her mind like an overwhelm in an instant, as if a rampaging beast was about to smash her head, making her feel an unbearable sharp pain, as if those memories were about to pierce her neurons, and one after another sharp pain became one, and the pain reached an unprecedented frequency and height.
Looking at Sikong Yao's frightened expression, Bai Xia sensed a hint of collapse in that dull look.
"Yao!"
Bai Xia instantly bounced up from the hospital bed, like a handwork, sharp and fast, without a trace of hesitation, there was a heart-rending pain in the body, the wound continued to expand, the torn wound began to seep out of the donated blood, the organ that suffered from the squeezing was in danger, and the pain signal from the body was a protective wit, warning Bai Xia that he must lie down, otherwise his life would be in danger.
But is it possible? It is impossible for Bai Xia, he has something more worthy of cherishing than life, even if he fights all of himself, he must maintain it. What is the pain, Jing Jing is just a little in a trance, and he can't open his eyes, but it is far from being able to stop his steps. The moment he got up, the blood surged up to the fragile nerves around his lungs, the blood vessels swelled open, squeezing the organs, and he couldn't say anything ≡ ≠ ≡ ≠ Xiao ≠ said, but why did he still have the strength to comfort anything, where did he get the courage from, Bai Xia couldn't say.
"Sit down."
Bai Xia hugged Sikong Yao and carefully cared for her to sit down, an unprecedented aura of doom overflowed from Bai Xia's body in a moment, although his eyes were already full of care for Sikong Yao. But he was able to understand it. Sikong Yao's emotional changes are obviously related to that person and dog. Just like that, it was enough to give Bai Xia enough reason to destroy and tear it up mercilessly.
Sikong Yao's chest kept rising and falling, his heart was beating faster, and his breath was chaotic, and the memory of that night was so painful. Gasping violently, letting fresh air pour into your body. Instead of those anxious and panicked emotions, pursed the corners of his mouth, Sikong Yao asked urgently: "Is that person a mantle, a wolf fur cloak, and a dagger made of two fangs?"
Bai Xia's eyes widened, a little incredulous, and said, "You know him?"
Sikong Yao's expression condensed, and the hand clenched into a fist could not be calmed down for a long time, and he gritted his teeth and said, "I know."
Bai Xia didn't know whether to do that or not, and wanted to reach out and hold that hand with uneasiness and tenderness. But after struggling for a moment, I still let go of my thoughts. It's not the time it used to be, it's all changed.
Bai Xia's eyes were a little lost, and then he said, "Did something happen?"
It's something that happened, an unpleasant memory, but how do you say it? Just thinking about it is heart-wrenching enough, let alone describing it in any way. Sikong Yao, who didn't know how to speak, wanted to speak and stopped, but only shook his head gently, weak and pale.
Sikong Yao said, "It's okay."
It's impossible to be fine, right?,It's already like that.,Are there any memories you don't want to mention? Bai Xia didn't know, but judging from the situation in front of him, he shouldn't ask anything again, it's safe, it's already better.
There was a burst of violent system in his body, but Bai Xia comforted: "Is it something you don't want to recall?"
Some people, some things, the past and the present, the boundary is so blurred, as if it happened yesterday, and it seems that a long time has passed, but it still can't be put down, after all, it was so unforgettable, even now, the memory of the heart is a sharp pain.
Sikong Yao nodded, but did not speak. …
"Is that so? I know, then don't think about it, it's okay. ”
Bai Xia looked at the sluggish person, and a sense of weakness and prostration surged in his heart, when he couldn't help anything, his body still had to go against himself like this, it was really enough. But it seems that something is wrong, from another point of view, if the lungs are sensitive, they will think that Bai Xia is actually working against his body, right?
Sikong Yao nodded in a trance, or that behavior can't be called a nod, it's just a little shaky, like a withered flower, a blurred butterfly.
Bai Xia wanted to do something, but his body didn't allow it, but with perseverance, he might be able to hold on for a while, and he had to do it, if necessary, he would hold on for a while. But there was no way to transfer the pain to the sense, no matter how tenacious he was, he couldn't stand it, and the green tendons on his temples burst out, as if blood would spurt out at any moment. Just caring is no longer enough to change anything, there is no way to relieve your pain, you have to do something.
His hands trembled slightly, and he didn't know whether to do it, but it was indeed an infinite temptation. With a little light, it shouldn't be good, right? Give it a try, maybe.
Bai Xia's hand slowly stretched out, and he still did it in the end, just like before. The palm of the hand was gently pressed against a strand of hair, and I gently felt a touch of gentle softness, and the wonderful touch made my heart warm and the pain was relieved a lot. Putting his hand on the back of Sikong Yao's head, Bai Xia gently soothed, his eyes were so affectionate and helpless.
Sikong Yao's body stiffened violently, but then relaxed, why? Sikong Yao himself couldn't say clearly, but he just felt that in this way, he would feel a lot better, as before. Although somewhat reluctant, but not resistant, strange behavior, there is no reason to explain.
Bai Xia stroked Sikong Yao's hair and gently soothed her mood, as natural as a couple often does, but when this incident was staged on these two people, they were a little awkward in their hearts, it was no longer that kind of relationship, and the layer of maintenance between the two people had already been broken. Obviously, he cut it off by himself three years ago, but that was not his original intention, how can he speak up for those helplessness that can't be said? In the end, there is nothing to be done, let the time pass slowly. Manman made the touch on that hand stronger, trying to keep that touch of gentleness as much as possible, and firmly consolidate this memory in his heart, I'm afraid there will never be such an opportunity in the future, right?
Touching it full, whether it is Bai Xia or Sikong Yao, their hearts have calmed down a lot, their hearts are surging, there is a hint of warmth surging in their hearts, it belongs to the sweetness between lovers, and it is not suitable for this kind of time, despite this, there is still some tacit understanding between the two, right?
Feeling the wonderful softness, Bai Xia also felt that he died without regrets, just like feeling some warmth. And then there was a gentle force in the hand, and the hand was removed. Sikong Yao gently blocked Bai Xia's movements, this is just a mistake to cater to the matter, but it can never be right, it can't continue like this, interrupt, it's already over, there is no way to go back.
I feel a little unwilling in my heart, but what can I do? It's still a mistake to let your hand be pushed away by the powerlessness, but it's really uncomfortable in my heart, and it's impossible to feel good. But that's all there is to it.
Bai Xia soothed, "Are you better?"
Sikong Yao nodded slowly, it was already much better, but it was still a little shocking in his heart, after all, it happened in front of his eyes, so helpless. …
There was endless tenderness in Bai Xia's eyes, and he asked, "Did something happen?"
Sikong Yao spoke slowly, you can say it, although I don't really want to have any contact with the person in front of me again, but at least he is still a trustworthy person, so you can try it, if you say it, it will feel better.
"A friend."
"Who?"
"A friend, ...... by him"
I still can't say it in the end, I can't bear the tingling in my heart, no matter how hard I try, I can't say it.
Bai Xia nodded and said kindly: "Okay, I know, it's already over, don't think about it anymore."
Sikong Yao wanted to do this, but his heart was full of lingering memories of that night, even if he asked himself not to do that, he would still recall it little by little, and he couldn't resist it.
Suddenly, it seemed to understand something, with that man's way of doing things, it was difficult for any prey to survive under his hands, right? Glancing at Bai Xia, things shouldn't be as simple as he made it lightly, right? Sikong Yao doesn't want to lose anyone anymore, even if it's him, right? Obviously I have said that I have nothing to do with him, and I don't get along with him anymore, but why do you still care so much, it can't be just compassion for life, right? There is no answer.
Sikong Yao finally asked, "Will the wound hurt?"
I was already speechless in pain, but how could Sikong Yao know, if Bai Xia didn't say it, no one would know. Pretending to be calm, Bai Xia endured it silently alone, but said with a smile: "If it hurts, I would have been lying down a long time ago, where can I still have the strength to stand?"
It's true that he has no strength anymore, but Bai Xia is still trying to persevere, why, Bai Xia doesn't know, he just knows that if he doesn't do this, he will be more uncomfortable than death, right? So even though she was on the verge of collapse, she did it, and she didn't need so many reasons, just because she was still thinking about her, and that was enough.
Sometimes many things don't need to be so reasoned, people will do something simply because of a certain thought, it will not be meaningless, even if it is not driven by profits, but there are many things that are worth cherishing, willingly, and do not need any return, just like now. (To be continued......)