Chapter Eighty-Three: The Oath Is Still Present, But the Man Is Not There
Song Xingqing ran back to the dormitory in one breath, closed the door and sat quietly on the chair alone, panting.
When she saw Bai Xue holding Gu Chongyi in the cafeteria just now, Song Xingqing's heart felt like she was being pulled by someone, and she seemed to be unable to do anything except escape. Song Xingqing was very angry in her heart, angry why she couldn't face them calmly and calmly, she didn't want to run away every time, she wanted to have the courage to stand in front of them.
After Song Xingqing calmed down, she decided to take the first brave step. She took out her mobile phone from her pocket and sent a text message to Gu Chongyi, the content was: Congratulations, you have fulfilled your wish and can finally stand on the stage of the school.
As soon as Gu Chongyi sent Bai Xue back to the bedroom, he heard a text message prompt on his mobile phone. When he saw Song Xingqing's name appear on his phone, his heart began to beat violently.
Gu Chongyi opened the text message on his mobile phone with a throbbing mood, and when he finished reading the content, Gu Chongyi's eyes were red.
He never thought that Song Xingqing would send him a text message, maybe he hadn't received a text message from Song Xingqing for a long time, this long-lost mood made him a little difficult to adapt to for a while.
Gu Chongyi read this text message from Song Xingqing over and over again, although it was only a few crosses, but for Gu Chongyi, it was a pearl of words. Can this text message from Song Xingqing be interpreted as a sign that she is concerned about herself and still cares about herself? It's just that Song Xingqing's attention made Gu Chongyi even more tormented and painful, and he sent a text message back to Song Xingqing.
Song Xingqing was also nervous when she heard the sound of the text message, and she even felt her hands trembling.
Opening the text message, Song Xingqing read the content sent by Gu Chongyi: There is nothing to congratulate, because I can't fulfill my promise when I stand on the stage of the school now.
Gu Chongyi's words made Song Xingqing's heart throb, how could she forget the promise Gu Chongyi had made to herself at that time? Gu Chongyi once said to himself that he wanted to stand on the stage of the whole school and sing to himself, so that everyone could see how good her boyfriend was, and Song Xingqing would be proud of him. But no one expected that until now, the song is still the same song, but the person next to Gu Chongyi is no longer called Song Xingqing.
Song Xingqing's heartache was indescribable, she no longer had the strength to reply to the text message, and she didn't have the courage to say anything more. It's just that not long after, she received another text message from Gu Chongyi, which read: On the day of the party, will you come to visit?
Song Xingqing was very entangled in her heart. She hadn't made up her mind yet, so she didn't know how to answer. So, Song Xingqing replied: I will go if I have time.
When Gu Chongyi saw this, he smiled bitterly, Song Xingqing's words actually mean that they are not meaningful, whether there is time is actually not in Song Xingqing's thoughts?
Gu Chongyi didn't reply to the text message, he knew that it would be useless to say more. He could only silently hope in his heart that he would be able to see Song Xingqing's figure that day.
Time flies by.
Today is the most festive and grand day of the school, because tonight in the multi-purpose hall of the school, the New Year's Day party will be held as scheduled.
In the evening, Song Xingqing walked alone on campus, everyone passing by had a happy smile on their faces, and they were talking about almost everything about tonight's party.
Song Xingqing watched the smiling faces walk past her, she tried her best to fit into this atmosphere, but she couldn't be happy in her heart.
These days, she has been hesitating about whether to watch the school party, to this day, she still has no answer in her heart, in the final analysis, she is not brave enough to face the scene of Gu Chongyi and Bai Xue standing on the stage singing, she is afraid that she will lose control, afraid that she will be heartbroken, and even more afraid that she will touch the scene.
Song Xingqing lowered her head like this, thinking about her thoughts, walking and walking, until a pair of men's sneakers appeared in her sight, Song Xingqing suddenly raised her head.
"Yifan? How did you end up here? ”
Seeing Zhou Zhou Fan suddenly standing in front of him, Song Xingqing looked a little surprised.
"Because you're here, I'm here."
Song Xingqing couldn't help laughing.
"Are you talking about tongue twisters?"
Zhou Zhou Fan approached Song Xingqing with a smile on the corner of his mouth and asked her, "How is it, do you want to continue to escape this time, or face it bravely?" No matter which one you choose, I am willing to accompany you. ”
Zhou Zhoufan's words made Song Xingqing's heart feel a burst of warmth.
"Thank you Yifan, it's just that I don't know how to choose."
Zhou Zhou Fan smiled and asked, "Why don't you listen to me this time?" ”
"Listen to you? So what are your options? ”
Zhou Zhou Fan took Song Xingqing's hand and replied with a firm gaze: "I have never been a person who will avoid problems. ”
When Song Xingqing heard this, she felt nervous in her heart.
"But I'm not ready to face it."
"Then let's start preparing now."
After Zhou Zhou Fan finished speaking, he led Song Xingqing towards the multi-purpose hall of the school.
Song Xingqing's heart began to beat, she began to want to break free, but Zhou Zhou Fan held her firmly, and in the end, Song Xingqing simply gave up. Perhaps, I really need someone to force myself to face it.
When Zhou Zhou Fan and Song Xingqing walked into the hall, it was already full of people.
As soon as Zhou Fan pulled Song Xingqing to find two seats in the back row and sat down, the lights in the hall began to slowly dim until a strong light hit the stage, and with the appearance of two hosts, a man and a woman, the party officially began.
Song Xingqing has always been nervous and uneasy, she didn't bother to listen to the host's lines on the stage, nor did she watch every show seriously, time passed little by little, and the programs also appeared one by one, until the host reported the word "crystal" in her mouth, Song Xingqing instantly sobered up, she silently looked at the stage, Gu Chongyi and Bai Xue appeared, and before singing was a stage play-like dialogue.
Song Xingqing looked at the picture of Gu Chongyi and Bai Xue looking at each other affectionately on the stage, and felt a tingling in her heart. Song Xingqing couldn't help but get up and walked out of the party hall, she wanted to go outside to breathe.
Zhou Zhou Fan followed Song Xingqing and walked out, watching Song Xingqing leaning over and squatting on the ground, Zhou Zhou Fan frowned.
"Xingqing, I'll send you back to the bedroom."
Song Xingqing took a deep breath and adjusted her emotions.
"No, I don't want to go back."
Song Xingqing's answer was unexpected by Zhou Yifan.
"You don't want to go back? Do you want to go back in and watch it? ”
Song Xingqing stood up abruptly, faced Zhou Zhou Fan and said, "Have you ever heard that things must be opposed?" I want to see how much a person's heart hurts, maybe it hurts so much that I don't feel it, and I can be reborn. ”
Zhou Fan wanted to speak and stopped, and in the end, he just stood aside silently, waiting for Song Xingqing's next decision.
Song Xingqing calmed down and walked towards the hall reflexively.