Chapter 119: Graduation and Marriage It's easier said than done

Song Xingqing looked at her silent parents, knowing in her heart that although they couldn't agree with their choice now, they had already compromised in the face of their own insistence, Song Xingqing cried and laughed, this time, she could finally break up with Gu Chongyi after graduation.

Early the next morning, Song Xingqing returned to school with excitement, and she couldn't wait to tell Gu Chong the good news.

After Song Xingqing got on the bus, she sent a text message to Gu Chongyi: I'm on the bus, you can come to the station to pick me up later.

After sending the text message, Song Xingqing waited to reach her destination with a cheerful heart.

Before she got out of the car, Song Xingqing saw Gu Chongyi standing there waiting for her through the car window, and Song Xingqing was excited. She followed the full flow of people and got out of the car, and rushed towards Gu Chongyi.

"Chongyi! I am back! ”

Song Xingqing jumped into Gu Chongyi's arms, and the two hugged each other in front of the public, not minding the curious and talking eyes of the people around them.

"Chongyi, why don't you ask me if my parents agreed?"

Gu Chongyi smiled and said, "The answer has long been written on your face, isn't it?" Seeing how happy you were, I knew they must have agreed. ”

"Yes, Chongyi! You're so smart! ”

Song Xingqing excitedly kissed Gu Chongyi on the face twice, and the excitement in her heart was beyond words.

"Chongyi, we can finally be together forever!"

Gu Chongyi hugged Song Xingqing tightly and nodded vigorously.

"Yes, we will never be apart again."

Gu Chongyi's words sounded like a poke at the deepest sore spot in Song Xingqing's heart, making her nose suddenly sour with a sourness.

Yes, I finally waited for this day, she and Gu Chong will never be separated again, and the regret in her heart for many years is finally going to draw a complete exclamation mark today! How could this make Song Xingqing not be excited and crazy? This time, Song Xingqing finally ushered in the peak turn, but she forgot that God sometimes likes to give you a hard blow when you get carried away.

In the past few days, Song Xingqing found that Gu Chongyi always looked like he was preoccupied. After two bites, he said that he was full, and he was always silent when he walked and chatted, which made Song Xingqing very worried.

That night, Song Xingqing and Gu Chongyi walked together on campus after dinner, and Song Xingqing finally couldn't help but ask Gu Chongyi: "Chongyi." What's been going on with you these two days? I don't see you have an appetite when you eat, and you look absent-minded when I talk to you? ”

Gu Chongyi lowered his head, and his mood was very low.

"Not really, maybe I'm too tired from the graduation project."

Song Xingqing felt that Gu Chongyi's words were just excuses, and she wanted to hear the truth.

"Chongyi. We're graduating in less than a month, and you know what that means? It means that I will soon be your wife, you can tell me anything directly, I don't want my future husband to hide anything from me, whether it is a couple or a husband and wife, the most important thing is to be honest with each other. ”

Song Xingqing's words made Gu Chongyi finally raise his head, and he looked at Song Xingqing, looking like he wanted to speak and stopped.

"Tell me, I'd love to know what happened in the past two days to make you so sullen?"

Gu Chongyi swallowed his saliva and asked Song Xingqing in a low voice, "Xingqing, would you like to go back to your hometown with me?" ”

Song Xingqing chuckled in her heart. Stunned.

"What do you mean?"

Gu Chongyi sighed, and then said: "You know, my parents divorced very early, it was my mother who brought me up when I was a child, and she has no relatives by her side for a long time, and I am her only support now, if I am not by her side, her life will be very sad, so Xingqing, can you go back with me?" We can come back here to visit your parents again during the holidays. Or rather......"

"Or how about you bring Auntie here to live with us?"

Song Xingqing interrupted Gu Chongyi's words and put forward a suggestion from the bottom of her heart.

Gu Chongyi shook his head helplessly and said, "She is used to life over there and is reluctant to go outside." ”

"But Chongyi. You promised me to stay, didn't you tell me that where I am there is your home. ”

"But it's not easy for my mother to raise me so big, do you want her to be alone when she gets old?"

"Chongyi, I don't mean that, I think we should be able to think of a way to get the best of both worlds."

"Xingqing, I really love you. But my mother didn't agree with me staying, I really can't bear to disobey her, after all, it was not easy for her to bring me up in this life, she has suffered a lot, I hope I can make her happy in the future......"

Looking at Gu Chongyi's sad expression, Song Xingqing's heart was also dripping blood.

"Chongyi, I can understand your feelings, and I can understand your feelings, but my parents only have one daughter, and they are not in good health, and they will be very sad if I leave......"

This night, Song Xingqing and Gu Chong both fell into silence and stood in the night without moving a single step for a long time.

After the lights went out at night, Song Xingqing lay on the bed and kept thinking about what Gu Chongyi said tonight. She didn't blame Gu Chongyi for not keeping his promise and agreeing to stay, because she could understand Gu Chongyi's hardships, just like herself, why didn't she have a shackle in her heart? It's just that if this problem is not solved, I am afraid that the relationship between her and Gu Chongyi will be difficult to come to fruition. Song Xingqing pondered for a long time, but still couldn't think of a way to get the best of both worlds. So, Song Xingqing thought of listening to everyone's opinions.

"Qiqi, Juanjuan, Xiangxiang, are you asleep?"

Song Xingqing's call was immediately responded to by the three of them.

"Not yet, Xingqing, what's wrong?"

Cuckoo was the first to respond.

"Well, there's a question I'd like to hear from you."

"What's the problem?"

Lu Xiang asked.

"Chongyi wants me to go back to my hometown with him, but I'm the only son in the family, and my parents are not in good health, so I can't rest assured of them, do you have any better way?"

"Alas, since ancient times, love and family affection have been a dilemma."

Lu Xiang let out such an exclamation after hearing this.

Wang Qi, who had been silent, finally spoke at this time: "Xingqing, a long-distance relationship will not end well, you might as well give up." ”

As soon as Wang Qi's words came out, Song Xingqing's vigilance was immediately aroused.

"Kiki, are you ......?"

Song Xingqing suddenly stopped in the middle of her words. She didn't know if Wang Qi would be willing to finish her words herself.

"Qiqi, haven't you always been optimistic about Xingqing and Gu Chongyi? What's going on today? Suddenly so negative? ”

Lu Xiang also noticed Wang Qi's abnormality.

Wang Qi didn't speak again for a long time, and Du Juan couldn't help but be a little worried.

"Kiki, you've been wrong all the time today. If there's anything you're not happy about, let's see if we can help you come up with an idea, even if it can't help you, it's better than if you're bored and uncomfortable alone, right? ”

"My boyfriend broke up with me today, and his reason is very simple, the separation of four years in college has long made the relationship between us as flat as water."

Wang Qi said plain as water, but Lu Xiang and Du Juan were startled when they heard it.

"Why is it so sudden? If you don't say it sooner rather than later, you won't say it later. Wait until you're going to graduate and he doesn't say it? I suspect these are all his excuses, I can't imagine that I have another woman behind your back a long time ago! ”

Lu Xiang now looks at everyone as if she has a junior, and the damage and impact caused by the last relationship on her is huge, so that she is still resentful in her heart when she thinks about it now.

Song Xingqing had known about Wang Qi's result for a long time, but she had been exhausted in her emotional world and ignored Wang Qi's matter, and Song Xingqing inevitably felt a little blame in her heart.

Lu Xiang's words cuckoo expressed skepticism.

"Xiangxiang, don't talk nonsense, you can't make random conclusions about things that are not based on evidence, and not everyone is separated because of a third party."

Lu Xiang scoffed.

"What kind of relationship is as plain as water to break up, and life is still dull, why can't you think about it when you don't see him?"

Lu Xiang's rhetoric became more and more intense. Du Juan chose to be silent, and then Song Xingqing spoke.

"Xiangxiang, okay, don't say it anymore, no matter what it is now, at least everyone has loved and paid in a relationship, but there is no fate to go to the end, why should we embarrass ourselves here?"

After Song Xingqing finished speaking, Lu Xiang was also silent, and the bedroom became quiet again, but this tranquility had more of a heavy meaning than the beginning.

Song Xingqing didn't sleep all night last night, and her mind was in chaos. Getting up early in the morning and walking alone on campus, can't you really have both in front of family and love?

"Xingqing?"

Behind him, Zhou Fan's voice came.

Song Xingqing looked back and found that Zhou Zhou Fan was running up from behind her.

"Why are you so early today?"

Song Xingqing looked at Zhou Zhou Fan wearing a sportswear and trotting all the way and asked him, "Are you jogging in the morning?" ”

"yes. Why are you here alone early in the morning? ”

"I can't sleep, so I woke up early."

Song Xingqing continued to walk forward as she spoke, and Zhou Yifan followed beside her.

"Can't sleep? Your bride-to-be's excitement cycle is a little too long, isn't it? ”

Song Xingqing smiled bitterly: "What kind of bride-to-be, who knows what will happen in the future......

Zhou Zhou Fan frowned and asked, "What's wrong with you?" Is there something on your mind? Come out and see if I can help you with a little bit of it. ”

Song Xingqing hesitated for a moment and asked Zhou Fandao: "If you were asked to make a choice in front of love and family affection, which one would you choose?" ”

Zhou Fan thought about it. He replied: "A love that cannot be fused with family affection is flawed, is a flawed love worth having?" ”

Although Zhou Fan's words did not directly indicate the answer, they already reflected Zhou Fan's inner thoughts from the side.

Song Xingqing felt that what Zhou Zhou Fan said was not unreasonable, but for such a relationship, Song Xingqing was also difficult to give up.

"You mean that you will choose to give up love in favor of family?"

Zhou Zhou Fan sighed and replied: "The ending of such a relationship may be destined to be heart-wrenching and unforgettable, and it is also destined to be cherished in the bottom of one's heart for a lifetime. ”

Song Xingqing's heart couldn't help but feel sad because of Zhou Zhoufan's words.

Seeing that Song Xingqing's mood was getting more and more depressed, Zhou Zhou Fan asked her with concern: "Are you okay?" How did you think to ask this? Is there any trouble running in? ”

Song Xingqing walked with her head down, not wanting to say a word.

Zhou Fan followed by his side and had no choice but to stop asking. The two of them walked all the way, and I don't know how long they walked, Zhou Zhou Fan finally couldn't help but speak.

"Xingqing, if it were me, I would definitely stay for you."

This sentence alone was enough to make Song Xingqing stop and feel infinitely melancholy in her heart.

"It's a pity it's not you."

Song Xingqing was sad in her heart, a pity that it was not you, how helpless and sad she was.

At lunchtime, Song Xingqing and Gu Chongyi didn't speak, they just lowered their heads and ate their meals, in fact, it was not called eating, they just took chopsticks and tossed around in the meal, and they didn't eat a few bites at all.

Song Xingqing felt that such an atmosphere was about to be breathless, and she felt that she should say something, whatever she wanted.

"Chongyi, let's go to the amusement park together this weekend."

Gu Chongyi didn't raise his head, just nodded silently.

Song Xingqing took a deep breath, and then said to him with a smile: "And I haven't heard you sing for a long time, let's go sing together after dinner?" ”

"Okay."

Gu Chongyi still didn't look up, but this time he replied to Song Xingqing with a good word.

Song Xingqing pursed her lips and continued to lower her head to pick up the rice in the bowl.

Gu Chongyi has been in a low mood recently, and he doesn't seem to be interested in any topic. Song Xingqing only hopes that she can take this opportunity to go out to play and sing to relax each other's hearts and find some happy times in the past.

A lunch was spent in such an extremely dull atmosphere, Song Xingqing and Gu Chongyi walked out of the cafeteria and prepared to take the car to the city to sing K.

Along the way, Gu Chongyi did not take the initiative to hold Song Xingqing's hand as usual, which made Song Xingqing feel a little lost, but she quickly adjusted her emotions in her heart and took the initiative to take Gu Chongyi's hand. The two didn't have any intersections along the way, they just held hands and got into the car all the way, and then got out of the car and walked into the KTV together.

As soon as she entered the box, Song Xingqing walked to the VOD machine and began to order songs.

"Chongyi, I ordered a lot of songs for you, I can listen to you sing enough today."

Song Xingqing tried her best to make her tone sound cheerful, wanting to use this to arouse Gu Chongyi's emotions.

Gu Chongyi silently picked up the microphone from the coffee table and sat on the sofa, Song Xingqing's first song was naturally Nicholas Tse's love because of love.

When the familiar melody sounded again, Song Xingqing always remembered the bits and pieces of the past in her mind. (To be continued.) )