At that time, I had just gone to England, and I was immersed in the shadow of broken love all day long, and I felt sorry for myself. One night Eugene fell asleep and I couldn't sleep with insomnia. So I got up and slipped into the cellar and secretly drank the three bottles of good wine that Eugene had treasured for many years.

When I was drunk, I thought I was back when I was a child, when I lived with Tian Miao, when I was still young and always scared to sleep alone, I wanted to sleep with Tian Miao, but Tian Miao didn't allow it, and I didn't care about my tearful appearance. The reason he rejected me was that we slept together like this, which would affect our future relationship. I said I didn't mind, but Tian Miao said with a blank face, "I don't mind!" ”

But in fact, Tian Miao felt very sorry for me, although he didn't let me sleep with him, but he would stay by my bed every night clumsily and indifferently while gently patting me, while repeatedly singing to me an English song "Love_Is_Blue"

“Blue,blue_my_world_is_blue

Blue_is_my_world_now

I’m_without_you

Grey,_grey_my_life_is_grey

Cold_is_my_heart_since_you_went_away

Red,red_my_eyes_are_red

Crying_for_you_alone_in_my_bed

Green,_green_my_jealous_heart

I_doubted_you_and_now_we’re_apart

When_we_met_how_the_bright_sun_shone

Then_love_is_die

Now_the_rainbow_is_gone

Black,_black_the_night__I’ve_known_Longing_for_you_so

lost_and_alone

Gone,_gone_the_love_we_knew_Blue_is_my_world_now

I’m_without_you

I_promise_you_will_know_the_Matrix…”

Tian Miao's voice sounded so cold and melancholy, and the whole person was filled with deep loneliness and loneliness, which made me very resistant. Finally, one day I asked him if he could change the song and the cheerful one, but Tianmiao ignored me and continued to hum in a low voice. I listened with my eyes open and very puzzled, and then took his hand and patted the quilt, very cold and icy, "Tianmiao, what does "Love_Is_Blue" mean?" ”

The expression on Tian Miao's face was very light, and his voice was low and inaudible, "Love is blue." "It's blue again! Why does Tian Miao like blue so much? I pouted and asked, "Why is love blue?" Can't love be red? I love love to be red! ”

At that time, Tian Miao touched my head and didn't explain, just said, "Sleep." Then I closed my eyes, breathed calmly, pretended to be asleep, and waited for Tianmiao to leave. I would keep my eyes open and look at the blue curtains for a long time, and when I guessed that Tianmiao fell asleep, I would sneak into Tianmiao's room, climb into bed, and slip into Tianmiao's arms and fall asleep. The scene of going to climb Tianmiao's bed in the middle of the night has lasted for a long time, and the strange thing is that Tianmiao didn't lock the door and didn't refuse to say me, what a strange and awkward stingy ghost!

It wasn't until the night I graduated from elementary school that the story of climbing out of bed ended, and it never worked out again.

So the bed that climbed the sky became a knot in my heart.

At that time, I was drunk and I didn't have any reason and intelligence, and my mind that had been lingering was activated under the influence of alcohol. I dizzily touched Eugene's room, climbed into Eugene's bed, nestled into his arms, pulled his ears and shouted indistinctly, "Tianmiao, I want to...listen to the song...listen to the song....sing "Love_Is_Blue"

"Sing fast... Song... Singing "I slapped Eugene in the face with my hand and kept muttering about him, and then Eugene, who was dreaming of a sweet dream, was woken up under my torture, and he frowned and tried to push me away "You drink?" How much did you drink and how did you get drunk like this? "At that time, I hugged him tightly like an octopus, and I was still muttering, "Singing, Tianmiao... I... I... You... Singing..."Love_Is_Blue"

I really admired that I was delirious at that time, and I could still remember the song title so clearly.

Eugene was very helpless to let me hold it, and he didn't open his mouth to sing. Then I did something that woke up and I hated to burrow into the ground. I was so drunk that I couldn't wait for the familiar singing, so I just... He just hugged Eugene and cried, sobbing as he cried and wiped tears from his eyes

"Tian Miao... I'm sad... I'm so sad... Daddy left me... You leave me too... Liang Anke... He doesn't want me either... Finish... Don't even want me anymore...

Tian Miao... Why are you... Don't want me anymore..."

Drunk, I cried as I watched Eugene choke. Eugene looked at me silently and touched my head, as gentle as Tian Miao before going to bed every time, which made me even more confused and indulged in the time with Tian Miao.

“Blue,_blue_my_world_is_blue

Blue_is_my_world_now

I’m_without_you

Grey,_grey_my_life_is_grey

Cold_is_my_heart

since_you_went_away..."A low singing voice sounded, Eugene's magnetic voice was deep and slightly hoarse, and he sang naturally and without emotion. "No... Not so... Tian Miao... Your voice is not right... I interrupted Eugene's singing with tears in my eyes, staggered out of his arms, stepped barefoot on the floor, and sang slowly in a melancholy and cold voice like a midnight railroad track

“Now_the_rainbow_is_gone

Black,_black_the_night_I’ve_known

Longing_for_you_so

lost_and_alone

Gone,_gone_the_love

we_knew

Blue_is_my_world_now

I’m_without_you

I_promise_you_will_know_the_Matrix…”

The dizziness made me unsteady on my feet, stumbling against the wall, and singing the song "Love_Is_Blue" over and over again with tears streaming down my face, until I fell to the ground in dizziness, and I just lay on the ground and asked Eugene, "Tianmiao, love is really blue." Why can't it be red? Why...", and at the end of the question was only left to mutter:

"Why are you all leaving me, why are you leaving me behind... A person... Why..."

Eugene didn't say anything, he just watched me go crazy with such cold eyes, until finally I fell asleep in a daze, he couldn't stand it and carried me to his bed, covered the quilt and wanted to turn away, but I sat up and pressed him in my sleep

Collapsed on the bed "Tian Miao... No... Don't leave..."

The second time I woke up, I saw myself holding Eugene's arm, and he was still asleep, and his chest was full of saliva and whatever... Belch... Water stains. I rubbed my temples with a splitting headache, remembering that it was a tear stain. Thinking back to my humiliating act last night, I turned around and tried to slip away, only to be caught by Eugene, who woke up:

"What? Slap your ass and walk away after sleeping? ”

"Uh... That a lot of money you woke up? … I'm not... Uh..."I was thinking about how to explain how to close his mouth in a very painful brain, and I didn't think of it for a long time.

"Poof... Ay... Why is Young Master Ben's stomach so hungry? Eugene sneered at my cheek-scratching embarrassment, prompting me.

"Ahh Hungry... Right... I'll make you breakfast, and I'll make you whatever you want to eat in the future. I slapped my head and ran out of Eugene's bedroom.

Later, I made a big meal for Eugene for several days before I shut his mouth and asked him not to mention this shameful thing again, but I didn't expect to be mentioned by this untrustworthy and brazen villain today, and threaten me to live in my house, what a shame!