The sky is high and the clouds are light and the breeze is leisurely, and the geese pass without a trace, leaving only a light cry. The rocking chair is floating and people sleep lightly, which is to steal half a day of leisure.

"Do you like this kind of life?"

Some of the thin, wrinkled, and calloused palms stroked the small jar of white jade in their arms. The sparkling and impurity-free surface is made clearer by the fact that it is often touched, the rounded body of the bottle, carved with tightly wound vine carvings, and the spiral-closed buds quietly waiting to bloom in the heart-shaped dense leaves.

Shine on the light, rubbing carefully, the bottle body of the white jade texture is warmed but dyed with a touch of powder, the color is getting darker, the flower slowly rotates the petals, and finally blooms to reveal the most delicate flower room, just like the appearance in memory. His cloudy eyes were stained with nostalgic pity, and he couldn't help but call softly.

"Jumpsuit"

The soft and smooth handkerchief made of the silk brocade surface of the moonlight flowing clouds brushed over the small white jade bottle, carefully and pityingly, just like holding a lover's cheek to dress up, the small words are the intimate words between husband and wife.

"Da Lang Xiao Lang has something to go out and can't come to say hello to you today, you don't have to worry about it, a few days ago I have settled the accident of the young lady you were thinking about, that man is as good as ever is a fool, in previous years, he dared to refuse the royal kindness for a woman, this time it was also for her, but it was a seed of infatuation."

"No, don't worry, I don't have any other intentions, if I meet him like this, I will naturally do that, I already have you, I can't tolerate others, and I won't be negative in this life."

Zhuo Yan, who was already over the age with white temples, was at a loss like a hairy boy, just like a beautiful woman who was really angry and jealous in front of her, so frightened that she promised again and again, and it took a while before he breathed a sigh of relief and calmed down.

"Today's weather is a rare good day, I know you must also like it, you have always been like this, like a leisurely and indifferent day, love to put a rocking chair in this weather, and then put a bowl of tea, the breeze is gentle, and you can stay all day."

"Yes, I know you best."

Zhuo Yan proudly spread his eyebrows and suddenly chuckled. "Huh? Jumpsuit wants to know something about me? How to say it, I'm going to talk about it, okay, okay, I'll talk about it, but if you want to listen, you won't end up falling asleep bored. Reluctant to compromise, Zhuo Yan looked up at the sky and began to recall his past.

The Zhuo family has been in Rong for generations, and has always taken defending the country as their lifelong mission, and regards loyalty and righteousness as more important than life. People in the world often say that maybe Zhuo Jiaerlang was the word loyalty when he first knew words, so he remembered these two words so deeply into the bone marrow.

"I don't know about the other ancestors, but since I was born, my father personally wrote the word 'life and death' and ordered someone to hang it in the middle of my room so that I can see it at all times."

The characters are written in italics, the shape is square, the strokes are straight, and they can be used as models.

"Life and death, beginning and end, is the first rule of the Zhuo family's family motto. My father often taught me that only if we value life and death, we should cherish the lives of our soldiers, take care of the safety of the people, set up battles, think twice, and seek the fruits of victory. Only by seeing through life and death will we ignore fame and fortune, devote ourselves to the country, take the lead, and die. ”

The Zhuo family has been passed down from generation to generation, and Zhuo Yan, who is of this generation, was even more ordered by the ear, and the head of the Zhuo family personally taught the rules. 'Fortunately' Zhuo Yan did a very good job.

He showed amazing leadership talent when he first entered the battlefield, and before the battle, he asked the army leader to attack the enemy camp single-handedly in the middle of the night. At dawn, the man who returned in the morning glow, dressed in military uniform, stood on a horse, covered in blood, like a reincarnated god of war! However, the people who came out to greet them found that the black round object dragged behind his horse was hidden by blood stains, and it was difficult to see the original appearance of the thing, and under closer inspection, it was actually the head of the important generals of the enemy army! There were more than 20 people in total, some of them had peaceful faces as if they were sleeping, and some had hideous expressions, as if they had grievances and could not be sued.

Even these people, who are accustomed to seeing corpses, will inevitably change their faces.

However, the man's expression was condensed, there was no difference in his expression, and there was still a solemn aura on his body that had not faded, and he sat in front of the low table, behaved elegantly and with proper etiquette, and fed on barbecue and wine: the meat was taken from fresh and tender lambs, roasted and medium-cooked, and the sauce was full of fragrance, still bloodshot; The wine is carefully brewed from aged purple grapes, decorated with natural jade-colored transparent and bright luminous glasses, and the red waves in the cup are tumbling, and the crimson liquid overflows the corners of the mouth when the cup is raised.

Such a terrifying scene like a hell of a demon devouring alive has already made everyone's scalps numb, and Zhuo Yan on the opposite side suddenly raised his head, his face was impatient, his fierce gaze swept over, and he was stared at by the evil ghost The chill that rose from the coccyx of the spine, and now he couldn't care about his face, and he fled in a hurry, leaving only the screams and vomiting outside the account.

Zhuo Yan, who recalled this, frowned slightly, and muttered: "At that time, I was not yet the year of the weak crown, because of the teaching of my family, I only knew that what I was doing this time was for the sake of many people in my country, how many belongings did those enemy generals take from me, and how many innocent people did they kill me?" The removal of their heads this time was just to comfort the souls of the dead in heaven. But he never thought that in the eyes of others, that appearance was as terrifying as the Yaksha asking for his life. ”

Since then, Zhuo Yan has been crowned as a mighty general, and he has encountered countless battles at a young age, and has made many military exploits, but because of the thunderous methods taken by the enemy prisoners are too cruel, so that there are folk rumors: "The face is hateless, better than a green fang, the child stops crying, and the ghosts and gods are worried." ”

With such a reputation, the generals in the army all respect and fear Zhuo Yan; After returning to the court with a great victory, Wenchen did not like his behavior in the eyes of no one, and he also pretended to be high and unwilling to be with the ignorant and rude reckless man, and for a while Zhuo Yan was unconsciously isolated by everyone and became the most maverick in the court.

At that time, at the celebration banquet, the silk and bamboo sang and danced, the cups were staggered, and the lively laughter and laughter of the crowd highlighted the special nature of one person, so he simply left his seat to find a secluded place to drink himself, which was also considered a good time to have fun. I just drank to the moon, but I always felt that the lonely crescent moon seen in the four directions was not brighter than the full moon and stars in the vast battlefield, and I felt a lot of emotion for a while. ”

The loneliness of being the only one in the world is the coldness that spreads from the deepest part of my heart, and I can't get rid of it when it goes deep into my bones.

The jade coolness is close to the skin, the delicate touch, in such weather, it is like a silent comfort, Zhuo Yan can't help but sigh with satisfaction. "Yes, don't worry, I don't feel that way anymore because I'm with you."

"The greatest luck and pride in my life is not how many wars I have won, nor how many wars I have won, nor how many people have been worshiped by generals, but that I have a confidante like you."

"At the beginning, I tried my best to marry your young lady, because I felt that she was like a mountain orchid, quietly blooming, waiting for someone to find out her beauty, pick and return home and wait carefully, and then I realized that I was wrong. Although the flower is beautiful, it blooms too high, and her petals and rhizomes are too fragile to adapt to the Gobi where I live. And when I was down in disappointment, I found you. ”

There are too many accidents in life, and sometimes a small accident can change a person's life. At that time, I had no way of knowing that unexpected gamble, and with an unexpected finger, I got the most precious treasure of my life.

"I have seen countless different women in my life, some of them are as proud as plums, some are as graceful and rich as orchids, or as passionate and prickly as roses in the desert, but I have never seen you like you."

Thinking of the woman's unique style in front of him again, Zhuo Yan couldn't help but fall into the memories and was stunned. How can a person have so many faces? When the cute and cute coquettish makes people want to stick her on their bodies from time to time to love and pet, but sometimes they are like a goblin who wants to kill people, and they can hook people's souls with a smile.

"After getting along for a long time, I know your beauty, I know the taste and hatred of each other, I just want to be like green silk and twilight snow, and I will die with you without regrets in this life."

Everyone in the world knows that the reincarnation god of war of the mighty general is brave and invincible, but no one knows that Zhuo Yan is just an ordinary mortal, and he will also be afraid of losing his loved ones. Faced with the same situation, the stupid amorous seed chose to resist, and he chose to flee.

Flee to that lonely and desolate place with her beloved, deceiving herself and comforting herself that one day she will be given infinite glory and wealth. How do you know that all the concocted dreams are no more than a burning flame, and the ashes that have been burned out will disperse with the wind, leaving no trace.

"Ah, I have a lot to say today. Dressing, has it disturbed your peace? Zhuo Yan suddenly came back to his senses, still holding the white jade jar in both hands, caressing it with pity, but gradually, the thin big palm slowly clenched into a fist, very hard, as if he was enduring something, but the green tendons burst out, and he trembled faintly.

Suddenly, bean-sized tears fell and splashed on the bottle, causing a splash, and the white-haired old man cried like a child at this time.

Yes, that person is long gone, and he can't even make out the ashes when he was buried in that fire, so what's the use of asking for this small white jade jar?

Raised his hand and threw it hard, the jade piece shattered to the ground, revealing a corner of the plain coarse cloth, Zhuo Yan was startled, reached out to probe but rolled down from the chair, even the wolf bèi still insisted on crawling over, and some of the yellowed cloth had the word 'no regrets' written in blood.

was stunned on the spot, and suddenly realized that what the woman asked for was so simple to start over. What's the use of more glory? A lifetime of self-deception is just a joke, and it is finally revealed today, even the flesh and the flesh are torn off, the flesh and blood are blurred, and the pain is unbearable.

"Jumper" cried helplessly, crawling on the ground, remorse could not come from it.

"I love you, Dressy, I've always loved you!"

The voice is exhausted, and the beauty does not come again.