Chapter 40: The Warmth of Waking Up

I was bewitched by the strange and warm voice, and I felt as if the pain in my body had lessened.

"I'll give her a dose of pain relief first, temporarily suppressing the complex toxins in her body!" A merry man with peach blossom eyes, looked at me worriedly, and quickly prepared the potion and syringe next to me, I looked at the long needles glowing with cold light, and this man who looked like a male version of the fox demon, subconsciously hid back, the pain flowing around my body and the fear of injections made me want to scream and go crazy. "Evening, I'm very gentle," Qian Nan smiled at me with a broken face and a syringe.

"Don't be afraid, don't be afraid, it's for you to relieve pain." Shen Shixu felt my shrinkage, he stroked my head more gently, and held my hand with the other hand, with a convincing power to calm people's hearts.

I looked at Shen Shixu in a daze.

The man in front of him is so good-looking, his gentle and clean temperament is like a piece of transparent and cool ancient jade, exuding a soft light, and his obsidian-like pupils are full of reflections of my appearance, which is reassuring and intoxicating, he is like an elegant immortal, but there is a Ling Ran sharpness of a person who has been in a position for a long time that cannot be concealed.

His hand stroking my hair, the movements were stiff and rusty but with careful gentleness, that gentleness and temperament that stood up to the sky, made me a little confused, in a trance, for a long time no one has been so warm and cared for me, so long that I have been numb, in fact, there seems to be such a warmth like the winter sun in my memory.

Liang Anke when I was in love, Liang Anke I knew when I lost all my solitude, used to comfort me with my helpless pampering, but so gentle and affectionate, why is there no one who will always accompany me with my white head? Why did you betray me lightly?

And Tian Miao, the lonely and cold as the lonely flute at midnight, the Tian Miao who gave me a home, who can cook the darkest cuisine in the universe, who likes blue, who will squat at my bedside and sing me English songs, and lie to me that mint will grow into a towering tree, where are you? Why did you abandon me too?

And Eugene, I want to ask you the truth of the matter, I want you to tell me in person that what I heard that night was just my hallucination, I want your poisonous tongue to scold me inappropriately, and say: Xu Wanle, you are so pitiful, you have paranoia at a young age and a man!

But I don't dare! I don't dare! I tried my best to water the mint and loosen the soil, but it still didn't grow into a towering tree, and Dad would never come back! Tian Miao is gone! Liang Anke, I buried my first love so carefully and strongly, and I will never come back! The way he left was so ruthless, as ruthless as a fire, extinguishing all my blood! I love so much and lose so badly!

Eugene, how do you think I'm going to ask you? To be justified or to be self-defeating? After all, the fact that you took me to England was just a compensation deal between us, and all I heard was a cold-blooded conspiracy, so how could I ask you?

How can we trust the warmth of these hands? Could it be a bigger and more brutal conspiracy? Could it be my ridiculous remnant of a warm fantasy?

Qiannan's needle was pulled out of my body, and the sound of his footsteps turning around woke me up, the skin was like an ant bite, the numb pain was not as sharp as in the body, the medicine worked quickly, and the extreme pain in the body receded layer by layer like a tide.

"Why?" I came back to my senses, my face cold and tears sliding silently, I turned my face to the other side, closed my eyes, and the wolf asked stubbornly.

Poor Nan packed up his things, and was a little confused when he heard this.

"Get out! If the toxins in her body are not cleaned up within three days, Qi Liang will prepare a coffin for you! Shen Shixu glanced at my twisted face, and the poor Nan who wanted to watch the play on the side, suddenly drove people away coldly!

"It's... It's inhumane, I'll turn my face when I'm done with it, unload the mill and kill the donkey..."Poor Nan pouted and stretched out his tail note very hurtfully, and escaped with a smoke in Shen Shixu's cold gaze.

"Why did you save me?" I pulled the quilt and wiped my face, twisted it, stared at Shen Shixu's eyes tightly, and asked, "It's just the first time we've met, aren't we?" ”

Seeing that Shen Shixu looked at me silently, his thin lips pursed and he didn't answer my words, I stubbornly chased after me. Shen Shixu raised his eyebrows in surprise when he heard my words: "You... Don't remember me? ”

"Remember what? Why did you save me? Why did you follow me to Jobuka Park? "I don't know why I'm so stubborn, so obsessed with wanting an answer, an answer from a man I met for the first time.

Shen Shixu looked at the undried tears on the face of the woman in front of her, her red eyes were cold and stubborn, she had been in a coma for more than a month, suffering from the damage left by Merck's research, and the Qiluo toxin and various mixed toxins injected by Merck in her body destroyed her physiology.

She was getting thinner and thinner, sleeping longer and longer, and at first she would scream, convuls, and twist uncontrollably even when she was unconscious. But then she lay motionless even when the toxin attacked, only the slight movement of her eyelids and the faint breathing reminded him that she was still alive, but in this way her heart rate was also dropping, and she seemed to be running out of oil and dying at any time, which completely angered him!

Shen Shixu didn't want to admit that he was afraid, he was afraid that his hatred for so many years and his persistence for so many years would be in vain, so what was the point? Thinking of this and hearing her seemingly incomprehensible words again, Shen Shixu's heart was indescribably complicated and weird.

How can a person say forget and forget? The past is like a dream, and love and hate are also like a dream for her. Well, that's it, if she doesn't remember, just start over and get to know each other again!

"Because you're my fiancée, my woman." Shen Shixu passed a trace of weirdness in the depths of his eyes, and the corners of his mouth rose like cedars, looking at me dotingly.

I looked at the smile on this man's face and felt a burst of displeasure and suspicion, the pain in my body came and went quickly, and after the pain subsided, it was like a mountain of heavy exhaustion and dizziness, but I didn't dare to sleep, the unfamiliar environment and the strange man, like a sharp knife hanging over my head, the alienation and self-protection consciousness that I had developed over the years forced me to stay awake.

I bit my lip, which I had already bitten before, and the pain was so hard that it irritated my eyes that were about to close.

"You don't believe me?" Shen Shixu looked at me suspiciously, bit his lip and looked drowsy, and stretched out his hand to rescue my bitten lower lip, "I have evidence." ”

After speaking, Shen Shixu smiled at me, picked up the phone and stood aside and muttered a few words.