Three years ago, at the end of September, the summer in City A was filled with a disgusting heat mixed with sweat and dust, and in such a season, the sun and blazing heat did not bring warmth, but cold, biting cold.

My name is Xu Wanle, a Virgo, a perfectionist with a habit of cleanliness. At that time, I had just turned 24 years old, and my roommate said that there were many disasters and difficulties, and she specially gave me a piece of peace that she asked for from the temple. I can't spoil the kindness of others, I reluctantly accepted it, in fact, I am very disdainful in my heart, because I don't believe this. But what happened later made me have to believe: In the year of my birth, Nyima's calamities and hardships were indeed unfortunate!

As a college student who just graduated in June, I was very satisfied that I was able to find an assistant to the design director of the most famous design company in City A. Although there is a group of colleagues in the office who only scribble and gossip all day long; Although I don't understand why such a lofty profession as a design director is a lewd man with a beer belly and swollen eyes, he always tries to do something to me, and all kinds of explicit and threatening hook-up behaviors; Although the current monthly salary is only 800 yuan. But I'm still very satisfied, and even feel very happy.

Because I used my previous pocket money and the salary I saved from frugality, I moved out of the staff dormitory and rented a one-bedroom apartment in the old building area for 800 per month. Then in August, he and Liang Anke lived a small life together.

When it comes to Anko Leung, I can't help but smile sweetly, even though my roommates call it a vicious laugh (because they always think that I always act like a vicious queen to Anko Leung, hey!). These ignorant humans don't understand that Liang Anke just likes my vicious and domineering, hehe. Liang Anke is my boyfriend, my fellow countryman, and we are both from C City. We've been together since the beginning of our freshman year, and we've been together for four years so far. The most important thing is that we have been in a long-distance relationship for four years, he studied geological exploration at the famous petroleum university in City B, and the distance between the two cities is particularly long, and it takes a day and a night to take the train. Our four-year long-distance relationship was maintained by train tickets printed with the word "Liang Anke".

I have never taken a car to his city to see it, and he has never put forward this idea, because I am motion sickness, afraid of trouble, the most important thing is that Liang Anke loves me and feels sorry for me, and I am willing to take the initiative to accompany me again and again without fear of trouble. (For four years, I have always been so sure that he just loves me too much and feels sorry for me, so he can't bear my hard work.) As long as it's about three days off, he will definitely take three days off and then take the train to stay with me for three days. I don't feel lonely even when I'm not around, because he always calls and texts me whenever I'm free, and he makes me feel like I'm not alone, as if he's right next to me.

Of course you think I'm content with that? That's wrong, at that time I had a very bad temper, domineering, **, quite unreasonable, anyway, it was tricky to die.

I remember after New Year's Day in my sophomore year, in mid-January, Liang Anke just came to accompany me back on a Friday morning. That day, I seemed to have eaten something too spicy to cause a stomachache, and the dormitory junior hooked up with a boyfriend and came back to show affection. Then I may have had brain cramps stimulated, and Sister Lin was full of hypocrisy. I didn't eat at night and didn't see a doctor, I was lying on the bed and holding up my body, and Liang Anke called me more than 30 times, but I turned a blind eye.

In the end, he was anxious to call my second dorm boy and ask me what was wrong, and at that time he had a very strong relationship with my dorm mate, so I didn't see his wolf heart and dog lungs, right? I think women always understand women very well, so when I see my (I'm the boss in the dormitory), I understand what's going on. The words are also very much in line with my heart. At that time, she said, "Big brother-in-law, can you come over and see the boss?" She didn't know what was going on, she had a stomach ache, she didn't eat, she just slept there, and we couldn't do anything about it...... You better hurry up and buy a ticket to come over to accompany her...."The second child, let's talk a lot, it's like I'm dying, and the anxious Liang Anke gritted his teeth and bought the same day's train ticket, which appeared in front of my eyes at night.

Of course, I didn't have any, but I was stimulated to be hypocritical, so I wanted him to come over and accompany me. Of course, how can I say such things myself? How can that fit my cold image, it's best for him to understand it himself or wake him up like the second child.

In retrospect, what a nozuonodie! But at that time, I must have been immersed in the happiness of a bloody romance drama, and by the way, Liang Anke won a lot of good man titles, he was rated as a model "model good man" by his roommates to urge his boyfriend to learn from him, and I was tireless and happy to teach other girls experience because of my training.

In this way, we all believed that we would always be together, get married, have children, and graduate and live together until we reached the end of the year, and then quickly broke up after living together for more than a month.

I don't know if it was the reason why I forced him to give up City B, which is suitable for geological work, and come to City A to find a job with the wrong major, or some other reason. Liang Anke has been living together for more than a month, and he looks very tired and depressed every day; When he sleeps at night, he doesn't like to cling to me and hug me as he used to, and always sleeps with his back to me; He also always went to the opposite neighbor from time to time to play chess.

Of course, I selectively ignored all of this, and I even secretly rejoiced that I could finally breathe a sigh of relief and curl up to sleep, and I hated physical contact with people. Facing the group of eight women and obscene directors in the office all day long, plus a lot of design drafts that can't be changed, how can I have the leisure to care if he is happy or not.

In my Xu Wanle's cognition: a man should stand up to the sky and the earth, and he is not afraid of wind and rain. It turns out that I was wrong, and I couldn't have been more wrong!

At the end of September, when the obscene director once again stretched out his groping pig hand to me, labor and management finally couldn't hold back my hot temper and smashed his unknown design draft on his swollen eyes, and walked out of the office in a majestic manner under the shocked eyes of the office women.

There is no doubt that I was fired by the obscene director! God will not let a person's fate be calamitous, that is not scientific, believe me, it will definitely make it difficult for you!

When I was tired and pushed open the hidden door, thinking that I would be greeted by a large table of love dinner and Liang Anke's comfort, God gave me a slap in the face!

"Don't... Anke... Ah......h

I trembled and kicked open the bedroom door, and on the light blue bed I had carefully chosen, a pair of dog men and women were heartily staging the spring palace drama. The man whom I trusted with all my heart, whom I said would marry me, and a poor woman stopped in astonishment and looked back at me.

Silence. There was a deathly silence, about a minute. Someone finally broke the silence.

"Wanle, why are you....coming back?" Liang Anke snorted very uneasily, and lowered his head after speaking, but as the woman next to him secretly pinched and pretended to be strong, she immediately raised her head.

I smiled disdainfully and looked down at them with my head held high: "Give you a minute, hurry up and get dressed and get out of here!" I clasped my hands in front of my chest, raised my head step by step, walked to the sofa in the living room and sat down with a stiff back, no one knew that at that moment my left hand, which was hidden under my right arm, was covered with blood.

I don't feel pain, I just feel so cold, so cold, like being left in a deserted place in the ice and snow, my head is blank and my eyes are blank, but it's still a high temperature of nearly 40 degrees in summer? But obviously Liang Anke, what you said are that you only love Xu Wanle alone in this life, and spoil her for a lifetime? But they all say you're a good man, huh?

But why? Liang Anke, why did you betray me in my well-arranged home? What am I doing wrong?

At that moment I only had a hundred thousand in my head and went through the crazy ringing like a bell, but when I saw the adulterer and adulteress walking out of the bedroom hand in hand and standing opposite me, it was like a scoop of ice water poured into my brain and stirred my senses.

Why? Why should I make this dog man and woman miserable and crying? How can it be? How could I, Xu Wanle, be such a cold and domineering person, make such a stupid mistake.

"Say! Liang Anke said clearly, start, pass! I folded my arms and leaned on the only sofa in the bedroom like an uncle, looking coldly at Liang Anke, who was cramped and pretending to be calm, and the woman with a smug face. God knows! I didn't have the strength to support myself at that time, so I had to lean on the sofa and pretend to be an uncle.

Liang Anke didn't seem to know my sadness at the moment, maybe he knew and selectively ignored it, right? He pursed his thin lips and hugged the woman in his arms tightly, protecting her like a treasure, for fear that I would suddenly go crazy and tear her apart, standing a meter away from me and ready to snatch the door at any time, suddenly amused me.

"Hahaha..."I couldn't hold back my laughter, laughing so much that I slipped off the sofa and fell to the floor, of course, there was no picture of tears streaming down my face, tears came out, I was a very enduring, and very rational woman: "Haha... Liang Anke....You'd better make it clear to me right away....hahaha...you know that Lao Tzu's temper is not very good..."

Liang Anke, who might have planned to resist to the end, saw the self-proclaimed very rational woman, patted her ass and got up from the floor, took a bag of eggs and a bottle of beer from the refrigerator in the living room and put them on the coffee table next to the sofa, and then walked into the kitchen slowly under their blank eyes, and slapped a kitchen knife on the coffee table with a "snap".

Frightened, the pair of adulterers and adulteresses trembled, took three steps back, and had a tendency to flee for their lives: "Wanle, don't be impulsive!" I say, I'll say everything! ”

Then a story of wielding a hoe and digging the foot of the wall gushed out like beans poured into a bamboo tube.

In the rest of the story, as you can imagine, I am the fool who has been played all the time, and I am smug and complacent in the carefully knitted web of love that I despise and think that I am in control.