Chapter 082: The Life of a Cold-Blooded Killer
Unexpectedly, Silan Jue shook his head, "No, on the contrary, I'm here to keep you." ”
"Retaining?" Liu Shihua smiled self-deprecatingly, "Sister Lan is laughing at Shihua, but, no matter what, Shihua still hopes that Sister Lan can believe that Shihua will go to the queen's mother, and it will never harm the meaning of the concubine, on the contrary, Shihua wants this matter to end quickly, so that the concubine doesn't have to worry so much." ”
Si Lanjue sat down opposite Liu Shihua and said patiently, "I believe in you. Niang Niang believes in you, too. ”
Si Lanjue's expression was very serious, and the tone of his voice was also very determined.
"Niangniang believes in poetry and painting, so why did she drive poetry and painting away?" Liu Shihua looked at Si Lanjue suspiciously. If Concubine Ping believes her, Liu Shihua is still willing to believe it.
Actually, Liu Shihua couldn't figure it out, was the trust between her and Concubine Ping so fragile? So fragile that there is no chance to explain.
"Niangniang doesn't want to bother you." Si Lan Jue sighed, a sad expression.
Liu Shihua was stunned, looking at Si Lanjue's appearance, she was really a little distressed. In her eyes, Si Lan has always been a fiery character, and all things can be solved by fighting and killing in her mind, and because of this, she has become a terrifying cold-blooded killer on the rivers and lakes.
People say that killers are ruthless, and they don't know what feelings are, so they despise human life. Until she saw that Si Lan absolutely cared about the concubine, Liu Shihua felt that Si Lanjue's mind was actually very delicate, and her coldness was just a disguise, but Liu Shihua didn't understand what she was pretending.
"Don't want to get involved in poetry and painting? Please let Sister Lan make it clear. ”
Silan paused, "There are too many rights and wrongs in the palace, it's easy to get involved, but it's hard to get out." The queen is not as simple as you think, and she will not be willing to be used by you, you are not deeply involved in the world, and you think that you can sway others by playing a little clever, but you don't know, more often, you are just a chess piece. For example, this time, if the queen has used it, she will definitely throw you away and leave you without a trace. While you are not deep enough, the concubine wants you to leave this place as soon as possible, so as not to be killed. ”
It turns out that this is the case, so to speak, the mother is really painstaking. After listening to Si Lanjue's explanation, Liu Shi couldn't help but be moved, she regretted a little, regretted not seeing through Ping Guifei's thoughts, if she really left, Ping Guifei should be a little lost, after all, Ping Guifei loved her so much.
"Sister Lan, I'm sorry, it's the poetry and painting that are ignorant, and I didn't see through Niangniang's thoughts, and I almost broke Niangniang's heart." Liu Shihua felt a little guilty and quickly apologized.
"Alas!" Si Lan sighed heavily, took Liu Shihua's hand, and said helplessly, "Actually, I should let you go, after all, this is not the place where you should live, and the rights and wrongs here will put you in danger at any time." However, please forgive me for my selfishness, my mother regards you as a relative, and if you stay by her side, her life will be happier, so I want to keep you. ”
Si Lan Jue said with deep feelings, Liu Shihua saw from Si Lan Jue's expression that she cared about Concubine Ping, this kind of care, this kind of care, it seemed that she had surpassed many things.
"Sister Lan, don't say it, the poems and paintings are not leaving, the poems and paintings will stay with the mother." Liu Shihua said comfortingly, at this moment, she felt that Silan Jue also had a vulnerable side.
Si Lan Jue nodded, "Well, thank you." ”
Liu Shihua smiled faintly, "Sister Lan, don't say that, my mother treats poetry and painting like a relative, how can poetry and painting be abandoned." However, Shihua felt that Niangniang was also very kind to Sister Lan, and if Sister Lan was worried about Niangniang, she should accompany her more. ”
Although I don't know what the relationship between Si Lan Jue and Ping Guifei is, Liu Shihua feels that Si Lan Jue's life should not belong to the rivers and lakes, but to a stable place in the present world, of course, this place is not a palace.
When Liu Shihua said this, it could be regarded as a relief to Si Lanjue, and it could be regarded as an allusion to keep her away from the bloodthirsty place at the tip of the knife in the rivers and lakes, and to stop and care about the people who cared about her.
Si Lan smiled bitterly, "I have no fate with the concubine, I am destined not to be able to wait by my side in this life, and I can only repay her kindness in the next life." ”
"Why did Sister Lan say that? Although the poems and paintings don't know what the intersection between Sister Lan and Niangniang has been, but the poems and paintings can see that between you are like a mother and daughter, in this case, why can't Sister Lan give up the life of the rivers and lakes, stop here for a while, and give Niangniang some comfort? Liu Shihua didn't understand why Si Lan Jue said such depressing words, it stands to reason that a killer should have the nature of not being afraid of heaven and earth, but why is she afraid of every time she is asked to accompany Concubine Ping?
"Like a mother and daughter?" This word touched Si Lanjue's heart just right, "Yes, it should have been a mother and daughter." Just now I said that there is no fate, what I am saying is that there is a mother-daughter relationship, and there is no mother-daughter relationship. ”
"This ......" Liu Shihua was stunned, she didn't know why Si Lanjue's words came from, but after careful tasting, it seemed to contain too much information. Jianghu killers and harem concubines, is the implication between them flesh and blood?
Maybe it's because she never dares to tell others about her life experience, this secret has been pressed in Si Lanjue's heart for nearly twenty years, and in the face of Liu Shihua, who she can't defend, she actually wants to open her heart for the first time.
"If you don't mind, I can tell you about my background."
Liu Shihua listened carefully, she never expected that there was such a huge secret hidden behind Si Lanjue.
It turned out that Silan was the biological daughter of Concubine Ping, that is, the emperor's daughter. It stands to reason that she was of noble birth, golden branches and jade leaves, and should enjoy a pampered life in this palace, but since the moment she was born, she was destined to drift.
When Concubine Ping was pregnant, it was just in time for the Lan family to be wiped out and Concubine Ping fell out of favor. A concubine who has fallen out of favor has no status in the palace, and she is also clearly aware that the child in her belly, even if she is born, will be tortured in this palace.
However, after all, it was her own flesh and blood, and Concubine Ping couldn't bear to abandon her, so she tried her best to protect this child carefully. Until one day, Concubine Hui Guifei sent a bowl of abortion pills. It is said that it was the emperor's will.
As a neglected concubine, Concubine Ping will never know whether it is the emperor's meaning or Hui Guifei's meaning, but for the executioner of Hui Guifei, Ping Guifei is deeply engraved in her heart.