Chapter 41 A sincere confession Xingqing refused to accept it
There is an artificial lake in the school, the lake is shaded by willows, and it is very quiet, and Song Xingqing and Zhou Yifan made an appointment to meet there.
When Song Xingqing walked to the lake, Zhou Yifan was already waiting there.
Seeing Zhou Yifan with his back to him, Song Xingqing suddenly wanted to tease him.
Song Xingqing slowed down, walked up the steps lightly, and slowly approached Zhou Yifan, ready to suddenly burst out from behind to scare him.
Things seemed to be going well, and Zhou Fan had been watching the lake quietly without noticing.
Song Xingqing stopped, slowly stretched out her hand to Zhou Fan's shoulder, and was about to slap it hard, when Zhou Zhou Fan suddenly turned around and shouted, "You're here." ”
Song Xingqing was frightened and took a few steps back, and quickly fell backwards without standing firmly, Zhou Zhou Fan stretched out his hand and pulled, Song Xingqing stumbled into Zhou Zhou Fan's arms.
"Look at you, stealing chickens doesn't make it a counter-erosion, but I like that feeling."
Song Xingqing's face flushed and broke free.
"When did you become so fond of pranksters? This is not like what a classmate with excellent character and academic performance would do. ”
"Haha, we call it legitimate defense, the so-called heart of harming people must not have the heart of defending people, not to mention that if you didn't want to tease me first, how could you be tricked by me? This is called calculating and calculating, have you learned? ”
Song Xingqing was dismissive.
"Who wants to learn from you, you think I'm Li Xiaoxue? So easy to be fooled by you? ”
"Oh?"
The corners of Zhou Fan's mouth rose slightly, and he approached Song Xingqing step by step.
"Then I'd like to challenge you to this level of difficulty, and see how long it will take for you to be confused by me."
Song Xingqing didn't notice that her heart was beating faster, and she retreated again and again.
"When did you become so cheeky? It's not at all like the Zhou Fan I used to know. ”
Zhou Zhou Fan didn't stop, and kept approaching Song Xingqing.
"Then tell me, what is the Zhou Fan you knew before?"
"It's not you, anyway."
"And which one do you prefer?"
"I don't like any of them!"
"Kid, your mother didn't tell you that your nose will grow longer if you lie."
Zhou Zhou Fan suddenly grabbed Song Xingqing's hand, and then pointed at Song Xingqing's feet.
"Don't retreat, there are steps behind."
Song Xingqing looked back, and sure enough, his feet were less than a centimeter away from the steps.
Song Xingqing wanted to shake off Zhou Fan's hand but was firmly grasped by Zhou Yifan, and Song Xingqing was a little flustered.
"My face isn't a biological weapon, why do you want to hide when you see me?"
Zhou Fan asked sincerely, but Song Xingqing was speechless.
Do you want to tell Zhou Fan that he has hurt himself because of him? Do you deliberately keep your distance from him in order to avoid repeating the mistakes of the past?
"As far as I'm concerned, none of the other men except Gu Chongyi have made me want to get closer."
Zhou Zhou Fan couldn't help but sneer, and his eyes became sharp.
"You love him so much?"
"Of course, because he loves me so much."
Gu Chongyi's love for himself, Song Xingqing has always believed in it.
Zhou Zhou Fan suddenly laughed unbridledly, and that laughter made Song Xingqing feel a little desolate in her heart. After laughing, Zhou Zhou Fan said to Song Xingqing in a cold voice: "To be honest, I have always doubted how much he can love you." ”
"This answer, I think I know very well, you don't need to bother, you should think about your own affairs when you have this time."
"My business?"
Zhou Yifan looked at Song Xingqing and asked rhetorically.
"That's right, Li Xiaoxue's business."
Song Xingqing finally got down to business, after all, this was the purpose of her coming to Zhou Fan today.
"What's the matter with her?"
"Can't you see that Xiaoxue is interesting to you?"
Song Xingqing went straight to the point.
Zhou Fan's expression told Song Xingqing that he was not too surprised.
"So what? Anyway, I don't have a girlfriend, she doesn't have a boyfriend, and it's normal to like me. ”
"And do you like her?"
Zhou Zhou Fan raised his lips and asked Song Xingqing: "Is this important?" ”
"Of course it's important, you can also see that Xiaoxue is a girl who is very emotionally devoted, if you don't like her, please stay away from her."
"Then do you want me to like her or stay away from her?"
Zhou Yifan's eyes were deep, staring at Song Xingqing's eyes, Song Xingqing couldn't help lowering his head, avoiding Zhou Fan's gaze.
"That's your business, it's none of my business."
After Song Xingqing said this, Zhou Zhou Fan was silent for a long time before speaking.
"Do you really not care at all?"
Song Xingqing pondered for a moment, and finally replied: "Actually, I really hope that you can be happy, if you think Xiaoxue is your happiness, please hold on to it, I will bless you, if not, please choose to leave her without hesitation, I will also wish you to find your own happiness in the future." ”
The sincere words did not touch Zhou Yifan, but made him lose control of his emotions.
"You open your mouth with a blessing and close your mouth with happiness, do you know that I don't need your blessing, because you are my happiness! A life without you will be happy, and a life without you is doomed to be unhappy. ”
Is this Zhou Fan's confession to himself?
Song Xingqing was dumbfounded.
Ten years ago, Zhou Yifan had never said such a thing to himself, at that time he was a shy boy at that time, and now for the first time I heard Zhou Yifan's naked confession to himself, Song Xingqing was extremely shocked in his heart.
"Yifan, I never thought you would say such a thing."
"Because I have to say it out loud so that you can hear. Xingqing, would you like to give me a chance? Let me prove to you how much I love you! Trust me, as long as I hold your hand, I won't let go again. ”
Zhou Zhou Fan stretched out his right hand as he spoke, hoping that Song Xingqing would put her hand into his palm.
Song Xingqing knew very well in her heart that the shadow of ten years ago could not be dissipated so far.
Back then, I once believed that Zhou Yifan would hold his hand and go on, but he didn't expect that Zhou Yifan would be so decisive and put his hand away, Song Xingqing will never forget the night Zhou Yifan broke up with her, his expression was indifferent and there was no trace of warmth in his words, and even turned his head and left after saying "Let's break up", no matter how Song Xingqing begged, Zhou Yifan was unmoved, and finally left Song Xingqing alone and sat on the ground with tears streaming down his face. Thinking of this, the hatred in Song Xingqing's heart was aroused again.
"Zhou Yifan, don't you want to destroy my relationship with Chongyi! Don't even think about hurting me again! ”
After Song Xingqing finished speaking, she turned around and disappeared into the night, and Zhou Yifan stood in place with a sad face.
Song Xingqing trotted all the way back to the downstairs of the bedroom, her heart was in a mess.
She suddenly wanted to find someone to talk to her, this person couldn't be Gu Chongyi, so who could it be?
Song Xingqing thought of Zhang Ziyao, and she dialed the phone.
"Hello?"
"Dude, do you have time? Can you come down and walk with me for a while? ”
"It's ten o'clock and you're still walking? The lights will go out at eleven o'clock. ”
Song Xingqing was very disappointed in her heart.
"Okay then, don't disturb your rest, I'll hang up."
"Wait, where are you?"
"I'm downstairs in the girls' dormitory."
"Okay, wait for me there, I'll be right there."
After hanging up the phone, Song Xingqing showed a relieved smile and stood there waiting for Zhang Ziyao to arrive.