Chapter 111: Father and Son (II)

An indigo coarse linen robe dragged long, his hair tied together with a jade crown, his figure was long and straight, and his face was delicate and fair, not at all like a man who was over his age and was not confused.

Sure enough, he is a famous beautiful man in Dingjing City.

As soon as He Yan raised his head, the appearance of the little lady's porcelain doll-like wooden nene came straight into his eyes, a pair of big apricot eyes, a small nose quite upright, beautiful and gentle, and it didn't look like Fang Fu at all

"Auntie"

He Yan cleared his throat, stood up straight, and said loudly with a smile, he didn't know that these two words actually carried some invisible temptation and flattery.

At the right time, there was a long sound of beating the watch in the Jiujing Hutong, the mallet struck three times on the gong, the voice of the watchman was loud and clear, and the long sentence "Be careful of the fire candle" could overpower He Yan's light call.

It is feasible to hear the sentence "Ah Yu" clearly.

Ho, the sourness that was originally like biting an apricot swelled straight up in my heart, throat, tongue, and eyes. It's so astringent, so astringent that people's eyes are hot and itchy, and the bubbles of tears wrapped in it are swirling in it, and they want to rush out.

At least He Yan didn't want to see her, Xingzhao suddenly thought of this

People, people

Xingzhao was really afraid of such emotions, and he was very afraid of being alone with He Yan.

He is her father, indulges her, loves her, will smile and ask her if she is learning Liu Gongquan or Linyan Zhenqing now, will gently rub her head with a big hand, and then smile softly. But he was also the one in front of her. The man who forced her mother to drink the poison in one fell swoop. It is also the person who ignores her tears and heart-rending cries, and the one who insists on going her own way, and the one who reprimands her brother, turns his back on her mother, and destroys a family!

How can the father and the mother's rival be equated!

Lenicity and blood, pampering and killing, kinship and enemies. Father and villain, these should not be compared

Seeing He Yan's weak expression with his own eyes, Xingzhao suddenly found that any kind of simple hatred was not mixed with hesitation and hesitation.

Simply turned his heart sideways, pressed down his eyelids, closed them desperately, bowed his head and bent his knees deeply, pursed his lips and smiled and saluted with He Yan gently: "Ah Yu greets Hou Ye, I haven't seen Hou Ye for a long time." Are you alright? The general went from the second gate to the main courtyard, and the bamboo forest grew lush again. In the middle of summer, it can become a piece of land again. As soon as the wind blows, you can still smell the scent of bamboo in the main courtyard, and you can also hear the sound of narrow bamboo leaves hitting the wind.

spoke in a hurry, and in the end, Xingzhao didn't know what she was talking about, the words couldn't be swallowed in his mouth and couldn't be spit out, listening to the sound on the other end, he raised his head with difficulty and looked directly at He Yan, He Yan's pupils were dark brown, he looked very focused, his whole body suddenly relaxed, and chuckled: "You finished talking to your uncle, right?" The grandmother in the main courtyard also took a look, and it was not appropriate to come today, and the second aunt did not visit, and Mrs. Tai did not visit. It's just that it's getting late, and it's time for Grandma to go back to the palace."

Since there will be struggles when you face to face, then just run away, just be a coward, just this time, succumb to the contradictions and compromises in your heart.

As soon as the words fell, Jiang Mingying walked in front - she was going to the carriage to prepare things, and Xingzhao followed behind with her eyebrows lowered.

"Wait, Father, I have something to say to you."

He Yan's voice was ethereal, seeing Xingzhao's steps paused, he seemed to have made a great determination, and glanced at Mr. Bai, who came out with his servants, and lowered his voice and instructed Lianyu and Jiang Mingying: "You also go out first, wait in the carriage outside the mansion, wait in the side compartment, if you are not at ease, you can wait in the verandah."

Jiang Mingying's expression was indifferent, but he said with a smile: "Today, the county lord of Wenyang comes out, the queen mother is not allowed, this season is the most likely to catch the heat, the slave is afraid that as soon as the slave and maid get out, the lord of Wenyang County will not feel comfortable."

He Yan waved his hand at Jiang Mingying, stopped her words, but his eyes stared straight at Xingzhao, and kept her softly: "It only takes a while, less than half an hour, and after half an hour, you can go back."

Jiang Mingying frowned, remembering the queen's instructions, and was about to open her mouth, but heard the little lady's childish but low voice.

"Aunt Jiang, Lianyu, you go out first."

Xingzhao curled his hand into a fist in his sleeve, but his expression was calm and his tone was firm.

Jiang Mingying's eyebrows tightened, Lianyu sighed lightly, her eyes looked back and forth on He Yan and Xingzhao, after thinking about it, she finally bent her knees and pulled Jiang Mingying out, and whispered by the way, "Let's just stay outside, think about it, Fang Dudu is still here."

Jiang Mingying's expression was relieved, and she was pulled out of the door by Lianyu, and looked back a few times, this calm and reliable female official couldn't bear it anymore, leaned on the pillar, and said lightly: "At a young age, I look very sad."

Lianyu pursed her lips tightly, looking at the lotus blue window lattice that showed warm light, and her heart was not in decline.

The door "creaked" shut, Xingzhao saw that the door at the top of the sky cut a rounded arc on the ground, and there was no trace of the last crack, it was closed tightly, and his heart was lifted and put down, what did He Yan want to say to her? Intimidation? Wooing? Still is

Xingzhao had a splitting headache, she wanted to think, she wanted to analyze rationally, but there was no way to sink her heart, she was speculating about her father with the worst attitude, how pathetic.

"In the past, Mrs. Tai lived in the main courtyard, oh, it was when your grandfather was still there, I could smell the strong smell of medicine every time I came over, Mrs. Tai was not in good health when she was young, the medicine did not leave her mouth, and the soup did not leave her hand. Ephedra sweats, dilutes water and reduces swelling. Cinnamon branch relieves the surface, relieves pain and warms menstruation. Angelica Angelica dissipates the cold, dispelling wind and passing the trick is probably a long-term illness to become a doctor, I have been in front of Mrs. Tai's bed for a long time, I can also read out the medicinal effects of ordinary medicinal materials, every time I recite these at Mrs. Tai's bedside, Mrs. Tai touches my head, and then doesn't say anything. ”

He Yan looked at the pastel-painted flowers, birds, and flowers placed on the high table, his eyes did not move, and he sat on the Taishi chair on the left side as he spoke.

The unexpected opening made people scratch their heads, Xingzhao looked at her father lightly, a smiling face but couldn't see the expression clearly.

"Mrs. Tai is often sick, but she also drags the sick body to ask me about my knowledge every day, from the "Analects" to the "Historical Records", she stammered once, and she beat me with a bamboo strip" He Yan chuckled, and took his hand wider than one, showing it to Xingzhao, "It's such a wide bamboo strip, hitting my hand, the sound is loud and crisp." I didn't dare to cry, because Mrs. Tai was lying on the bed and stretched out to beat me, and every time I struck, I twitched, and she coughed very hard, and her eyes were red, but her face was white, and she looked pitiful and pathetic. I know that this is because of He Xian, because of the late autumn aunt who lives in the east side of the main courtyard, Mrs. Tai is fighting for a breath, she is not weaker than others, so she does not allow her son to be weaker than others."

Xingzhao bowed his head and did not interrupt without words, it was actually unseemly for a father and daughter to tell such a scene.

Speaking of which, where is there any decency in the He family now

He Yan let out a long sigh, laughed softly, and laughed slowly: "So I studied hard, desperately trying to please him, Mrs. Tai told me that when you stand on a high place, when others can see you as soon as they look up, he will naturally take you to heart." As for how to climb high, Mrs. Tai didn't tell me, but I was thinking, just because He Xian came out of the woman's belly, he didn't have to climb desperately, and someone saw him. But I have to fight for my life, let go of my dignity and dignity, let go of my dreams, let go of the woman on the tip of my heart, go to General Fang, go to the emperor, and ask all kinds of people to let him see me."

Who is he?

It should be the old marquis.

"Why do you have to let him see it?"

Xingzhao suppressed the bitterness that was about to sprout in his throat: "The pain and pain you have suffered, you will let your son, your daughter, and your woman taste them again one by one?" Mother is not the person you like, mother is not a woman who can sing with you, mother does not please you, so she should die! ”

"Mother occupies the position of Mrs. Lin'anhou, and that woman wants, in order to fulfill your childhood dream, so your mother should die!"

"The dignity you let go, the dreams you throw away, must be fulfilled by the sacrifices of others!"

"You bring the unfairness and bitterness you have suffered to others as it is, do you think you are picking up the dignity you once lost? No, you have thrown away your dignity and dreams farther and farther away, this time, it was not someone else who made you lose it, it was you who threw it away with your own hands! ”

Xingzhao's palms were sweating, he opened a pair of eyes, and looked at He Yan who lowered his head, his voice went from a low moan at the beginning, to a sharp voice at the end, and the tears in his eyes turned into a bloody blood gushing up behind him, and he stood up in disbelief, trembling all over, stiffening, and even buzzing in her ears, she didn't know where she was and who she was facing.

Is He Yan exculpating? Either cut it in two and cut off all the connections, or put up with it if you do it!

If a gentleman can't do it, at least he must be a bright and upright villain!

"What a good person my mother is" Xingzhao couldn't help it at all, tears flowed down her cheeks, "She respects her husband, she loves her children, she takes care of a huge mansion properly, she is married back by your Ming Media, she has done nothing wrong!" Why do you want to inflict all the suffering you have suffered on your mother?"

"That's why I regret it all the time"

He Yan slowly raised his head, his eyes slightly red, and softly interrupted Xingzhao's words. (To be continued......)

ps: Change the bug tomorrow, there is no whitewashing scumbag, and there is no Virgin heroine, but A-Yuan feels that this is a normal reaction of a person, a person has to face his mistakes, even if it is only once in his life, no matter what the outcome is.