Chapter Seventy-Two: The Embrace
"Of course I know that I can't get it if I kill you, not only I know, but my mother also knows." Princess Jiahe smiled lightly at Xie Fanyan, and then slowly spit out the words: "However, you can't die even after drinking poison, have you tried to live rather than die?" ”
Life is better than death.
Xie Fanyan's face changed.
Princess Jiahe was very satisfied to see the change in Xie Fanyan's face, and looked at Xie Fanyan with a little pity in her hands, "No one knows my mother's methods better than me." She will, trust me, if she wills, then you will be sadder than dead. ”
"Even if you are the young lady of the Changkang Mansion now, your mother doesn't dare to come openly, but you can do anything behind your back, think about yourself, even if you are drugged by Brother Jiang, as a result, you can't tell the bitterness, or you can't think of drinking poisonous wine, and you are bitter and hateful."
"You might as well believe me, although I may not be able to protect you, but I can fulfill your wish, you don't want that thing to fall into the hands of your mother, then leave it to me, we will destroy it together, believe me, the most unwilling thing in the world for my mother to get that thing is not necessarily you, but me."
Xie Fanyan watched Princess Jiahe's mouth open and closed, and reminded himself to calm down over and over again, biting his lip and not making a sound.
Princess Jiahe was originally talking, and she wanted to persuade Xie Fanyan with a belly, but suddenly glanced at Xie Fanyan's back, her face changed, if Xie Fanyan carefully observed Princess Jiahe, she would definitely find that it was even the most complicated expression in the world, full of love and hate, full of joy and hatred, and full of originally opposing emotions.
"Mrs. Xie, think about what I said, I will come to you again. Excuse me. ”
After speaking, he lifted his skirt and crossed Xie Fanyan and ran towards the path behind Xie Fanyan.
Xie Fanyan lost his strength. No matter where the ground is, I want to lie down like this. But I knew that I couldn't, so I could only order myself to stand up, and stand up without moving.
The eldest princess, and the eldest princess.
It turned out to be her.
But what can I do?
lived like a waste, was left out in the deep courtyard, and was almost forgotten by everyone.
Look at yourself, what is your sister's life like?
Xie Fanyan suddenly became annoyed and clenched his fist with his hand. I hit my head one by one.
You're damned, you're damned!
Why wasn't it you who died?
Now that you know that the enemy is in front of you, what can you do?
What can you do?
It's useless, hate? Naturally, it is hateful.
But you're useless.
You can only stand still and hate silently, you can't do anything.
You can only act like a fool, joy and sorrow are not worth mentioning in the eyes of others, like a joke.
The more I thought about it, the more crazy I became. Pounding his head hard.
"Hey, Xie Rongyu, are you crazy?" A voice suddenly came from behind him, and then his hands were held in place by a pair of strong hands.
Grumpy almost face a broken heart. Hearing this, a cool and peaceful mood suddenly poured out, and he slowly calmed down.
Xie Rongyu, from the day she woke up on her sister. It seems that there is only one person who calls it that.
This is my sister's small print.
At that time, the marriage contract between Xie Fu and Changkang Wangfu had been decided, and my sister and Lu were on that day. It is a day of real joy that my sister rarely thinks of.
"Rong Yu, Rong Yu. It's such a good name, I'm going to tell him the name myself, do you think he'll like it? ”
"Who are you going to tell?"
"Hey, don't laugh, tell me who you're going to tell?"
At that time, the answer that I had asked casually and left it behind was clearly imprinted in my mind at this time, along with that question.
It turned out that my sister had this person in her heart at that time.
"What's wrong with you, tell me what's wrong, what's crazy going on here all of a sudden." Chen Jinyu turned Xie Fanyan's body and looked at her eyes distracted and out of focus, but her eyes fell on her again, and there was a sudden panic in her heart.
"Chen Jinyu."
"Chen Jinyu!" Xie Fanyan suddenly threw his body into that warm and generous embrace, and finally couldn't cry.
Chen Jinyu's body stiffened, and thousands of thoughts flashed in his mind in an instant, making his heart inexplicably flustered, and the frequency of his heartbeat was much faster.
In the end, he slowly returned to his normal frequency and hugged the warm and fragrant body in his arms.
What a skinny body......
People who have a lot of worries are easy to lose weight, and their mothers are also thin.
Her own wife, why doesn't she want to be her own wife?
This is a strange embrace for Xie Fanyan, but Xie Fanyan inexplicably felt at ease, as if there was some magnetic field to accommodate him and attract him, and he fell here, and all his emotions slowly calmed down.
Xie Fanyan calmed down in this embrace, and when he realized what was happening, his heart suddenly jumped, and he suddenly pushed Chen Jinyu away as if he had been burned, and jumped out of that warmth.
What are you doing, this is my brother-in-law.
"I'm nothing, I, they've all gone to the flower room to enjoy the flowers, I can't be alone, I have to go quickly." After saying that, he wiped the tears on his face with his sleeve twice, Xie Fanyan no longer looked at Chen Jinyu's face, and ran away quickly.
Chen Jinyu looked at the figure that left suddenly, there was a flash of loneliness in her eyes, and a wry smile appeared in her mouth, it should be like this, isn't it? She should have avoided herself like a plague.
When I turned to leave, I suddenly remembered my intention, what about Jingjing and Ruizhu? They didn't get into trouble.
Xie Fanyan ran all the way, holding his hands desperately, letting the pain caused by his long nails sinking into his flesh erodes his nerves.
Something, it's getting weirder.
Especially the feeling for Chen Jinyu.
Obviously, those emotions should not be their own, but when his head was hot, he took the initiative to hug Chen Jinyu, and he felt extremely relieved and comfortable in that embrace.
However, this is not the emotion I should have.
Men, in their own hearts are disgusted, hated. The beginning is chaotic and the end is abandoned, and the love is not lucky.
But why is it to Chen Jinyu? I can't hate it, but I just want to get closer.
It's an inherent memory that's part of the body. Or is it because of the remnant soul that originally felt weak?
No matter what it was, but suddenly I felt as if I could manipulate my emotions, and I could clearly feel that wisp of emotion in my heart before, but now, when I think of Fang Cai's greed for that embrace, I can't tell whether it is myself who is relieved or the wisp of soul in my heart.
Yourself, or yourself?
Xie Fanyan thought about it, and couldn't help but shudder.
Suddenly, there was a sharp pain in his hand. Xie Fanyan lowered his head and found that he had folded a nail.
Blood slowly spilled from between the fingernails, and a subtle and piercing pain spread through the heart.
Xie Fanyan slowed down, didn't dare to shake hands anymore, thinking of Princess Jiahe, thinking of the eldest princess Herong.
Look at yourself again, a pair of delicate and supple, embarrassed and abrupt because of a broken nail.
What can I do for my sister on my own?
Do you want to continue to watch the enemy who killed your sister, arrogant and happy?
No!
Xie Fanyan roared in his heart.
Never!
When it reappears in the eyes of everyone. Xie Fanyan's heart has undergone several great changes.
Finally, with calm, I returned to the side of the female guests.
"Isn't this Mrs. Hui Shizi? Isn't it with Princess Jiahe? The ladies were obviously a lot warmer about Xie Fanyan, and they all went to Xie Fanyan's side to talk.
"No, where has the princess gone?"
"Mrs. Xie turned out to be a talented woman. It is no wonder that the princess can appreciate such good words. ”
"I also said that I will hold a poetry meeting next month, and I plan to invite the ladies in Beijing to come together. Why don't you come to our house to be the host of the poetry meeting? That must be well deserved. ”
Let Mrs. see it and smile, the little girl has always been unaware of the height of the sky. Mrs. Xie wants to give you some advice. Immediately a voice spoke.
Where did Xie Fanyan have the heart to deal with this, he didn't hear what the people around him were talking about at all. just nodded hurriedly with a smile, and agreed one by one, looking for an opportunity to get out.
Suddenly, I felt that it was better to be quiet by myself.
Suddenly remembering something, he glanced at the women gathered in a group of chatting and talking, and his face changed.
"Have you seen Miss Jingjing from our palace?"
Several women around Xie Fanyan glanced at each other and shook their heads, who would pay attention to that little child.
"Sister-in-law, I'm here."
Chen Jingjing's voice came from behind him, Xie Fanyan hurriedly turned around, and saw Chen Jingjing and Princess Ruizhu, who was still dressed as a little girl, walking over together, and his heart was relieved.
Got out of the crowd and walked in front of Chen Jingjing in three or two steps, "Where did you go just now, didn't you make trouble?" ”
"No, sister-in-law, we just sat in the garden."
Xie Fanyan did not ignore the weakness and panic in Chen Jingjing's eyes.
Rui Zhu also disguised her general bowing head.
If they were frank and unrestrained, and their hearts were fine, would they be afraid of themselves?
I'm afraid I don't even bother with an explanation.
Especially Rui Zhu, who will still avoid his own eyes, but he will only stare at himself fiercely on weekdays.
Xie Fanyan smiled lightly and took Chen Jingjing's hand, "That's fine, from now on, you have to follow me well, and you can't go anywhere, so as not to be told that there are no rules." ”
Chen Jingjing's hand moved slightly, and Xie Fanyan felt her body tremble, "Yes, sister-in-law." ”
After Gao took everyone to evaluate the flowers of the Gu Mansion, he took everyone back to the dining room from the flower room.
The food on the table had already been warmed up, as if it had just been served, and it was still steaming.
"I don't know if I'm tired of walking, let's use some more." Gao spoke kindly and politely.
The ladies picked up the silver chopsticks on the table one after another.
The surroundings are no longer as deserted as they were at the beginning, and there are always a few ladies and ladies who come over to talk to Xie Fanyan for a few words, Xie Fanyan responded politely, and his eyes kept staring at Chen Jingjing.
She always felt that Chen Jingjing and Princess Ruizhu had something to hide from her.
Either way, these two girls can't do anything today.
Chen Jingjing also kept paying attention to Xie Fanyan, and after slowly drinking a bowl of sweet soup, she suddenly spoke in Chen Jingjing's ear, "Sister-in-law, I'll go to the official room." ”
Xie Fanyan had a feeling in his heart that he had finally waited.
"Well, go and get back."
Chen Jingjing's expression relaxed, she hurriedly glanced at Rui Zhu, turned around and walked out.
Ruizhu is about to walk, she is a princess, do you have to say hello to Xie Fanyan?
Xie Fanyan picked up the cup at this time and wanted to drink water, but he didn't hold the quilt steady for a while, and poured most of the cup on his chest.
The ladies who were talking to Xie Fanyan on both sides hurriedly shouted.
Xie Fanyan got up quickly, wiped his clothes with a handkerchief, and then suddenly pulled the beads on the side and slapped them over, "You Diao slave, can't you see that my clothes are wet?" I don't even know how to take out the veil. ”
Rui Zhu was stunned by this slap, stroked her face with her hand, and looked at Xie Fanyan in amazement.
Several ladies looked at Rui Zhu's little maid dressed up, the whole person was neat and clean, thin and white, at this time, her eyes were full of tears, and they were all a little unbearable, but they knew that this was right, and it was very normal for Mrs. Xie to find her little maid to be angry.
"You, you dare to hit me?" Princess Ruizhu was angry and annoyed in her heart, pointing at herself and shouting, "I'm ......"
Xie Fanyan interrupted, "Even if you are Miss Jingjing's personal maid, I can't beat it?" is willful and naughty, I have to come over with Miss Jingjing, and I dress up like this man who is not a man or a woman, there are no rules! ”
The people around him looked like they suddenly realized, and they said, this little guy just followed Chen Jingjing step by step, which was rude to an unmarried girl, it turned out to be a girl.
After looking at it again, the person with a small body and fine skin and tender flesh is really a maid, or the maid of Mrs. Xie's sister-in-law.
It's a sister-in-law's maid, and even Mrs. Xie dares to contradict it.
The name of Chen Jingjing, the only lady in Changkang Palace, is not unfamiliar to the female relatives in Beijing, firstly, because she has taken a fancy to Gu Tingzhi and Gu Gongzi, one of the four great talents in Beijing, and secondly, because she has no rules.
Sure enough, the master had no rules, and the maid was also messing around.
"You, you!" Princess Ruizhu felt the gaze of the people around her, so she could only cover her face even more, for fear of being recognized, and because of her current identity, she couldn't slap that slap back again, looking at the woman she hated the most in front of her, she was about to be mad.
When did I suffer such a grievance!
"The ladies are gone, I'll go change my clothes." Xie Fanyan confessed to the surroundings, then left his seat and walked out.
Generally, the ladies who go to the banquet have always brought more than one piece of clothing, and it is very normal to change them at any time, and they are not surprised at this time, and they laugh at Xie Fanyan and go out.
Princess Ruizhu gritted her teeth and followed Xie Fanyan out.
As soon as he went out, Xie Fanyan immediately grabbed Princess Ruizhu's hand behind him, pulled him to a place where no one was around, and asked fiercely, "Where did Jingjing go?" ”
Princess Ruizhu originally had something cruel to scold, but she was so frightened by this sentence that she was thrown into the country of Claw, and she lowered her head and struggled, after all, it was the first time she did such a big thing since she was a child, how could she not be afraid.
"Didn't she go to the official room, what did you ask me to do?"
Xie Fanyan smiled, easily wrapped her arms around Princess Ruizhu's powerless hand, and slashed her face with her long nails, "Believe it or not, I can ruin your appearance here, I have long hated you, look at your impatient face, you tell me where Jingjing went, I will let you go, otherwise, I will do to you what I wanted to do to you for a long time!" (To be continued......)
PS: The first update on the shelves, well, how many people will order it for the first time, suddenly I was so worried.