If she could, Wang Li would never tell Zhongzi about her past for the rest of her life, but now she herself showed her feet first and let him take away the homework book that recorded too many secrets.

Whoever takes that workbook will be interested in what is recorded in it, and this interest will naturally be able to see the problems in it.

She regretted it a long time ago, regretted that she shouldn't have kept such a clear piece of evidence there, and even regretted that she acted too carelessly, and even took such a secret of life and death lightly, and threw it casually, and let it be found and picked up lightly, but now fortunately, he found out and picked it up, if it was taken away by others, it would be a catastrophe.

For more than a year, she saw that Zhong Zijing had never asked her again, and thought that he had let her go and would not ask again, knowing that they were all waiting for her here!

She was crying while peeking at Zhong Zijing's expression, at first she couldn't see clearly with tears, but later she saw it clearly, she was scared again, Zijing had no expression at all.

Finally stopped crying, she looked at Zhong Zijing pitifully, still hoping that he could let her go like last year.

It's a pity that even if she is pitiful like this, and sees his tyrannical desires and hopes rising in Zhong Zijing's eyes, Zhong Zijing still restrained his physical instinct and insisted on asking her for an answer.

"Don't you cry, have you thought about it? If you don't think about it, you can think slowly, we have a lot of time, but I must know the truth, and don't think about making up some nonsense to lie to me. ”

Seeing that her face was full of tears and her eyes were red and swollen, Zhong Zijing got out of bed and poured water and towels, wiped Wang Li's face carefully, touched her red and swollen eyelids, and felt pity in her heart, but her face still didn't leak at all.

He threw away the towel, went back to the bed, and lay down with his arms around her: "Let's talk about it when you think about it." ”

Wang Li knew that she really couldn't escape this time, she buried her head in Zhong Zijing's shoulder socket, and said in a muffled voice: "I, if I say, actually, I, I don't know what's going on, that is, just one day, there are a lot of things in my head, you, do you believe it or not?" ”

Zhongzi sighed, and he didn't need to look at her face to know that what she said might be a little true, but most of it must be false.

He asked a little bitterly: "In your heart, are you men and I really just brainless fools?" ”

Wang Li's body trembled, and her heart was empty.

She really didn't want to lie to him.

As a human being in two lives, she has always kept in mind that between people, good is mutual, and if others are good to her, she should also repay the same good.

In this life, from the very beginning, Zhong Zijing took the initiative to treat her well, for so long, she could see that he could be said to have poured out his heart and lungs for her, and she tried her best to repay him with the same heart, but what happened to her was too bizarre, even if she told the truth, he wouldn't believe it.

She thought about it and felt that she couldn't fool Zhong Zijing no matter how she made it up, so she gritted her teeth and decided to tell the truth.

She whispered, "Actually, actually, I really knew so much one day all of a sudden, I, I, I feel, I feel as if I came back after twenty years." ”

Zhong Zijing's heart sank, and the last record ...... He involuntarily grabbed her shoulders in his hand, and Wang Li immediately snorted, waking up Zhong Zijing.

"What's wrong? Scratching you? ”

Zhong Zijing hurriedly let go of his hand, carefully checked her shoulder, and saw that there were five shallow red marks on it, and he blamed himself and regretted it in his heart: "Does it hurt?" I'll go find some medicine for you. ”

said that he was about to get out of bed, but Wang Li held his arm tightly.

"It doesn't hurt, I really don't hurt, you, you don't have to look for medicine."

Wang Li was very scared, she just said that she was a soul returnee, Zijing just wanted to leave like this, if he knew what happened later...... She couldn't hold back her tears and began to flow down again.

"Why are you crying again? Don't, if you cry again, you won't be able to open your eyes. Zhongzi hurriedly returned to the bed, hugging her and comforting her carefully.

After a long time, Wang Li stopped, and her eyes were really swollen into walnuts.

She didn't dare to raise her head, hugged Zhong Zijing's waist, and said, "You, don't be afraid, I, I'm really not a ghost, I have a shadow." ”

Zhong Zijing smiled dumbly, this little fool, did he think he was afraid of her when he went down just now? He has come in the rain of bullets all these years, and he doesn't know how much enemy blood he has stained on his hands, and the evil qi on his body usually doesn't pay attention to the restraint, ordinary people will be unconsciously afraid when they see it, where will they be afraid of these empty things? What's more, her situation was better than what he had guessed at the beginning.

"Don't worry, I'm not afraid, I know you have a shadow, not a ghost." After calming down for a while, Wang Li calmed down, believing that he was really not scared just now, but really wanted to get her medicine.

But what is her situation?

"Tell me, what's going on with those records in your workbook? This body of yours was yourself before? ”

They had both lived together for so long, and she had never been afraid of him at all, so he didn't know what was going on with her.

Wang Li twisted for a long time before finally spit out the truth: "I died in my last life, and then I went back to more than 20 years ago, I don't know what happened." ”

Zhong Zijing put things together at this moment.

Originally, he felt that the things recorded in the homework book were like a person recording the major events that happened at all stages of his life, but now after listening to her words, where is it still unclear, these are the life trajectories of her previous life?

Moreover, if you die back more than 20 years ago, isn't it the fifth day of June 1998 when the last one above was recorded? So, that crossed out word is really a pawn word?

In 1998, she was just forty years old, and she was still so young, why was she gone? What kind of life did she live in her last life? What about her husband and children?

None of the records referred to her marriage or children.

What does it mean that he died at such a young age, and there is no record of the children of the family? Either her family life is unhappy, or she has no family.

But when Lele was just born, she was so skilled in serving her children, it can be seen that in her previous life, she had children, and her personality also made her unable to get pregnant before marriage, so her family life was too unfortunate, and she didn't want to make a record of it?

His heart ached.

This means that either they did not intersect in their previous lives, or, even if they did, they did not succeed in living a good life later.

He didn't want to accept either possibility.

"Did we know each other in our last life?"

He was very nervous, but there was nothing unusual when he asked, at least, Wang Li didn't hear it at all.

"I don't know."

Wang Li shook her head abruptly, if they had known each other in the previous life as in this life, her later life would not have been so miserable.

"Do you remember? The first time we met, it was because we both went into the water to save Pan Baomei, but I also walked that road that day in my last life, and I don't know if it was the wrong time on the road, or something went wrong, I didn't meet Pan Baomei throwing herself into the river at all, let alone you, and then I never heard of you at all. ”

Zhong Zijing's heart throbbed violently, and then he felt a little strangely relieved. The previous life has passed, and in this life, their encounter must have been specially arranged by God, and they will definitely live well in the future.

He hugged Wang Li tightly, and remembered the record of a thousand yuan.

With such parents, what kind of suffering did his baby suffer later?

The bride price in the countryside, he later inquired around the corner, the average person is only 300 yuan, no matter how good it is, it is 500, such as a huge bride price like 1,000, basically it is a sale of a daughter, and a person who can buy a daughter-in-law, what else can he be?

So, she was later sold by her parents?

He didn't dare to think about it anymore, no wonder there was no record of marriage in those records.

Thinking of this, he couldn't bear to ask, such an unfortunate second half of his life, no wonder she didn't want to mention it at all, if he changed, he wouldn't want to think of the painful past.

Knowing this is enough.

Wang Li didn't know that Zhong Zijing had thought of her previous life as all kinds of miserable and unspeakable, in fact, she didn't record the marriage and children, purely because she had already made up her mind, she would never go on the road of a lifetime in this life, in that way, there would be no need to record these things to prevent forgetting, as for the children, her son in the previous life, she would always remember in her heart and would not forget.

At this time, she was still thinking about how to organize the language to say the things of her previous life.

Although she is not very smart, she also knows that if she is a man, she doesn't want her woman to have anything with other men, although those things are already her last life, but, who knows, Zijing will not mind?

She thought about what she recorded at the beginning, and stammered: "I, I came back at the end of 72, and when I came back, I thought, I can't be as unlucky as in my previous life, so I thought about making some changes, and I went to night school later and learned how to read,"

The more she spoke, the more fluent she became: "I was illiterate in my last life, and I wanted to learn more in this life, and I knew that this year's college entrance examination was easy, so I wanted to study more and go to university in the future." ”

She secretly glanced at Zhong Zijing, and when she saw that he was staring at her, she couldn't help but smile flatteringly, and seeing that his face hadn't changed at all, she had to continue in frustration: "At that time, I wanted to squeeze in time to learn more things every day, and I was in a hurry to do everything, and it was the same on the day I went to my cousin's house to deliver fish, but I didn't expect to meet you." ”

When she said this, a smile involuntarily appeared on her face.

She thinks back now, and she still clearly remembers that at that time, he jumped into the river, pulled Pan Baomei and her out of the river together, and saved their two lives.

After the person was rescued, he was soaking wet, standing there and not knowing how to twist the water, taking a step, he left a puddle of water on the ground, and later when she gave her a towel in the car, she still wanted to be crooked.

Later, at his cousin's house, he changed into his cousin's clothes, which he didn't fit at all, and he hung them, and after putting them on, it was very awkward.

Thinking about the way he was wearing that dress at the time, she couldn't help but laugh. (To be continued.) )