Time flies, like a white horse passing by, and it is more than ten years in the blink of an eye.

It is still built in the middle of the mountainside, hidden in the manor behind the dense forest, pavilions and pavilions, curved corridors and circles, although it is not to sigh that things are wrong, it can be seen that the young branches planted in the rise of the year have now grown into towering trees, attracting birds to surround, nesting and dwelling, vibrant, thriving. But the original person didn't know when the corners of his eyes climbed into fine lines, and his hair was dyed with a few wisps of frost. In this way, it is inevitable that I will feel emotional, not very embarrassed.

Outside the closed door, Bai Zhan was silent, and his heart was full of sadness and loneliness, but when he remembered his wife, he had to try to calm down and restrain the dullness around him.

Raising his hand and knocking on the door, the two hollow carved wooden doors opened in response, but Bai Zhan chuckled in his heart, only to see a woman wearing a white filial piety dress and a flower on her head standing behind the door, her hair combed in a smooth and neat bun, and even the cheeks were thinly powdered, and the white was full of light powder. Only the chin is pointed, and the cheeks are sunken, which can hardly hide the haggardness.

"Sorry to keep you waiting. I thought about going to see my mother, but I couldn't worry my mother about it like that, so I dressed up carefully, okay? ”

smiled gently, there was a touch of sorrow lingering between his eyebrows, his round eyes were obviously red and swollen, and his eyes were blue, like a dark cloud that had been lingering in Bai Zhan's heart, which made him feel distressed and uneasy.

He knew that she was forcing herself to smile, just like a few days ago, obviously every part of her body was overflowing with sadness, even every expression and every action was overflowing, but she still forced herself to take care of the funeral, and finally her body could no longer support it, she fainted, and a pimple was wrinkled between her eyebrows, whispering softly, and tears flowed down her face in her dream.

He really wanted to sue her, he would always be with her, and he wanted to use a qiē sweet words, a mountain alliance and a sea oath to make her feel at ease and happy, or he could pretend to be crazy and stupid in colorful clothes and entertaining relatives. No matter what method you use, this feeling of watching your lover cry uncomfortably but unable to do anything is really more painful than stabbing him in the heart with a sharp blade!

Touching his wife's cheek with pity, in exchange for the other party's coquettish rubbing as usual, Bai Zhan said with some hesitation: "Xiaoshui, the deceased is gone, people can't be resurrected after death, you"

"I know, I know what you say." Tao Yao nodded obediently.

It's just that the sadness in my heart is really difficult to eliminate, and if I hold it in my heart for a long time, it will become poisonous, corrode the heart little by little, and carry torturous pain.

But I have been entangled and reluctant, and if I don't say anything about myself, it will only affect the people around me who care about me.

Tao Yao looked up at the man in front of him, he was also dressed in filial piety, but the dress of the deceased's filial son.

My mother has no children in her life, her only daughter, and she fainted halfway without using it, but fortunately, Bai Zhan has been in charge of her mother's affairs, otherwise she is really unfilial, and she can't even do the last bit of her mother's work.

Tao Yao lightly held Bai Zhan's hand and said emotionally: "Fortunately, you are here, thank you for your hard work." ”

"No, your mother is my mother, and these things are within my bounds, and that's all I can do for you."

can't relieve his wife's worries and suffer on her behalf, this is Bai Zhan's most powerless and self-reproachful thing.

"You and I are husband and wife, and we are one body, so we don't have to worry too much."

"Well, it's not too early, we should also go."

Bai Zhan carefully supported Tao Yao, after all, he was still worried about her body, lest she would not be able to support it anymore, and her body would be hurt by excessive sadness. Tao Yao just smiled and held his hand tightly, all by his indifference, dependent.

In the final analysis, death is just a new reincarnation, and in the next life, you can actually be reincarnated in this world.

In the next life, if you are a butterfly, you will wander in the sea of flowers, drink honey in the morning, stay in the flower room at night, use the petals as a quilt, make a bed with stamens, watch the stars shine, listen to the whispers of the breeze, how can you say that you are uncomfortable?

If you make a big tree, it will bloom in spring and smell a faint fragrance; Xia Zhanzhi, protecting chirps; Autumn fruits, taste sweet juices; The winter leaves are falling, and the snow is also enjoyable.

In this way, or thinking about what will become of me in the next life, I have more expectations and less fear. When I think about the fact that my deceased relatives will come back to the world and be by my side in an appearance that I don't know, it will be a little less bitter.

The carriage moved forward slowly, and the scenery outside seemed to be receding frame by frame, but even so, except for the occasional change in light and shade due to the density of branches and leaves, the rest was actually green. Suddenly remembered the life of her mother, this woman who has been living in the village, except for a huge change in her life, the days after that have been very dull, even if she married Bai Zhan as his wife, her mother has always insisted on living here, unwilling to leave.

Tao Yao knew that in addition to really liking here, her mother was waiting for her daughter Yue'er to come back, and the little daughter who had never seen her since the accident was taken away by a ruthless man.

So thinking of her mother's wishes, Tao Yao still chose to bury her here.

The place chosen by Bai Zhan is quiet and undisturbed, between the mountains and forests, the clear water flows, the surrounding scenery is very beautiful, Tao Yao likes it very much, and she will be very happy to think that her mother will sleep here.

Thinking that she would no longer be able to be with her mother in the future, Tao Yao asked Bai Zhan to plant a peach tree next to the tomb. At this time, while Bai Zhan went back to the car to get the saplings, she sat in an open space next to the tomb, as well-behaved as when her mother was still there.

"I know that there are still many things that you can't let go, such as Yue'er, I have seen her before, she is already dressed as a woman, there is a man standing next to her, and the two little babies are chasing and playing at their feet, and the happiness between the eyebrows is not expressed. After I inquired, I learned that the two of them run a small building called Yuelai Inn, and they also have some business, and they want to have a happy life. ”

"As for me, my mother doesn't have to worry. The daughter will take good care of herself, Bai Zhan's mother also knows, she has taken good care of her daughter for so many years, and we will always grow old together until we finally sleep in the same coffin together. Yes, the daughter will not forget her mother, but she will no longer allow her sorrow, no longer do things that make her mother uneasy, and will not become a reincarnation that binds you and makes you unable to feel at ease. ”

Looking up, the branches and leaves overhead are dense, and only a small piece of the sky can be glimpsed, which is enough for the clear blue in my heart.

"Mother, I wish you all the best."

When the peach tree was planted, there was a finch perched on it, with a brown round body, small black bean-like eyes staring at Tao Yao, shaking its little head as if nodding, and when Tao Yao showed a smile, it spread its wings and flew away.

On the way back, Tao Yao leaned on Bai Zhan's chest, quietly, and suddenly felt a little flustered.

"Xiaoshui, do you remember the vows you and I made on the marriage book?"

"Well, life is the same as death and death, not to be born on the same day in the same year, but to die on the same day and in the same year."

Bai Zhan clenched his hand holding the beautiful woman Rouyi, "Yes, live and die together, so, you must not leave before me, I can't stand this kind of thing"

Tao Yao sat up and held Bai Zhan's hand back, rubbing his chin lightly with her face, "Yes, you and I still have a long way to go, and I will always be with you." ”

"Never separated."