After fifteen days of comprehensive treatment, Di Cheng's injuries have improved significantly, and the plaster cast on his shoulder was knocked open yesterday evening. The original pale face has regained its luster, the messy breathing is calm and natural, and the pace is steady and normal, just from the appearance, it is no different from ordinary people.

The eldest grandson Qianwen's brilliant medical skills were confirmed again, and even Di Cheng was surprised by this amazing recovery speed, and jokingly wondered if he had taken some hormone drugs for himself and was 'boosted by pulling out the seedlings'.

Not only Di Cheng himself, but Guan Ying, who also lives in the special care ward, has also gotten rid of the oxygen mask and hospital bed, although her face is still pale and her steps are a little vain, but after all, she can try to move around by herself, as long as she doesn't do strenuous exercise, it's not a long-term activity, and there is no big problem.

When Jin Xuan walked into the room, Guan Ying had just been pushed out of the room by the nurse. She knew that Di Cheng must have something to discuss, so she asked to go outside to breathe fresh air.

Di Cheng and eldest grandson Qianwen were sitting at the dining table, talking about something carefully, when they saw Jin Xuan coming in, they casually motioned for him to come and sit: "I haven't had a stable meal for a few days, come here, eat together, Qiaoyun made it himself, it tastes very good, you have a good mouth." ”

Jin Xuan struggled to come up with more than a dozen opening words before coming in, and was ready to decide first to admit his mistakes first, or to fight for some benefits for the four thousand brothers who had left the Heavenly Gate, or to ask to return to the Heavenly Gate.

But after thinking about it and thinking about it, I never expected it to be the scene in front of me.

The eldest grandson Qianwen carefully tasted the fish soup that was thick but not thick, fragrant but not greasy: "Rare delicacies, nourishing qi and nourishing the body, if you miss it, you will have no chance." ”

Jin Xuan didn't hear the implied meaning of this sentence, but after a little hesitation, he still sat down at the square table, picked up the dishes and chopsticks in front of him, the food in front of him was fragrant, and it looked very tempting, but Jin Xuan's mood at the moment was complicated and chaotic, and he really didn't have the appetite to taste any dishes.

Di Cheng raised his eyes and looked at him, put a few greens into Jin Xuan's bowl, and smiled with a strange expression: "Ruthless enough, a full four thousand three hundred!" I never imagined that there would be so many people who were willing to leave the gate of heaven for you. When I heard the news, I didn't sleep for two days and two nights. I know that no one expected this to happen, and it wasn't that you deliberately went against the headquarters, but that ...... 4,300 people!! Four thousand three hundred armed forces! Jin Xuan, Jin Xuan, you let me make this face...... Where to put it?? ”

Jin Xuan's face was hot, and his hands holding the dishes and chopsticks trembled slightly. Facing Emperor Xi Yu, Peng Hou, and even facing thousands of Heavenly Gate people, he could use a certain reason to relax his guilty heart a little, but ...... Facing Di Cheng......

It was as if thousands of ants were wriggling and climbing all over the body, and the strange feeling was indescribably uncomfortable.

Di Cheng exhaled softly, maintaining that calmness: "Come over today, what do you want to say?" ”

"But when I don't exist, I'm just a rubber." The eldest grandson Qianwen smiled gently, and continued to taste the dishes in front of him carefully, eating very slowly and very little, but every time he tasted carefully, and the enjoyment was beyond words.

Jin Xuan wanted to smile apologetically, but the corners of his mouth twitched, but what appeared was bitterness: "I...... I'm here to apologize to you......"

"Huh? What apologies? Di Cheng looked at Jin Xuan, did not make a special statement, but looked a little careless.

"I didn't put myself in the right position, I didn't forget my previous identity, and I was in a mess, eight years. In the past few days in the hospital, I have thought about it a lot, understood a lot, and really looked at myself for the first time. Results ......"

Jin Xuan exhaled faintly, shook his head slowly, calmed down for a while, and sighed: "I should thank you, thank you for letting me see myself clearly, see the road I have traveled over the years, I have always thought that I am a successful person, a person worthy of admiration, until now, I found that I have failed so far, and I regard the so-called arrogance as self-confidence."

The so-called name, the so-called identity, is so childish and ridiculous, I used to hate the past, I don't want to recall the past, but the funny thing is that I have been living in the shadow of the past. I only have subordinates, no friends, only memories, no reality. ”

Di Cheng paused for a moment and smiled silently: "I'm glad to hear these words from your mouth." ”

Jin Xuan shook his head weakly: "In eight years, I thought that I had integrated into the Heavenly Gate, and when I suddenly looked back, I was always on the edge. You have done a lot for me, you have paid a lot, I should be grateful, I should abandon the burden of the past, start over easily, and really join Tianmen, but ...... For eight years, all I did was training, training.

I have worked hard for the strength of Tianmen and paid for its rise, but I found that deep down in my heart, I have never fought for it as my dream.

I am ashamed of you, and I am guilty of being at the gate of heaven.

Before I went back to Tiancheng Hospital, I thought about asking you why, why is it so cruel to ballistics, and why does it have to be 'centralized'. But now...... I figured it out, what they said was right, in order to maintain the long-term stability of the Heavenly Gate, if we want to unite the hearts of 600,000 people to the Heavenly Gate, there must be a force that is absolutely loyal to the gate master, and no deviation is allowed. And the ballistic troops, who are precisely the other among them, should be the most loyal supporters, but they have become other eagle dogs, and even if it were me, they would have made the same decision - to punish the ballistics severely. ”

Di Cheng and eldest grandson Qianwen both stopped the dishes and chopsticks in their hands and quietly looked at Jin Xuan, who was distracted and muttering to himself.

"In the days I have been in the hospital, I have thought of the Black Martial Army, the Iron Law Army, the Guards, the Dragon Flame, and the Earth Snake. In the past, I always thought that their overly strong loyalty was ridiculous and naïve. Now, I understand that faith, a person's life, is valued in loyalty, and success lies in faith. Without loyalty, it is difficult to stand on one's own feet, and without faith, it is difficult to achieve brilliance.

Belief in this thing, once contaminated, is a lifetime. Once a group has its own unwavering beliefs, its existence can be stable and long-lasting, and it can have strong cohesion.

The development of Tianmen is too rapid, and all kinds of powerful people are mixed and chaotic, and the requirements for faith are particularly important, and the requirements for cohesion and spearhead combat groups are even stricter. If you can't do this, if there is a mistake in the intermediate link, Tianmen will be short-lived! ”

"Belief is a thing, once it is contaminated, it is a lifetime." The eldest grandson Qianwen silently savored this sentence.

Jin Xuan sighed quietly, his expression was a little lonely, and even more melancholy: "The ballistic troops have been expelled, and it is no longer possible to return, but it is not too late to make amends." I only hope and will work hard, really like what Xi Yuhuang said, you and I can be friends, and the ballistic troops can continue to guard the gate of heaven. ”

"Well said, much better than I thought. Please forgive me for adopting such extreme methods, but the times are different, the situation of Tianmen is different, you really need a change, and the ballistic forces need a change. Di Cheng's face was full of relief, such a purpose was what he expected. He could feel it, Jin Xuan's sigh came from the heart, Jin Xuan's eyes were no longer arrogant, and the most desired change was ...... Jin Xuan did it!

"I will make the ballistic forces change, even if they are separated from the Tianmen from now on, they will do their duty to protect the Heavenly Gate. Believe me, there will be no more accidents, the dream of Tianmen...... Count me in. When Jin Xuan said this, he suddenly felt an inexplicable sense of relief in his heart, took a deep breath, picked up the dishes and chopsticks, and said with a smile: "I'm hungry, can I eat?" ”

Di Cheng looked at Jin Xuan quietly with a smile but a hint of hazy eyes, and he was silent. The eldest grandson Qianwen unconsciously held the chopsticks, but did not touch the food in front of him.

The atmosphere suddenly became a little silent and strange.

Jin Xuan looked at Di Cheng, and then at the eldest grandson Qianwen: "I'...... Can't eat it? ”

Di Cheng and eldest grandson Qianwen glanced at each other and smiled knowingly: "Yes." ”

"Can you eat as much as you want?"

Di Cheng nodded with a smile, was silent for a while, but said, "Do you know why I insist on expelling the ballistic troops?" Why did I have to drive you out of Heaven? ”

"The black sheep should be eliminated. What's more, in this way, it can also deter the 600,000 troops of Tianmen, and then consolidate the power of Tianmen and enhance the cohesion of Tianmen, which are all important reasons. After Jin Xuan finished speaking, he found that the atmosphere was wrong, and Di Cheng's smile was also a little complicated. Are there other reasons? ”