Chapter 69 A Fan Seeks the Stars and Leaves School to Go to the Countryside
At eight o'clock the next morning, when Li Xiaoxue went to Song Xingqing's bedroom to look for her, she was told by Lu Xiang from Song Xingqing's bunk that she went out early in the morning, which made Li Xiaoxue a little flustered, and the first thought that came to her mind was: Song Xingqing shouldn't think of finding a place to commit suicide, right?
After walking out of the dormitory, Li Xiaoxue hurriedly called Zhou Yifan.
"Hey, Yifan, Xingqing is not in the dormitory early this morning, you say she won't think about it, right?"
As soon as Li Xiaoxue's voice fell, there was a blind sound on the other end of the phone, and the phone was hung up by Zhou Yifan.
Zhou Zhou Fan hurriedly put on his coat and called Song Xingqing while running downstairs. The phone was connected, but no one answered, which couldn't help but make Zhou Yifan feel more and more anxious.
Zhou Zhou Fan stopped and thought in his heart: What should I do? Where should I find her?
Zhou Fan began to look in the school, although he didn't know if Song Xingqing was still in school at the moment, but he didn't want to do nothing in a hurry, he could only keep looking for himself to make himself feel at ease, and he didn't want to give up a trace of hope.
Zhou Fan planned to go to the art building to have a look, and when he passed by the school playground, he inadvertently glanced inside, but it was this glance that made him overjoyed.
There was a person sitting at the far edge of the empty playground, and her back made Zhou Fan feel very familiar, like Song Xingqing.
So Zhou Zhou Fan hurriedly rushed towards the playground, and when he got closer and closer to that back, his heart became more and more affirmed. That's right, the person sitting there now is none other than Song Xingqing.
Zhou Fan was pleasantly surprised: "Xingqing! ”
Song Xingqing didn't look back, nor did she get up, she just sat there like a statue, motionless.
"Xingqing, what are you doing here early in the morning? Do you know how worried Xiaoxue was when she went to your bedroom in the morning and didn't find you! ”
Zhou Zhou Fan took a breath, and then sat down next to Song Xingqing.
Song Xingqing raised her head, her eyes staring at the sky.
Zhou Zhou Fan followed Song Xingqing's line of sight, but he didn't see anything else except the boundless blue sky, so he asked, "Xingqing, what are you looking at?" ”
This time, Song Xingqing finally spoke.
"I'm looking at God, I want to ask what else it wants me to go through, and ask him if I can do it all over again?"
"Do it all over again?"
Zhou Fan frowned.
"You still can't let him go, can you?"
Song Xingqing's eyes moistened unconsciously when she heard this.
"Here, just in this playground, there are many, many good memories between me and him, and I never thought that one day these good memories would become my current pain. The cafeteria, the commissary, the art building, the teaching building, this school is now like a lingering nightmare for me, even I can smell it in the air, every breath here is so painful for me. ”
Seeing Song Xingqing's eyes wet again, Zhou Yifan was anxious and angry.
He reached out and grabbed Song Xingqing's slender waist and pulled her into his arms, and then Song Xingqing lowered his head and kissed her lips defenselessly.
Song Xingqing's eyes widened, her eyes full of panic and surprise.
Song Xingqing pushed Zhou Fan away and stepped back again and again.
"Zhou Yifan, what are you doing! Crazy? ”
Zhou Zhou Fan didn't lean over again, but said with a wry smile: "I said last night, I won't let you shed tears again, I don't want you to be immersed in pain again and again, you have to open your eyes and take a good look, there are still many people around you who care about you and protect you, such as me." ”
Song Xingqing calmed down a little and then got up and stood up, and said with a resolute look in her eyes: "Yifan, we can't do it." ”
"When you and Gu Chongyi were together, you never thought that you would be separated one day, right? Nothing is impossible in this world. ”
Hearing the name Gu Chongyi, Song Xingqing's mood was about to collapse again.
Song Xingqing excitedly shouted at Zhou Fan: "Please don't mention his name again!" ”
"I don't mention it, don't you want to?"
Zhou Fan's words deeply pierced Song Xingqing's heart, and she turned around and strode towards the exit of the playground without looking back.
Zhou Zhou Fan chased after him, pulled Song Xingqing away, and forced her to face him.
"How long are you going to have to be upset? If you can't let go, go to him and tell him that you don't mind his betrayal and that you still want to be with him. ”
"Enough is enough, don't say it again! Why the hell are you coming to me! Is that what I want to say! Song Xingqing's tears flowed down the corners of her eyes.
Seeing Song Xingqing crying again, Zhou Zhou Fan blamed himself in his heart and felt distressed.
Zhou Zhou Fan slowly hugged Song Xingqing into his arms and said to her softly: "I'm sorry, I said I wouldn't let you cry, I didn't do it, Xingqing, let me help you, okay?" Let me help you forget all this and start a new life. ”
Song Xingqing buried her head in Zhou Fan's arms and cried, in her heart, she had nothing but sadness.
Zhou Yifan took Song Xingqing to school, Song Xingqing didn't know where Zhou Yifan was going to take him, and Zhou Yifan didn't speak, just held her hand all the way, waited on the side of the road for a while, and then got into a taxi.
Song Xingqing heard Zhou Zhou Fan say to his master: "Go to Hongxing Township." ”
Red Star Township? This is an extremely unfamiliar name for Song Xingqing.
Song Xingqing's mood had gradually calmed down, and she asked Zhou Fan, "What are you going to take me for?" ”
The corners of Zhou Fan's mouth raised an arc and said, "Go and reap happiness." ”
"Happy?"
Song Xingqing didn't understand in her heart, and she didn't know what kind of medicine was sold in Zhou Fan's gourd, and she didn't bother to understand, the bumps in the road made her eyes feel more and more unable to open, Song Xingqing felt exhausted, she closed her eyes, and just wanted to sleep well for a while.
Song Xingqing was dazed when she heard Zhou Fan's voice ringing in her ears, and said to her, "Wake up, we have arrived." ”
Song Xingqing slowly opened her eyes and looked out the car window.
As far as the eye can see, the mountains behind the school are even more empty, surrounded by loess, and the winding muddy path stretches forward, with few cars passing on the road, only pedestrians on foot and motorcycles whistling by.
"Xingqing, we're here, let's get out of the car."
Song Xingqing opened the car door and walked down, followed by Zhou Yifan.
Song Xingqing looked at her phone, they got on the car at nine o'clock in the morning, and it was already ten o'clock in the morning, which means that it took an hour to drive on the road. Song Xingqing couldn't help but ask, "Yifan, where is this?" What are we doing here? ”
After Zhou Fan paid, the taxi turned around and slowly drove out of Song Xingqing's sight.
Zhou Zhou Fan smiled and said to Song Xingqing: "This is Hongxing Township, I'll take you to meet a little sister." ”
"Little sister? What little sister? ”
Song Xingqing's face was full of doubts.
"Don't ask, you'll know when you get there."
After Zhou Zhou Fan finished speaking, he took Song Xingqing's hand and walked forward.