Chapter Ninety-Five: Where the Heart Desires Broken Threads

During the cold winter months, there are very few people on the playground.

Song Xingqing chose a corner spot and sat down, raising her head to look up at the stars in the night sky.

Song Xingqing couldn't help but recall the first scene she had crossed over, it was also on this playground, under the same starry sky, in the same dark night, she watched Gu Chongyi's face appear in front of her eyes, and she was shocked in her heart.

Unexpectedly, two years have passed in a blink of an eye. In the past two years, she and Gu Chongyi have gone from sweetness all the way to separation, she has experienced many accidents, and she has also suffered the opportunities and blows brought to her by fate, but until today, she and Gu Chongyi are still separated and tied to today.

What the future will be, Song Xingqing didn't know in her heart. The former hesitation and fear have all turned into perseverance and acceptance along the way. In the following days, no matter what arrangement fate brought her, she had to fight with all her heart, not wanting to live up to her rebirth in vain. Thinking about it, a heavy men's coat was suddenly draped over his shoulders behind him. Song Xingqing turned her head to look, Gu Chongyi's face appeared in front of her again, her eyes were full of affection, and her words were mixed with concern.

"You don't know how to wear more on such a cold day before coming out, especially in this playground, the more you sit and the colder it gets."

Song Xingqing looked at Gu Chongyi, with a happy smile like a child on her face.

"I knew you were coming!"

Song Xingqing pulled down Gu Chongyi, who was standing, and sat beside him.

"Chongyi, it's been a long time since we've sat quietly together like this and looked at the stars, in fact, I've always known that you don't like to sit here and look at the stars, just because I like it."

Gu Chongyi raised his head and looked at the starry sky, then fixed his gaze on Song Xingqing's face, and said, "You like to look at the stars, I like to look at you, let's take what we need." ”

Song Xingqing turned her head to look at Gu Chongyi, and her heart couldn't stop beating faster and faster.

"I thought I could face it even if I lost you. As a result, I really got stronger, but I couldn't face it. Chongyi, can you tell me what is the way I can forget about you? ”

A helpless smile appeared at the corner of Gu Chong's mouth.

"How can I help you with a problem that I can't solve myself?"

Song Xingqing suddenly felt a sour nose, and couldn't help but throw herself into Gu Chongyi's arms.

"Chongyi, I don't want to be separated from you or lose you completely, I know it's not good for me to be like this now, but I don't want to be a little white rabbit anymore, I'd rather be called a fox than lose you again!"

Gu Chongyi patted Song Xingqing's back, hugged her and said, "You will always be the little white rabbit in my heart, and the woman I love most in my life." ”

Song Xingqing's tears couldn't stop falling, and the long-standing thoughts in her heart turned into affectionate hugs at this moment, and they were completely released here.

Song Xingqing and Gu Chongyi walked out of the playground holding hands and walked towards the girls' dormitory.

Feeling the temperature of Gu Chong's palm again, Song Xingqing felt warm in her heart. She didn't care what others would think of her anymore, and there was nothing more terrible than losing Gu Chongyi.

When Gu Chongyi and Song Xingqing's eyes met Bai Xue's figure, the three of them were silent.

Looking at the palms of Gu Chongyi and Song Xingqing that were tightly clasped together, Bai Xue was heartbroken.

"Chongyi, in your heart, am I really so worthless?"

Snow tears fell along with the sound.

Song Xingqing glanced at Gu Chong and wanted to retract her hand, but was held tightly by Gu Chongyi.

Gu Chongyi took Song Xingqing and approached Bai Xue, his face was full of guilt but his heart was firm and said to her: "I'm sorry Bai Xue, I've tried hard to accept you, but I can't, I still love her." You can resent me or scold me, as you can see, I'm really not a good man, I first betrayed Xingqing and then failed you, so whatever you want to do to me, I accept it. ”

In the face of Gu Chongyi's words, Bai Xue couldn't hold a trace of hatred in her heart, she was just angry with herself, angry that she couldn't get Gu Chongyi's heart, and she couldn't get a little bit of his love.

Looking at the sad and sad Bai Xue, Song Xingqing was also a little unbearable. She couldn't help but comfort Bai Xue: "If you really love Chongyi, please fulfill our love." Bai Xue, I really hated you for taking Chongyi away from me, but now I can really understand you, it turns out that love will make people involuntarily, it will make people desperate, you are actually very good, you deserve a love that really belongs only to you. ”

Bai Xue didn't speak, turned around with tears in her eyes, and walked forward silently.

Song Xingqing saw that Gu Chong was uneasy at the bottom of his eyes, and said to him: "You go and send Bai Xue back to the bedroom, I will arrive anyway, go up first." ”

Gu Chong nodded a little and slowly followed behind Bai Xue.

Song Xingqing didn't look at it much, and she didn't want to see more, she walked upstairs quickly.

Gu Chongyi took Bai Xue's hand and walked towards her dormitory building without saying a word.

Walking and walking, Bai Xue suddenly hugged Gu Chongyi, and begged him with tears: "Don't leave me, okay Chongyi, my world is very simple, so simple that there are only you, if you leave, my world will collapse." ”

Gu Chongyi frowned and sighed: "Xiaoxue, in fact, love is temporal, it is not okay to know you too early or too late, if I met you in another time or space, our ending may be different, but now, I'm sorry I can't continue to stay by your side, in fact, my heart has never stayed with you, as for my person, it's just an empty shell, what use are you going to come?" ”

Gu Chong pulled away Bai Xue as he spoke, and then looked directly at her.

Bai Xue sobbed under her breath, with a deep sadness on her face.

"When I was a child, I looked at the sky full of stars, and when the meteors flew by, I always had no time to make a wish, and now that I have grown up, I met the person I really liked, but I didn't expect it to be too late."

Gu Chongyi's heart ached faintly, he stretched out his hand to wipe away the tears from the corners of Bai Xue's eyes, and whispered to her: "Bai Xue, our life is still very long, in the future you will meet someone who is better than me and loves you wholeheartedly, don't be sad for me anymore, I don't deserve you to be so good to me." ”

Bai Xue looked at Gu Chongyi, her eyes full of endless affection.

"I've heard people say that when you can't have it anymore, the only thing you can do is make yourself not forget. So Chongyi, I will never forget you again in my life, and I also want you to know that there will be a person like me waiting for you forever in this world. ”

Bai Xue's words were like thorns in Gu Chongyi's heart, and they pierced directly into his heart.

"Bai Xue, why are you so troubled? Do I have to feel guilty and uneasy for the rest of my life? ”

"I don't expect anything from you anymore, I just want to tell you that my heart will always belong to you."

Gu Chongyi was so guilty that he had nothing to say.

"Come up, it's cold, take care."

After saying this, Gu Chongyi turned around and left, without looking back.

Bai Xue's heart hurt so much that she couldn't breathe, could it be that what God left for her was destined to be just Gu Chongyi's back?