Chapter 141: Keep Your Heart
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Liu Rong felt that maybe it was okay not to say anything, they had been riding horses together before. However, for the first time, Liu Rong thought that maybe they could go further, right? It's not just because Jingyou said 'I'm sorry' to her! It's just a feeling, a feeling that in this life, they may be different.
"Girl!" Meiniang saw Liu Rong holding Youyou in a daze. It was already late, and Xiao Youyou was already asleep soundly in her arms. From time to time, his mouth would stop chirping.
"Oh, it's okay, I'll hold it!" Liu Rong thought she was going to take Youyou away and smiled, patted Youyou, and put him next to him, Youyou was flattened, and he didn't cry, but he just snorted, and he was tired again, and fell asleep.
"Your Majesty, you should order the canonization of the concubine......" Mei Niang hesitated for a moment, sat on the edge of the bed, and looked at the little heart she had brought with one hand. This was supposed to come out in two days, but she also saw that Liu Rong and the emperor were holding hands and riding horses slowly. It's really beautiful. But Mei Niang is a mother's heart, a mother's person, she will not watch her little heart fall into this gentle trap, what awaits her will be endless tragedy.
Liu Rong looked at Mei Niang like this, and she suddenly poured cold water over her head. When Mei Niang is like this, she said that she wants to remind herself not to put her heart into it. Jingyou came over this time and didn't say much, but that 'I'm sorry' was actually for the sake of marrying the queen and the concubine, even if she knew the process, but now, it was enough time for her to calm down.
No amount of tenderness can change the fact that he wants to marry. And after this time, there will be many women of all kinds entering the palace in the future. It's really that I have lived a life in vain, and I obviously kept my heart in the previous life, how can I still be moved.
And Prince Le and his wife were also talking, of course, it was Princess Su who pinched Prince Le hard. Prince Le really didn't dare to call out, there was no way, he also saw Jingyou holding Liu Rong's hand and riding a horse, and then finally his son woke up, Jingyou hugged Liu Rong off the horse, and helped Liu Rong put Xiao Youyou down, although Xiao Youyou firmly did not let Jing You hug, but Jing You's thoughtfulness looked down on Prince Le's eyes. And Jingwei, Xiao Qi didn't think so, and knew that this was Jingyou's usual job. Even Liu Rong didn't look at Na Jingyou much, obviously, this is also what Liu Rong is used to.
So Prince Le was tragic, and Princess Su took all her anger out on Prince Le, feeling that she was really a loss to marry him. Prince Le especially wanted to say that it was for the little wife, and it was only for the little wife that Emperor Tang Ming would smile at Yang Guifei. I hadn't heard him do this to his queen. So if Jingyou is so kind to Su Hua, and Princess Su is so mad, he thinks it will be comparable.
However, Prince Le really didn't dare to say that, if he really said that, Princess Su could be even more angry. He still forgot it. Honestly let my wife pinch it, and it's no one else, my own wife! waited for his wife to pinch enough, and then sighed softly.
"Not happy?"
"No, the Ministry of Internal Affairs has begun to prepare for the wedding ceremony of the concubine and the emperor." Prince Le is in charge of the Internal Affairs Office, and he and the Ministry of Rites were the first to know about these things, because they had to prepare the process, so think about it, no matter how favored a favorite concubine is, there are some things that they can't change no matter how affectionate they are.
Princess Su shook her head, and went to sleep on her side, some things really can't be reflected in reality.
Jingyou naturally had to go to see the Empress Dowager when she returned to the palace, and the Empress Dowager was finally relieved to see that her grandson was a little energetic.
"Imperial grandmother, can the grandson take Rong'er back to the palace?" But as soon as Jingyou spoke, the Empress Dowager was depressed again, couldn't her grandson let herself be relieved?
"On what ground?" The Empress Dowager saw her grandson's expectant eyes and couldn't bear to hit him. It has been talked about many times before, Liu Rong cannot be in the palace than the queen and the concubine, this is the principle. They can't slap the old minister in the face, even if they have handed over their rights, but the hearts of the people can't be lost.
"Then is it okay after Yueyu enters the palace?" Think about it.
"No, you can't." The Empress Dowager shook her head, there is no such rule.
Jing You also knew that there was no such rule, but he really didn't want to disappoint Liu Rong, today, except for being sorry, he didn't say anything, didn't show determination, didn't say that he wouldn't forget his promise, because for him, these words were too pale. It's boring to say, sorry is sorry, he's sorry for Liu Rong.
"Emperor, this country is yours and Rong'er's, do you understand?" The Empress Dowager gently stroked her grandson's forehead, and said very slowly, she wanted him to hear her every word clearly, "Don't care about the gains and losses of one city and one pool, the order of a wedding is nothing, you can always give her much more than now." ”
Jing You understands what the Empress Dowager means, and there are many ways to like Liu Rong, don't care about this time, but the problem is that Liu Rong has not asked herself what she wants since she was seven years old, and this is the first time she has asked herself. And I couldn't do it for her, this is doomed, do I owe her a lifetime?
So it's doomed, for all, it's a sleepless night. Even Liu Rong couldn't let go, patting Youyou who was sleeping on the side and spitting bubbles, but her eyes were wide open. She really began to regret it, she tried to make Jingyou like her, but now she feels like she did. She made Jingyou like herself too much, and then, now she's almost lost.
What will happen in the future, she doesn't dare to think about it, this time, she forced herself to struggle out of that gentle trap, what about the future? The two are really together, and then they have skin to skin, and people who have no feelings can slowly have feelings, not to mention, they already have deep feelings between them, so can they keep their hearts in the future?
Youyou snorted and arched over, Liu Rong hurriedly picked him up, because there was a child, so she kept the light and looked, it was not that she was hungry, but that she was going to pee. Liu Rong hurriedly got up and picked him up, and the nurse who kept vigil also came over, seeing that Liu Rong had already mastered Youyou's two calves, she hurriedly brought a basin.
Liu Rong whistled softly, Youyou peed smoothly, and then threw herself into Liu Rong's arms, her little face arched on her chest.
Liu Rong smiled and handed him to the nurse, who smiled and undressed sideways and fed him. Liu Rong watched silently, Meiniang also got up, came to take a look, watched Liu Rong silently watch the nurse feed the child, and patted her. What she didn't know was that Liu Rong was thinking about how many nights she had been alone with her two children.
I didn't think much about it before, because it was my own child. And now, re-experiencing it, my heart is even heavier. Keep your heart, not only for yourself, but also for your children. At least they won't look forward to it, and they won't be more miserable because of the loss. (To be continued.) )