Through the spring light, the person I saw was hazy and perfect, and since then he has been imprinted for a lifetime.

This is often the best imprint in the minds of teenagers when they first fall in love. All the shortcomings of that person were slowly worn away in the hazy spring light, and when he saw it, he pretended not to see it, and finally it became a memory that will be unforgettable and forever missed.

What you can't get is always the best.

What happens after you get it?

No longer hazy, no longer perfect, no longer looming, everything about him appears in front of your eyes in the truest and most unconcealed form, whether to accept it all, or to tolerate it, whether to choose to compromise or break off.

Different from person to person, flowers have several shades of red.

Everyone's choice is different.

When the person's face gradually became clear, Zhou Pingning looked at Chen Wan's red eyes, the corners of his mouth tightly pursed, and the flush on his cheeks that was suddenly dyed with indignation, and suddenly his head was empty, as if he didn't think about anything, but the past flowed like a shadow puppet.

She's shaking, he's shaking.

Zhou Pingning had countless words in his heart, "Are you sincere?" "Do you regret it? "So what do we do? ”

"What the hell do you want me to do?"

All the questions and sighs boiled down to this obscure whispered question.

The man's voice was soft and dim, tapping on the dust in the room, and the noise and anger abruptly stopped, and became extremely quiet.

Chen Wan raised her eyebrows, and wanted to answer, but what caught her eyes was the man's blackened look and whitened face, and her heart was confused, but she suddenly calmed down.

She's out of shape!

This was her first reaction after she calmed down.

"No matter what method is used. You have to hold Zhou Pingning. This is good and harmless. He works with you and doesn't do much. But if he is separated from you and the Chen family, it will be a loss to his wife and a soldier, you have already been stupid once, don't be stupid a second time. ”

This is the last thing Chen Xian said to her before getting married, and it is also the most important point of the repeated tone.

What did she just do? Today, she was provoked by Princess Pingyang's gun and stick, and she couldn't hold it back? Or did this boring and disgusting married life for nearly a year make her almost on the verge of collapse? Let's go, go. Walk, go, it's all a dark future, so she can't bear it?

Chen Wan regretted her wrists, and reason told her that she should quickly calm down her state of mind, clenched her hands into fists, and after a long sigh of relief, the corners of her mouth flattened little by little, raised her head slightly, frowned slightly, and just opened her lips to speak: "No"

The words that followed were in his mouth and no one sued again - Zhou Pingning had already turned away. The bamboo curtain was still swaying, and the bamboo board shook and hit the edge of the door.

The sky outside the bamboo curtain was fiery red. The fiery clouds at the end of the sky instantly rolled up high and then fell heavily, unconsciously sprinkling the afterglow all over the ground.

Chen Wan shook her head violently, and then slowly sat back on the old couch.

The autumn of Dingjing passed very fast, in the blink of an eye, it was the early winter, Xingzhao's belly was getting bigger, and he was going to give birth at full term in the first month of the day, Xingzhao had suffered enough when he was pregnant with Brother Huan in his last life - Brother Huan's birth day was in the middle of summer, the weather was so hot that he was born, the child suffered, the mother also suffered, and the dog days had to be covered with a thin futon, and he couldn't bathe or wash his hair, and he took the grate every day, and he was comfortable for only a short while.

With one in her belly, she will inevitably think of her eldest son who died early in her previous life and her eldest daughter who lost her mother.

Xingzhao can't figure it out, if she comes again, Brother Huan and Sister Hui won't be able to be born? Or was he reincarnated in someone else's house and became someone else's child?

In the previous life, she lived a confused life, but what she was most proud of and reluctant to do was the pair of children under her knees, the root of the disease was buried after Brother Huan left, and she couldn't relieve it by drinking medicine every day, coughing all day long, coughing so much that the whole person was disfigured.

But in the end, she didn't give up, she drank the medicine bowl after bowl, and survived one winter after another, but she didn't survive until Sister Hui and Lu came out of the pavilion.

When she was about to die, she struggled and refused to close her eyes, hating her father and Wu, her detached grandfather, Queen Chen, and her Sister Hui, she couldn't imagine how her Sister Hui should live. Taking advantage of his last breath, he entrusted Sister Hui to the hidden Queen Fang, begging Mrs. He again and again to ask Mrs. He to come forward to protect her, and even knelt down to beg Min Jirou.

Perhaps this is the biggest difference between her and her mother.

There are too many regrets in her previous life, and her Sister Hui, her little soft Sister Hui, is her biggest regret.

Thinking of Sister Hui'er's days, Xingzhao often supported her waist with one hand, and covered her towering belly with the other, gently facing her and didn't know if it was her, or him, whispering, and didn't know what she was saying, even if Lianyu gathered to listen, she could only hear a few words intermittently, "happiness", "open-mindedness" and "good luck".

The older the month, the less often people come and visit, except for those who are unusually close to them.

Xingming came over and brought a piece of the eldest son Ji Ge'er's close-fitting clothes, and there is an old saying in Dingjing that the newborn Xiaolangjun can bring good luck to the mother. Xinrong asked people to send a Buddha statue that said that it was "opened to the light, and Dingyun Shitai recited the blessing of the Buddhist scriptures for 99 days", which was said to be miraculous, and repeatedly told Xingzhao, "It must be hung in the southeast corner of the bed, Bao Sheng's son, and Bao Sheng's personality is good, his mind is good, and he is a good man with good appearance." ”

Aunt Jiu, you are a gentleman and a son to sell again, is it more convincing, okay?

The delivery period is not far away, and the topic of giving birth to children seems to have become urgent.

The implementation of the six princes of Showa has also discussed this issue, newlyweds often have endless longing and expectations for their children, anyway, there is no one else in the house, the mentality of the sixth has always been very calm, Xingzhao does not have the pressure of having a son as much as Huanyi, first blossoms and then bears fruit, and it feels good to think about it.

"Mr. daughter, let the eldest sister protect the younger brother and younger sister to grow up, oh, just like you and the eldest sister, she protects you to grow up, dresses you, teaches you to write and read poems, and knows how to match your younger brother." Xingzhao imagined it very happily.

The six princes like to pour cold water the most, and a basin of cold water "poofs" almost extinguishes the longing of their daughters-in-law.

"She grew up with me?"

The sixth prince laughed, and habitually took Xingzhao in his arms and leaned on the bed, "She is wearing clothes for me, but unfortunately she is wearing a skirt." I also taught me to describe red and read poems, but unfortunately I can write, and the homework assigned by Mr. Chang, hers and mine, all of them are written by me. After a slight pause, he smiled again: "Matchmaking is really the most conscientious thing that the eldest sister has ever done in her life." ”

Xingzhao laughed.

Huan Yi is still asking who Ah Jin is with, except for Fang Qi's temperament, isn't there also her unreliable mother!

After Xingzhao held his stomach and smiled, he glanced at the sixth prince with half-squinted eyes: "The eldest sister still gave you a comprehensive skirt?" Did you wear a tapestry? Did you have a hairpin? Did you apply powder to your lips? Asking and asking, a picture of a little lady in the Tang Dynasty appeared in his mind, and he couldn't stop laughing again, and sighed regretfully: "It's a pity that I didn't paint a portrait of you, it's definitely good-looking." ”

The sixth prince's body stiffened, and he immediately changed the topic, "Actually, I like my son a little more."

Xingzhao was stunned, immediately understood, turned over and leaned his stomach on the sixth child, "It's painted!" It's drawn, right? Hahaha, ouch, I'll ask my eldest sister for tomorrow! ”

The sixth prince fished with one long hand, and with one hand, he slid into the white silk placket, rubbing it flat and kneading a few rounds, but in fact, it was he who suffered.

Xingzhao's face gradually turned red.

This guy is clearly annoyed and angry

Zhang Yuanju came to ask for peace every month, and when the early winter came, there were more words than usual, and he looked at the sixth child's instructions, "The three months before pregnancy and the three months after pregnancy are all the most important, the road is uneven, and the water is not hot and not drunk." ”

The six princes listened carefully, and Zhang Yuanju explained meaningfully: "The prince and the princess both grew up in the palace, and there are many kinds of secrets and secrets, and it is impossible for the prince not to know. There are many people who make a fuss about production, why are the Seven Princes congenitally insufficient? The mother's malfunction is one of them, and the fetal position during delivery has not landed for a long time, but it accounts for most of the reasons. ”

Think about the children in the palace who are in vain, and the endless means of disputes with the court and harem.

The six princes were in high spirits, and instantly changed from expectation to vigilance.

The sixth child cheered up, in and out of the strict crackdown, Huang's mother was serious enough, plus her own master was a cold-faced prince, the bitter is the next person, Qiwan secretly told Xingzhao, "Gonggong Li doesn't dare to breathe these days, and the prince walks in and out of the corner of his clothes with the wind"

Xingzhao has heard that when the labor period is approaching, the mother will be depressed and unhappy to speak, and her expression is very solemn.

Who knew that putting this place would turn out to be that the six princes were nervously busy, and even Du Yuanmo, the chief historian of the palace, poured bitter water in front of Xingzhao, "Settle accounts, close accounts, and arrange people to pay attention to everywhere, even the Yiyuan Hall to my father-in-law has to be contacted in person, and everything has to be asked in person, is the prince a little these days?"

Du Yuan thought about it for a while, and euphemistically, finally found an appropriate word: "Is the prince a little excited these days?" ”

Actually, what you want to ask is whether the sixth child is crazy, right?

Xingzhao didn't have time to appease the restless young man's heart of the six princes, the steward in the front yard asked to see, the six princes went on an errand, Xingzhao didn't have this spirit, just said no, Lianyu went out to pass the word, and when he came back, he whispered to Zhao: "It's Zhang Dezhu who asks to see you, just to see you, saying that there is something important to report." (To be continued......)

ps: There's another update.,Ah Yuan is probably writing now.,Don't wait.,You have to go to work and class tomorrow.,What's the matter.。