Chapter 151: Expectations and Disappointments
Xu Zhefeng looked at Liu Chuan, and there was not much emotion in his eyes.
His body was already exhausted, his brain power had reached a limit, but his eyes were still indifferent, with a burning longing in the middle, just like when he first walked into the Yuetian Pavilion.
He had been reciting the talisman here for a day and a half, eighteen hours, without sleep.
Because he was in a hurry, in a hurry.
He had tried to rest, but found it impossible.
There were so many things in his head, so many things he longed for. It was all like a leather whip, whipping him on the back all the time, leaving him with no choice but to move forward.
Stopping, it will only make him irritable, it will only make him bored, and it will not have the slightest effect.
However, it was at this time that he was advised to stop and go out for a walk.
Xu Zhefeng looked at Liu Chuan, he knew that this person had been in the Yuetian Pavilion, and after a day and a half, except for himself, the Yuetian Pavilion was like a secret room with a sign of "Do not approach the living", and no one walked in.
Xu Zhefeng didn't understand the reason, and he didn't really want to know. Because in his opinion, these are things that have nothing to do with him.
It is true that what others do is not relevant to him.
But Yanagawa looked sincere. His expression was sincere. His gaze was sincere. Even his body language is sincere.
Therefore, Xu Zhefeng thought about it carefully and felt that it was time for him to eat.
So, he stood up.
The body is slightly shaking.
Yanagawa wanted to reach out and help him. was subconsciously avoided by Xu Zhefeng.
Yanagawa didn't get angry, but chuckled, looking a little friendly.
Xu Zhefeng has not met many friendly people since he was a child. But I don't know why, since he met Guo Pu, the friendliness in the world has sprung up like mushrooms after a rain, swarming towards him, making him feel a little caught off guard.
So, he looked into Yanagawa's eyes and blinked.
In those cold eyes. Finally, it is a little lively.
Liu Chuan liked the faint warmth of the willow wind blowing on his face, so he chuckled: "You are still young, why do you have to work so hard." This Yuetian Pavilion. There are some bad rumors, looking at you like this, you shouldn't have heard of it? ”
Xu Zhefeng was puzzled and shook his head. He nodded again.
He suddenly felt that what he was trying to convey seemed unclear. So he had to speak: "I really don't know." ”
Speaking like this, Xu Zhefeng realized how dry and hoarse his throat was, although it was just a simple opening, a tearing dry pain began to spread deep in his throat.
Liu Chuan was very caring, his hand moved slightly, and he conjured a water bladder and handed it to Xu Zhefeng: "Moisten your throat." ”
Yanagawa smiled gently.
Xu Zhefeng watched the change in his hand, and his eyes began to shine.
"It's just a simple telekinesis. It's not a clever trick. Yanagawa smiled and explained.
Xu Zhefeng took the water bladder. I didn't thank you, just took a sip in silence.
The pace of his drinking is very slow, not so much drinking, but more to describe with the word "sip". He took the sweet water in his mouth and slowly waited for his mouth to moisten it, and then slowly, slowly, swallowed the saliva.
He remembered that when he was a child, he was caught stealing something and thrown into the cellar for three days. In those three days, he didn't get a drop of water, and when he was fished out, his mother fed him water to drink, and that's what he told him.
"Mother knows that you are very thirsty, but you must drink water slowly, you must be slow, otherwise your body will not be able to stand it."
He didn't know what method his mother used, so he made sense that the other party let him go. Up to now, Xu Zhefeng can only remember his mother's gentle words, which are as warm as the sunshine of spring.
It's been a long time since I've been back to see my mother. Xu Zhefeng thought to himself.
Liu Chuan looked at him and seemed to feel Xu Zhefeng's emotional fluctuations. He suddenly felt that this child was very pitiful, and those who could practice so hard were of course people who were burdened with something. In a place like the Heavenly Pavilion, the more hope you have, the heavier the disappointment you get.
Liu Chuan suddenly felt that this place was too cruel.
"There are many magical things in this world, such as Yuetian Pavilion is one of them." Liu Chuan looked at the young man in front of him, "There are many unfair things in this world, you are a stubborn child, I think, you should be able to mean me." ”
Xu Zhefeng took another sip of water, and this time, his speed was a little faster than before.
Liu Chuan's words, he seems to understand or not.
"Don't expect too much." Yanagawa said the last sentence.
Xu Zhefeng looked into Liu Chuan's eyes and saw the heaviness and compassion inside.
He was a little curious, and more unconvinced. So he took the water bladder and walked towards the gate of the Yuetian Pavilion.
Liu Chuan looked at the lonely and thin back and sighed heavily.
After so many years, no matter how many times I saw it, Yanagawa still felt uncomfortable.
He doesn't like to see the loss of others, especially the disappointment of a teenager, that kind of desperate gaze always makes him feel cold, and even makes him feel a sense of guilt haunting his heart.
More than once, someone grabbed his collar and asked, why can he Liu Chuan be able to be wrong, but not by others?
Yanagawa was always silent.
It's not that he doesn't want to answer, it's that he can't.
He didn't know what it was all about, so even he was confused.
For too many years, he watched others enter Yuetian Pavilion with hope again and again, and left again and again in a lost and dazed manner.
He also wanted to have a companion, even if it was just one, at least so that he could comfort himself and know that he was not alone.
Since a long, long time ago, he has always been alone, from a tree, to a person, all the time.
He had hoped, hoped, longed, but many years had passed, and he had finally given up on that illusion.
Liu Chuan no longer looked at the cultivators who had entered the Yuetian Pavilion, and no longer expected them to stay. Gradually, he learned to be indifferent. Learn to ignore and learn to have mercy.
So, at some point. He will see a stubborn teenager like Xu Zhefeng, so he can't bear to step forward, remind him, and give him a word of advice.
Don't do anything.
Just walk out of the gate of Yuetian Pavilion.
Even if it's just one step, it's enough for them to understand the truth.
Every time it was like this, the teenagers walked out in confusion. And then stiffen there.
Some teenagers will howl and cry, some will cry and grab the ground, and some will angrily try to destroy the Yuetian Pavilion. Some will leave in a daze.
Liu Chuan looked at Xu Zhefeng's back and thought to himself, he should be the last kind of performance.
Such an indifferent and stubborn child should face his disappointment silently.
It's just that...... No matter how many times. I will feel distressed after all. Will be merciful.
Yanagawa smiled bitterly, feeling that his nose was a little sour.
Really, the older you get, the easier it is to cry.
Yanagawa thought.
The door of Yuetian Pavilion was pushed open, and Liu Chuan looked at Xu Zhefeng's figure taking a step, and his heart shrank tightly.
Xu Zhefeng walked out, felt the cold wind in winter, and suddenly felt hungry.
Yanagawa could hardly bear to look at it again.
Xu Zhefeng lowered his head and thought for a while. Prepare to go home for dinner first.
So he touched the waist card from the sect on his waist and walked away quickly. Didn't speak.
Yanagawa looked at the back of the young man leaving, and felt as uncomfortable as if he had been punched.
He couldn't imagine the mood of the young man, that kind of despair, he had never experienced it, but Yanagawa thought, it would not be a comfortable thing to suppress all those heart-rending wails in his body.
Liu Chuan stood in place, in a daze for a long time, and then gently packed up the books left by Xu Zhefeng and left quietly.
Another heartbroken teenager.
Thinking so, Yanagawa looked up at the hanging crescent moon and sighed deeply.
In the future, this Yuetian Pavilion will be alone again.
Yanagawa walked slowly towards home, his steps a little heavy.
But life always has to go on, and similar things have happened many times, and in any case, he has some ability to resist.
When he returned home, Yanagawa talked to the little willow tree in the yard for a while, and then continued with his simple life.
After drinking some water and preparing to go to sleep, Yanagawa remembered that his water bladder had been taken away by the young man, and it seemed that he would have to go to the street to buy one tomorrow.
Thinking of the young man, Yanagawa sighed a few more regrets and fell asleep.
Getting up early, Liu Chuan went to the market first to buy a water bladder, and looked at this long-lost bustle for a while, until he saw someone selling chopped firewood on the street, and he frowned, so he fled and left, and came to the Congzong Temple.
The gatekeeper who watched the courtyard gate today didn't seem to have slept well, and he didn't have the heart to chat with him. So Yanagawa just nodded to the porter and walked in.
Coming to the door of Yuetian Pavilion with twists and turns, Liu Chuan thought about yesterday's boy, and his mood was a little depressed.
Taking a deep breath and pushing the door open, Yanagawa noticed something, tilted his head in surprise, and sure enough, he saw the boy again.
"Thank you for the water." Xu Zhefeng saw Liu Chuan walk in, got up and smiled at him, and returned the water bladder to him.
"I brought meat buns today, they are very fragrant, do you want to try them?" Xu Zhefeng pointed to the food box where he was sitting, "I don't know if anyone with food is allowed here, if it's not allowed, I'll take it out now." ”
Liu Chuan looked at him incredulously, puzzled: "You ......"
"Yesterday my husband asked me to go out and have a look, and it was really a very effective suggestion." Xu Zhefeng scratched his head and said with a smile, "I haven't read since I was a child, I don't know a few words, and I can't study." In addition to being willing to contribute, his brain is also stupid, and his methods are even more inflexible. The gentleman is right, if you keep reading like this, you won't be able to remember too much at all, and it won't help you to sleep all the time. Sure enough, I had a good rest last night, and I ate and drank for a while, and this time I came back to read the book, and I felt that I learned much faster! Thank you so much sir! (To be continued......)