He Shi was lying on the bed, his breath was still very weak, seeing the big river and Qingshan in front of the bed, he couldn't speak, just silently kept tears, this time he experienced so many things, he almost escaped death, I really don't know how it could be like this.

He recalled the situation after he left Yu'er's house that day, after He quarreled with Yu'er's mother-in-law at Yu'er's house, he also thought about a lot of things, to be honest, she was not afraid of Yu'er's mother-in-law's difficulties, if she insisted on living in Yu'er's house, presumably even if Zhao Yu came back to see Yu'er's face, she would not drive her away, she didn't eat and live in Yu'er's house for nothing, she did all the work at home, Yu'er and Zhao Yu had ready-made meals at home at any time, and Zhao Yu was not at home for a long time, Looking at Yu'er there, Zhao Yu was also a lot relieved.

But He Shi saw Yu'er's embarrassment that day, she thought that whether she was helping Yu'er break up the family, helping Yu'er's family do things, or taking care of her, in short, the ultimate goal was to hope that Yu'er would live well, and the two of them would be harmonious, since she had added trouble to Yu'er's life here, why should she still be here, and Zhao Yuniang was also right, she couldn't stay here for a lifetime.

But He was still afraid that Yu'er would be worried, so he coaxed Yu'er to say that he was going home, in fact, He really complained about Da Jiang this time, she remembered that Da Jiang didn't care about her life and death at that time and said that he was going to divorce her, thinking of that time Da Jiang, her heart was like a needle prick, so many years of husband and wife, Da Jiang's behavior can really show that this man has never taken her to heart, and he usually beats and scolds at every turn. This time, she didn't even care about her life or death.

Later, he lived in Qingshan's house for so long, and although he had a grudge against Dajiang, he still couldn't care about him. I always have him in my heart, and I didn't come back when I went to do things late, and I also remembered that I made something delicious by myself, and I thought that no one would take care of him, so I always asked Qingshan or Yu'er to send him something, but what about Dajiang. Never moved, as if there was no such thing as her.

He was driven away by Yuemei and went to Yu'er's house for so long. Da Jiang should know, but he also ignores her, during this time in Yu'er's house, when he is free, He will think of these things. Every time I think about it. The heart will be a little colder, and the heart of Dajiang will be even more cold, so when he comes out of Yu'er's house, the He family is not willing to go back.

But this mother's house can't go there, He walked around the village, thinking that this is not far from the New Year, and one day while Dajiang is away, go back to pack some clothes. Money or something, find a place to avoid this year. When it was time for the beginning of spring, I looked outside to find a job to do, and it was good to be able to support myself, but I didn't expect that not long after coming out of Yu'er's house, He Shi felt cold to the bone, dizzy, no way, so I had to find a broken temple to rest for a while, and wait until tomorrow to go back to get things, I didn't expect that the night would change, and He also felt that he was getting more and more uncomfortable, so he had to stay in the broken temple, the weather is getting colder and colder these days, and He's illness is getting more and more serious, this is not always staying in this corner, They didn't find her.

In the days when the temple was broken, I also thoroughly reflected on all the things I had done for so many years. Thinking about it, there are many things, He doesn't know why he became like this, she wasn't like this, she married Da Jiang at a young age, and she was also an honest girl, and like all daughters-in-law, she endured the difficulties of her mother-in-law, and like all women, she taught her husband and children, and Da Jiang worked hard at home for many years, and then saved some money and went to the town to open a shop, her mother-in-law and father-in-law lived in their own home, and the family got along very well in those years, why did you come back now, But it's like this, what's going on, whose fault is it?

Is Da Jiang wrong, Da Jiang seems to be right, Da Jiang has never thought about himself, for so many years, he has relied on Da Jiang to live outside to support his family, he does not prostitute or gamble, and he works diligently, he has never complained because of hard work, are the two children wrong, no, the children are not wrong, even if they are wrong, they are not taught by adults, are they wrong, it doesn't seem to be too wrong, everything he does is also for this family.

Thinking about it, He felt that maybe he was really wrong, there were many things, he should obey the arrangement of fate, his own family returned to the village from the town, he should go back to his previous life in the village, do things in peace and security, behave in a proper manner, should not be ambitious, should not want to live a better life for himself, he even does not want the most basic dignity of being a human being, and thinks about taking advantage of others all day long, after all, no matter how good other people's homes are, they are also earned by their own hard work. Go and ask others for help, once others reject you, you shouldn't be bitter and mean, and hold a grudge against others, after all, others are not obliged to help you do anything, thinking about this, He Shi feels more and more that over the years, he has indeed done a lot of wrong things, and he is very wrong, and he doesn't know if there is a chance to make up for it.

When I came back this time, I knew that the whole family didn't care about what she had done before, and even the children were looking for her everywhere, He felt even more ashamed, and even didn't have the face to face the family, and now Dajiang and Yuemei Qingshan are still so tight about themselves, He really didn't know what to say, but silently kept tears of remorse and didn't make a sound.

Da Jiang saw that the He family was fine, so he said: "Qingshan, Yuemei, don't blame yourself, your mother is fine, she won't blame you, you go back first, just let her rest for a while"

Qingshan and Yuemei nodded and went back, Da Jiang looked at He's weak appearance, and he was still a little distressed, but he was a stupid person, and he couldn't speak, just stayed by the bedside, and asked over and over again: "Child, mother, are you better, are you hungry, what do you want to eat, I'll make some for you." ”

He shook his head for a long time before he spoke: "Father, child, I have been wrong all these years, I will change it in the future, and I will take care of this family well." ”

Da Jiang looked at He Shi, and nodded silently, although he didn't know if what his woman said was true, but it looked different from before, as if he really said it from the heart, Da Jiang also said: "Okay, then let's live a good life from now on." ”

He nodded vigorously with tears in his eyes. (To be continued......)