158. Good thoughts

During this time, they have experienced too many things, and Zhou Yang has never made any accusations against Zhou Chen, Dunzi and Shen Guodong's behavior, no matter what they do, he accepts it all.

Tonight, as the eldest brother in this family, Zhou Yang felt that the time was ripe to discuss the matter of this time with them, so he initiated a conversation about whether he should have good intentions.

"I used to think that it would be good for people who look good to me." Shen Guodong's pleasing standard doesn't even include family members.

"If someone provokes me with a point, I will immediately return ten points, if one brick is not good, ten bricks will be bricks, anyway, I can shoot him honestly!" This should be what Shen Guodong looked like when they first saw him.

"Later, I joined the army and learned from all ages. There are many ways to make people suffer without seeing blood! If you don't beat him and make him hurt, it's really a toss!

Anyway, whoever messed with me, I immediately made up for it tenfold and hundredfold. What is kindness? A kind-hearted person is not bad, but he is aggrieved. I'm not rare. ”

After thinking about it, Shen Guodong added another sentence, "If you want to be kind to others, then it's okay, with me, I can keep her from being bullied." ”

In the dark, Zhou Wanwan's eyes widened, but she didn't speak. Perhaps, in this family, she is the coldest in her heart. In this life, she will never be close to kindness.

"Brother Yangzi, you say, what is the right way to deal with bad guys?" Dunzi was told by Zhou Yang and Shen Guodong, and he was also very confused.

"I didn't think I was very self-employed before, but since I hit twenty yuan and that Wang Fengying. I figured it out. They bullied them, and I deserved to beat them. But I want to beat them to death. The captain said that killing people pays for their lives, and they didn't kill anyone. But I want their lives, I really want them. Am I not so good-hearted? ”

"I also want their lives, then I don't have a good heart." Shen Guodong continued Dunzi's words.

"I want their lives too." Zhou Chen, they must be more than just talking about Wang Fengying and twenty yuan.

"I don't want to be a kind-hearted person." Zhou Chen said calmly, "My mother has such a good heart, and she hasn't lived long. My brother and I used to learn from my mother, and we almost didn't let them sell it. Kind-hearted people don't end well. ”

"A good heart is not the same thing as whether there is a good end." Zhou Yang used his firmness and composure to soothe the confusion in the hearts of his younger brothers.

"We are kind-hearted people to make our lives better and more comfortable. This has nothing to do with others, it's for yourself. Zhou Yang said unhurriedly, "A kind-hearted person is not a good bully, but he does not have bad intentions towards others." If you are bullied. Beat it back like that! If you are kind-hearted, you will be kind to everyone? That's not good-heartedness. That's a lack of heart. ”

Zhou Chen grinned silently in the dark. He's been struggling internally these days. Since he was a child, his mother's education was too different from his reality, and he was almost at a loss, so he could only instinctively choose to deal with it in his favor.

But when he realized that he might become a person like Shen Guodong and Dunzi, he kept asking himself in his heart, is this right? Is the world supposed to be like this, full of confrontation and hurt at all times?

Zhou Yang's words made Zhou Chen suddenly feel less confused, yes. Good to the good guys, bad to the bad guys. Living comfortably in his own heart, this is the world he knows and likes!

"Crazy Liu and our mother, there were no children back then, and the days that followed were completely different, think about it, why is this?" Zhou Yang mentioned his mother, and there was respect in his nostalgia.

Dunzi whispered to Shen Guodong about the madman Liu. Liu Luozi is a daughter-in-law of a blacksmith furnace, who was abused by her mother-in-law, and had to go to the infrastructure team to do heavy labor when she was seven months pregnant, and finally the child was miscarried.

She hated her in-laws' family to the core, and slowly felt that her men and children were also with her in-laws' surnames, and they were all bad to her, and she became more suspicious of them, and several times, just because of inexplicable suspicions, she almost beat her children to death.

In a vicious circle, her men and children are becoming more and more alienated and cold with her, and the relationship is very poor. At the same time, she is also hostile to the people in the tunzi, thinking that no one is a good person, and anyone may harm her behind her back, making everyone unwilling to deal with her.

In the end, she suspected that her mother-in-law was going to poison her, so she took the lead and put rat poison in the porridge, intending to poison her mother-in-law's family.

But unexpectedly, the children who were deceived by her came back, and her greedy little daughter stole the sweet potatoes in the porridge before the meal, was poisoned, and she also went crazy.

For this hard-working woman, her in-laws did not sue her, and the government also let her go with a blind eye.

But she couldn't let herself go. Now, she wandered around a radius of dozens of miles, but few people could see her. Because she didn't dare to see people, she felt that everyone was here to harm her and her little girl, and she ran away when she saw a shadow.

Only occasionally someone will see her holding a small flower or a handful of wild fruits, saying that she likes her grass and flowers, and keeps them for her grass and flowers. Grass Flower is her youngest daughter.

"Crazy Liu is so sad. Mom was also sad back then, and I saw her crying secretly. Zhou Chen choked up. Zhou Yang was forced to drop out of school that year, and they lost a little sister, which was an eternal shadow in his young heart.

"At that time, my mother said that when we grow up, we will get married directly when we get married, and we won't stay at home for a day, and she can't let her daughter-in-law live like her anymore." Zhou Yang slowly recalled that it was only at this time that he truly understood his mother's hard work and determination at that time.

"Your mother is too soft, discount Zhou Hongying's leg, see how she goes to school!" Shen Guodong himself doesn't suffer losses, and he can't get used to people who suffer honestly.

"If that's the case, Yangzi and Xiaoer may not survive today, let alone have a girl." Dunzi has never met Li Xiuhua and has no feelings for her, so he can analyze this matter very calmly and objectively.

Shen Guodong stopped talking. In order to be able to have a girl, you have to endure everything. Li Xiuhua endured it right.

"Brother Shen, why didn't you let me see Xue Shuiqin's arm at a discount?" Zhou Wanwan asked.

She made no comment on Shen Guodong's violence. But she couldn't let the children feel that violence was honorable and the best way to solve the problems they would encounter later in life.

Shen Guodong stopped talking. For Zhou Wanwan, what he said was his truest thoughts. will never perfunctory coax her because she is young.

Therefore, when Shen Guodong realized that he didn't want Zhou Wanwan to be contaminated with anything related to violence, just as he couldn't stand a piece of dust on Zhou Wanwan's neat clothes, he began to think about the reason behind this.

Zhou Wanwan didn't ask again, and Zhou Chen didn't speak.

Zhou Wanwan asked Shen Guodong, and their hearts were also touched.

There was silence for a long time. Zhou Yang slowly picked up the topic just now.

"It's all sad, Mom is still good to us, I'm afraid we'll be sad. didn't let us see her crying, and she didn't change to the people in the tunzi. Crazy Liu began to see that no one was a good person, and in the end even his own children wanted to be bad guys. In the end, my mother left, and so many people in the tunzi took care of us. She also left us with a nannan. Crazy Liu poisoned his little girl, and he was crazy. ”

Zhou Yang didn't say who did it right, but just put the facts in front of a few children.

People who have good thoughts about this world and people who are enemies of this world see the world completely different, so their living conditions will be diametrically opposed.

"Are we going to be like them? Xitou is like that, Liu is crazy like that. Zhou Wanwan asked. Because they lived in the easternmost part of Tunzi, they used the west to refer to the Zhou family.

"No, I can't. For such a person, it is better to live than to die. Zhou Chen said slowly and steadily. The whole person fell into deep thought.

Everyone stopped talking. But no one fell asleep.

The conversation, which lasted late into the night, was never officially mentioned again for the rest of their lives. However, the content of today's conversation has had a crucial impact on their attitude towards life throughout their lives.

Early the next morning, Shen Guodong hugged Zhou Wanwan and confronted Zhou Chen.

Since Zhou Wanwan was almost snatched away and sold, Zhou Chen has been very insecure, and his sister has to be seen if he doesn't hold it in his hands, and he can't leave him for a while.

But this morning, Shen Guodong actually told him that he wanted to leave his sister at home and follow him, which Zhou Chen absolutely couldn't bear.

Shen Guodong saw that Zhou Chen didn't work, and began to lobby Zhou Wanwan, how good it is to follow Brother Shen at home, you can do whatever you want! Don't you want to tread water barefoot? Brother Shen will get you a big basin, you can step on it casually!

Zhou Wanwan also doesn't want to go to school, so how can I do whatever I want at home if I stay honest in class. Moreover, Teacher Li doesn't seem to like her very much.

In her previous life, Zhou Wanwan was a malnourished yellow-haired girl, with a dog-gnawed hair like a boy, and her clothes were ragged, but she was a proud disciple of Teacher Li and received a lot of care from him, and even the classmates in the class said that Teacher Li favored Zhou Wanwan.

In this life, Zhou Wanwan can be said to be loved by everyone, but he is not treated by Mr. Li. Of course, Teacher Li didn't say anything to her, let alone do anything, but with Zhou Chen behind his back, his eyes were full of dissatisfaction when he looked at Zhou Wanwan.

Zhou Wanwan was inexplicable, but she didn't care too much. She has already repaid the kindness of being taken care of by Teacher Li in her previous life, and if she can't get along in harmony like in her previous life, it can only be that fate is exhausted, and it is useless for her to entangle.

But if she can not face Mr. Li's inexplicable dissatisfaction, she still hopes not to face it.

After all, Shen Guodong is much cuter than Teacher Li!

Zhou Chen was too familiar with his sister's expression, and when she moved her eyes, he knew the little girl's thoughts.

Zhou Chen sat frustrated and sulked, but he didn't agree to leave his sister and Shen Guodong at home.

Several people made a fuss all morning, and Dunzi had already gone to Xiaohan Mountain, brought the Zhou family back, fed the chickens, and boiled porridge.

Zhou Yang had no choice, so he discussed whether Zhou Chen would take a day off to stay at home, right? He studied so well that he didn't delay anything if he took a day off.

Zhou Yang is really eccentric enough, and he refuses to say anything to wronged his sister and reluctantly follows Zhou Chen to school.

In the end, Zhou Chen stayed at home, and the three children happily skipped school. As a parent, Zhou Yang could only run to ask Zhou Chen for leave. (To be continued......)