"Zhao Gongzi, tell me quickly, what's going on? Qingzhao shares your worries with you, Zhao Gongzi. Li Qingzhao looked at Zhao Gongzi's blank and melancholy face, he was very anxious, and cried out as he spoke.

looked around randomly, but Zhao Mingcheng suddenly laughed, with sorrow and bitterness in his smile, and laughed twice, and suddenly turned into crying.

"What the hell am I going to do? My father suffered this disaster, and I, as a son, could not escape the blame. Zhao Mingcheng slapped his body while looking around, and said frustrating words in his mouth again.

There is no one else here, Haoyue also dares to speak, looking at Zhao Gongzi's crazy appearance, Haoyue saw it in her eyes, anxious in her heart, and supported the tip of her nose with her left hand, suddenly sore, followed by moist eyes.

She stretched her hands forward, intending to comfort Zhao Gongzi, but when she thought of her humble status, she withdrew her hand again, but said: "Zhao Gongzi, my young lady is here, what can you say to her, it's good to be happy!" ”

Li Qingzhao also said: "Yes, if you have anything to say, tell Qingzhao, Qingzhao is here!" ”

Zhao Mingcheng's eyes were groggy and blank, and he slowly put his eyes on Miss Li, and said weakly, "Miss Li." ”

Li Qingzhao looked at his skinny and haggard appearance, his heart was full of sourness, tears poured out again, and he nodded: "Qingzhao is here!" ”

Zhao Mingcheng shook his head, let his head shake, and then sighed: "What's the use of being a man and doing this to me?" ”

Li Qingzhao thought in his heart: "Zhao Gongzi is about to say his psychological words, I need to listen patiently." ”

So Li Qingzhao accepted the sound of sobbing, deliberately held his breath, and when he was uncomfortable, he exhaled his breath again, and changed his breath, so as not to let himself make a sobbing sound, so as not to make Zhao Gongzi upset.

After a while, Zhao Mingcheng said softly: "This qiē is all because of me, because of me, because of the calamity!" ”

Although Li Qingzhao knew that Zhao Gongzi had a very difficult matter, the emperor was afraid that he would blame the Zhao family. But in order to listen to Zhao Gongzi continue. He also followed Zhao Gongzi's meaning and asked, "Didn't you say that you have nothing to do?" How could this still be the case? ”

Zhao Mingcheng shook his head and said, "No, Miss Li, I am blind and naïve, thinking that the affairs of officialdom are just as I think in my heart."

But. I was wrong. In the evening today, the Cai family sent someone to hold the holy jade decree, saying that he was kind enough to watch the door and keep vigil for us. Hmph, in fact, the Cai family wants to watch us. Give us a look. ”

At this point, Zhao Mingcheng's eyes were moist, but he still had hatred, as if he hated the Cai family very much and wanted to die with them.

But suddenly his eyes drooped, and he was very weak to cover most of his eyes.

Then he said: "People treat my Zhao family like this, it's all because of me." ”

Although Li Qingzhao knew that the situation was strict and he couldn't help alone, he still wanted to say a word of relief in his heart, so he deliberately wondered: "Today I also saw that Lu Gongzi left Miss Cai angrily." How could it be possible that such a big change could have occurred in the blink of an eye? ”

Zhao Mingcheng sneered twice and said, "I don't blame Brother Lu for this, he helped me." I blame myself for this. The Holy Lord has already issued an order saying that the Cai family's family members will come to guard the house for my Zhao family, which means that the Holy Lord has regarded our Zhao family's people as criminals in his heart. He can send someone to come and see us tonight, and tomorrow he may come to raid the house. At that time, even if we are reasonable, I am afraid that it will be useless and in vain. ”

Li Qingzhao looked at the empty space, thinking about what Zhao Gongzi said. But suddenly I didn't dare to think about it anymore.

Haoyue asked again, "Then what did Miss Cai come to you for?" ”

Zhao Mingcheng snorted coldly and said, "She came to see my jokes." She swaggered over and told me how Master Cai had sued my father in the court, and she was very proud as she spoke. Piao Piao raised his arm, looking very happy.

I didn't believe it for a while, but then I saw the guard at the door, and I believed her. She called me out, and I was already overwhelmed and hollow in my heart. Overwhelmed. He really brought such a big disaster to his father.

I went out with her, and she spoke to the doorman at the gate of my house, and threw some silver on purpose, and deliberately showed it to me, to show me, in order to arouse the anger in my heart.

Although Mingcheng is a scholar, he can't help being insulted like this.

After leaving the house, I spoke to her righteously, but she set it aside and didn't want to ask much.

She told me that Lord Cai had already told the saint that there was a swinger in Lord Zhao's family, who didn't learn and didn't know how to do anything, and he messed with flowers and grass all day long, which really lost the face of the court. Hmph, the swinger she said was Zhao Defu, Zhao Mingcheng. ”

As soon as he said this, he deliberately shouted his name very loudly, as if to vent his dissatisfaction, but he expressed his helplessness.

When Li Qingzhao heard this, he felt a burst of anger in his heart, and thought, "Why did Lord Cai frame a good person like this? Presumably, corruption is also a matter of chasing after the wind, and even if there is something, it is just groundless, adding fuel and vinegar, and becoming a crime. ”

Zhao Mingcheng shouted twice, and then said: "She said, Lord Cai remembered that we were kind to the court in the past, and we didn't want to do things absolutely, but I need to do something." ”

Li Qingzhao hurriedly asked, "What's the matter?" ”

Zhao Mingcheng said: "That is, let me marry a country woman as my wife, and I will not be allowed to take a concubine for life, and that wife needs to be a yellow-faced mother-in-law." If I do this, she will ask Lord Cai to say a few kind words in front of the saint, and show some mercy when punishing us. If I don't do this, hum, she will let Lord Cai say all my bad things in front of the emperor, so that our Zhao family will not be able to turn over. ”

"Humm" twice, Zhao Mingcheng looked very weak.

Li Qingzhao was furious at this time, and said: "The law of the Great Song Dynasty is here, and the Son of Heaven is also there, where can she be allowed to do such evil?" ”

Zhao Mingcheng said: "I also thought it was like this, but the reality is not like this. ”

Li Qingzhao thought to himself: "Feudal**, the emperor has the final say, what is this?" It's still modern democracy! ”

Haoyue also said: "Is there no other way for us?" ”

Zhao Mingcheng said: "Yes." ”

Li Qingzhao's eyes lit up and said, "What way?" ”

Zhao Mingcheng smiled bitterly: "I married a yellow-faced woman, she is happy, and there will be no problem." ”

When Li Qingzhao and Haoyue heard it, they both felt very ridiculous.

Zhao Mingcheng laughed to himself, his expression uncertain.

He turned his head to Miss Li and said, "Miss Li." You see I've become like this, what are you looking for me for? ”

Li Qingzhao was furious when he heard his words, and he was anxious and angry in his heart, he obviously regarded himself as a confidant. But he still asks such ruthless and unrighteous words.

So Li Qingzhao sank his face and deliberately asked, "What do you mean by this?" Do you mean that I don't deserve to come to you? ”

Zhao Mingcheng hurriedly shook his head and said, "How dare Mingcheng say that? It's just that today is different from the past, I no longer have a glorious and rich body, and you come to me, it is useless and useless. Let others see it this way. If I implicate you, wouldn't I add another sin? ”

Li Qingzhao listened to his words, tears rushed and rolled out a lot, and he was anxious, so he said again: "Do you only care about yourself? You added a sin, what about me? If there really is something, you should think about me, why are you still talking about your reputation? ”

Zhao Mingcheng listened to Miss Li's words very reasonably, and nodded hurriedly: "Yes, Miss Li is right." ”

Li Qingzhao didn't mean to be more serious with him. It's just a whim, thinking that I can stay and advance and retreat with him, so I said something like that.

Zhao Mingcheng's heart is soft now, his ears are also soft, and what he listens to is what he is, so he is busy apologizing to Miss Li.

Li Qingzhao heard Zhao Gongzi apologize to him, his heart calmed down a little, and said: "Zhao Gongzi, Qingzhao is by your side, you still have me!" ”

Zhao Mingcheng regained his godless appearance. shook his whole body and said with a wry smile: "Have you?" With you, I'll just drag you down. ”

Li Qingzhao hurriedly said: "Why do you say that again? The world is thin, and people are evil. Now that you need comfort, how can I abandon you? ”

Zhao Mingcheng was already very guilty about abandoning Miss Li. Now hearing her say this, she is even more ashamed, so she deliberately said angrily: "Big man, do I need someone to comfort me?" What are you? Where are you from? Why are you still looking for me? ”

Li Qingzhao heard him say three "you" words in a row, and the hatred was pressed on his lips every word, as if he had all this hatred with himself. Therefore, all the anger and anger in my heart were vented for a while, and I didn't hold back, I stretched out my hand and slapped it.

Zhao Mingcheng was slapped suddenly, his head seemed to be much sober, and he didn't sway his body anymore, he froze there, looking at Miss Li with his eyes, but there was tenderness in his eyes.

Li Qingzhao finished fighting, but he woke up like Fang Meng, looked at his palm, and then looked at Zhao Gongzi, his mouth grew up, but he was sobbing and no longer silent.

Frightened in his heart, Li Qingzhao thought: "How can I do this, Zhao Gongzi is already very sad, and now if I do this again, won't he make it worse?" What would he think of me? Who am I? ”

Therefore, Li Qingzhao was busy thinking about apologizing, so he stuttered and said, "Zhao Gongzi, I, you, do you hurt?" ”

Zhao Mingcheng looked at her, but showed a smile, shook his head and said, "I don't hurt, Miss Li, you woke me up." ”

Li Qingzhao's eyes lit up and said, "Are you awake?" Are you saying you're no longer depressed? ”

Zhao Mingcheng shook his head again and said, "The matter is a foregone conclusion, it doesn't matter if I am depressed or not." ”

Li Qingzhao hurriedly said: "There is a relationship, there is a relationship." As long as you think about self-preservation, you will be able to ......"

"How can I protect myself?" Zhao Mingcheng suddenly asked, "My father has become like this, how can I protect myself?" ”

Then he shook his head, and Zhao Mingcheng smiled bitterly again: "I went to Taixue, a school villa that everyone admires, and a good place to touch." When I entered, I was full of enthusiasm, thinking that I was going to glorify my ancestors, and he was an official in the court and a loyal minister. I am good at calligraphy and painting, and when the time comes, I will study it for a long time, and leave a book that will go down in history. How good? ”

When he said this, his face was full of longing.

But suddenly his face sank again, and he said again: "I have been in school for many years, and I know a lot about the ways of Confucius and Mencius. But what? Did it work? I have been studying hard for ten years, but now I can't even protect my family, and I have to end up marrying a yellow-faced woman, where have I read all my books? ”

The more he talked, the more difficult it was to control himself, and Zhao Mingcheng finally couldn't help it, and slapped his thigh hard to show his anger.

Li Qing looked at it, and it was already impossible to shed tears, and the rolling tears moistened his collar like a pouring rainstorm.

"Zhao Gongzi, don't say it." Li Qingzhao reached out to grab Zhao Gongzi's arm, trying to stop him.

The two are close to each other, but this time Zhao Mingcheng doesn't feel shy, he just hates it in his heart.

Li Qingzhao pressed him hard, he gradually calmed down, but said with tears in his eyes: "Miss Li, in fact, when you came just now, she had already told me her request. At that time, I was angry in my heart, but suddenly I saw you, and all of a sudden I had no worries in my heart, and I only thought about what to say and what not to say when I met you.

However, now that I think about it, I think that it is best to put your appearance in my heart, and I can't trouble you, so I don't want to see you again. I thought to myself, you're it. ”

As soon as he finished speaking, Zhao Mingcheng broke free of Miss Li's arm and wanted to go home.

Li Qingzhao choked up several times, and when he saw Zhao Gongzi so disappointed, he said again: "Didn't you wake up just now?" ”

Zhao Mingcheng nodded and said: "I'm awake, I know that I should do my best to do something for my family, I should marry a country girl, live in seclusion in the mountains and forests with her, and end my life." In this way, my father and mother will have a good way out. ”

Li Qingzhao said angrily: "Do you also believe Cai Nu's words?" ”

Zhao Mingcheng said: "What if you don't believe it? The doorman is an example, my father's life and death are all on me, what should I do? ”

Li Qingzhao listened to Zhao Gongzi's words, and his heart was bitter and sad, it was already to the extreme.

Why do you have to deal with such a situation?

Let yourself be crazy and helpless, and your heart hurts, but there is no way.

Zhao Mingcheng said again: "Cai Nu is angry now, she wants to harm me, so she wants to hurt you." Miss Li, tell Master Sù to pay more attention. ”

Haoyue was anxious for a while, so she wanted to speak, but when she saw such a scene, she closed her mouth again, and only said secretly in her heart: "Look at her daring to come to us for trouble." ”

Li Qing looked at Zhao Gongzi's very sincere appearance, and thought in his heart: "Zhao Gongzi is right, once he is in trouble, where should his father go?" ”

So suddenly, Li Qingzhao felt that he had another burden in his heart.

Zhao Mingcheng didn't wait for Miss Li to speak again, he turned around and walked a few steps away, but suddenly said loudly: "Miss Li, don't pay attention." ”

He originally shouted, but there was a sense of vicissitudes in his shouting.

After Zhao Mingcheng finished shouting, he blamed himself in his heart and said: "My father and mother have suffered because of me, and now Miss Li also needs to pay attention, in case I also suffer, then I, Zhao Mingcheng, will really become a heinous sinner." Miss Cai, your wishful thinking is really good, you won me. You've hurt me deep enough, are you satisfied? ”

Shaking his body, Zhao Mingcheng walked towards the door of the mansion in a trance again. (To be continued.) )

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