Chapter 123: Past Life
It's a really weird feeling.
She knew very well that she was dreaming, but she couldn't break free. There seems to be an inexplicable force that pulled her into this strange dream, allowing her to witness what happened to Ye Qinglan in her previous life.
Forget it, let's just watch a movie, keep watching!
The scene has not changed, it is still this room. But at this time, the girl was already thin and unshaped, lying on the bed with her eyes closed, and her face was extremely haggard.
Ye Yuanzhou sat on the edge of the bed, his face anxious and painful: "Lan'er, you haven't eaten for a few days. If you continue like this, where will you be able to afford it? I beg you, would you like to eat a little. You toss yourself so much, I look so uncomfortable......"
But no matter how much he pleaded, the girl on the bed still closed her eyes and refused to say a word. Apparently determined to die.
Ye Yuanzhou had nothing to do, and finally had remorse, and his eyes were moist: "Lan'er, I know it's my fault, I shouldn't have done anything on the horse that Yushu was riding, and he fell off the horse...... But I really didn't mean to kill him. I'm just too jealous of him, why is he your fiancé, he can marry you and have you for the rest of his life. I love you so much, but I can only watch other men get close to you. I did something wrong on the spur of the moment. I regret it now, it's all my fault, you can do whatever you want to me, don't torture yourself like this......"
The girl's eyelashes moved, and she finally opened her eyes, two lines of tears quietly slipped from the corners of her eyes, and her eyes looking at Ye Yuanzhou were extremely complicated. His lips moved, and his voice was extremely low.
Ye Yuanzhou didn't hear what she was talking about, but he could see what she was going to say from the shape of his lips.
I hate you!
Without you, my life would be safe and happy. If it weren't for you, I would have become a couple with Cousin Xue. He wasn't a very good man, but he loved me very much. Will be good to me for the rest of my life. If it weren't for you, Cousin Xue wouldn't have died, and I wouldn't have become a mourning star in the eyes of others, let alone be regarded as a fox who seduced my own brother. will not be scolded and disgusted by their parents and thrown into this yard to fend for themselves......
I hate you, and I don't want to see you again even if I have an afterlife......
The hatred in her eyes was so palpable, and then, the light faded out. I finally closed my eyes and never woke up again. The fragrance is gone. Fate to Huangquan.
Ye Yuanzhou's heart was like a knife, and he cried loudly, his cry was full of endless remorse.
I'm sorry. Lan'er, I didn't mean to kill Yushu, and I didn't expect that I would force you to choose to die on a hunger strike. I just love you too much and want to monopolize your person and heart. You won't be alone on Huangquan Road, and I'll be with you soon......
The scene shifts to a desolate hill again.
The girl's funeral was very simple. A coffin, a round mound of earth, rested in the ground. No one came to see her, only Ye Yuanzhou knelt in front of the grave stupidly, and whispered in his mouth: "Lan'er, Yushu is dead." You followed him too. So what am I still doing in this world alone? You wait for me, I'll go to you now. If there is an afterlife, let's stop being brothers and sisters, okay? I will marry you in style. Love you for the rest of your life and be good to you......"
Gradually, Ye Yuanzhou's voice became smaller and smaller. A trace of blood spilled from the corner of his lips, and his heart ached.
He knew that the properties of the poison he had drunk before coming were attacking. This poison, called Heding Red, is violently toxic. The seizure is painful.
But no amount of pain can compare to the severe pain brought to him by Lan'er's death. Right now. All this suffering is over......
Ye Yuanzhou kept spitting out blood from his mouth, his face was gray, and he finally fell in front of the grave. At the last moment of his death, he struggled to open his eyes and take a final look at the wooden plaque on the grave, as if he wanted to remember the name Ye Qinglan in his heart forever......
Ye Qinglan woke up in shock, cold sweat on her forehead.
This dream is simply clear and terrifying. Was it because of Gu Xinian's words that she had such a dream, or was it the residual consciousness in this body that introduced her to the scene of her previous life?
The more she thought about it, the more chaotic she became, so she simply sat up straight and thought carefully.
No, this is by no means her fantasy. This qiē was so real that her heart still tingled until now. Only when you have truly experienced these things will you leave such a deep memory in your body.
But Ye Qinglan in this life, how could she remember the events of her previous life?
Could it be that before she crossed over, Ye Qinglan was a reborn person like Gu Xinian?
As soon as this conjecture came to mind, Ye Qinglan suddenly gasped.
If you speculate in this direction, after the original owner was reborn, he wanted to avoid the fate of his previous life and avoid Ye Yuanzhou everywhere. But Ye Yuanzhou, like in his previous life, still fell in love with his biological sister. The original owner lived in fear every day, and when Ye Yuanzhou showed strange feelings, he fell into despair again. Then, this poor girl, who was weak and helpless, chose to end her life again. Knowing that he was allergic to apricot blossoms, he drank a whole bottle of apricot blossom dew. Once again, the fragrance is gone. But I didn't expect that she would be cheaper, a wisp of the ghost of the afterlife......
Thinking of this, Ye Qinglan not only did not feel relaxed, but became more and more headaches.
If things follow the trajectory of things, Xue Yushu will become her fiancé in the future. And Ye Yuanzhou, who was jealous and hateful, would still kill Xue Yushu while impulsive. Then, this brother-sister feud could no longer be hidden, and it quickly became the biggest scandal in the aristocratic circle of the capital.
At that time, even if she is innocent, who will believe it? She didn't want to marry anyone again. can only be claustrophobic in a deserted courtyard to fend for itself.
She must not let this happen!
Ye Qinglan pursed the corners of her lips, and her eyes flashed with determination. The original owner is too weak to passively resist fate in this way. But she will never talk about life and death lightly. No matter what happens, she must face it bravely and reverse her fate!
Now it seems that her situation is not too bad. At least, she had managed to stay in the capital. But Ye Yuanzhou is far away in Zhengzhou, and the two are far apart, even if Ye Yuanzhou has more thoughts, it will not affect her for the time being.
And what she has to do is to do her best to find another family business for herself. lest the innocent and poor Xue Yushu repeat the mistakes of his previous life. Also, if she sees Ye Yuanzhou again, she must always remember to keep a distance from him and never give him any opportunity to take advantage of......
After thinking about it all night, Ye Qinglan's face was naturally better the next day, and she couldn't see where to go.
When Rui Xue was grooming her, she stopped talking several times. Ye Qinglan naturally knew that Rui Xue was worried about herself, and smiled without a trace: "I slept late yesterday, and my face is really not very good-looking today." Ruixue, you can apply some rouge for me! "Lest Gu Xiyu see that something is wrong later.
Ruixue nodded, and was about to start taking the rouge, when suddenly there was a knock on the door.
So early, who else could there be besides Gu Xiyu?
Gui Yuan hurriedly opened the door, and sure enough, it was Gu Xiyu standing outside the door. At this time, it was too late to apply any rouge, so Ye Qinglan had to smile and get up to greet her.
Gu Xiyu also couldn't sleep all night, and dark circles faintly appeared under her eyes. looked up at Ye Qinglan, but couldn't help frowning: "Your face is so ugly." ”
Ye Qinglan smiled: "You're not the same. ”
The atmosphere between the two was unusually awkward. I didn't even know what to say for a while.
After a while, Ye Qinglan broke the silence: "You haven't had breakfast yet, let's eat together." Gu Xiyu nodded obediently.
When they arrived in the dining room, the maids had already prepared breakfast. The two sat down and ate breakfast in silence. It is said that food is silent, in fact, the two of them usually don't say anything when eating. But today, somehow, there is always some inexplicable embarrassment in the silence.
Gu Xiyu only ate a few bites, and then lost her appetite. put aside the chopsticks, was stunned for a moment and said, "Why don't you ask me, what did the eldest brother tell me yesterday?" ”
Ye Qinglan smiled slightly: "How can I ask about the matter between your brothers and sisters." Besides, she already knew it, what else was there to ask?
Gu Xiyu lowered her eyelids and was silent. If Ye Qinglan really asked, would she tell her eldest brother everything Ye Qinglan said? This question bothered her all night, but she didn't expect Ye Qinglan to let her go so lightly.
"Cousin Xiyu, I have something I want to discuss with you." Ye Qinglan softened her voice: "I have been in the Dingguo Mansion for more than 20 days, and I have been out for so long, I miss the sixth sister very much." So, I want to leave and go back today......"
What the? Gu Xiyu Huo Ran raised his head, his eyes were full of panic: "You want to leave?" ”
Ye Qinglan nodded fiercely: "Well, I should go back too." It's a good place, but it's not my home. I've got to go back. "Even if there is no agreement between her and Gu Xinian last night, she will not stay for a few more days. Sister Qiao'er's first birthday is approaching, and she should have gone back. Now it's just a few days in advance.
Gu Xiyu's eyes quickly rose with mist, as pitiful and helpless as an abandoned child.
Ye Qinglan resolutely refused to let her heart soften, and comforted gently: "Don't be like this, if you miss me in the future, I will come to see you again." Or you can go to Changyuan Bofu to find me. There are many opportunities to meet in the future! Of course, these words were to comfort Gu Xiyu.
In fact, she had already made up her mind that after leaving the Dingguo Mansion, she would stay away from their brothers and sisters. This is not only to protect himself, but also for the sake of Gu Xiyu. As long as she is gone, Gu Xiyu and Gu Xinian will naturally return to their former intimacy, and there will be no more disputes because of an outsider.
Gu Xiyu's tears rolled in her eyes, and she asked in a low voice, "Is what you said true?" Do you still come to see me often? ”
Ye Qinglan nodded vigorously, but there was a sour feeling in her heart.
I'm sorry, Gu Xiyu, I lied to you. 'M afraid...... I won't come to see you again.