Xie Fanyan said very sincerely, Concubine Shu put down her heart for the time being, put herself in Xie Fanyan's shoes and thought about it, and then nodded, "But this is just the appearance, if you want to go on like this for a long time, you have to quickly grasp the heart of my younger brother in these days." After all, it's only ten months pregnant. As for grandmother, it's really strange, I used to praise you in front of me, saying that I want to learn from your calm and generous, but suddenly I was cold to you, what the Taoist aunt said, I don't believe it, not to mention grandmother, is there any misunderstanding between you and grandmother? ”

Speaking of this, Xie Fanyan suddenly "chuckled" in his heart.

Thinking of the days when he first woke up and faced, the whole family ignored him, and Chen Jinyu only appeared for a moment.

That's how my sister died alone.

Then she woke up.

But I never thought about why.

For her, the new life was all forced to accept, and now, someone asked her.

Xie Fanyan smiled, "How could grandmother not believe it, after all, the older you are, the more you pay attention to this kind of thing." ”

Concubine Shu shook her head, "Although I don't know what happened to you and grandmother, but it won't be this reason anyway, grandmother doesn't believe in these things the most, and it's weird." ”

Xie Fanyan was a little stunned for a while.

Suddenly remembered that Li had also looked at himself and sighed, "You stupid child, you look usually smart, but in the end, you don't know how to recruit the old lady's ...... in vain."

It seems that the reason that everyone knows is also an excuse that many people know.

It's just an excuse to snub yourself, just an excuse to let yourself live and die.

Xie Fanyan faintly thought of an idea. My heart was cold, and my smile trembled slightly.

It's just covered up in the end.

"Grandmother's thoughts, who knows. Maybe I was clumsy, and I didn't know if I made her angry. Xie Fanyan tried his best to be light, but he subconsciously didn't dare to raise his eyes to look at Concubine Shu, and disguised himself and took a chess piece and rubbed it in his hand.

The warm chess pieces gradually smoothed out in the hand.

Concubine Shu didn't embarrass her, and turned to talk about other things and didn't mention this matter anymore, Xie Fanyan breathed a sigh of relief in her heart.

By the time I got out of Fanghua Palace, it was close to dusk. Xie Fanyan refused to send him out, and only said that it would be good to go back with Aunt Wei.

Concubine Shu agreed, and asked Aunt Wei to take her back.

Xie Fanyan went out. felt that a thin layer of fine sweat appeared behind him, not because of Concubine Shu, but because of the speculation in his heart.

The old lady deliberately found an excuse to snub herself and let herself fend for herself in the garden!

Sooner than she thought, she knew about the feud between this body and the eldest princess.

No wonder. No wonder. When Chen Hao swore to find out the evidence that the aunt was a liar for himself, the old lady's face was clearly indifferent.

Indifference is inherently meaningless whether it is true or false.

Indifferent, originally what she wanted was a result.

What is the process of achieving the goal? It's really fake, it turns out that it really doesn't matter.

So I came out of Lee's room that day. Li was not encouraged by his son's words, but smiled faintly with pity.

That day was left by the old lady. Let the old lady tell the things in her heart, she has a trace of hope and luck, maybe she thinks that as the young lady of the palace, this elder who once had a loving expression will not allow the eldest princess to hurt herself at will.

Unexpectedly, earlier than she imagined, the old lady had already lost the life and death of this body in her heart.

Sister, that's how she was forced to die.

As for himself, if it weren't for the accident of Concubine Shu, would he also follow in the footsteps of his sister?

Suddenly, Xie Fanyan suddenly raised his head and remembered something he had never thought about.

The old lady said that in the October when she was pregnant, the eldest princess's people would not come to harass her, so that she could complete the plan with peace of mind. How did she know that the eldest princess would not embarrass herself? It's like a negotiated resolution.

The old lady and the eldest princess discussed that they would not find trouble for themselves during this time.

Did he also secretly discuss something else, such as his own life and death?

The sun fell on Xie Fanyan's back, Xie Fanyan slowly stepped on his shadow and walked slowly, not feeling the warmth at all.

Aunt Wei saw that Xie Fanyan's expression was a little wrong, and after thinking about it, she felt that it might be that this time she entered the palace, which brought too much pressure to Xie Fanyan, which made this child afraid, after all, she was just a young lady in the palace, and there was only one concubine room by the side of the prince of Jinyu, maybe she hadn't experienced much, and experiencing this was indeed a huge test for her.

"The young lady walks slowly, and the maid will introduce the palace to the young lady." Aunt Wei was empathetic and wanted to divert the attention of this young woman.

"Do you see the hall over there, that's the emperor's Zhengde Palace, the emperor rests there on weekdays, it's close to the place of the early dynasty, and it's not far from Niangniang's Fanghua Palace, Niangniang always said that she can also get dragon energy." Ordinary people are always very longing, reverent, and full of curiosity about this. Aunt Wei thought softly, the young lady should also stop and take a look, and then ask herself a few words with a little excitement.

Xie Fanyan really stopped, but his expression was calm and his eyes were far away.

From such an expression, Aunt Wei didn't see the turbulence in Xie Fanyan's heart.

Your Majesty, Your Majesty.

Your woman is pregnant, but it is possible to turn your bloodline upside down, and what about your supreme position in the world, or the woman next to you is calculating your own flesh and blood.

Your Majesty, are you angry?

Kill them, kill them!

Kill them all, leave no mouth alive!

Xie Fanyan closed his eyes, took a deep breath, and then continued to walk towards the palace gate, his steps a little faster.

She felt like she was going crazy.

At that moment, she really longed for the palace and was forced to go to a dead end.

When he went out of the palace gate and saw the carriage waiting at the door, Xie Fanyan felt a little resistant in his heart. I don't want to, I don't want to go back to that place so quickly.

My sister died there.

In the cold eyes of everyone.

"Aunt Wei. You go back first, I, I don't want to go back for now. Walk around the streets. ”

"Young lady, it's getting dark, let's go back to the house first."

Xie Fanyan just shook his head, turned around and bumped into Wei Hongyu's somewhat concerned eyes, thought about it, and desperately suppressed the irritability that he obviously felt when he explained more in his heart, "I'm tired." Now I just want to walk around alone. ”

Wei Hongyu looked at Xie Fanyan and nodded, "It's okay." The young lady came back earlier, and the maid went back first. After saying that, he went to the carriage of the palace, got into the carriage lightly, and said a few words to the coachman. The coachman glanced at Xie Fanyan. And then there wasn't much to go with.

Wei Hongyu thought that this young lady was depressed because of this plan and the pressure of entering the palace this time. At this time, you can't be forced too hard, but you should let go and let the young lady think clearly, so she is not reluctant. She closed her eyes slightly in the bump of the carriage, wanting to rest, at this time, if she knew that Xie Fanyan was now restraining herself from pulling her legs and running back to the palace to run to the emperor to tell the emperor everything, and try her best not to turn back and drag her steps slowly down the street. Aunt Wei is afraid that she will never have such a relaxed expression now.

Xie Fanyan walked to the bustling street market and suddenly felt a sense of relief.

Hidden in the wild. Hidden in the city, if there is no need to entangle with the eldest princess in this life, and there is no need to be in the palace and the snake, such a lively and prosperous situation may still be something she can get involved in.

Walking, but aimlessly.

There were also people on the street who turned around, looking at this woman who was gorgeously dressed and beautiful but combing the woman's hair in a trance, and they all showed a little inquiry, a little curiosity, and guessed in their hearts which noble lady this was, but they quickly retracted their expressions and walked back to their respective roads.

Passing by a dismal noodle shop, the relatively young boss and the proprietress were chattering about today's firewood, rice, oil and salt expenditures, while the two young daughters and sons around them laughed and chased each other in their quarrels.

Xie Fanyan glanced at it silently, his footsteps didn't stop, but he always thought about the scene in his mind.

In the world, everyone has their own troubles, and they can only walk by themselves, which is irreplaceable.

Are you born to suffer? But there are countless hilarities and laughter in this world.

"Mrs. Xie." It seemed that someone was calling himself from behind, Xie Fanyan was not sure, and just continued to walk forward.

"Mrs. Xie." This time it was confirmed, and there were indeed people who called themselves.

Xie Fanyan quickly regained his senses, looked back, but didn't see anyone, did he really hear it wrong?

A trace of confusion flashed in Xie Fanyan's eyes, and he turned around to continue walking. The voice fell out of thin air again, "Mrs. Xie, here." Xie Fanyan grasped the source of the sound this time, and hurriedly followed the sound, in a delicate and low-key small carriage that did not look very luxurious, a person lifted the curtain and smiled, the brown glass was strange and abnormal in the last afterglow of the sunset, it turned out to be him.

Xie Fanyan smiled and walked over, "His Royal Highness the King of Shu." ”

"It's really Mrs. Xie. When I looked at the back image just now, I thought I was dazzled. King Shu Lian Xu smiled slowly, that smile was like an ink painting, a little bit smudged, into a soft and harmonious no more, no less.

Even though Xie Fanyan was not the first time he saw him, he still had to tremble slightly for such a thrilling appearance.

"I just entered the palace to see Concubine Shu, and I don't want to go back to the palace in a hurry, and I don't know where to go for a while."

"So, I know a good place." Lian Xu made an inviting gesture, "Madame, it's better to get into the carriage first and then discuss." ”

This is inappropriate, but the deviant thoughts in Xie Fanyan's heart are getting stronger and stronger, why is it inappropriate, is there someone in his heart who cares about him very much? It doesn't seem to be. Do you have something in your heart that you want to protect desperately? It doesn't seem to be. Do you have a reason why you have to obey and can't be violated? It doesn't seem to be. So why take care of others.

If you think for yourself, you will do it.

Do you think for yourself?

Looking at the warm smiling face of the King of Shu, thinking of the thrilling moment of life and death that day, he turned the danger into a disaster, and he also had such a pair of eyes, against the light, and the eyes refracted different lights.

"Okay." Xie Fanyan smiled and jumped into the small carriage with his skirt.

The carriage quickly moved away, away from the lively street.

And the place where the carriage stopped looked up, there was a restaurant with the words "drunk and not returning", and in the elegant seat on the third floor of the restaurant, a pair of eyes stared at the distant carriage, and the expression in the eyes was cloudy.

"That lady is already married to a woman, Brother Jinyu has been staring at others from the beginning, Luo Fu has a husband, he shouldn't be delusional." The man sitting opposite chuckled and poured Chen Jinyu a glass of wine.

"Hmm." Chen Jinyu's face was a little mocking, and she responded coldly.

"Could it be that Brother Jinyu knows that woman?"

"Hmm." Another cold response.

Chen Jinyu drank the wine in the glass and suddenly asked, "Is she okay?" ”

"I just came from her, she's fine, and he." The man sitting on the opposite side was not surprised by Chen Jinyu's brainless question, stared at Chen Jinyu, and replied.

"Well, that's good." Chen Jinyu smiled.

"After so many years, I thought you had let go."

"I just let it go." Chen Jinyu frowned, and went to pour the wine again, "I just thought of the old friend's feelings, and I knew that you came from her, so I asked." ”

"Since you let it go, why don't you want to give up the Charm Valley? It's not like I don't know what you're doing in secret. He hesitated for a moment and then spoke, "She's the same, she's the same, and she knows it." ”

"You care so much, after so many years, why do you let it go?" Chen Jinyu squinted, raised her head and drank the contents of the cup again, "In the final analysis, I go to the Charm Valley every year to see her, not to see how well she is doing, but to see her have a bad life, and to see her regret." ”

"Mo Yan, why don't you let it go, when the jade pendant of the three people was in her hand, she took the piece in that person's hand alone, after so many years, is it only me who is unsettled?" Chen Jinyu took advantage of the slightly drunken wine, word by word, to remove the mask that was quiet and gentle and smiling from the face of the man opposite.

Sure enough, the handsome man named Mo Yan collapsed little by little, and finally disappeared, and then smiled again, "Can't you give me some face, you didn't seem to be like this before." ”

After speaking, he shook his head, "No, you have been a little wrong since the beginning, you were originally sipping the wine, but now it has become a glass of wine, you are not happy, you always have to pull me." ”

Chen Jinyu's expression on his face froze, and his eyes became even darker, "Maybe you are right, for so many years, alone, to see her every year, you can still have a focused position." But what about me, I originally thought that I had let go, and I also wanted to live a normal life, marry a wife and have children, no matter how unforgettable I am, I will forget, I told you before, I will love my wife very much......" Chen Jinyu was a little incoherent, and the wine was still under the stomach cup by glass. "However, how did I become what I am today, marrying a wife and having children, holding my hands and holding a white head, such a small wish has become an extravagant hope for me." (To be continued......)