Chapter 213: Thinking about yourself

Looking at Xiang Gong's distant figure, Li Qingzhao clenched her hands tightly, and then slowly let go, her eyes were crossed, tears spilled on her front body, and when Xiang Gong walked away, she also lifted her toes, stretched her head forward, looked left and right, and was reluctant until Xiang Gong walked away.

Dropping his heels, Li Qingzhao still shook his head from side to side, thinking about Xianggong's appearance and smiling. Xianggong's movements and stillness all appeared in Li Qingzhao's heart.

Now that Xianggong is gone, Li Qingzhao is standing alone in place, empty and affectionate, and a little reluctant.

Bowing his head to comfort himself, Li Qingzhao thought to himself: "I also experienced a goodbye with Xianggong before, and it didn't happen at that time, why does Xianggong only go to a Taixue institution now, and he is reluctant to give up?" Oh, Li Qingzhao, you don't have to be too nostalgic, come back in a few days, and you can tell him about your lovesickness. ”

Thinking about it in her heart, Li Qingzhao was a lot relieved, and took a long breath, she naturally lowered her hands, let go of her hands, but her eyes couldn't help but look forward. Seeing that there were only pedestrians in front of her, she still gently shook her head from side to side, as if if she would see Xianggong if she looked closely.

She finally couldn't see Xianggong, so she comforted herself in her heart: "Xianggong has gone to Taixuefu, I don't have to think like this, let alone worry, what's there?" Go back and forget it. ”

As soon as he turned his foot, Li Qingzhao wanted to turn back, but just looked back, but stopped again. Li Qingzhao turned around and looked again, saw the passers-by, and carefully discerned them, after all, there was still no justice.

Li Qingzhao's heart sank again. She looked up again. I feel that the person in front of me is so familiar, but if I look closely, I am still a stranger.

At this time, Li Qingzhao heard his sister behind him shouting, "Miss." ”

Li Qingzhao turned around. Busy said: "What? ”

It was Haoyue who was calling her, and Haoyue said, "We should go back." ”

Li Qingzhao lowered his head and pondered, and said very casually: "Oh! ”

Looking at the empty place, her heart was not here, she slowly walked back, and suddenly was supported by Sister Haoyue's arm. She looked more closely and saw that she had arrived at her sister's place. And from his position here, he didn't even know how he came here.

Haoyue looked at the young lady and said tentatively, "We should go back." ”

Li Qingzhao didn't think much about it. Nodding, he walked towards Fuchu.

This morning and afternoon, Li Qingzhao didn't have any energy, so he looked left. Take a look at the right. There is nothing left to see in the courtyard. She looked up at the sky from time to time, only to feel that there was nothing empty, and from time to time she looked down at the ground, only to feel that the ground was still there, but her heart could not be still.

I didn't look at anything, just closed my eyes.

But what's the point of closing your eyes?

Li Qingzhao was bored staying in the courtyard by himself, so he returned to the room and looked left and right. Still don't think anything is interesting.

Suddenly fixed his eyes on the bed in front of him, on the wall. A big happy word in front of me. Li Qingzhao is happy in his heart, and this happy word is for himself.

The major events of his life have been solved, and he married the person he likes, which can be regarded as the happiest thing for himself.

In that case, what are you worried about?

Li Qingzhao strode forward, walked to the edge of the bed and sat down slowly, looked at the happy word on the wall, stared straight at the happy word, took off his shoes and went to bed, and couldn't help but stretch out his hand to touch the happy word.

Thinking back to the innocent night of spring with Xianggong, it is difficult to sleep, it really makes people have a feeling of pleasure that they want to say but can't say, and that feeling is enough to make people fascinated and dream. Holding your hands tightly and grasping into the void, you feel that there is a power in your heart, in every part of your body.

Li Qingzhao stretched out his hand and put it between his chest, smiled sweetly, looked at the wall with his eyes, and his heart had already run away.

Suddenly, in the blink of an eye, Li Qingzhao said in his heart: "That kind of thing between men and women, how can I think indiscriminately as a woman?" ”

Her face flushed, and even though there was no one else around, she also felt panicked. So he hurriedly got out of bed, put on his shoes, and straightened his clothes, Li Qingzhao muttered to himself: "You can't think about it, you can't think about it." ”

Hurriedly went out again, Li Qingzhao looked left and right, and saw that there were no other people around, and some people were all in a hurry, and they didn't notice her here at all.

Li Qingzhao thought to himself: "Presumably, Mingcheng is just an honest man who reads at home, so don't play with others." Otherwise, these subordinates would have come here a long time ago, and this house would not be so deserted. ”

After another thought, Li Qingzhao said in his heart: "It's okay like this, there is no one left, I am with Mingcheng, and the world of the two of us can do whatever they want." ”

As soon as his heart was relieved, Li Qingzhao forgot what he had just thought in his heart, so he turned around and went back to the house, closed the door, and then turned around and walked towards the house.

Sitting on a chair, Li Qingzhao accidentally saw a book or something like that under the table. She leaned over to pick it up, opened it and saw that the first page was a poem, a poem by Dongpo Gong, in which the words "Spring Night is worth a thousand gold, flowers are fragrant and the moon is yin" appeared in front of her eyes.

Li Qingzhao only felt trembling all over, and thought of the affair on the night of marriage, his pretty face turned red again, and his heart, which was already beating steadily, was beating violently at this time.

If you don't love each other, how can you not be lovesick? If you say you're not shy, how can you not be shy?

Li Qingzhao thought about the scene of his meeting with Xianggong in his heart, and thought about the fact that he and Xianggong were thick and thick, excited and shy.

But after all, Xianggong went to study in Taixue, and it was rude to keep Xianggong again, and a girl's family held Xianggong's hand on the street, what kind of system did it become?

Thinking of this, Li Qingzhao laughed and drooped his head crookedly, which was particularly cute at this time.

With a pout, Li Qingzhao said coquettishly in his heart: "Xianggong, you will leave as soon as you go, and I don't care about you." You'll be glad if you're back later! ”

Cheering himself up, Li Qingzhao chatted with self-encouragement and raised his fist. Show that you don't care about the public at all.

But how is this possible?

As soon as he raised his fist, Li Qingzhao immediately felt a little empty, so he put his fist down again weakly, looking at the empty place emptily.

"How is this possible? I can't get rid of the appearance of the husband in my heart. Li Qingzhao pursed his lips and thought anxiously: "Mingcheng, what kind of magic power do you have." Can you make me like this? ”

Where to find Junjie? Where is the bosom friend? Could it be the dumb Zhao Mingcheng in his heart?

It's really him, and he can't change it anyway, and now he is guarding the empty room alone. Just waiting for him here.

Not even a person to have fun, drinking tea? Drinking tea alone? What's the point of that?

Looking at the paintings? What's the point of looking at the portrait of the two alone?

Reading? In the past few years, for the sake of the name of a beautiful girl, have you read fewer books?

Ah......

Li Qingzhao put his hands on his face and put his elbows on the table. His face sank. What exactly should be done? This is Zhao's Mansion, it is no longer his own home, and he should be more restrained in everything he does.

Forget it, it's better to forget it in your own house, sitting and lying down, lying horizontally, no one cares about it.

Li Qingzhao's body suddenly felt weak and got up slowly. Looking around, I just felt that there was no point in doing anything.

So he simply took a few steps over. Li Qingzhao fell on the edge of the bed all of a sudden, rolled over, and lay flat on the bed, staring at the curtain with both eyes, thoughtful.

The little hands were pinching each other, Li Qingzhao was lying down, but he felt uncomfortable, so he looked to the side and blinked, but he still felt bored.

At this time, she didn't know what was going on outside the window, and thought to herself: "If my parents-in-law see me like this, what will be their expression?" How can I lose my identity as a young lady? This posture is also too casual. ”

So he simply took off his shoes, Li Qingzhao lay on the bed, pulled out the quilt, made a sleeping position, gently put his hands on his body, closed his eyes, and said beautifully in his heart: "In this case, my father-in-law and mother-in-law can't say anything about me, right?" Hee-hee! ”

The corners of his mouth rose, Li Qingzhao laughed twice, so he took a few deep breaths with satisfaction, and the smile on the corner of his mouth still did not fall.

At this time, I felt that there was an irresistible sweet excitement in my mind, and Li Qingzhao's little face turned red again.

She opened her eyes suddenly, and the smile on her lips was gone.

I only felt a little hot all over my body, Li Qingzhao opened his eyes, looked around, there was always a feeling of suffocation by steaming, and he had to take a deep breath every time.

"What's going on?"

Li Qingzhao thought to herself, and at the same time, she also reached out and touched it indiscriminately.

Suddenly reaching for the top of her head, she only felt that she had touched something very familiar.

It's a pillow!

As soon as she thought of the pillow, she became even more uncontrollable, and she couldn't stop moving, thinking to herself, "Where are you, Xianggong?" ”

Suddenly got up and sat up, shaking his head violently, Li Qingzhao said in his heart: "Xianggong has already gone to Taixue Academy, what else do I ask?" ”

Suddenly, his face changed again, becoming very sweet and tender, Li Qingzhao said in his heart: "Xianggong, you, why don't you go out and not come back, Qingzhao, Qingzhao is waiting for you so hard." ”

Thinking so in his heart, Li Qingzhao couldn't help but chant on his lips: "Relax and get rid of it, and ...... it comforting"

Shaking her head suddenly, Li Qingzhao was extremely shy, knowing that the sentence she was just reciting in her heart was the sentence in which a woman took the initiative to courtship in the Book of Poetry, so she said shamefully: "How can I recite such a sentence?" ”

She knew the meaning of this sentence, which was a little bit she learned when she first studied the Book of Songs, and after understanding the meaning at that time, she was ignorant and knew the meaning, and she was so shy that she didn't want to learn it. Why do you take the initiative to recite this sentence now?

Li Qingzhao thought about it, and knew that he missed his husband too much, so he unearthed the feeling of courtship from his heart.

Trying to calm himself down, Li Qingzhao exhaled a few long breaths, looked around, and thought, "I need to drink some cold water to cool down." ”

Hurriedly got off the bed, Li Qingzhao poured a glass of water on the table, not to savor it on weekdays, but to drink the water in two or three sips, as bold as drinking spirits.

Putting the cup down and wiping his lips with his sleeve, Li Qingzhao sat down very comfortably, his eyes were still a little warm, he blinked, and looked at the door, there was no one.

Fortunately, no one saw him like that, and if he let others see it, he would be ashamed to death.

Li Qingzhao pursed his lips, very angry, and thought to himself: "Why did Xianggong leave me alone and go elsewhere?" Although the two of us have no different intentions and are very speculative, it is really not good that we cannot meet. ”

In fact, she is comparing the scene of the two being in love and passion when they were newly married, and then thinking about the current scene, she feels very uncomfortable when she compares it.

As soon as she thought of her husband, she couldn't help but look at the bed, and when she saw the pillow at the head of the bed, Li Qingzhao remembered the red of the harmony again, although her face was hot with shame when she thought of this, but there was no one else at this time, and she was thinking about her husband, and what did she care about others?

Although a woman needs to be reserved, her heart cannot be firmly bound. I can control my superficial behavior, but how can I control my heart?

Human nature, men and women, I have already experienced it, what are you ashamed of? What are you afraid of?

So he became bolder, Li Qingzhao looked towards the side of the bed, stretched out his hand to hold his chin, and looked over with a wink.

My Fair Lady, Gentleman.

Are I a fair lady?

That's natural, if it's not like this, how can Mingcheng look at himself?

Everyone has a love for beauty, and you should admit it!

Li Qingzhao smiled evilly in his heart, and thought: "Okay, good, I'm naturally good and sincere." ”

comforted himself, and Li Qingzhao felt a little more comfortable in his heart. So standing up, Li Qingzhao stretched his waist and thought to himself: "My husband and my son, now I have no children, so I don't need to teach it." Husband, husband is not here, just sleep, my in-laws won't let me work, just stay in the room! ”

Indulged in his heart, Li Qingzhao snickered, tried to comfort himself, so he walked to the side of the bed again, stared at the pillow, and thought to himself: "I'll wait for Xianggong to come back again, and I will personally pick him up at that time." ”

Slowly lying flat on the bed, Li Qingzhao covered himself with the quilt, pursed his lips again, slowly closed his eyes, and thought to himself: "Forget about sleeping." ”

tried to make himself fall asleep, but Li Qingzhao still couldn't fall asleep, the more he tried to calm himself down and didn't think about anything, the more he smiled in his heart.

After stopping for a while, Li Qingzhao finally couldn't help it, stretched out his hand and put it on his head, and said very sadly: "What's going on, why can't I forget the appearance of my father-in-law?" (To be continued......)

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