(The tenth weak female revenge master and apprentice love and hate the poison doctor killer at the beginning of the decade) 423 dissect the traces of the heart

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Su Ji couldn't hold the heat in his palms, and the tears flowed even harder: "Is it worth it?" ”

Seeing that Ah Shi was sad for himself like this, Zhao Jingxian waited for a long time as if he had finally waited for the tenderness in her eyes, so so many grievances in the past seemed to be not in vain, and so much pain and suffering seemed to be no longer nowhere to place, he nodded firmly, and the tears overflowed his eyes: "It's worth it." For you, so do I a thousand times. Ashi, for you, everything is worth it". Seeing his firm and affectionate dissection of his heart, Su Ji cried even more, and she asked him in a daze: "Zhao Jingxian, but- why me?" ”

Peach Blossom smiled slightly: "Why not you?" ”

Hearing this, Su Ji suddenly stood up: "Zhao Jingxian, where do I have it?" ”

Zhao Jingxian said: "What's wrong with you?" ”

Seeing that he was very stubborn, Su Ji cried a lot but still shook his head: "No, you are crazy."

Zhao Jingxian was annoyed when he heard this, so he didn't know where the strength came from, and he suddenly stood up half of his body, and his hand that had no flesh slapped on the edge of the bed, and he roared: "Yes!" I'm crazy! I'm crazy for you! I've been crazy the first time I met you! I started going crazy six years ago! You only know now! How can you find out at this point? ”

He was so angry that his neck was thick, his pale face was flushed, and he was furious for some reason, just wanting to smash all the words in his heart and smash this little thing with no conscience!

Su Ji saw that Zhao Jingxian was angry, turned around and was about to run outside, but Zhao Jingxian couldn't move, so he gritted his teeth with hatred: "Ah Shi! Ahh I just want to dig out my heart and liver for you to see! He shouted hysterically, "Ashi! I love you! I love you only with all my heart! Why don't you believe that there is still ******** love you in this world?! The last sentence is fierce and desolate.

After hearing that, Su Ji's heart swirled for a while, but he refused to look back, only listened to Zhao Jingxian's shout, ran to the outside of the cave in one breath, and lay on the big stone and panted. At the end, he shouted to the vast yellow leaves and rolling mountains in the distance: "Why! Why! No one else loves, why do you love me! Father! Mother! You'er! Sue me! Again, he shouted, "You're crazy!" You are crazy! You're all crazy! ”

Su Ji knelt on the ground and smashed his hands on the stones, and tears were pouring down - love her?

Master Jiang Langting also said so, but what is the result? "Hah! When you say you love me, you are so light, and when you say you don't love me, you are so light--when you say it to me, you are afraid that it is also light to the woman next to you."

How can it be so light?

How can it be so easy to say?

In the past, because of self-abandonment, he never asked for a lifetime and a couple, and he didn't dare to expect to grow old with any man, Su Ji thought he was unworthy and didn't dare to love someone, let alone ask someone to love her, isn't it a good day without worry?

But later he met his master Jiang Langting, and Jiang Langting promised her to be in the same house in life and in the same cave in death, so that he could love her.

Su Ji believed it, but the result was - he and Zhu Ruan Ruan were born in the same place, but they were afraid that they would also die.

At this time, there is no place for itself in the house, let alone the loess a hundred years later?

How can Su Ji open his heart to love him?

And how?

also ended up with a wine to kill his sorrows, and there was no way to escape.

She often said later: I knew this was the case, why bother in the first place.

I knew it was like this - why bother in the first place.

Yes, so Su Ji didn't believe in anyone, didn't love anyone, and refused to ask anyone to love herself, because she refused to give others a chance, and she refused to give herself a chance to move.

But who knows that he met Zhao Jingxian again - Zhao Jingxian who is chasing closely behind him at all times, such a wanton and willful Zhao Jingxian, such a Zhao Jingxian who has gradually transformed from a teenager to a young man, Zhao Jingxian who is willing to sacrifice his life for himself whenever and wherever - God!

Su Ji is not a stone, nor is she an iron-hearted heartless, she is not born ruthless, she is an ordinary girl, she also has seven emotions and six desires, she is unwilling to be moved, and she is even more afraid of Zhao Jingxian's fiery enthusiasm.

It's not so much that I'm afraid of this Zhao Jingxian, who is wholeheartedly devoted to himself and burning the plains, but rather that I'm afraid of myself who is almost about to lose his armor under this devastating and powerful love.

There was a place in her heart that softened, although it was not like beating the drums for Jiang Langting before, but from there, from the place where the word "peach blossom" was engraved, a warmth rose from the heart, and this warmth flowed from the heart to all the bones and acupuncture points around her body, so warm that Su Ji almost indulged in it and refused to wake up.

However, the warmer Su Ji became, the more scared he became: what if one day this warmth was gone? What can we do with this endless cold? What if you indulge in it for too long and don't even know how to warm yourself? What if you are abandoned again?

The fear of the unknown, the invisible and the future made Su Ji desperate, she wanted to believe in someone, and she wanted someone to love herself, who would protect her in this cold world.

Although she didn't want to admit it, but in fact she didn't resist love, and she didn't want to continue to walk alone, Zhao Jingxian's hysterical shouts seemed to be still in her ears, and Su Ji's mind was already a mess of numbness in the wind from the morning to the sun's down, and she wanted to go back because she was hungry.

She caught a fish and went back, washed and peeled it and left it to roast on the fire, the hole was bright, the firewood crackled and burned loudly, Su Ji and Zhao Jingxian didn't speak, and in the uncomfortable silence, only the sound of the wind outside the cave was left.

When the fish was roasted, Ah Shi peeled off the most tender meat on his stomach and wrapped it in lotus leaves, and then shaved all the thorns and cleaned them up carefully before sending them to Zhao Jingxian's mouth, Zhao Jingxian refused to eat without opening his mouth.

Su Ji was not afraid of him, he just pinched his cheeks and stuffed it hard, and poured honey into the cavity, choking Zhao Jingxian only coughed, this man closed his eyes as if he was dead, and he was at the mercy of Su Ji.

Su Ji saw his half-dead virtue and simply laughed and laughed, so he patted Zhao Jingxian's face and said, "Zhao Jingxian, it's against you!" Are you still a child? If you are injured and refuse to take care of you, you will die! What kind of wind is smoking? ”