Yingluo returned to the courtyard and sat in front of the window, the day of the Chinese New Year's Eve needs to be observed, she is not with Yuchi Feng, just because she already has a second mother, at this time, it should be accompanied by the second mother.

It's just that now, she had no choice but to look at the candle flame on the table in her own room, silently in a daze, and the purple hairpin on the side added a cloak to Yingluo, "I have to keep it for another hour and a half, Miss might as well find something to do." ”

Yingluo nodded, and took a book of poetry from the table to read, Zichai has followed Yingluo for so many years, although she has not read a few words, she also knows that Yingluo's desk is full of those four books and five classics, since three years later, when the young lady has nothing to do, she looks at these things, and throws aside the female commandments that the master first asked her to see, Zichai had to shake her head, and then moved a stool to sit aside, taking advantage of the candlelight to make some female red and other things.

Zichai has learned before, and it is going to be the New Year, so I will do some paper-cutting, sometimes cut some small flowers, sometimes cut some animals, and the most is to cut some double happiness, and stick it on the window early tomorrow morning, which also means joy.

But this silence didn't last long, and after a while, there was a knock at the door, and at Yingluo's signal, Zichai put down the paper-cut and went to open the door. Standing outside the door was Yu Qinyao and her maid Linglong.

Yu Qinyao walked in and called, "Sister." Yingluo stood up and asked with some confusion, "It's so late, why is my sister here?" ”

Yu Qinyao grinned, stepped forward to hold Yingluo's arm, walked to the table, and sat down next to Yingluo, before saying, "Isn't it the Chinese New Year's Eve today?" I'm here to keep the New Year with my sister. ”

Hearing this, Yingluo's heart suddenly warmed, but she didn't expect Yu Qinyao to be so careful, so she pursed her lips and smiled happily, "It's really thanks to my sister's care." After speaking, Yu Qinyao continued to laugh twice, looking at the table where Yingluo had just been lying down, and the words "Book of Poetry" were particularly conspicuous.

Yu Qinyao got up, her fingers gently supported the Book of Poetry, but the feelings in her eyes were very complicated, and then she became clear, and bent her eyes towards Yingluo with a smile, "Sister is reading the Book of Poetry?" I once flipped through my brother's book, and it was very boring. ”

Yingluo smiled and shook her head, "If you have nothing to do, you can just look through it, and if you see more, the fun will come, so my sister might as well take a look at it in her spare time." ”

Yu Qinyao sat next to Yingluo, her eyes were not as cheerful as just now, but her tone was a little sad, "I used to live with my brother and my mother, and my life was a little hard, and my mother just let my brother enter the school. As for me, it's just that my brother taught me some words, I'm afraid I can't understand these! ”

As soon as these words came out, Yingluo didn't know what to say, and she was faintly sad when she looked at Yu Qinyao, she and Yu Ziyou were both innocent people, and they were innocently hit by this fate, and now they are better. It's just that Yingluo's heart is still a little desolate, and her voice can't help but be a little sentimental, "Does my sister want to understand this?" ”

Hearing this, Yu Qinyao's eyes seemed to have a hint of light, and her voice also carried some hope, "Yes, but can I?" ”

Yingluo smiled instantly, and said lightly, "As long as my sister wants to, I can teach you." This sentence caused Yu Qinyao to be a little surprised, and as soon as she finished speaking, she grabbed Yingluo's arm and said in disbelief, "What my sister said is true?" ”

Yingluo smiled and nodded, "Naturally, it's true." Then Yu Qinyao hugged Yingluo tightly and gave Yingluo a sudden hug, Yingluo's heart was suddenly hit hard, this is the warmth that has been lost for a long time, this innocent and simple sister in front of her really led her to see the exit of the light.

At this time, Yingluo suddenly felt that the mistake made by her father must have been arranged by God. It must have been when God learned that his mother was going to die, so he sent three other people to accompany their father and daughter.

At this hour of the night, it passed quickly, Yingluo had been sitting beside Yu Qinyao and pointing to each line of poetry in the Book of Poetry and telling Yu Qinyao carefully, and Yu Qinyao was also studying seriously, but there was unprecedented light in her eyes.

About a time later, it was already very late, after Yingluo instructed Zichai to send Yu Qinyao back, she sat down in front of the table and sighed softly, and suddenly looked at the dresser as if she thought of something, the bronze mirror was already in the old place, she stood up and walked in front of the bronze mirror, held her breath and gently uncovered the mask on her face.

How long has it been since she's seen herself in full? Since the beginning, she didn't dare to look in the mirror anymore, and the mirror in front of her was only used to see the overall outfit. Her face was still like that, but it was not as shocking as it was at the beginning, the cheeks under her eyes had scabbed like scars and finally fell off into scars, some with dark red colors, she smiled like usual, the scars instantly bent into a centipede shape, with some hideousness, and then look at her smile, but it is more ugly than crying.

It's just that she moved her mouth slightly, and whispered softly to herself who saw it in the mirror, "Luo'er, it's been so long, it's time to come back to life." ”

For so many years, she has been coquettish to her father, sitting business, and always smiling at outsiders routinely, but only she knows that her heart is dead, but since she saw Qi Xu, her heart has begun to ripple, although it can't be suppressed, but at least it didn't erupt, but today, Yu Qinyao's hug touched her softest heart, once upon a time, she was also so innocent and simple, but that heart died too early, although even if she came back to life, it was not as dazzling as before, that is still alive, isn't it?

Daddy tried not to mention her appearance in front of her, but she knew that Daddy was even sadder than her, just to take care of her feelings but didn't say anything. She knew that her father must know that her mood had hit rock bottom, but now, she had to give herself the spirit and the ability to stand in front of her family, she would be fine, she would be.

She also wants to watch her father and Erniang live very well, the mother in heaven loves her father very much, and she must not want her father to be lonely for the rest of his life. She also wants to watch Yu Qinyao marry a good family, and her father-in-law must be very good to her. She also wants to watch Yuzi become her own son, and watch the family happy and happy days.

So she can't give up on herself, she must not, as long as there is a hope standing in front of her, she will definitely hold on hard.

The sound of firecrackers suddenly sounded in the dark night sky, conveying a new joy and a new hope to all the people.

Now that the new days have begun, she must live well.

The sound of the door sounded, and although Yingluo had her back to it, she knew that it was Zichai, so she just said softly, "Clean up, I'm tired." ”

Zichai answered.