Waiting, waiting for yourself to break free from your old thoughts.

Li Qingzhao tried his best to make himself forget the meeting with Zhao Gongzi that day, and also tried his best to make himself forget the scene of meeting him. That night, when I drank with my family, as well as Zhang Gongzi and Lu Gongzi, I tried to forget all those things, and I seemed to really do it that night, I didn't think about anything, only the things in front of me. I regarded Zhang Gongzi and Lu Gongzi as close friends, so I naturally wanted to treat them well, so I forgot all those painful memories for a while.

That night, I really thought that I had forgotten all of Zhao Gongzi's everything, all of them.

But when Fang Xiaoqing mentioned Zhao Gongzi again in front of her, she seemed to have suddenly received something, and her heart suddenly became messy, and she couldn't forget that paragraph anymore.

Now that he is in his boudoir, there is no one else, and he doesn't have to care about any etiquette or impropriety, and he can be quiet alone.

However, I couldn't calm down, but my heart became even more chaotic.

It's because of Zhao Gongzi.

Listening to Xiaoqing, Zhao Gongzi and Na Cai Nu have gone to other places to enjoy the mountains and rivers around them.

Now, the two of them are probably on their way, or have already arrived at a place.

Right now......

Oh, Li Qingzhao, where do people go, what's your business? Why do you keep thinking about other people's affairs?

Li Qingzhao's head was in a mess, and he couldn't think clearly, so he hurriedly covered his head with his hands and lowered his head.

When Haoyue saw Miss like this, she panicked, hurriedly stepped forward to support Miss, and asked, "Miss, what's wrong with you?" Could it be that the headache is coming again? I'm going to get you a doctor. ”

As she spoke, Haoyue was about to pull out her legs and walk out, but was stopped by Li Qingzhao.

Li Qingzhao put his hand down, looked at Haoyue, and said helplessly: "Haoyue, what should I do?" ”

When Li Qingzhao asked, there were tears in his eyes, obviously very pitiful, which made Haoyue can't help but feel moved and wants to help.

Haoyue hurriedly asked, "Miss, what's wrong?" ”

Li Qingzhao said: "That, that, Zhao Gongzi has already left Bianjing and gone to various places to play." ”

When Haoyue heard this, she thought in her heart: "Miss still hasn't been able to get rid of Zhao Gongzi." It seems that women are shy, and they can't be said, and this is not wrong at all. ”

Haoyue's heart was sour, and she wanted to cry.

Haoyue hurriedly said to Miss: "Miss, don't work hard for that affectionate person." You are a beautiful lady in everyone, and your identity is not ordinary, how can you lower your identity because of this? He doesn't want Miss, some people are rushing to meet Miss you. ”

Li Qingzhao's heart was confused, and after listening to Haoyue's persuasion, he was also a little calm, calmed his breathing, and then looked at other places, his eyes slowly shifted from Haoyue's body to other places.

With a long sigh of relief, Li Qingzhao said slowly: "Yes, I come from a famous family, how can I always take such a small thing to heart?" ”

Haoyue has been serving Li Qingzhao for a long time, and she is called a sister to her on weekdays, so when she saw Li Qingzhao like this, she also opened her heart and said what she wanted.

Haoyue and Li Qingzhao cheered up: "Miss doesn't have to care about that, she will definitely be able to find a good man in the future." ”

Li Qingzhao asked again: "How can I find it?" ”

Haoyue said: "Miss needs to face those unbearable pasts. If you keep avoiding, once you accidentally run into it again one day, you will fall into pain again. ”

Li Qingzhao listened to Haoyue's words, blinked his eyes, and pondered for a moment.

Slowly, Li Qingzhao moved his head back again, looking at Haoyue's very sincere eyes, Li Qingzhao nodded, bent his lips slightly upward, but there were tears in his eyes.

Li Qingzhao said: "Yes, it's not a way to escape after all, just when Xiaoqing came to talk to me about Zhao Gongzi, I fell into pain again." ”

Turning his head to the side again, Li Qingzhao smiled slightly: "I always thought that I had forgotten about Zhao Gongzi." I was able to start again, and I was very happy to indulge myself at the wine table that day, and I was even more excited when the piano sounded, and I didn't know what was wrong. ”

Suddenly pulling his face again, Li Qingzhao continued: "But after listening to Xiaoqing's report, I suddenly couldn't control myself and was about to fall into pain." Now it seems that I have been running away. ”

When Haoyue heard this, she thought in her heart: "Miss is in such pain, this will definitely hurt her body." ”

Haoyue immediately said: "With Haoyue by your side, Miss, you bravely face the past and face him squarely, and at that time, you will no longer be in pain." ”

Li Qingzhao nodded and said, "Yes, Haoyue is right. ”

Li Qingzhao sobbed, suddenly turned his head back, looked at Haoyue with a smile, and said, "In this way, then we will go to the Appreciation Pavilion tonight." ”

Haoyue was a little surprised, she didn't expect the young lady to be so happy, and said in astonishment: "Tonight? ”

Li Qingzhao said: "Yes, everything has to have an end, let me go to the Appreciation Pavilion to take a look, so that I can face up to reality." ”

Haoyue nodded and said, "Oh." ”

Li Qingzhao said to himself: "May you pick more, this thing is the most lovely." ”

Haoyue listened to Miss's words, and sighed in her heart, thinking: "I thought that Miss would forget Zhao Gongzi, but now it seems that she still hasn't forgotten." ”

At this moment, I suddenly heard someone at the door: "Girl." ”

Li Qingzhao and Haoyue were attracted when they heard it, and the two went out and saw Xiaoqing and a subordinate at the door.

Li Qingzhao was puzzled, so he asked, "Sister Xiaoqing, what are you doing here?" ”

Xiaoqing's body shook and said, "Madame ordered me to come and see how Miss is, she heard that Miss met with Zhang Gongzi and Zhao Gongzi, and went back to the boudoir alone, so she sent me to see what was going on." ”

Li Qingzhao said: "Oh. ”

Xiao Qing said: "Oh, Xiao Qing came to see Miss, and overheard Miss's words." Xiaoqing didn't mean anything else. ”

Li Qingzhao said: "Where my sister said, Qingzhao didn't mean that. I'm fine, please ask my sister to go back to my mother, Qingzhao is fine, please don't worry about her, if you want to see Qingzhao, then Qingzhao will go to her room. ”

After hearing this, Xiaoqing lowered her head and said, "Xiaoqing remembers, so I'll go back and report to Mrs." ”

Li Qingzhao smiled: "Well, if it's okay, I'll go back first." ”

Xiaoqing bowed her head and said, "Xiaoqing went back." ”

Haoyue and Xiaoqing said: "Sister Xiaoqing walks slowly. ”

Li Qingzhao asked the subordinate again, and knew that he was just passing by, so he said a few more words to him, sent him away, and took Haoyue back to the boudoir.

Back in the boudoir, Li Qingzhao was immersed in the past again, sad things came to his mind again, and he couldn't control his thoughts, so he couldn't help but feel sad and shed tears again.

When Haoyue saw Li Qingzhao like this, her heart was sour, and she said, "Miss, can't you still get rid of the past?" ”

Li Qingzhao nodded.

Haoyue said: "People are playing in the mountains and rivers, but you are sad here alone, which is really sad for you." ”

Li Qingzhao looked at Haoyue with tears in his eyes and did not speak.