ps: uh...... Finally made up for it, but it didn't take it, today it's still too late for QAQ to have a full day class tomorrow, and it is estimated that it will not be able to pay it back in any year and month

Zhu Yan ate this meal in great pain, if it weren't for Yuan Rin's persuasion, she felt that she would definitely rush out and vomit these unbearable things.

But I have to drink it tomorrow...... As soon as he thought of this, Zhu Yan had a bitter face, and looked at Yuan Rin pitifully, "Can you stop drinking tomorrow?" ”

"Don't be willful, take good care of yourself." Yuan Rin put her down, lay down beside her and hugged her loosely, rubbing her ear and whispering, "In a few days, if we leave here, if you still look like this at that time, you will not be able to stand it." ”

Zhu Yan's heart tightened slightly, listening to what he meant, should he want to escape from here?

In this case, it will inevitably conflict with Yuan Mu again, right? The previous time, he was so badly injured, and now I don't know if he's better, if he does it again...... Zhu Yan didn't dare to think about it.

"Xuanqing, if it's too dangerous, it's ...... to stay here."

"You don't have to take these things to heart." Yuan Rin rubbed her into his arms, "Recuperate with peace of mind, worry about hurting your mind." ”

This night, Zhu Yan slept very unsteadily, tossing and turning in his arms, and did not fall asleep until dawn.

But a few hours later, she woke up again, and the cold sweat on her forehead wet her sideburns, and it slid down her neck, wetting her neckline.

"Nightmares again?" Yuan Rin's deep voice sounded in her ears, "Get up and wake up?" ”

“…… It's okay. Zhu Yan breathed a sigh of relief and rubbed it into his arms, "I get used to nightmares after too many nightmares." ”

Yuan Rin rubbed the corners of her forehead. When you smile and don't say anything, when you don't get angry. She's still lovely.

"Huh?" Zhu Yan suddenly touched a hard thing hidden under the pillow, and pulled it out and looked at it in the faint skylight. It is a delicate wooden brocade box.

Yuan Rin's face was slightly gloomy, but it didn't stop her from opening.

Inside was a fingernail and a smoky jade pendant, which could not be seen in the dim light.

"This ......" Zhu Yan subconsciously looked at his hand, the dankou on his finger was still dyed in Lingnan, and it had already faded by this time, and the color on the broken armor was almost the same.

Zhu Yan trembled and picked up the broken armor, put on his little finger and compared, and the sections almost matched.

As for the water jade pendant, you don't need to look closely to know that it is your own.

"How...... Will it be here? Zhu Yan bit her lip and shook her head. What's going on? She couldn't remember when she had broken her nails.

"And this thing." Yuan Rin pulled out a stack of silk underneath and unfolded it, and the red plum blossoms bloomed on the white satin, like blood spots.

“…… Yes, my ......" Zhu Yan blushed and covered her chest tightly with one hand, this is clearly her bandeau breast, how could she appear here?

"Ah Yan......" Yuan Rin put things back into the box, hugged her tightly and whispered, "Father's men robbed you that day. The box was delivered to me during the night. ”

This silent threat forced him to go alone, putting himself in danger as well, just to be able to see Zhu Yan. Make sure she's still safe and sound.

Zhu Yan pursed her lips, "...... Who else...... Also received? ”

There is only one broken armor and one earring in this box, then the other half. In whose hands?

Zhu received another broken armor and earrings, as well as a shawl. Xiang is the ornament on your head. ”

"What a poisonous method." Zhu Yan gritted her teeth and took her alone. It is easy to make the three parties restrained, and they also send different things according to each person's identity, "What conditions did you agree to?" ”

Yuan Rin froze for a moment, then smiled, "It's okay, don't take it to heart, this matter has nothing to do with you." ”

“…… I'm causing you trouble, haven't I? Zhu Yan raised his eyes and buried his head in his chest in frustration, "Xuanqing didn't think about it, if you hadn't met me at the beginning, you would ...... I don't think we're where we are today, right? ”

Guarded as an enemy by his biological father, he was placed under house arrest in this small compound, and he was monitored as soon as he walked out of the house.

"You're enough." Yuan Rin hugged her tightly, as if he was afraid that she would disappear as soon as he let go, "Before I met Ah Yan, I never thought about what I was going to do in the future......"

Before, the only person he cared about was his own sister, and all the arrangements were so that she could escape from home, but he never thought about anything for himself.

"I didn't think about it, but it's fine." Zhu Yan smiled wistfully and stared up at him, "I remember some things from the past......"

"I know, your mother sent someone to the Void Garden to talk about it." Yuan Rin cautiously asked, "Do those memories make you very painful?" ”

Zhu Yan straightened up a little and shook his head with a smile, "It's not painful, I just feel that I'm ridiculous, right......?" At that time, I was full of hope for the future, and I set such beautiful plans for myself, but those were overturned by a simple sentence from my parents and elders. ”

"They forced me to do things I didn't want to do, and they said it was for my own good, and I forced myself to comply with their requirements in order to please them, but these were of no use, and if I met a little, there would be more excessive demands, more dissatisfaction." Zhu Yan narrowed his eyes and hid his look of loss, "Maybe until I die, they don't know why I did that...... Perhaps, I will say that I am not strong enough. ”

In the end, she couldn't see anything except resentment and grievances, and in their eyes, she could only see a good-for-nothing self, and the road ahead was almost dark.

"Even my best friend couldn't understand my situation...... They always think that parents in this world always love their children. Zhu Yan ended the memories with a very light sigh, "Actually, it's not quite true." ”

“…… I never thought so. Yuan Rin closed her eyes and attached it to her ear, "Many people just use their children as tools that can be suppressed and used, nothing more...... You, me, as well as Worry Relief and Xiao An, are all like this. ”

Due to the absolute repression of age and ethics, there are very few people who dare to fight, and there are almost no successful people.

"Yes......" Zhu Yan looked at the brightening sky outside, now that she thinks about it, in her previous life, her parents just used her as a tool to show off, vanity, and hope when they were young.

And when she does not meet their expectations, those gentle and loving appearances will be torn apart, revealing the persecution and scolding she has seen......

Ironically, she didn't understand this simple truth until today, and it was a bone-chilling truth.

Unconsciously shrank to the side, hoping to get some warmth, "Xuanqing ......"

"Isn't it all over? Don't think about those things. Yuan Rin hugged her and got up, opened the tent to let the light from the outside let in, "You have been imprisoned in the car for many days, go out and breathe." (To be continued......)