Chapter 17: Epiphany in a Desperate Situation (Part II)

Sun Xing found the "Tianqing Doll" next to him, and was pleasantly surprised before he reacted: I can't move at all, and I don't know how to use it? But this is also his only life, Sun Xing struggled to move his fingers, a tingling, slowly moving his wrist, forearm, and elbow at a short distance of 20 centimeters, from stinging to burning fire, bean-sized beads of sweat stinging eyes, Sun Xing gritted his teeth and hooked the "Tianqing Doll" with difficulty; Gripping tightly, the fingers are stiff and numb, as if you can grasp the only life by grasping hard.

Calm, calm, yes, slowly peaceful, heart sinking dantian, Sun Xing wants to feel his "meridian tree" again, the more he wants to calm down, the more anxious he becomes, he can't calm down, and even more and more panicked and anxious. Not good, Sun Xing's eyes were dizzy, a sudden wave of exhaustion hit, and he suddenly drained the energy of his whole body, and suddenly his whole body was soft and could no longer support it, Sun Xing seemed to feel that death was getting closer and closer to him, and suddenly his eyes were black, and he fell into a silence.

"Young man, it's better to die than to live, if you die, you have nothing" "Think about your parents"

Sun Xing saw a strange man snuggled on the rooftop, with a loveless expression, but the police next to him were still cold, dogmatic "persuasion"; blurted out the yelling: "Don't say it". Sun Xing knew that if the police continued to talk about it, it would only make the man more desperate, because he had experienced it. But if I had experienced it, how could I still be alive, by the way, how could I be here, and where is this

"You get out of here right away" Sun Xing, who was still puzzled, suddenly saw the police indifferently pointing a gun at him, and said calmly.

"Ah, Mr. Policeman, if you say that, he will only be more desperate, you have to stand in his shoes"

"Let's go, leave now!" Sun Xing was stopped by the police before he finished speaking, looking at the gun pointed at him, Sun Xing suddenly panicked, and took a closer look, oh my God, that gun pulled the safety bolt.

"Okay, don't shoot, I'll leave immediately" Sun Xing had an intuition that if he didn't leave, the police would really shoot him. Hey, it seems that he can't save that man, and he did his best to say anything, Sun Xing turned around silently helplessly. Opening the rooftop door and planning to go downstairs, Sun Xing looked at the black clattering staircase, and the rusty handrail in front of him became more and more familiar, as if he had once grabbed it with great difficulty and climbed to the top floor step by step. Sun Xing was puzzled for a while, and then looked back at the rooftop, the wet ground, as if it had just rained, was very dirty.

A wave of fear struck, and Sun Xing felt that this place was like a desperate place in his previous life, and he was eager to leave here. Before leaving, Sun Xing heard the policeman again, and once again advised the strange man, "It's better to die than to live, if you die, there will be nothing." It was as piercing as a curse, and it was close to Sun Xing. Sun Xing didn't want to hear this sentence at all, but the more he didn't want to hear it, the clearer and deafening it became. It is better to die than to live, and if a person dies, there is nothing; It's better to die than to live

Yes, it's better to die than to live, to live is to have hope, to have a chance, but do I still have a chance to live? I am terminally ill of cancer, and I am struggling to catch my breath every day, and I am too tired and bitter to live

Sun Xing slowly retreated to the rooftop, looking at the endless sky in the distance, in the blue, leisurely swimming clouds, how free, this is his own pursuit, unrestrained, free! I live to pursue my own destiny, and my life is up to me! Yes, I want to live for myself, and my life is up to me!! Sun Xing shouted, with an infinite attachment to life, even if the cancer is terminal, even if I can only live for one day, I am not cowardly to escape, I would rather die a wonderful death than live a nest!! The world in front of him collapsed in an instant, and Sun Xing, who was awake for a moment, was in pain, and the original astringency and pain were no longer in the pulse, but there was a thin warm current, slowly healing the meridian wounds.

Sun Xing, who calmed down, only found that the so-called "meridian tree" was just a short "trunk" of his little Zhoutian, what broke through to the big Zhoutian? I'm afraid it's just my own hallucination. Only the loss of the body element is real, it seems that he has fallen on the Tao again, and the purpose of the onmyoji is estimated not to be the man who committed suicide at all, but himself.

For the previous life, it has always been a node for Sun Xing to escape, in fact, she has never dared to face it, whether she is helpless or cowardly, Sun Xing will never be able to accept that she has given up her life. But the fantasy of the right talent made her have to face it head-on, if it weren't for her attachment to life and her tough persistence in freedom, it is estimated that she would be like in her previous life, longing for redemption from others, and finally going to a dead end. Thinking about these clearly, Sun Xingshi really let go of the past, and the more determined he was in life, the less afraid he was of cowardice

Recalling the dangerous scene of the right talent, Sun Xing was full of cold sweat, it seems that he is still too eager for quick success, he has no state of mind, no matter how much skill he has, it is not really strong, but it will become his fatal flaw, otherwise how can he make Little Japan turn around again this time.

Sun Xing felt the small warm current, and finally ran through the entire Xiao Zhou Tian, a trace of qi rose to join the running team, the speed was more than ten times that of his previous cultivation, Sun Xing slowly calmed down in cultivation. The light of the morning sun sprinkled into the room, as if he could smell the smell of the sun, Sun Xing felt that his whole body was full of energy, and he jumped up, and there was no discomfort in his limbs, some of them were just inexhaustible. Haha, it seems that this is the real Xiao Zhoutian, he used to be bullshit, at most he was just clear-headed.

"Hey, hey" Sun Xing kicked arrogantly around the room, making up for the classic movements of martial arts everyone. was proud, and suddenly saw the "Tianqing Doll" on the floor, Sun Xing bent down to pick it up, wondering if he seemed to have forgotten something. He looked down and thought for a while, "Ah! It's miserable" Sun Xingshi remembered that he used the master's "chicken legs" last night, if the master knew, it is estimated that he would fight with himself!

Sun Xing hurriedly checked the "Tianqing Doll", looking forward to it: there is no change, and he plans to hide it for as long as he wants. Looking up and down, Sun Xing found that the "Tianqing Doll" had not changed much except for being a little wrinkled and dirty. Tidying up, tidying up, Sun Xing made the "Tianqing Doll" feel good about himself and said: "Well, it looks exactly the same as before"!

Sun Xing, who was in a good mood in the morning, remembered after washing up that he asked his master for help last night, and it is estimated that his old man was still worried about himself; Hurriedly picked up the "Tianqing Doll" and happily went all the way to the master's room.