Chapter 15: Between Life and Death
Sun Xing wanted to ask the master immediately, but he thought that the master was in a bad mood now, so let's do it next time. Thinking that he has become the envy of the whole village, Sun Xing is even more afraid to go home, his parents can be said to have really sold themselves to a wealthy Japanese businessman, and the whole village will praise him, and no one will stand on his side. Thinking that her parents might have been looking for her in the county seat, Sun Xing decided to stay in the villa for the past few days.
But since he came to the county seat, Sun Xing has not even gone out of the gate of the villa except for the first short time shopping, and irritability is inevitable, thinking that since he is not out of the gate, it is better to chat with Wang Haoxuan. Thinking of a reborn old woman in her 30s, in the morning, under the bewitchment of the master, she actually called a fifteen or sixteen-year-old boy "brother" for the sake of the formular, this feeling is really "sour" in retrospect.
"Little sister, do you eat apples?"
"Little sister, do you drink water?"
"Little Sister"
Under the bombardment of Wang Haoyu's series of "little sisters", Sun Xing had a feeling of five thunders. It just happened that in the classic clip of the hit drama "Journey to the West" during the summer vacation, the king of the daughter country called Tang Seng: Brother Sun Xing suddenly felt that Wang Haoxuan needed to experience his feelings. Cough, cough, cough, prepare your throat, look up 36 degrees, look up with affection, and want to speak: "Brother Haoxuan"!
"Poof!" With a sound, Wang Haoxuan, who just felt that the atmosphere was wrong, drank water to cover it up, and directly sprayed "cough, cough" non-stop!
Even though he had returned to the room, Sun Xing was still annoyed by what he had just done.
After slowly calming down, Sun Xing walked to the balcony with a glass of water and sat down on a wicker chair. In fact, as early as when he knew that the 200,000 "child support" of a wealthy Japanese businessman, Sun Xing had been lucky, after all, his parents did not "give up" themselves in his previous life. But when the reality was naked in front of him, Sun Xing wanted to escape again. Yes, it's to escape, in the final analysis, Sun Xing is cowardly and doesn't want to face it at all.
Hehe, what kind of revenge, I don't even dare to face it! Sun Xing laughed self-deprecatingly, and the more he laughed, the more sad he became. Sun Xing knows better than anyone else that reputation is more important than life in this era, and the word "filial piety" will crush her to death; His previous layout can be said to be useless. was forced by his parents to marry the old hooligan Li Zhan in his previous life; The jokes, humiliations, and dirty words of the people in the village Sun Xing have all encountered them, all of them are malicious scolding, and he is like a rat crossing the street, and everyone shouts and beats him. In the final analysis, Sun Xing didn't want to be infamous anymore and live in scolding.
"Knock knock, is anyone there? Please open the door!!" A violent knock on the door suddenly interrupted Sun Xing's thoughts. After straightening his clothes, Sun Xing looked at it from the cat's eye, it turned out to be the staff of the mansion, and he hurriedly opened the door.
"Miss, someone on the top floor can't think of opening it, the police want to go up from your balcony" Before Sun Xing could speak, a group of people hurried to the balcony, and the staff who knocked on the door explained. As soon as he heard that someone couldn't think of it, Sun Xing also hurriedly followed to the balcony, but was blocked by the police: "Little sister, go out to play, the police uncle wants to requisition your balcony" Sun Xing had to retreat to the living room, but he was still not far from the balcony, looking at the roof from the side of the corner of the window, and sure enough, there was a figure sitting on the rooftop. Sun Xing suddenly sighed, although the small building of the villa is relatively short, it is also 5 floors, and it is even more empty next to it, if you jump down
I vaguely heard the shouting from the roof, "You are still young and think about your parents" It should be the police who are trying to persuade the person who jumped off the building. The employee on the balcony was telling the police about the situation: "The man who jumped off the building is in his 20s and has been living in the villa for the past few years. I heard that it was a "comrade", and last year his mother came to the gate of the villa every day to scold, and everyone knew that he had not come in the past two years. When he heard that it was a comrade, he fell silent for a moment, and after a while, a policeman asked, "Then it won't be suicide."
"Hey, his life is quite miserable, he got vitiligo at a young age. The whole face and arms are densely packed with white shifts, and the forest is panicked!" The policeman who had just been questioned changed his face, turned around and walked away without speaking.
"Hey, where are you going? Hurry up to the top floor!"
"I'm going to the toilet!" It turned out that it was the policeman who went up to the top floor. Sun Xing clearly heard "Fuck! On the first day of work, I encountered a disgusting one, and my comrades didn't say that they still had vitiligo!" The policeman walked past her and went to the bathroom. There is no specific drug for vitiligo so far, and at most in later generations, it will only be controlled and not recurred; Not to mention nine years, superstitious thoughts, even thinking that this is a curse, and rejection and not telling rumors is enough to drown you!
Without thinking too much, Sun Xing rushed out, went straight up the stairs to the rooftop of the top floor, and as soon as he pushed open the door, he heard the policeman's persuasion: "Young man, you have to think about it, it is better to die than to live, and if you die, there will be nothing!" A shiver, Sun Xing repeatedly forced himself to calm down, but his mind kept echoing before he died, Zhang Li's words: "Sun Xing, it is better to die than to live, if a person dies, there will be nothing" The same top floor, the same despair, the same persuasion, the same headache, physical and mental exhaustion, It's so tired, it's better to sleep. No, I'm just climbing a building, how can I get tired and want to sleep? Sleep, no, how can you sleep again? I directly touched the Tianqing doll and wanted to sleep! Could it be that the Japanese Onmyoji is doing the trick again?
The more he wanted to be sober, the more drowsy he became, Sun Xing knew that if he retreated at this moment, the man would probably not be saved; But if you don't retreat, you are likely to be on the line between life and death, and whether you save it or not, you will be naked in front of Sun Xing. Sun Xing made a painful choice more than anyone else, how good it would be not to choose! You don't have to force yourself, just compromise! Compromised, in the previous life, he compromised to drop out of school, compromised to support his brother, compromised his marriage, compromised his work, and finally compromised himself. Hehe, what do you say about compromise and not choosing, isn't it cowardice? Isn't the lesson of the previous life enough? Behind the cowardice, there is only one ending: death! Haha now there is no way back, there is only one way to escape, I would rather die a wonderful death than live a nest!!
With the sound of "ping-pong", there was no more murmur in his ears, and Sun Xing, who was sober in an instant, decisively ran to the police, "Don't say it!" Don't say it!" Sun Xing knew better than anyone that cold, dogmatic persuasion could only push the man to jump. But the police didn't think so, thinking that Sun Xing was a bear child who ran up, and if he didn't take it away now, the situation would be worse, so he picked up his mobile phone, called a colleague, and took him away.
"You die, what about the people who love you the most?" Sun Xing knew that at this time, the man's estimation was still trapped in painful memories, like himself back then, ridiculously waiting for others to redeem him, the difference was that he was desperate and desperate; And even if he is under the hands of the Onmyoji, he has been recalling the painful past, but he can still hold on to the present, the only possibility: he can't let go of the lover in his heart! Maybe not, but there is no time for Sun Xing to think about anything else, so now he can only gamble!
Fortunately, Sun Xing saw the man, and a trace flashed in his originally painful eyes: reluctance, there is hope if there is reluctance. Thinking of the "explanation" of the staff just now, Sun Xing suddenly had an idea, and made persistent efforts: "You want him to face the world's accusations alone, alone and miserable" Sun Xing's mouth was a little dry, and the man's eyes were more and more reluctant and heartache, but it was only that, and he still didn't wake up. Seeing that the policeman next to him was already impatient, what was even more tragic was that Sun Xing heard the sound of the door opening at the staircase.
"You want him to find a new one," there was a hint of struggle in the man's eyes;
"You want him to go in and out of other people" struggles more and more;
"You want him to eat, live and sleep in the same bed with someone else!" Another Sun Xing was speechless, the man was directly sober, he knew this, it was better to say directly that it seems that this man is a strong person in his bones, and it is even more impossible to commit suicide, and sure enough, the man's words confirmed Sun Xing's guess.
"Ah, why did I run here, the fuck is still riding here, by (the following refers to the national scolding Daquan)"