Chapter 177: Not Sympathy

Liu Xuan walked all the way towards the side hall by the moonlight, Li Che took the medicine and slept very deeply, and even the squeak she made when she pushed the door did not alarm him.

She sat down on the edge of the bed, and looked at the man with a visibly emaciated face, and she slowly reached out to put her hand on his brow, which was tightly locked, and never stretched even in his sleep.

She was a little distressed, how wrong she was, so that she would torture this man with a face like a god's mansion to this point.

His eyes were closed and his thick eyelashes cast a silhouette in the moonlight, her fingers brushed down his cheeks, because of the emaciation, his cheeks looked a little resolute, but she knew that under his resolute cheeks, there was a heart that guarded her and protected her.

And such a heart, such a feeling, even when he was in extreme pain, did not change.

In the past, she didn't understand, and even if she did, she didn't dare to believe it, but when she understood and believed, she made a decision that she thought was good for him.

But he is not good, she is not good, and even Deng Yu is not good.

Her self-righteousness, her inexplicable stubbornness, almost ruined the lives of three people.

But fortunately, now that she has woken up, everything is still in time.

She looked at his sleeping face and couldn't extricate herself, her guilt and guilt also tormented her heart, should she be glad that she met the two best men in the world, one for her to hold on, and the other for her to let go.

She shouldn't and can't live up to it again.

She withdrew her hand and looked at his sleeping face and whispered, "I know it's wrong, will you forgive me?" ”

She laughed silently when she said that, whether he forgave him or not. As long as he still has her in his heart, she will never let go.

She sat silently and watched until she couldn't resist the drowsiness and lay on the head of the bed and gradually fell asleep.

The sky gradually turned white, and in her sleep she felt the movement of the person on the bed, and immediately opened her eyes, and this time she opened her eyes to a pair of deep and slightly surprised eyes, she smiled at him: "Morning." ”

When Li Che heard this, he immediately frowned, his voice was still clear, and perhaps there was a hint of hoarseness that had just woken up: "Why are you here?" ”

Liu Xuan straightened up, winked at him and said with a smile, "I'll accompany you." ”

"Nonsense!" Li Che immediately rebuked when he heard this. He sat up and looked at her and frowned, "Go back quickly!" This is not the place for you! ”

Liu Xuan pursed her lips. Looking at his frowning appearance, he smiled and asked, "This is not the place I should be?" So where is where I should go? ”

"Naturally, it's ......" Li Che opened his mouth to finish the rest of the words, but his lips moved a few times, and the latter sentence was naturally beside Deng Yu, but he couldn't say anything.

Liu Xuan looked at his appearance and smiled, she took out the letter of resignation from her cuffs and shook it in front of him, "Look." Now I'm divorced. I'm a cousin now. Do you dislike me because of this? ”

At this point she snorted deliberately, making herself look a little pitiful, and she frowned and blinked with her big watery eyes. It looks like an innocent and fragile creature that looks like it.

Li Che looked at her in a daze for a while, and then suddenly came back to his senses and looked away: "What the hell are you guys messing around?!" How can such a thing be such a child's play! ”

As he spoke, he lifted the quilt and got up and went to the ground, pulled the yellow robe on the side and put it on casually, looked outside and shouted, "Cui Laifu!" ”

Hearing this, Cui Laifu hurriedly trotted all the way in, he wiped the non-existent sweat on his head and said, "Your Majesty calls a minion?" ”

Liu Xuan looked at Cui Laifu's appearance and wanted to laugh, if she remembered correctly, Cui Laifu was a master who came and went without a trace, when the emperor died and called him to draft a decree, he appeared quietly.

Seeing his appearance, Li Che's eyebrows were even tighter, and he pointed to Liu Xuan, who was still sitting on the bed and shaking his two feet, and said, "Why is she here?" ”

Cui Laifu glanced at Liu Xuan, and then looked panicked: "This ...... This...... This minion doesn't know! The servants kept watch at the door all night, and no one was seen coming or going. ”

After he finished speaking, he turned his head to look at Liu Xuan, with a look of surprise: "Miss Liu, how did you get in?" ”

Liu Xuan couldn't help but smile and blinked her eyes: "This, I don't know, anyway, I'll be here when I wake up." ”

Li Che didn't know that Cui Laifu and Liu Xuan were singing double reeds, his head was obviously a little hurt by the two, he rubbed his eyebrows and said slightly irritably: "Nonsense!" Cui Laifu, you are also messing around! Send her back to me! ”

Cui Laifu glanced at Li Che, and then at Liu Xuan, who was calm, and did not move.

Li Che looked at the two of them and seemed to be a little angry, but he was helpless with these two people, he took a deep breath and suppressed the anger in his heart and shouted: "Long Yi! ”

Ryuichi did not show up.

Li Che suddenly became angry, he pointed at Cui Laifu and said, "Okay, very good!" What are you all doing now? I didn't listen to my words one by one! ”

Liu Xuan saw that he was really angry, and jumped out of bed, she sighed deeply and said with some grievances: "Okay, since you don't want to take me in, then I'll leave." She said and glanced at Li Che aggrievedly, and then the snail slowly walked out.

She choked up as she walked: "Think about me, I'm really pitiful, I was divorced on the night of the wedding, and now I am sent to the door with a dead face, and you don't want it." It turns out that I am now disliked by everyone. ”

She said and pretended to wipe her face, and then turned her head and glanced at Li Che with teary eyes.

That look, how aggrieved and aggrieved, how pitiful and pitiful.

Li Che's head hurt even more, but he didn't say anything, still standing there and looking at her.

Seeing that he didn't move, Liu Xuan sighed deeply and said: "You are going to go on the expedition early this morning, presumably the palace has gathered hundreds of officials to see him off at this moment, let me go out like this, and let them see the miserable fate of my lower cousin." ”

The corners of Li Che's mouth twitched slightly when he heard this, he pursed his lips and didn't speak.

Liu Xuan stopped talking, slowly dragged her steps to the door, and when she arrived at the door, she finally heard his helpless voice: "Wait a while." ”

Liu Xuan's heart jumped with joy, he really felt sorry for her. Sure enough, I still can't let go of her, and sure enough, I still can't do anything about her as before.

She hid the excitement in her heart, and when she turned around, she still looked pitiful, she sniffed and asked aggrievedly, "Do you want me to stay?" ”

Li Che closed his eyes, and said with some annoyance: "As you said, hundreds of civil and military officials have gathered outside to see them off, don't you think that I am the kind of faint king who snatches people's wives!" ”

Liu Xuan frowned when she heard this, it seemed that her meaning was not clear enough, she took out the letter of resignation in her sleeve again and shook it in front of him: "Don't you really understand?" I've been put on leave. ”

Li Che's deep eyes swept over the letter of resignation. He frowned as if he was a little angry: "How can a marriage event be a child's play." Give me Deng Yulai! ”

Cui Laifu lowered his head, as if he didn't hear.

Liu Xuan was a little annoyed when she heard this, she walked up to Li Che in three or two steps, looked at him and said, "Do you really want me to marry Deng Yu so much?" It used to be me wrong, and it was outrageously wrong. I didn't dare to believe you before. But when I believe in you. My reputation has been ruined, and I don't want you to be burdened by me, so I made a choice that I thought would be good for all of us. But I now know that this is the real big mistake, and you really can't forgive me? ”

Li Che tilted his head slightly, as if he didn't want to face her questioning, his Adam's apple rolled up and down, and he didn't speak under her gaze.

Liu Xuan looked at his appearance, her face was suddenly desolate, she took two steps back and looked at him bitterly and said, "Okay, I know." It's my fault, now that I'm a cousin, I don't have any qualifications to stay with you, I'll go, I'll go, I'll go, far away from you! ”

She turned around as soon as she finished speaking, and the falling green silk fluttered because of her movements, and she hid the book of Hugh in her sleeve, and then strode away.

However, she only took one step before her wrist was grabbed.

Liu Xuan turned around, and there was a mist in her eyes: "You don't want me anymore, why are you pulling me to do it?" ”

Li Che pursed his lips and spit out a few words with difficulty: "I don't want you." ”

Liu Xuan looked up at him, and her voice was accusatory: "But you always drive me away!" ”

Li Che closed his eyes slightly and opened them again, his face was a little embarrassed, and he said in a low voice, "I just don't need your sympathy. ”

Liu Xuan was stunned at this time, it turned out that in his heart, he came to him just because he sympathized with him? What sympathize with him? Sympathize with him for being hurt by love? Sympathize with him and have a deep affection?

When did a man who was as arrogant as a god become so unconfident?

Liu Xuan's heart hurt greatly, she stepped forward and stretched out her hand to caress his cheek, but Li Che turned his head slightly sideways. Liu Xuan was annoyed, so she simply stroked it directly, felt the scumbag on his face, and said in a low voice: "It's me who is not good, I should have understood earlier, I am not sympathetic to you, nor impulsive, I really understand and wake up, so even though my reputation is a thousand times worse than before, I still came to you." ”

She put down her hand and took his hand, put it to her lips and bit it fiercely, until a deep tooth mark fell between his hands, and then she looked up at him and said, "So Li Che, you are going to be spurned by ten thousand people with me, and I will drag you to hell with me." ”

Li Che's dark eyes rippled, rippling like the deep water of Gu Tan, he looked at her quietly and silently, he looked at her so seriously, it seemed that he didn't want to let go of a trace of her, his Adam's apple rolled up and down, and finally said dumbly: "After knowing you, I have been in hell." ”

He looked at her deeply: "So, it wasn't you who pulled me to hell, but I pulled you down to hell. ”

Hearing this, the water in Liu Xuan's eyes turned into water droplets, and she nodded heavily: "In the future, whether it is hell or not, as long as you are willing, I will accompany you." ”

After speaking, she gently snuggled into his arms, feeling her hard chest and warm body temperature, and then whispered softly in his arms: "In this life and this life, I will never give up." ”

Li Che didn't speak, he just wrapped her in his arms hard, and then tightened it tighter and tighter.

Cui Laifu on the side took out a handkerchief and wiped the tears on his face, people are useless when they are old, and old tears are worthless.

A light cough interrupted this warm scene, Long Yi didn't know when he appeared, he lowered his head and said: "The subordinates have released the small pillar, the hour is not early, Your Majesty should prepare to go on the expedition." ”

Li Che glanced at him, his eyes were a little complicated, and in the end he didn't say anything but said lightly: "I know." ”

The dragon bowed expressionlessly, then disappeared into the shadows.

Li Che rubbed the top of Liu Xuan's soft hair, and then said softly: "Accompany me to eat together." ”

Liu Xuan nodded in his arms, but did not let go, Li Che was a little helpless, and repeated the words again: "Xuan'er, it's time for me to wash up and eat." ”

Liu Xuan pouted and left his embrace, and then was slightly dissatisfied: "I didn't stop you." ”

For such a Liu Xuan, Li Che had no choice, he had to cough lightly to melt away the embarrassment on his face.

Cui Laifu on the side opened his mouth very vigilantly: "That slave is looking for clothes for Miss Liu, although the hour is not early, but it is still urgent to let the girl bathe and change clothes." Then he bowed and went down to prepare.

Cui Laifu didn't say anything, Liu Xuan didn't care that she was still wearing a wedding dress at the moment, she looked at the red eyes, and the look in her eyes suddenly darkened.

Li Che looked at her look in his eyes and said lightly: "If you want to ......"

"I don't want to!" Liu Xuan hurriedly raised his head and interrupted him: "Now I just want to stay by your side, I just thought of Deng Yu before, and I felt guilty about him in my heart." ”

Li Che half-lowered his eyes, and then said in a low voice: "It's not you who owe him, it's me." ”

Liu Xuan looked at him and smiled lightly: "I think as he said to me, as long as you are good and I am good, he will be fine." ”

Li Che didn't speak, but gently hugged her to his chest and tightened her with a slight force.

Liu Xuan lowered her head in his arms, maybe she and Li Che would carry this guilt until they were old.

Xiao Zhuzi commanded everyone to fill the soup pool behind the side hall of the Qianqing Hall with hot water, his face was full of smiles, and while he was busy, he glanced at Li Che and Liu Xuan who were eating from time to time, Liu Xuan occasionally turned his head to see his gaze, she nodded and smiled at him, indicating that she had seen.

Seeing this, Xiao Zhuzi smiled even more happily, and even his voice was louder when he commanded the palace maid.

Liu Xuan was about to take a shower and change clothes after eating, she looked at the palace maids waiting on the side, and said to Li Che: "I am still used to the service of Qiu Ju and Dong Mei, they were still in Ning Wangfu when I came." ”

Li Che frowned and was about to speak, when the little pillar on the side hurriedly stepped forward and said, "The slave has already taken Qiu Ju and Dongmei into the palace, and now the two of them are packing up their salutes, and Miss Liu will be able to see them after bathing and changing." ”

Li Che swept his gaze when he heard this: "I seem to have heard that you have just been released, huh?" ”

A well-worded with coercion, the little pillar trembled and was about to kneel, Liu Xuan stepped forward and quickly stopped him behind him, and shook a hand towards the small pillar behind him, obviously letting him leave. (To be continued......)