Chapter 765: I don't want to go, I don't want to go
Time flies, and it's Chinese New Year's Eve again!
As soon as night fell, the sound of firecrackers outside shook off, dispelling the cold of winter and bringing a strong festive atmosphere.
On the day of the family reunion, Chen Chen and his family had a lively Chinese New Year's Eve dinner together.
After that, Tangtang went to the small courtyard to set off fireworks, Xie Lanlan, Hua Yuling, Xu Fenghuang accompanied his grandparents, parents-in-law and mother-in-law to watch the Spring Festival Gala, Su Yiyi, Xie Siyu, Qi Wanwan and Chen Xiaoling and Chen Kang went to the temple fair, Chen Chen and Qingqing Anyue Xiao Meier were playing mahjong, Xie Ru gave him a staff officer, only Xie Xixi was alone and leaned against the window to watch the gorgeous night.
Since he politely rejected this girl on the wedding night, Chen Chen knew that the matter was not over, although Xie Xixi never let Bei Jin see anything before entering, everything was the same as before, but whenever the night was quiet, he heard this woman hiding in the room and crying secretly more than once.
Chen Chen couldn't bear to push the door in and hug this woman trapped by love several times, but every time he was about to twist the handle, he flinched again.
It's easy to say I love you, and it's easy to say marry me, but it's heavy responsibility and unbearable consequences.
Although he broke the fixed number and cut off the shackles of fate, Chen Chen knew very well that he would leave this world one day, and he could also feel that this death was getting closer and closer, maybe at some moment, because of a sudden inflection point, he had to start a new journey.
In such a situation, he can't say love anymore, because at this time, love is tantamount to hurt, and he can't convince himself to let a woman live alone for the rest of the years.
Xie Xixi is in love with the country and the city, and her family background is good, such a woman should have the best future, have a perfect love, and have a man who loves her and spoils her and will never live up to the man who hurts her.
But it's a pity that Chen Chen can't give what she deserves, and since she can't give it, avoiding it may be the best choice.
When he disappears into Xie Xixi's world in the future, this love that has never started may also lose its nutrients and slowly wither, maybe this woman will be injured for a while, but it is better than being injured for a lifetime.
"What are you thinking?" Qingqing beckoned in front of his eyes.
"Oh, nothing." Chen Chen came back to his senses.
Xiao Mei'er has been paying attention to him for a long time, and pouted: "Youjin is now in a state of turmoil, I want to love but I don't dare to love, I want to be ruthless but I can't be ruthless, that tangled is embarrassing, tsk!" ”
Chen Chen glanced at her angrily, and scolded in a low voice: "Can you suffocate you if you don't speak?" ”
"I can't hold it back, but I can't go crazy!" Xiao Mei'er sighed: "I have watched this play on the side for a long time, and I can understand it!" To be honest, your choice is not wrong, your rejection of Xie Xixi shows that you really love her and don't want to hurt her, if I were you, I would do the same. ”
Chen Chen listened to her quietly, but was silent.
"But there's one thing I don't like very much-" Xiao Mei'er said softly: "If you are sure that your decision is correct, then you should harden your heart and cut through the mess, and ruthlessly expel Xie Xixi from your world, let her stay away from you, and go to a place where she can't see you, so that she can slowly get used to not being without you, and then gradually forget you and start a new life!" But hello, always let her stay by your side, what is this? Do you want her to leave voluntarily or do you like the feeling of being away? ”
Chen Chen's face turned pale when he heard this.
Xiao Mei'er continued to accuse: "Do you know that every time Xie Xixi stays by your side for a little more, she may love you a little more, and when she loves you to the point where she can't extricate herself, whether you wake up and want to drive her away or leave suddenly, she will also be greatly hurt, and your unwanted harm will become the most cruel injury in the end." ”
Chen Chen's hands and feet were cold in an instant, because he knew very well that Xiao Xiao was right.
"So, I advise you to be decisive, if you love, love deeply, don't care about the consequences, maybe in your opinion, rejection is for Xie Xixi's good, but she doesn't necessarily think so." Xiao Mei'er said in a deep voice: "Also, if you insist on your previous decision, then let her stay away from you as soon as possible, don't go on like this, otherwise you will regret it sooner or later." ”
Chen Chen was silent for a long time, and finally sighed faintly: "You're right, I'm too indecisive, after tonight, I'll find a time to explain to her." ”
At this moment, Xie Ru's mobile phone suddenly rang, and a text message came, and the little girl looked at it and said in surprise: "Wow, the news says that there will be a nine-star star at twelve o'clock tonight!" ”
"Bang-" The mahjong card that Chen Chen was about to play fell on the table, his expression immediately changed, he snatched the little girl's mobile phone and glanced at it, and then his pupils lost focus, and muttered: "It's here, it's finally here." ”
"What's coming?" Xie Ru asked puzzled.
Chen Chen didn't respond to her, got up and ran to the courtyard, looking up at the endless night sky, but saw that there were eight big stars on the sky that were unusually bright, flashing with a strange light, and they were gathering and were about to be connected in a straight line!
Such an omen can be seen in the world, but what the world can't see is that at the end of the more far-reaching starry sky, there are twenty-seven stars that have not been discovered for the classification are also lined up in a straight line, hidden in the chaos.
What will appear at twelve o'clock tonight is not a nine-star alignment, it should be a thirty-six-star alignment, which is exactly the number of Zhou Xiao!
Chen Chen lost his soul, and he knew that the time for him to leave was coming!
Qingqing Anyue Xiao Mei'er walked over, and after seeing this strange scene, she also understood why this man suddenly lost his temper, and he didn't know what to say for a while.
Today was originally a day of family reunion, but it was also a day of separation for Chen Chen, who was angry and jealous, and God always refused to let go of this man in the scope it could control, and he had to be disgusted and disgusted.
Chen Chen sat on the stone bench in the courtyard, although he had long known that he would have to leave, but when this death really came, he still couldn't help but feel panic and fear.
In all fairness, he really didn't want to leave, he didn't want to leave his parents who gave birth to him and raised him, and he didn't want to leave the one he loved, because he knew that this parting might last forever!
Although you are beyond fate, as long as you are not above the path of death, you must also be bound by the law of death!
With Chen Chen's current cultivation, Feixian is only in a thought, but the reason why he is reluctant to take this last step is because he can't leave behind family affection and love.
It's easy to become an immortal, but it's hard to look back at mortals!
Once he ascends and leaves, there is only one way to come back, and that is to preach Pangu and reopen the law with his own will!
Not to mention whether he can succeed, even if he can, I don't know how many years later, but by then, the bones of his parents and his wife and children will probably become a handful of ashes, and it will be too late for anything, and what is the point of coming back, it is just a regret.
"I'm not reconciled-" Chen Chen clenched his fists, got up angrily and roared angrily: "Lao Tzu is not reconciled, do you think you can punish me in this way?" Delusion! ”
An unyielding cry!
Everyone is shocked!
The galaxy trembles!
Tangtang, who was setting off fireworks, was stunned, and ran over and asked in a whisper, "Dad, what's wrong with you?" Did you encounter something unhappy? ”
His daughter's delicate whisper calmed down a trace of sorrow in Chen Chen's heart, he squatted down and hugged the little girl who was growing up, kissed her cheek, wanted to say anything but couldn't say it, just hugged her tightly, not wanting to let go.
"What happened? Dad, just talk to Tangtang, Tangtang will try to help you. The little girl waved her little fist and said seriously: "I'm very powerful now." ”
"I know, I know." Chen Chen couldn't help crying, he was reluctant, he was really reluctant to leave such a well-behaved daughter and go away.
Qingqing saw that he was very emotional, and was afraid that the little girl would see something and go around to cause unnecessary tension in the family, so she stepped forward and patted her on the back and said, "Tangtang, nothing happened to your father, don't think too much and don't mention it to your grandparents, you know?" ”
The little girl nodded as if she didn't understand.
"Good boy, let's go play." Qingqing pinched her pink cheeks.
"Oh." Chen Chen secretly wiped away his tears and forcibly held back his sadness, Tangtang couldn't find anything, and walked away step by step.
An Yue sighed lightly, looked at the man with a sad face, and said: "I know what you're afraid of, but things are not as bad as you think, your departure is a reality that cannot be changed, but this is not necessarily life and death." ”
"It's o, it's unlikely that you'll come back after you ascend, but we can go to you!" Xiao Mei'er said softly: "Don't forget, Tangtang is your bloodline, and she has the Emperor's Destiny that has not yet activated the sublimation, but after she is promoted to the half-step Huagang Great Perfection Realm, she can also break the shackles of the laws of this world and open up the door to enter the void, and then we can also fly with her to ascend to the Nine Deaths." ”
"That's right! The separation is only temporary, and if you have time to be sad, you might as well find a way to solve a very practical problem. Qingqing said in a deep voice.
"What do you mean?" Chen Chen frowned.
Qingqing whispered: "Most of the sisters have a lifelong marriage with you, they are the concubines of your previous life, they have a noble life, and they are not good, even if they miss the best time to practice martial arts, as long as they concentrate on cultivation in the future, they can also have the qualifications to ascend, but your parents, Ning Xuan, Ou Xue'er and Ou Bing'er can't, they are just mortals, even if they have good conditions, it is difficult to achieve much in martial arts." ”
"Yes, that's the biggest problem." An Yue nodded.
Chen Chen squinted his eyes and thought about it, and finally said lightly: "Don't worry, I have a way, before leaving, I will wash their muscles, evolve their white spoon physique, and improve their white spoon martial arts." ”
Qingqing was stunned for a moment, and then seemed to think of something, and exclaimed, "You shouldn't be thinking-"
"Yes, that's the way." Chen Chen's expression was firm, and he slowly spread out his hand, and a blood containing rich divinity emerged!
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