Sister Yun'er and the Defu brothers enlightened Li Qingzhao for a long time, and saw that Qingzhao felt a little better, so she slowly left.

Li Qingzhao was also dreaming alone, thinking that there would be Tanlang coming to find him, but he secretly comforted him alone, thinking: "Sister Yun'er is right, Qingzhao doesn't think about it anymore." ”

After staying for many days, Li Qingzhao was still looking forward to it in his heart, although he didn't know how to deal with it, he still secretly thought: "It's always good for people to come and talk to Qingzhao." ”

Thinking like this in his heart, it also relieved some of his loneliness a little, Li Qingzhao felt that he was still loved, no matter how people felt about him, at least he came to see him.

Secretly wishing, Li Qingzhao also looked out of the door from time to time, always thinking that that person could come to see him, and often fantasized in his heart, what was that person like? Is it as handsome and pretty as a sandalwood?

I don't know, it's not too bad after all, right?

Li Qingzhao stretched out his hand and stroked his lips, and secretly pondered, then turned his face again, and sighed, what his future will be, he still guesses here, it is really ridiculous and generous. As I am now, I am lucky to be able to find someone to marry, so why do I pick and choose from others?

Thinking crankily in his heart, Li Qingzhao blinked his tears, he was extremely disappointed in himself, he really didn't expect that in just a few years, he would become an abandoned woman from a girl in a boudoir, which is a pity and pathetic.

But not long after, Sister Yun'er and Brother Defu came to meet Li Qingzhao again, chatted with her, and tried to change the topic. Make her happy. If you can't make her happy, follow her words and comfort her as much as you can.

Many more days passed. Turning his head to the next year, it has been four years since Chongning, Li Qingzhao really couldn't sit still, so he asked his father, came to his father's door, and said bluntly: "Didn't Dad say that someone wanted to come to see Qingzhao?" Why is it that at this time, no one is coming? Could it be that what Daddy said was all deceptive? ”

Li Gefei listened to his daughter's questioning. I was even more uncomfortable in my heart, and I secretly thought about it for a long time, and then I sighed. Said: "People don't live in Qingzhou, and there is a certain distance from us, so it's okay for the old man to go to someone's house once, and he can't go to someone's house all the time?" So much pressing. The old man's face was also dull. It's like my clear picture is really like a woman who no one wants. Fight for the same as others. ”

When Li Qingzhao heard this, he couldn't bear it in his heart, so he shook his head, tears rushed out again, and said to his father: "What? Could it be that the man was telling a lie? He said he wanted to come to see Qingzhao, but he didn't come, what's going on? ”

Mother Li was beside her, and Qingzhao sighed. Then he said: "That's fine, we already knew." It is better to go to someone else, so as not to let his family support him. ”

Li Qingzhao shook his head and said, "Mother, what are these words?" Where can Qingzhao be considered a thing to be bought and sold? If you can't do it, you still want to look at the next house? At first, my father said that people came to see me. I really believe it, Qingzhao looks forward to it every day, waits, can wait for someone to come, even if my father invited someone to come, not because they came voluntarily, I am willing. However, Qingzhao has been waiting for so many days, just waiting for this? Daddy said they weren't coming. ”

Li Gefei clapped his hands and said to his daughter: "Can't you see this?" At the beginning, they said that they were coming, and they kept saying that they were coming for the name of Qingzhao. But after waiting for a long time, they still didn't come. The old man and your mother also said that they thought they had changed their minds, so they didn't come. ”

Mother Li went over, stretched out her hand to wrap her arms around Qingzhao's shoulder, and said to Qingzhao: "It's okay, if he doesn't come, he won't come, we are afraid that we won't be able to summon people by virtue of the name of a talented woman?" ”

Li Qingzhao shook his head and said to his mother: "Mother, don't comfort Qingzhao like this. Kiyosho knew that I had become an abandoned woman in my family, and that I could no longer be loved by others no matter what. The woman of chaff is like a discarded stinking shoe, and will never be cared for again. ”

Tears welled up in Li's mother's eyes, and she hurriedly said to her daughter, "How come? Qingzhao, you can't think of yourself like this, how many poems you write, but they admire them, they like you, it's too late to admire you, where will they not favor you? ”

Li Qingzhao shrugged his shoulders, spread his mother's hands, turned his head to look outside the room, and only felt that the sky was so good, but he didn't seem to have any feelings at all!

Looking at the sky, his eyes were fixed, but his heart was messy, and he kept secretly thinking: "Impossible, impossible." ”

Slowly moving outside the house, Li Qingzhao said in a daze: "Mother persuaded Qingzhao so much before, Qingzhao still believed it, but now, no one is coming, and Qingzhao no longer believes in his mother's words." ”

Mother Li followed, but she didn't dare to move her daughter's body indiscriminately, thinking to herself: "My daughter must be very sad at this time, don't touch her old body." ”

When she followed Qingzhao back to her room, Li's mother saw that her daughter was still dumbfounded, and she didn't know why, so she panicked and thought, "It's not good, Qingzhao shouldn't be depressed because of this incident, it's not good." ”

The thought flashed, and Li Mudeng thought of Miss Cai and Lu Defu again, and secretly thought: "They are young people who are easy to talk to, so the old man will go and invite Miss Cai and Defu to go." ”

Just finished thinking about it in her heart, Mother Li was about to turn around, but she heard Miss Cai's voice outside the door, and then saw the old man enter the door, and then stretched out his hand to the door and pointed to the door, saying: "Miss Cai, please, Defu, please persuade Qingzhao." ”

Cai Nu hurriedly nodded and smiled with her uncle, hurriedly came in again, and shouted, "Sister-in-law, how are you?" ”

Li Qingzhao didn't seem to hear Yun'er's sister's words, but still stared blankly ahead, his body did not move, and his head did not turn.

Cai Nu stepped forward and said anxiously with her sister-in-law: "Sister-in-law, how are you?" What the hell is wrong with you? Wasn't it okay the other day? ”

Reaching out and grabbing her sister-in-law's shoulders, Cai Nu and her sister-in-law looked at each other, and then saw that there was no light in her sister-in-law's eyes, and she was shocked, and she shook her sister-in-law's body again, Cai Nu and her sister-in-law said seriously: "Sister-in-law, what's wrong with you?" Say something. ”

Lu Defu just stood to the side, scratching his head. Don't know what to say.

Li Qingzhao seemed to have just seen Sister Yun'er, and slowly focused his eyes on Sister Yun'er, and his face suddenly changed. Burst into tears.

Seeing this, Cai Nu couldn't help crying, and hurriedly asked, "Sister-in-law, what's wrong with you?" Why is it the way it is today? ”

Turning around to look at her uncle and aunt, Cai Nu saw that they were all sad, and she didn't know why, even if she wanted to, she couldn't persuade her.

Li Qingzhao threw herself into Yun'er's sister's arms and cried loudly. I felt warmth, and said to her: "No one wants me anymore, Qingzhao has to guard the empty room alone." No one asked. ”

When Cai Nu heard this, when she understood, she hurriedly reached out and gently patted her sister-in-law's back, and said softly to her sister-in-law: "After that person came to see." Can I talk to my sister-in-law about it? Sister-in-law, you speak. Yun'er will avenge you. ”

Li Qingzhao shook his head and said, "That person didn't come at all." Qingzhao dreams all day long, and I thought that people would come to see me! Hmph, but waited for a void. ”

When Cai Nu heard this, she was also surprised, and thought to herself: "How is this possible? Didn't he say he was coming? ”

Lu Defu hurriedly said: "Didn't the teacher say that the person admired his sister-in-law's name and wanted to come to see his sister-in-law?" ”

Li Gefei still felt wronged, shook his head and said, "The old man thinks it too." But there has been no news from people for so many days, so I guess they won't come. ”

Lu Defu bowed his head. "Nonsense, that person really doesn't keep his word." It's really arrogant, and he's not a man. ”

Cai Nu turned around and said to Xianggong: "At this time, Xianggong, you must not be impatient." ”

Looking back at her sister-in-law again, Cai Nu pursed her lips, and then said: "Forget it, it's better if he doesn't come, this kind of person will come in vain, so I don't have to let my sister-in-law send off again." If you are so untrustworthy, what are you going to do when you come? ”

Li Qingzhao is unwilling, he has been in the empty room for a long time, and he doesn't even have a spiritual sustenance, no matter what kind of person he is, as long as he comes to take a look, it's good, why don't he come?

Cai Nu comforted her sister-in-law and said, "Sister-in-law doesn't have to be anxious, how about Yun'er and sister-in-law choose a few more?" ”

Li Qingzhao shook his head and said, "Don't want it, no one wants it." What do you take Qingzhao for? Is it a thing to buy and sell? If you want to buy it, you will see it, and if you don't buy it, you will disdain it. ”

Cai Nu knew that her sister-in-law was angry at this time, and she seemed to be talking a little nonsense in her heart, and she didn't care what her sister-in-law said, she just followed her sister-in-law's words, and hurriedly shook her head and said, "No, how can it be?" No one dared to take her sister-in-law as a thing to buy and sell. If anyone really dared to do this, Yun'er would be the first to refuse. ”

Li Qingzhao cried and said: "That person said he was coming, but there was no news, which made my father embarrassed, should I go to someone or not?" ”

Cai Nu said: "It's a guest to come to the door for a day, and I'm embarrassed to have more." Forget it, why does my uncle still beg them for such a high-status person? Since they have ignored us, we will not go to them. ”

Li Gefei shook his head and sighed: "The old man is no longer what he was back then, he no longer has an official position, it can be said that even civilians are inferior, where is still a high status?" Miss Cai was serious. ”

Cai Nu shook her head and said: "They don't take their uncle as an official, but Yun'er thinks that his uncle has been thinking about the court all his life and should be regarded as a good official." ”

Li Gefei smiled slightly, but did not answer.

Cai Nu turned around and said to her sister-in-law: "Sister-in-law doesn't have to be lost, Yun'er will go and find someone with her sister-in-law." ”

As she spoke, Cai Nu got together and was about to go out, as if she was really going to find someone with her sister-in-law.

Li Qingzhao reached out and grabbed Yun'er's sister, shook his head with her, and said: "Sister doesn't have to worry about this, the tiger falls in Pingyang, no one cares, this is the reality." Qingzhao doesn't ask for anything anymore. I'll have my own business, I'll think about it myself. More on that in a few more days. ”

Cai Nu still didn't want to see her sister-in-law so sad, and said seriously with her sister-in-law: "But sister-in-law, you ......"

Li Qingzhao hurriedly said: "With Qingzhao's identity, what kind of Langjun can you summon?" Tan Lang doesn't have to think about it. Alas, the heart can be bigger than heaven and earth, but fate is so wronged, what can I do as a weak woman? ”

When Cai Nu heard her sister-in-law's words, although she still wanted to comfort her sister-in-law, she thought about it again, and let her do what she wanted to do, and it would be useless to say more, so she followed her sister-in-law's words. Cai Nu stayed with her sister-in-law for a long time, and gradually saw that her sister-in-law's mood was stable, and she felt that it was getting late, so she left.

Li Qingzhao was alone again, thinking, not knowing what to do.

After many days, a few months passed, and it was already late autumn. Although Li Qingzhao found it difficult to accept this reality, he had to admit the reality that he was an abandoned woman, and no matter what, others could not accept him.

After a long time, although Li Qingzhao couldn't see it, he got used to it, his mind was a little numb, and he was a little unfamiliar with the word husband and wife.

During this period, Cai Nu also came to comfort her sister-in-law from time to time, but after all, it was just comforting words, and she couldn't change reality, so Cai Nu had to try her best to make her sister-in-law happier.

Late autumn has arrived, and it seems like it was just yesterday, and it seems like it was a thousand years and ten thousand years ago. There seemed to be some blur in the familiarity, which made Li Qingzhao seem to remember, but he seemed to forget. I have to stop thinking about the past and focus on the present, which is slightly better.

In the depths of September, the weather turned cooler, and Li Qingzhao stayed alone in the courtyard, looking at the dust on the ground in front of him, and he didn't know whether the new dust had replaced the old soil, or the old soil was covered by the new dust. In short, the land in front of him seems to have changed again, and he is still the abandoned Li Qingzhao.

Cai Nu came to see her sister-in-law as usual, but when she saw her face was gloomy, she thought to herself: "It turns out that my sister-in-law is still like this." ”

Feeling uncomfortable, Cai Nu still forced a laugh, and laughed with her sister-in-law: "Sister-in-law, what are you doing in the yard?" ”

Li Qingzhao raised his head slightly, and saw Sister Yun'er coming, but he was used to her arrival, but he didn't feel anything, so he immediately waved to Sister Yun'er and said softly: "Sister is here?" Have a seat. ”

Cai Nu put her hands behind her back, and then said coquettishly with her sister-in-law: "Sister-in-law, what are you looking at?" ”

Li Qingzhao shook his head and said, "If a person has nothing to do, what else can he watch?" ”

Cai Nu sighed and said, "Sister-in-law, you are lying, Yun'er can see what you are thinking, sister-in-law." As for what to think, Yun'er didn't know. ”

Li Qingzhao pursed his lips lightly, but he didn't show a smile, and said to Yun'er's sister: "My sister can see things and guess the psychology of others. Empathetic, Qingzhao really admires. If there was no Yun'er sister to accompany him for many days, Qingzhao really didn't know what to do. ”

Cai Nu nodded and said, "Sister-in-law is praising Yun'er." However, Yun'er also believes that her sister-in-law is telling the truth. It's just sister-in-law, what the hell are you thinking? Can you talk to Yun'er? ”

Li Qingzhao chuckled and said, "Qingzhao is thinking about Tanlang!" ”

As soon as he said that, Li Qingzhao smiled to himself.

Cai Nu shook her head and said, "Why is my sister-in-law laughing?" Don't you believe in yourself? What's wrong with Tanlang? My sister-in-law is brilliant, so it doesn't hurt to think about it. ”

Li Qingzhao nodded and said, "Yes." ”

The meaning of casualness has been revealed on Li Qingzhao's face, as if Li Qingzhao doesn't care about Yun'er's sister's words.

Cai Nu said: "Why doesn't my sister-in-law care so much? Yun'er is telling the truth, sister-in-law, you have to listen to it. ”

Li Qingzhao smiled slightly and said, "Okay, Qingzhao listen!" (To be continued......)