Chapter Seventy-Seven: Sincerity
Looking at Yingluo again, Qi Xu's eyes became extremely complicated, and in the end he was a little infatuated, until he slowly approached Yingluo, Yingluo forgot to step back, the bodies of the two people slowly approached, Qi Xu stretched out his arm and tightly took Yingluo into his arms.
It was still a familiar taste, but Yingluo couldn't bear to push it away, hesitated slightly, and finally made up her mind and wanted to push Qi Xu away, but Qi Xu grabbed her wrists with both hands and closed it behind her back, which made Yingluo stick tightly in his arms, her lips gently leaned to Yingluo's ear, and her voice was small but with endless sadness, "Let me hold it for a while." ”
Yingluo was suddenly reluctant to push him away, this is the person she misses all the time, how can she bear to hurt him again and again, just this time, let her be willful again this time, the Qi Xu in front of her is only the fifth prince today, not the brother Qi Xu she misses.
Feeling that the person in his arms became quiet, Qi Xu tightened his arms tighter, only in this way could he feel that the person in his arms was always there. Yingluo's initial determination was deeply seared into his heart, he was afraid that she would still be the same indifferent as soon as she let go, and he didn't want to see her indifferent eyes again.
He buried it in Yingluo's neck, but what entered his nose was Yingluo's long inky hair stained with fragrance, which actually made his heart slowly settle down, but Yingluo didn't dare to move, feeling Qi Xu slowly relaxing, she also breathed a sigh of relief, although Qi Xu made her feel Qi Xu's affection when he hugged her tightly, but she was a little suffocated.
It was probably a long time, so long that Yingluo thought that Qi Xu was going to fall asleep, and wanted to push Qi Xu away, Qi Xu's movements were tight, and the words that came out of her lips hit Yingluo's ears directly, such an action made Yingluo's ears slightly red, and such intimacy also made Yingluo's heart soft.
"From the moment I first entered the palace, I really realized what it means to eat people without spitting out bones, and although I was cautious, there were people who wanted to harm me. I was worried every day and night, and I didn't dare to close my eyes at ease late at night, and all I thought about was your laughter, which always gave me the courage to face the next day. In this way, day after day, I finally adapted to such a gloomy life, gained a firm foothold in the palace, and let those people have a trace of awe, what I desire most in my heart is to see you, I resolutely came to the Jade Mansion despite the persuasion of my mother, and finally let me see you who I think about day and night, but in exchange for your strange eyes and deliberate alienation. Luo'er, I don't understand why this is happening, how much has you changed in three years, why are you doing this to me? ”
Qi Xu said word by word, her voice was low, but there were always some different emotions mixed in it, but Yingluo's tears fell at some point, at this moment, she didn't want to think about Qi Xu's identity as a prince anymore, and she didn't want to think about her appearance and gradually becoming smaller. She was only crying for Qi Xu's life in the palace and Qi Xu's feelings for herself, and her voice was naturally a little trembling, "Brother Xu." But with only this one title, I can't say it anymore.
At this time, Qi Xu let go of the arm holding Yingluo, looked at Yingluo's tearful eyes, and stretched out his fingers to wipe away Yingluo's tears, his fingers brushed Yingluo's eyebrows, and he said softly, "Luo'er, I don't want you to be wronged in the palace, if you are willing, wait for me to make a living for my mother, and we will wander to the ends of the earth, okay?" ”
Yingluo was really stunned, she didn't expect Qi Xu to say such a thing, she really wanted to wander the world with Qi Xu, but she couldn't be so selfish, she not only had a father, but also younger brothers and sisters, she didn't matter alone, but Qi Xu was a prince, she couldn't trap her relatives in a sea of suffering.
Yingluo looked at Qi Xu, and finally shook her head, and under Qi Xu's sad eyes, she said to Qi Xu quietly, "Brother Xu, we can't do that, you still have a mother and a concubine, and I also have a father and younger siblings, we can't be so selfish." What Yingluo didn't say was, what's more, her appearance was ruined, if Qi Xu saw it, she didn't know what the future would look like.
Qi Xu was in Yingluo's gaze, and secretly laughed at himself. Yes, it's too simple for him to think, mother, except for him who finally becomes a big position, who else can guarantee that the mother concubine is safe and worry-free. Although he broke off contact with his mother concubine during the few years in the Jade Mansion, it was his mother who raised herself since she was a child, but she had to hide herself in other places until she entered the palace, and her mother taught him the truth of survival in the palace. The mother concubine is still very beautiful, looking at his gentle eyes, how can he be willing to put his mother in the sea of suffering.
Yingluo knew that Qi Xu must have figured out these things, so she didn't say anything more, and stayed away from Qi Xu quietly, she didn't accidentally make her veil fall off.
Qi Xu looked at Yingluo deeply again and sighed, "Luo'er, I can't stand you." "Knowing that you are with me, I will see the cruelty and viciousness of those people, how I am afraid that you will have something wrong because of me, but I don't want to push you away personally, I don't know how much I love you, I want to have you, but I am afraid of hurting you, I want to push you away, but I can't convince myself, I am always reprimanding myself, why don't I let go of you, I know that I can't give you stability. But with so many words, when it comes to his mouth, he can only say one sentence of sorry. There is only one sentence that can be said.
Yingluo shook her head, "No. ”
Qi Xu asked Xiang Yingluo again, but asked, "But why have you avoided me since the beginning, Luo'er, I want to know your reason." ”
Yingluo was slightly stunned, but she didn't know how to speak, could she say that her appearance was ruined and she didn't want him to see her like this? How could the secret he had painstakingly guarded be revealed to him by himself.
Therefore, Yingluo didn't answer, and looked at Qi Xu silently, her eyes were very clear, but Qi Xu took a step back suddenly, and said in disbelief, "Luo'er has someone you like?" ”
Yingluo is a little ridiculous, Qi Xu would come up with this reason, but now, this reason can also become the best way for her to avoid him. Therefore, Yingluo looked at Qi Xu seriously again and said, "Brother Xu has lived in Luo'er's house for several years, and Luo'er has always treated Brother Xu as an elder brother. Luo'er read the female ring, and men and women are not kissed, and so is her brother. Then, Yingluo lowered her head slightly, but her face was a little flushed when she looked up again, "Luo'er is already in time, and when she is about to get married, I hope my brother wishes." ”
The situation took a turn for the worse, but Qi Xu's self-talk became the biggest ridiculousness, and for a while, I don't know if Yingluo was going to marry someone who surprised him, or because he was angry about his words.
Yingluo said again, "Brother Xu wants Luo'er to accompany you in the guise of a man, since Luo'er has agreed, that is, the future husband has already agreed, Brother Xu doesn't have to take it to heart." Yingluo's heart hurt very much, but she couldn't help pretending to be happy on her face, and looking at Qi Xu's face again, it was getting more and more ugly.
Qi Xu didn't say anything again for a long time, and finally glanced at Yingluo, turned his back, and his voice was a little higher, "Someone." ”
The door opened, and the two guards outside the door came in and said, "What does Your Highness command?" ”
Immediately after, I heard Qi Xu's voice, "Send Miss Yu back home." The two people behind him said yes and invited Yingluo out of the room. Qi Xu stood there, endlessly sad, he had suffered for three years, but he didn't expect it to be in exchange for such an ending, Luo'er, it's not that you are ruthless, but I am too intentional?
What the hell am I going to do to take away the shadow you have left on my heart? I'm afraid that the whole heart will be gone. The girl who brought him the light in the darkness ended up going to someone else, so why didn't he feel pain?