043. The first snow is in love

"Food...... Enough is enough, fur...... Enough is enough, so what is missing? That's right, firewood! Sima Pianpian patted his head.

She called Wanhuo and asked her to arrange for primitive people to cut down more trees to dry, on the one hand to save them as dry firewood, and on the other hand, to prepare charcoal for indoor warmth in winter.

Her method of burning charcoal is very simple, directly hollowing out a hill, piling dry wood in it, and starting to light a fire, and when the fire is at its peak, it is sealed, and then opened after a day and a night, and often a batch of charcoal can be obtained, and the quality is not good, so she uses quantity to make up for it. She didn't want to get involved in the coal mine for the time being, she thought it was an industrial fuel, and if it hadn't been treated, it wouldn't be suitable for current life.

She didn't get much information about winter from the primitive population, but she knew that it was still very cold, and many people often froze to death in previous years. It's just that after every winter, there will always be a group of strange humans in the forest, similar to the primitive group of Weng, who do not understand the language at first, and then slowly integrate into the local primitive group. Unlike Weng and others, these people have both men and women, but they are ignorant, like lost children, they can't tell where their home is, and they don't know why they are here, which should be the reason why the total number of humans in this mountain forest has not decreased too much.

Sima Pianpian has also seen a few such people, and wants to hear their original language, but after such a long time, these people have long forgotten their original language, and their memory time is too short, even if they have made progress after joining the tribe, the previous things seem to have disappeared with time.

And there are more than a dozen people she just rescued from the monster's mouth, all of whom ran out of several primitive groups nearby, Sima Pianpian went back to find other primitive groups later, but they are no longer in the original settlement, after each monster attack, the primitive people will change places, maybe because the original place is full of memories of the tragic death of their companions......

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After the primitives were all ready, a few more days later, the first snow of winter quietly fell.

The whole world was quiet, and the snowflakes that were truly like goose feathers fell from the blue and white sky, and the holy color covered the cruelty and blood of the mountains and forests, like a wordless soothing, and like a holy baptism.

Sima Pianpian was standing under the eaves at this time, looking up at the sky at 45 degrees, uh, she didn't think she was being sad brightly, she was just thinking about things......

She wore a black cloak sewn from animal skins and a pair of black animal skin boots on her feet, which she had the fur group make, and each person in the tribe would be given a set of similar warm clothing.

Her jet-black hair was almost shoulder-length, and she personally preferred long hair, so she let it grow. The reason why I cut my hair before, on the one hand, is because it is easy to take care of, and on the other hand, for safety, people who basically have a sense of survival at the end of the day will not wear a long flowing hair, which is self-defeating, maybe when fleeing, they will be caught by a zombie with a fast hand.

"Chief......" A clear and nice voice sounded beside him.

"Say, you say, what is love?" Hearing the voice, Sima Pianpian did not look back, his eyes were still fixed on the falling snowflakes, and his tone was far away.

"......, you said in class that love is all the touchable and insensitive feelings in the heart, all-encompassing and everywhere."

"Hehe," Sima Pianpian chuckled. "How could I have said such a sentence then, and now I can't even understand myself."

"Huh." Yan also seemed to find it funny.

Sima Pianpian turned his head, looked at Yan, and said: "Emotional emotion, only what can be perceived is called love, and what cannot be perceived is called loneliness...... Yan, do you really like me? ”

Yan stared at Sima Pian's burning eyes, and his face immediately turned red.

"Chieftain......

"Sue me, will you be lonely when I'm away?" Sima Pianpian went further.

"Chief......" took a step back, looking a little flustered, such an aggressive chief was the first time he had seen him, and the chief had always been gentle as a spring breeze before......

Sima Pianpian lowered his eyes and said indifferently: "There was once a tribe, because the feelings between people are getting weaker and weaker, but the personal ** is getting bigger and bigger, God has sent many warnings, but they still don't repent, for the ugliness in their hearts, they hurt others unsatisfied...... Eventually, God sent down a heavenly punishment and made them disappear from the world......" A sarcastic smile hung over her lips.

I didn't understand the words of "......".

Sima Pianpian shook his head and said: "Actually, I don't know what I want to say to you, I just think of what to say, I don't have any clear meaning to express, I just want to communicate with you more, if you really like me, then please know me a little more, sometimes, what you see me is not necessarily the real me......"

Yan nodded, although he couldn't understand most of her words, he could sense that the chief was agitated.

"......" Sima Pianpian suddenly fell silent, because she didn't know what to say.

She didn't know what she was anxious about, she felt a little nervous, uh, her menstrual period should be early, what was wrong with her? Suddenly called Yan over, and suddenly said a lot of inexplicable words...... Her brows furrowed, she figured it out, what she really wanted to express was ...... She is from that tribe, she doesn't know how many emotions she has left in her heart, how big her ** will be, and what her future will be......

"Chief, ...... you?"

Sima Pianpian raised his head, looked at the handsome boy with a nervous face, smiled, and said: "What I want to say is that the previous agreement will continue to be valid, but there is a condition to be added, you have to recognize your heart, I will only like people who really like me...... Rather than feelings like adoration or attachment......"

To put it bluntly, it is that she does not believe in people, and to put it bluntly, it is that she lacks a sense of security.

In fact, she is a very timid person, and she has been seeking security all her life, staying at home, and being strong, all in order to satisfy this little psychology. So for the most fragile feelings in the world, she wants to avoid it, if she can't avoid it...... That was the beginning of the nightmare for the other party......

Yan looked at Sima Pianpian and suddenly said, "Chief, are you interested in hearing my story?" ”

Sima Pianpian nodded.

The next moment, a clear voice sounded slowly.

"My mother, who has always been the greatest person in my heart, helped Tian Tian get the position of leader, she said that only those who have wisdom can be leaders.

The boys in the ghetto have always been taken seriously, but my mother loved me very much, she made me friends with Tian Tian, just to let me grow up with confidence, she said, boys should not be ignored.

Even on the run, my mother didn't leave me. Tian Tian said that we were looking for a place with a lot of food to survive, and we found that fruit forest, and we are all grateful to her, because her wisdom saved us.

The first time I paid attention to you, it was you who took the fruit I threw out, and I was afraid of you at that time, but later, when the monster came, you came to save us, took us back to the settlement, gave us food and clothes, you gave us hope, and I felt very kind to you at that time.

However, when you led us up the stairs, I felt that you were far away, as if you had never belonged here......

Later, I found that you looked at everyone in the tribe with no contempt, whether it was for boys, for children, for the disabled, for half-orcs, like a warm wind, at that time, I couldn't help but want to see you all the time, you are smart, strong, a good leader, I think I suddenly understood what my mother said after you left that day, she said, the leader will agree, because the leader is wise.

I don't like you for my mother, I just follow my heart, I want to see you every day, and when I can't see you, I'll be lonely...... Chief, can these words of mine soothe the uneasiness in your heart a little? ”

There was not much flowery language, just a simple narrative, but Sima Pianpian was a little moved, she never thought that someone would pay attention to her like this, looking at his clear eyes with her reflection, she suddenly felt a little hot in her face...... He noticed her agitation, he understood her uneasiness, and he ...... It doesn't seem that he doesn't know her at all......

A cluster of snowflakes floated into the eaves and landed on Sima Pianpian's face, waking her up with a startle.

She suddenly smiled and said, "Thank you, Yan, in order to be responsible for you, I will think about it." ”

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