(2) Bumpy road
Ah Mo is going to the stove room again, eating dumplings at night, she still has a lot to do.
Although the meat of those wild games was fragrant, she was worried that Jinghua would definitely not be used to eating them, so after thinking about it, she still told Xuanhua to let him catch two more fish, the fish meat was more tender, and he picked the thorns to make fish dumplings, and Jinghua might be able to eat a little.
She looked as usual, and didn't seem to be angry about what had just happened.
Of course, his Momo has always been a good girl with an open heart.
When she left, he almost tried to stop her again, saying that he was not allowed to go to the stove again.
Finally held back.
He's always been like that lately.
always wants to keep her by his side, as long as he can't see her for a short time, he will be restless and even emotionally out of control.
His temper is getting worse and worse, willful, domineering, almost not like himself, for a little thing, he inexplicably murders her, and regrets it to death afterwards.
And when she was really in front of him, he didn't want to say anything, and he felt bored with anything. I used to laugh even if I didn't have the energy, but now I feel tired even when I laugh.
He's really, getting harder and harder to control himself.
I don't know if it's because of physical problems, it finally began to lead to mental disorders, and I responded to the words that my father finally threw to him in front of so many people - he has been sick for a long time and is delirious.
Hehe, it turns out that my father has always looked at him like this.
He looked out the window, and there were some scattered blurry shadows floating in front of him, grains, very small, I couldn't see what they were, but I felt moving.
Is it snowing?
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When Kuaifang left, he left a large amount of food supplies for them. Oil, salt, sugar noodles are ready-made, and there are a lot of non-perishable vegetables. Ah Mo picked two Chinese cabbages, together with the pheasant and hare meat that Xuanhua brought back, and ordered vegetable and meat filling, and made fish for Jinghua alone.
She has never been interested in cooking, but for the sake of Jinghua, she has slowly forced herself into a half-master. Xuanhua wanted to explain to this princess of the West Sea, the vegetables should be picked first, then washed, and then blanched, but she didn't expect to open her mouth yet, she had already picked it up quickly and diligently, although the cut was a little sloppy, but the hygiene was absolutely guaranteed.
"Thank you, Miss Mo. ”
Ah Mo was refreshing, "What's polite, it's a small matter." ”
"I thank you, not for this. ”
Xuanhua paused and said sincerely, "Jinghua can have a confidante like you, I, as the eldest brother, thank you on his behalf." ”
Ah Mo was stunned for a moment, and then replied realistically and shamelessly, "I really don't need to thank you, I like Jinghua, of course I have to be good to him." ”
Xuanhua smiled again, he liked this girl's reality very much.
"My second brother, he has been in poor health since he was a child, and no one hurts, and now he finally has you. I'm glad you're together. ”
Xuanhua hesitated for a moment, as if he was considering the words, but he still continued: "But Miss Ah Mo, you must know that Jinghua ...... him."
"What's he?" Mo was busy and didn't raise his head.
"He shouldn't be with you for long. ”
Xuanhua's voice was deliberately low, but it still made her listen very harshly. She was picking up the fish when her hand trembled, and the knife cut her fingers.
The wound was invisible, but blood spilled out immediately, and it was scattered in the water in an instant.
She took a breath, simply put down the fish, rubbed her wet hand on her body, and raised her head fearlessly, her eyes clear and bright.
"I know. She said.
"How is Jinghua's health, I knew when I first met him.
But I don't care.
I like him, I just want to be with him!
If he is alive today, then he will be together today. If you're alive tomorrow, we'll be together tomorrow!
I don't know what will happen in the future, maybe something happened to me and I died before him? Who can guarantee that I will live a long life?
Brother Xuanhua, I'm an adult. I can figure out who I want to be with and what kind of life I want to live. Please rest assured, even if I regret it in the future, it is my own business. ”
Her words were crisp and clear.
After saying that, without a moment's delay, he lowered his head to get her fish again. This is for Jinghua to eat, so naturally it has to be carefully and carefully.
Only her slightly trembling hands leaked her heart.
She knew he was right.
Jinghua couldn't stay with her for long.
But she didn't want to think about it. She is not an escapist person, but only in this matter, she is always subconsciously reluctant to touch, and she deceives herself and jumps away when she thinks about it. If you can escape, you can escape.
When Xuanhua said it unabashedly today, she still felt like a thunderclap ringing in her ears, turning her heart into a petal.
Don't think about it, it's the New Year. She said to herself.
After she finished cleaning up the fish, she found a clean jar, carried a bag of flour and a jar of water, and walked out the door.
"Brother Xuanhua, shall we go back to the room to make dumplings?"
There was no sun outside, but she let herself smile brighter than the sun, "You're done with these rabbits, come over quickly." Let's accompany Jinghua more, he will be happy. ”
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Jinghua put on a dress and got out of bed by herself.
He learned the lesson of the last time, and every movement was slow and careful, and as soon as he felt that his heart was beating irregularly, he quickly stopped to breathe. In this way, when Ah Mo came in the door, he also walked to the door.
"Ahh
"Jinghua, you're still ......," she said halfway, and then stopped talking, thinking that he seemed to be disgusted to hear others say he was sick lately.
"It's not very hot, I think it's okay myself. He smiled, "Momo, I want to go to you." ”
"What are you looking for me? I'm in the stove room. ”
"I want to help you. Jinghua pointed to the materials she brought in, and smiled, "You come to teach me, okay?"
"Of course it's good!" Ah Mo really laughed this time and raised his eyebrows, "Hehe, Jinghua, would you be willing to do this?"
"You said that the New Year is coming. It's the New Year, and the whole family should do it together, right?"
His voice was very soft, and he sounded a little shy, "I've heard some of General Kuai's words, but I don't know how to do it." ”
"Haha, I don't know! I'm the first time too! But it doesn't matter, it's just a few of us, we can get it however we say!"
Ah Mo was very excited, but he didn't dare to slack off at all, seeing that he was still wearing a single coat, he immediately trotted to get two new cotton clothes that had just been sewn, and wrapped him tightly first.
This is changed from his old robe, and the original single coat has been changed to a jacket, which fits the length and shortness, but he has lost a lot of weight recently, and the two jackets are worn on his body, and they still look empty.
The original belt buckle was still loosened, and Ah Mozheng said if he wanted to re-order it, but Jinghua said no.
"That's it, it's good, and it can't fall off. ”
He took her little hand that was carrying the loop around his waist, "Besides, I won't be like this all the time." When the illness is cured, I eat more at every meal, and I will gain weight soon. When the time comes, I will have to order again, which is more troublesome. ”
Ah Mo smiled, she tiptoed to reach his chin, and kissed him lightly on the neck, "That's right, when the spring comes, the weather is warmer, and our Jinghua will naturally get better." ”
She found a chair and helped him sit down slowly, "Come, let's meet first." ”
She poured half a bag of powder into the jar, raising puffs of white smoke. Jinghua had already picked up the jug and asked her, "Do you want to add water now?"
Ah Mo said: "I don't know, you can add it casually." ”
Jinghua was very careful, so he added a little bit and stopped. Ah Mo laughed: "How is this little bit enough? You can add at least half of it!"
He blushed a little, "Oh, is it okay?"
"It's okay! if there are too many, let's do it again, there are a lot of positive powders!" Ah Mo said, snatching the jug he was carrying and pouring it down.
Her tone sounded swaggering, but she carefully saw that his hand carrying the jug trembled slightly, and quickly snatched it quietly.
That's just a jar of water, not even a pound.
"What's next?" Jinghua asked.
"Well, you're stumped on me now, because I don't know either!"
Ah Mo looked at a small puddle of clear water in a pile of white powder, scratched his little head and said, "Wait a minute, maybe the noodles will be reconciled in a while!"
Jinghua was skeptical, "Are you sure you don't need a spell or something?"
Ah Mo immediately dismissed him, "Impossible! Xuanhua said clearly, this is eaten by mortals during the New Year, how can it be possible to use spells!"
"Oh, well. Although Jinghua thinks she is not very reliable, she also can't say that she is ugly. Listen to her right, girls are always more talented than themselves for these people.
"Momo. ”
"Huh?"
He was silent for a long time, "I'm sorry for what happened just now. ”
"What's the matter?" she still didn't understand.
"I ......just treated you like that," he gritted his teeth slightly, as if he couldn't forgive himself from the bottom of his heart, "I was so cruel to you." ”
Ah Mo was stunned and sneered, "Fool, that's what I thought it was?"
Jinghua looked at her, her eyes were clear and watery, as if they always contained the most positive and full emotions in the world.
She raised her head and said in the same happy voice, "You've been sick lately, you're in a bad mood, I won't care about you!"
She paused, her strong face seemed to be a little red, and said: "I heard Sister Ah Xiang say that when a woman gives birth to a child, her stomach hurts, and she will scold her husband wildly, and the scolding will be bloody!
Poof, no matter how thick the haze in Jinghua's heart was, he was also blown away by her words, he took her in his arms, leaned on her earlobe and kissed it gently, and smiled: "Okay, then I won't apologize." Momo, you will write down all this account, and when you give birth to a child in the future, you will also scold me fiercely and get all the accounts back!"
"Of course!" she kissed him back immediately, in the spirit of never suffering, "I have to double, no, double ten times to get it back!"
"That's not good, you are only allowed to scold once when you give birth to one. He smiled slightly: "If you want to double, then give birth to a few more!"
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