Chapter 76: Rebirth (3)
It was another early sunny morning when the starlight had dissipated, although it was a sleepless night, he finally successfully boiled the streamer bead powder and the soul revival grass together and fed it to Yin Suwen. After solving the biggest difficulty in his heart, the tight strings in Xinche's heart were a lot easier, and people didn't feel hard anymore.
The valley floor was damp, and the surrounding scenery became hazy after the fog came out, and a few rays of sunlight scattered in it were quickly swallowed up. Xin Che meditated in front of the bamboo steps, listening to the bits and pieces leaking until dawn, and remembered the lotus dream in a trance. The dream was so real that he couldn't tell if it was unreal.
"The dew is heavy, Master might as well go back to the house to rest. Miss Yin has already taken the elixir, and she must be able to wake up soon. ”
"It's okay, I'm not tired, I have to see her wake up safe and sound."
He Caiwei didn't persuade him again, only took a coat and gently put it on for him.
"It's better not to get cold."
Xinche's coat had been cut to shreds earlier, and she had been wearing only a single coat all along. Now the clothes given by He Caiwei are clean and thick, and the texture of pure cotton is warm to the touch, and it doesn't look like anyone's old clothes when you look closely, but a new men's clothing. Looking up at her reddened eyes, Xinche understood something.
"Thank you. In fact, Miss He doesn't need to work so hard, I'm not so squeamish. ”
"You're always so polite to me. How to treat you, I am willing to do it, why should you care about it. ”
"The girl was kind-hearted and kind-hearted, not only saved my lives, but also took good care of everything from time to time, so I should naturally be grateful."
"I don't need your gratitude."
In fact, to have such an opportunity to talk with Xinche, He Caiwei should be happy and yearning. It's just that every time Xinche is polite and angry with her, which makes her always can't help but be annoyed. After being annoyed, he inevitably blamed himself, and finally saw him, how could he be willing to murder him like this.
"If Master really wants to be grateful, then don't leave for the time being. I'm quiet here, and it's also convenient for you to recuperate from your injuries and practice. ”
Xin Che was still meditating with his eyes closed, and He Caiwei sat beside him and looked at his side in a daze, seeing the first morning light evenly sprinkled on his cheeks, shining with brilliance. Suddenly she wanted to reach out and hug him, begging him not to leave, but she couldn't.
"I have seen the tablet of immortality, and there is Miss Lao He who has accumulated merit and blessings for me. Now that I have escaped safely, I will leave when Miss Yin recovers a little, so I don't have to worry about preparing like that in the future. ”
"I said, what I want to do to you, what I want to give is my own will, why don't you understand?"
The moment she heard Xin Che mention the "Immortal Tablet", He Caiwei panicked, as if the secret that had been hidden in her heart for a long time had suddenly been broken. Since the first day she came to the bottom of this valley, she has set up an immortal tablet for Xinche. Since then, she has prayed and prayed every day with only one wish - to have a clear heart of peace and health, and to live a blessed life. In those countless lonely days of morning and sunset, she silently glanced at the immortal tablet every day, and always felt that she was not alone. At present, Xinche's words are polite, but they are going to completely shatter her last thoughts.
"What difference does it make to me whether I understand or not? Growing up in a mountain temple and attaining enlightenment between Sanskrit sounds, I vowed to serve the Buddha all my life, and one day if I can return to the origin of my Buddha path is the best ending. There is no joy in life, never a red dust state of mind, destined to be lonely and willing to be lonely. Do you understand? ”
Xin Che is a person who is not very sensitive to the world, He Caiwei always takes the initiative to avoid every time he concentrates on his gaze, and every bit of her enthusiastic help is only regarded as a kindness, but now it seems that it is unavoidable.
"What about her? Your lifelong loneliness, the origin of the Great Dao, is it completely uncountable to her? ”
He Caiwei is trying her best to suppress her emotions of breaking down and crying, she has no mother since she was a child, and she has long been used to growing up and living by herself, and she is also used to making her own decisions. She is not like those eldest ladies who are suppressed by the boudoir, and she has to say it happily when she thinks about who she is thinking. Although I know that most of these thoughts will be rejected, I will inevitably be sad when I really see the heart's clear attitude.
"She?"
Xin Che was also thinking about it, he and Yin Suwen still didn't escape some entanglement after all, but the bond of life and death is always better than love.
"She's the same, of course. Although I have some relationship with Miss Yin, my life and death are almost over. Now that she is seriously injured, she naturally needs more care, and I will make a break with her when she recovers one day. ”
Although he had also thought about forming a brother and sister friendship with her that did not interfere with each other, as long as she was healthy and safe, he would take care of his own practice. However, He Caiwei's words are not completely unreasonable, after all, he has to take care of men and women in the world, and he can't think about it more.
"Break it? Well, since this is the case, it is inconvenient for Cai Wei to force anything. I was originally illiterate, and I was offended by those words, and I hope Master won't mind. After all, you and I have the grace to save lives, Master and Miss Yin just have to live and recuperate here, and when everything gets better, whether you go or stay, whatever. ”
She forced a smile to fulfill her own lie, and from now on she had to try not to yearn for it, and try not to mind. She knew very well in her heart that Xinche, who was still talking about her lifelong loneliness, was no longer the holy monk of Yunju Temple who she met at the beginning of the year, and she was so defenseless when she was contaminated with red dust, and she couldn't help herself at all.
There was a slight coughing sound in the bamboo house, and the two of them moved when they heard the sound, and when they stepped into the house, they saw Yin Suwen, who was half-leaning and coughing hard.
"Miss Yin has finally woken up! Why do you sit up on your own, should you drink some water first? ”
He Caiwei is a woman with a knife mouth and a tofu heart, and a moment ago she was still thinking with some resentment that Yin Su asked a bad question, but at this moment, she was happy from the bottom of her heart when she saw a real person returning to her soul. First, he took water and fed the patient to drink, and then carefully asked what he wanted to eat. She was busy back and forth, but when she turned around, she didn't see her heart approaching.
"Why didn't Master come? I saw that Miss Yin was recovering quite well, and it seemed that there was indeed something magical about the potion. ”
He Caiwei beckoned to Xin Che and asked him to come closer to see Yin Suwen, but Xin Che stood in front of the door a little dazed and did not move his steps.
Yin Suwen woke up and finally came back to life, Xinche should be happier and more relieved than anyone else. However, after a conversation with He Caiwei just now, Xin Che was a little dazed at the moment. Yin Suwen is sober, he should also be sober.