Chapter 409: The Contradiction of Love
"Xiao Zhi, the organization wants you to be the deputy director of the Finance Bureau, what can I do?" Xu Jianchuan pretended to be helpless, "Besides, the Scenic Area Tourism Administration is just an empty shelf, who is the director of the company......"
"You shouldn't have said before me that you're not the director of the Scenic Area Tourism Bureau, right?" Zhang Xiaozhi interrupted Xu Jianchuan's words, and said in an arrogant and unreasonable tone, "I just want to be a worker in the Scenic Area Tourism Administration, so I don't want to be a deputy director in the Finance Bureau!" ”
Xu Jianchuan coaxed Zhang Xiaozhi and said: "The organization has decided, you will do it......
"I'm not going to do it, I'm going to find Secretary Bai!" Zhang Xiaozhi means that the phone should be closed.
"Don't, don't!" Xu Jianchuan hurriedly stabilized Zhang Xiaozhi, Zhang Xiaozhi is the secretary's daughter, and she is used to seeing what is going on with the director, director, and secretary, so she didn't take the deputy director's hat seriously, she said that she was going to find Secretary Bai, Secretary Bai is busy now, Zhang Xiaozhi will meet Secretary Bai no matter how busy she is, doesn't this delay Secretary Bai's work, Xu Jianchuan said, "Xiaozhi, Secretary Bai is very busy, don't look for it, I'll go where you are!" ”
Zhang Xiaozhi pursed her lips and smiled, she was so happy in her heart, didn't she just want you to come to me! She didn't speak, and the phone was closed.
Xu Jianchuan didn't say hello to anyone and went to the county seat.
It was almost twelve o'clock when he arrived in the county seat, Xu Jianchuan went directly to the hotel, asked for a hall and a private hall, ordered good food, and called Zhang Xiaozhi.
The phone was connected, Zhang Xiaozhi didn't say anything on the phone, Xu Jianchuan talked about the place to eat, and Zhang Xiaozhi hummed on the phone, saying that she knew.
Xu Jianchuan smiled secretly, I really have never seen such a person, he was not happy to be promoted, but he lost his temper, he didn't come to congratulate, but to accompany him.
The gap between people is so big. Some are clothed and fed, some are promoted and rich, some are hungry, some are stormy, some are crazy, and some are angry. You can't deny it yet.
Zhang Xiaozhi came, tall peach, long hair like a waterfall, beautiful curves, eyes do not squint, bright red cashmere is like a burning torch in the cold winter, illuminating the lead-gray sky shrouded in the gloomy county, so that the frozen county town is vibrating.
Zhang Xiaozhi walked over in one step, where she passed. Form an unforgettable landscape.
Xu Jianchuan was waiting in front of the door of the hotel, and when he saw Zhang Xiaozhi coming over, he hurriedly stepped forward to greet Zhang Xiaozhi, with a flattering expression: "Xiaozhi, it's here!" ”
Zhang Xiaozhi stared at Xu Jianchuan, did not speak, her pretty face was facing forward, and her eyes did not squint. Li ignored Xu Jianchuan and walked straight to the hotel. I was so angry.
Xu Jianchuan pretended to be cautious, followed behind Zhang Xiaozhi, and gave a decent little follower.
Men and women are sometimes like this, men take pleasure in coaxing women, and women take pleasure in getting angry, and it is natural to cooperate tacitly. Others couldn't understand it, but they didn't expect the two to be playing a fun game.
Zhang Xiaozhi walked in front, leaving the orchid incense, refreshing people's hearts, and Xu Jianchuan took a deep breath. The heart beats faster and can't be on its own.
Women are beautiful and make men swoon; The fragrance of women makes men reluctant to give up. Beauty and fragrance have become a heavy weapon for women to capture men, so many men in the world don't want beauties.
When Xu Jianchuan faced Zhang Xiaozhi, he often condemned himself in his heart, why did he suppress his surging feelings and not face Zhang Xiaozhi, he was sorry for himself and Zhang Xiaozhi for doing so.
Men and women, feelings are actually the flood of the heart, and when the flood of the heart is not discharged, the flood of feelings will inevitably occur.
Therefore, men and women have the saying of "dare to love", "dare to love", to put it bluntly, it is to drain the flood of feelings, not to let the flood occur in the heart, but to let the flood in the hearts of men and women converge into a surging river, flow eastward, and merge into the sea of love.
However, Xu Jianchuan knew in his heart that his emotional flood could not meet Zhang Xiaozhi's emotional flood, and the emotional flood of the two had no intersection point, and they could not form a big river to go eastward.
Xu Jianchuan has Lin Ling, he loves Lin Ling deeply, and understands that there can be no two intersections in the inner flood, if two intersections are formed, he will split himself into two big rivers to the east, think about it, and know how it is possible.
In "Dream of Red Mansions", Jia Baoyu forgot Sister Bao when he saw Sister Lin, and forgot Sister Lin when he saw Sister Bao.
When the two came to the front of the bao hall, Xu Jianchuan bent down and stretched out his arm, stretched his hand to the door of the bao hall, and said with a flattering expression: "I'll take it upon myself to invite Xiao Zhi to dinner, Xiao Zhi doesn't mind!" ”
Zhang Xiaozhi didn't look at Xu Jianchuan, and walked straight into the private hall with her head held high: "I have something to eat, I don't mind!" ”
Xu Jianchuan said hehehe: "Xiao Zhi seems to be angry with me? ”
Zhang Xiaozhi didn't squint: "If you want to go to the Scenic Area Tourism Administration to eat, why is it so difficult!" ”
"Look at what Xiao Zhi said," Xu Jianchuan made a stammering gesture, the dining chair was obviously well placed, he hurriedly went over to move the dining chair for Zhang Xiaozhi, "Xiao Zhi is the Minister of Finance, and he also said that the Scenic Area Tourism Administration will fight for dinner!" ”
Zhang Xiaozhi saw Xu Jianchuan's extremely attentive appearance, so she glared at Xu Jianchuan and deliberately refused to sit down.
Women sometimes lose their temper and do nothing, just to enjoy the pride that their inner world cannot be publicized.
Xu Jianchuan stretched out his arm to extend the dining chair, and smiled all over his face: "Xiao Zhi, please!" ”
Zhang Xiaozhi threw the Kun bag on the dining chair next to her, sat down and Xu Jianchuan held the dining chair on the back of the dining chair with both hands: "I haven't eaten in the morning, I'm really hungry!" ”
Seeing Zhang Xiaozhi sit down, Xu Jianchuan hurriedly instructed the service lady: "Serve the food quickly!" ”
The service lady replied, turned around and walked out of the private room.
There was no one in the private hall, Zhang Xiaozhi turned her face to Xu Jianchuan, her beautiful eyes were wide, her face was angry, and she couldn't wait to eat Xu Jianchuan said: "Why don't you let me go to the Scenic Area Tourism Administration?" ”
Xu Jianchuan shouted in his heart, why didn't I let you go to the Scenic Area Tourism Administration, it was your father and mother who gave Secretary Bai an explanation and didn't let you enter the Scenic Area Tourism Administration, what is the matter with me? You blamed me for this, and you obviously found the wrong person.
"The Scenic Area Tourism Administration is in great need of talents like Xiaozhi, should I come or not!" Although Zhang Xiaozhi attacked fiercely, as the saying goes, the soldiers will block the water and cover the earth, and Xu Jianchuan has the same way to deal with it, he looked at Zhang Xiaozhi and said with a serious expression. "Otherwise, I will go to the city with you one day to talk to Chairman Zhang and Aunt Wang, and ask Chairman Zhang and Aunt Wang to talk to Secretary Bai, and transfer you to the Scenic Area Tourism Administration!"
Of course, Zhang Xiaozhi understood in her heart that it was her father and mother who did not let her go to the Scenic Area Tourism Administration, and the reason was very simple, her parents did not let her contact with Xu Jianchuan. is worried that the two will have too much contact with each other, which will affect the future of the two.
I can't go to the Scenic Area Tourism Administration without Xu Jianchuan has anything to do, but Zhang Xiaozhi wants to blame Xu Jianchuan for this matter, and she can't go to the Scenic Area Tourism Administration on Xu Jianchuan, so she doesn't involve her father and mother.
"You are so capable, you have won Chu Yunfei's township head, brought the north-south highway passage of the power station in Hedong Province to Hexi Province, stirred up the tourism development of Fufu County vigorously, and transferred me to the Scenic Area Tourism Administration!" Zhang Xiaozhi's meaning is obvious. You can do so many big things, so capable, and you still need to find your parents for small things?
Xu Jianchuan smiled and smiled sweetly: "How do I think that Xiao Zhi is praising my great achievements!" ”
"Finally expose yourself!" Zhang Xiaozhi became more and more angry, her pretty face was slightly red, and her eyes were sharp, "People like you." I only know the great achievements, and I don't care about the little things. Lack of affection! ”
"Xiao Zhi, what is this!" Xu Jianchuan had a bitter face, and he couldn't explain this clearly.
After serving, Xu Jianchuan's dishes are very simple, chicken soup, braised soft-shelled turtle, stewed bamboo shoots, hairy crab, two vegetables, and a plate of pickles, which are refreshing and delicious. is also nutritious, he ordered it for Zhang Xiaozhi.
Zhang Xiaozhi saw the dishes on the table, her eyes were shining, her pretty face was smiling, she glanced at Xu Jianchuan, and praised Xu Jianchuan for ordering food. In the blink of an eye, I couldn't see that she had Xu Jianchuan's temper just now.
Looking at the dishes on the table, Zhang Xiaozhi was unceremonious, and her performance was not ladylike at all, she reached out and grabbed a hairy crab, removed her limbs and peeled the shell, and ate it with relish. Looking at her, she looks like a well-educated and knowledgeable pretty girl, just a naughty and naughty little girl.
Xu Jianchuan watched Zhang Xiaozhi concentrate on eating hairy crabs, with one move and one style of jade hands, one mouth and one closing, his expression was full of relish, and his dynamic appearance was unbelievably beautiful.
Looking at Zhang Xiaozhi's beautiful appearance, Xu Jianchuan was so beautiful that he swallowed his saliva. I don't know if he wanted to eat hairy crabs and swallow saliva because he was greedy, or he swallowed saliva when he watched Zhang Xiaozhi eat hairy crabs, anyway, he swallowed his saliva, looked dumbfounded, holding a red wine bottle in his hand, and watched Zhang Xiaozhi forget to open the bottle.
Zhang Xiaozhi naturally saw Xu Jianchuan watching herself distracted, careful liver pounding like a rabbit, how could she not see that Xu Jianchuan loved herself. Love, there is no way to hide it, knowing that she can't hide it, Zhang Xiaozhi still uses herself to eat hairy crabs as a cover-up.
Zhang Xiaozhi's appearance of eating hairy crabs is very exaggerated, and in Xu Jianchuan's eyes, it is even more beautiful.
Zhang Xiaozhi loves Xu Jianchuan, she knows her heart, love comes from the bottom of her heart, love is simple, pure, and quiet, as if the deep underground spring water slowly flows into the heart, without a trace of impurities, like a blue sky and white clouds transcendent from the dust.
However, Xu Jianchuan has a girlfriend, Zhang Xiaozhi is so disappointed and helpless, she observed that Xu Jianchuan loves Lin Ling, no more than ordinary love, she can't take away her love, she can only hide her love for Xu Jianchuan in her heart.
Although she hid her love in her heart, Zhang Xiaozhi understood her heart, although her love could not be confessed to Xu Jianchuan, she could not force herself to leave Xu Jianchuan, she found that she could not leave Xu Jianchuan.
At the beginning, Zhang Xiaozhi wanted to follow her father to leave Fufu County and leave Xu Jianchuan, and freeze her love for Xu Jianchuan in her heart.
What Zhang Xiaozhi never expected was that after her decision was made, what followed was her inner resistance to her decision. As long as she thought of leaving Fufu County, her heart was stuffy, her chest was swollen and painful, and her soul was unbearable, and Xu Jianchuan's figure was always shaking in front of her. She knew that Xu Chuan had imprisoned herself, and her love for Xu Jianchuan couldn't stop.
Zhang Xiaozhi hates herself so much, she is extremely strong in front of men, since she was in high school, there is no shortage of handsome faces around her who are pursuing, but she has never had ripples in her heart.
There are also two handsome faces that make Zhang Xiaozhi's heart throb, however, it is just throbbing, and after two contacts, she has a disgust for the handsome faces that have throbbed in her heart.
After that, Zhang Xiaozhi couldn't keep up her spirits in the face of Junyan anymore, at school, seeing handsome men and beautiful girls in pairs, she was not surprised, did she have any psychological problems? Because she has long reached the age of falling in love, she is indifferent to the opposite sex.
After graduating from college and returning to work in Fufu County, Chu Yunfei appeared, because of his father's trust in Chu Yunfei, Chu Yunfei appeared at home at any time as a secretary, a small county town, and the boyfriend of the secretary of the county party committee, which naturally became the most valuable talking point inside and outside the system. There are many discussions in a county, and Zhang Xiaozhi doesn't know at all, let alone what kind of love affair she has had with Chu Yunfei.
Zhang Xiaozhi actually doesn't know herself, she is very mentally and physically sound, however, her outstanding wisdom, super ability, and high-level aesthetic concept make it impossible for a group of handsome faces to enter her eyes.
However, when Xu Jianchuan walked into her house, Zhang Xiaozhi saw Xu Jianchuan for the first time, and just by her image, she had a violent shock in her heart, and since then she has paid attention to Xu Jianchuan.
The future situation is self-evident, Xu Jianchuan's wisdom, knowledge, talent, ability, appearance, and conduct deeply touched Zhang Xiaozhi's heart, and Xu Jianchuan became the perfect prince charming in his heart.
Xu Jianchuan's eyes did not blink and watched Zhang Xiaozhi eat hairy crabs, beautiful, transcendent, like a fairy, he looked in a daze, his Adam's apple squirmed, swallowed saliva lightly, in front of beauties, men often unconsciously become demented.
Zhang Xiaozhi just pretended not to see Xu Jianchuan, ate her hairy crab, and enjoyed Xu Jianchuan's demented look in front of her.
Zhang Xiaozhi understands her heart, before the cave incident, Zhang Xiaozhi loved Xu Jianchuan, not that she couldn't leave Xu Jianchuan, if her parents left Fufu County at that time, she would definitely leave Xu Jianchuan.
After the cave incident, Zhang Xiaozhi found that her love for Xu Jianchuan had been integrated into her blood and bone marrow, and after leaving Xu Jianchuan, she felt that her blood and qi would not be nourished, and the source of life would be exhausted.
Zhang Xiaozhi was not surprised by such a reaction, because her life no longer belonged to herself, it was Xu Jianchuan who saved her life, she felt that the other half of her life belonged to Xu Jianchuan, as long as she thought of leaving Xu Jianchuan, there was a fear of fish leaving the water.
Dad was promoted and transferred out of Fufu County, whether to leave or stay, Zhang Xiaozhi experienced ruthless suffering.
I am my parents' little padded baggage, my parents' baby, my parents can't leave me at all, and I have relied on my parents for many years, how can I be separated from my flesh and blood.
Zhang Xiaozhi had insomnia, insomnia all night long, she thought of her parents for a while, her parents' faces were getting old, and leaving her parents by herself was like injecting her parents with an aging agent.
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