Chapter 245: I Don't Love You Anymore

Looking at Zhao Yan's bright smile, Zhao Ru was a little helpless, her younger brother didn't want to say it, and she couldn't force him to say it, so she could only smile, pat Zhao Yan on the shoulder, and comforted: "Ah Yan!" Since you don't want to say it, my sister won't force you, but my sister hopes you can be happy! ”

"Know! Thank you, sister! ”

Zhao Yan smiled brightly and thanked him, then lowered his head and continued to eat tea eggs in a big gulp.

"Let's take the bowl downstairs tomorrow morning when you're done! Sister went to rest! ”

"Well, I got it, sister!"

Listening to the eldest sister's footsteps and leaving, the attic door closed, Zhao Yan suddenly stopped eating eggs, there was still half an egg in his hand, and there were still some unchewed eggs in his mouth, just now he just didn't want the eldest sister to worry, in fact, he was not in the mood to eat at all.

casually put the bowl containing tea eggs on the bedside table, Zhao Yan silently chewed what was in his mouth, got up and took two pieces of paper from the desk to wipe his hands, picked up the teacup and drank two sips of water, and the whole person fell silent and quiet.

Outside is the sound of firecrackers constantly sounding, just after 12 o'clock, most of the people are setting off firecrackers, opening the door of wealth, at this time in previous years, he will feel very festive when listening to the sound of firecrackers that continue to sound, but this year he feels that the whole world is very happy, except for him.

Open the door and walk to the rooftop outside the attic, there are constantly rising fireworks and firecrackers in the sky on all sides, lighting up the night sky in all directions, Zhao Yan put his hands in his trouser pockets, looked at the direction of Linjiang County Mansion, and guessed in his heart what Xiao Mengyue might be doing at this time, is she also thinking about me?

I don't know how long I stood silently on the rooftop, the mobile phone in my trouser pocket suddenly rang, Zhao Yan's thoughts were withdrawn, and he took out his mobile phone and found that it was a text message from Huo Qinqin.

Didn't she send a New Year's text tonight?

Zhao Yan was a little surprised, clicked on the text message, and saw Huo Qinqin writing in the text message: "Have you slept?" I made you a teacup again, and the lid of the cup has a little monkey that you like very much, oh, I will give it to you when you are free? ”

Look at this text message. Zhao Yan blinked for a while, how good would it be if this text message was sent by Xiao Mengyue?

With a faint smile, Zhao Yan replied with a few words: "Okay, thank you!" ”

Soon Huo Qinqin replied again.

"You're welcome, I promised you, when do you have time?"

"After the third year of junior high school! I'm going to pay New Year's greetings these two days. ”

"Okay, I'm going to visit the New Year from tomorrow! I'm happy to hear that you bought a car, right? Congratulations! ”

Happy?

The corners of Zhao Yan's mouth twitched, and he replied: "Thank you!" Someday take you for a ride. ”

Huo Qinqin sent a smiley expression, and then sent a few words: "Okay!" Very much looking forward to it! ”

Zhao Yan replied with a smiling expression.

He was in no mood to chat with Huo Qinqin. Especially tonight.

In another place, Huo Qinqin, who had already gone to bed and nested under the covers, looked at the text messages replied by Zhao Yan, her eyes were shining, and her expression was a little shy, but she couldn't hide her joy.

Since the beginning of the new year, Zhao Yan has driven his little sister and eldest sister everywhere to pay New Year's greetings to relatives and elders. And it was four or five hundred thousand Lei Yi, which surprised everyone, and after the surprise, they naturally asked Zhao Yan where he got the money.

There are also relatives who already know that Zhao Yan has been writing novels in the past six months. It was also published, but I didn't expect Zhao Yan to earn the money to buy Lei Yi in just half a year.

Zhao Yan was still not in a good mood, so when he greeted his relatives and elders, it was compared to previous years. There was a lot of silence, and the faint smile on his face looked a lot more mature. On the contrary, this has been praised by many relatives and elders, thinking that he has matured and really grown up this year.

The younger sister is as active as ever, the eldest sister is still quiet and gentle, it took three days for the three of them to run all the relatives and elders' houses, Zhao Yan seems to have completed a fixed task, and after returning home, he doesn't want to play everywhere like in previous years during the New Year, Xiao Mengyue still has no sound and no image, as if he suddenly disappeared from his life, which makes Zhao Yan's heart empty, and he can't be interested in doing anything.

On the morning of the fourth day of the Lunar New Year, Zhao Yan went out to have a cup of coffee with Huo Qinqin, and by the way, he got a new pottery teacup made by Huo Qinqin for him, which was similar to the one he gave him last time, but it was more delicate and beautiful.

Huo Qinqin originally planned to give him the teacup and go home after saying a few words on the side of the road, but it was Zhao Yan who asked her to have a cup of coffee, Zhao Yan could see that Huo Qinqin was a little surprised at that time, and agreed after a little hesitation.

In fact, Zhao Yan's meaning is very simple, just want to thank her for sending him two handmade pottery teacups, plus it happened to be the New Year recently, and classmates and friends meet to drink a cup of coffee, which is also the meaning of the question.

Huo Qinqin is still as quiet as in high school, easy to blush and shy, when drinking coffee, looking at her disgusting and happy face, Zhao Yan's mood is a little better, but it is also limited, and his heart is still lonely.

It's been a week, Xiao Mengyue has been "out of touch" for a week, even if Zhao Yan doesn't want to admit it, he also realizes in his heart that something must be wrong between them, it is the New Year recently, it stands to reason that it is when their relationship is heating up rapidly, but they have not been able to talk, call and turn off, and text messages do not reply.

Zhao Yan couldn't figure out why?

After a few days of silence, Zhao Yan began to drive to the gate of the Linjiang County Mansion every day to wait for the rabbit, expecting to wait for Xiao Mengyue to come out of it.

It's just that day by day, there is no success in waiting for the rabbit, Xiao Mengyue's rabbit seems to be hibernating, but it doesn't come out.

On the tenth day of the Lunar New Year, Zhao Yan drove to the gate of Linjiang County Mansion not far from the gate of Linjiang County Mansion as he had done in the previous days, sat in the car and looked at the gate of Linjiang County Mansion, maintaining a posture for an hour or two, looking like a sculpture.

The sun shifted a little above his head, and the shadow of the thunder wing on the road became longer and longer, and finally, Zhao Yan's phone rang, Zhao Yan was deaf and didn't plan to answer it, but the phone rang a little too persistently, and Zhao Yan didn't answer after ringing once, and then rang a second time, so noisy that Zhao Yan picked up the phone.

Lazy eyes glanced at the phone screen, and found that it was Xiao Mengyue's name, Zhao Yan was shocked, a little trance, almost suspected that he had seen it wrong, reflexively connected the phone, and put the phone to his ear.

"Hello?"

Zhao Yan found that his heartbeat was accelerating, and he found himself nervous, what are you nervous? What else can you be nervous about?

There was no sound on the phone for a moment, but breathing could be faintly heard.

"Mengyue? Is Mengyue you? ”

Zhao Yan was a little anxious, he was really afraid that Xiao Mengyue would hang up like this without saying a word, he had waited for more than ten days for this call, if he still couldn't talk to him this time, how long would he have to wait next time?

"Zhao Yan ......"

Xiao Mengyue's voice finally came out of the phone.

"Oops! I'm here! ”

Zhao Yan hurriedly agreed, but the phone fell silent again, and the silence made Zhao Yan panic.

"Dream Moon! Mengyue, you speak! Why do you keep turning off your phone lately? What's going on? What the hell is going on? ”

"Zhao Yan! Let's break up! ”

Xiao Mengyue hesitated to say this, Zhao Yanru was suddenly cast a petrification magic, and the whole person stayed there, although he had a premonition recently, but when he really heard this sentence from Xiao Mengyue's mouth, he still felt a coolness rising from the bottom of his heart, that coolness was very naughty, and soon became sour and astringent, making his eyes can't help but heat up.

Suddenly, a strong feeling of irritability appeared in Zhao Yan's mind, he wanted to smash everything in front of him with one punch, and he also wanted to kick the car with one kick!

Did you mess up?

My first love, is that smashed?

How the hell did it smash? Why? Why exactly?

Countless whys appeared in his mind, and Zhao Yan gritted his teeth and really asked.

"Why?"

There was silence on the phone for a while, and Xiao Mengyue's somewhat dry voice sounded again: "I don't love you anymore......"

Don't love me anymore?

Zhao Yan frowned, his mouth opened slightly, and he wanted to say something, but he found that he had nothing to say, Xiao Mengyue said that he didn't love him anymore, what else could he say? What a powerful reason......

If he doesn't love it, of course he wants to break up, if it's any other reason, he can tell her that they can solve it together, but if he doesn't love it, he can't do anything.

Zhao Yan's whole person relaxed and leaned on the back of the chair as if he was deflated, and suddenly wanted to laugh, laugh at himself, laugh at this relationship, laugh at so much self-righteousness and self-inflicted affection!

Xiao Mengyue seemed to say something again?

Is it to say, "I wish you happiness?" Or "Excuse me?" As if to say "Goodbye!" ”?

Zhao Yan wasn't sure, he only felt that his hearing seemed to have suddenly weakened, and his whole consciousness became a little trance, until the sound of the mobile phone turned into a blind tone, and he didn't return to normal.

"Haha! Hahaha!! ”

He really laughed, laughed hideously, laughed so much, kept wiping paper from the car platform, he felt that everything was too ridiculous, on Valentine's Day she said that she loved him, broke through the last layer of relationship with him, and gave him everything, but after she went home that night, it was like disappearing, until today, suddenly told him that she didn't love him.

Did she regret it? Regret breaking through the last layer of relationship with him? After breaking through the last layer of relationship, do you feel that he Zhao Yan is just like that, not worthy of love at all? So she thought about telling him to break up directly after ten days?

After laughing for a while and shedding tears for a while, Zhao Yan's mood gradually stabilized, but his eyes were a little red, and the expression on his face looked extremely unruly, like the kind that could burst out and kill at any time.

Suddenly starting the car and stepping on the accelerator suddenly, Thunder Wing suddenly made a big turn like a mad beast and headed straight for the road ahead.

A few minutes later, with a screeching sound of brakes, Purple Thunder Wing stopped in front of the door of the veteran martial arts hall, slammed the car door, and the red-eyed Zhao Yan jumped out of the car.

The two young men who happened to come out of the gate were startled when they saw it, and they both subconsciously took half a step back. (To be continued.) )

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