part 80

"Freedom?" Jing Nuo looked up at the inky sky, and repeated Ye Ji's words in a daze, and a trace of melancholy crossed his warm features.

He thought that it would be great if Xiao Jin could be as free and easy as Ye Ji, and they didn't have to worry about her so much.

Although he understands Xiao Jin's behavior, he can't really accept it, why bother to put himself in shackles for the sake of a family that exists in name only?

She should have been like Ye Ji, living the life she wanted unrestrained, but because of that so-called father, she gave up the laughter and happiness that she should have at this age, and her small shoulders carried countless unbearable cruelty and responsibilities.

He wanted to ask more than once: Xiao Jin, is it worth it?

Perhaps, now that she can't remember the once charming and casual self.

Jing Nuo thought sadly: When? Can Xiao Jin be really happy?

Seeing his sad expression, Ye Ji felt a thorn in his heart, and his mouth was faster than his brain for the first time: "Jing Nuo, it's okay." ”

She blurted out: "I like everything she doesn't like!" ”

As soon as the words fell, Ye Ji lowered his head in shame, eager to bite off his tongue.

Uh, oh my God, what did she say?!

Jing Nuo obviously didn't expect Ye Ji to say such a thing, first stunned, and then ecstatic, he grabbed her shoulders, and asked in a slightly trembling voice: "Xiao Ji, can you repeat what you just said!" Say it again! ”

"Ahem, I forgot!"

She didn't dare to look at him with wandering eyes, and tried to break free from his claws and escape, but he circled her tighter.

"Is what you're saying true?"

"What?"

"Do you like it all, including me?" Jing Nuo's eyes were red, excited and cautious to verify, eager like a young man in love for the first time, anxious to determine the other party's intentions.

Ye Ji closed his mouth and didn't reply, but his eyebrows were as gentle as water, and through the thin mist, he told a faint feeling.

"Xiao Ji, be my girlfriend." Jing Nuo solemnly held her hand, extremely cautious.

Jing Nuo thought that Ye Ji would definitely agree, but unexpectedly, she was still silent, just staring at him fixedly, as if she wanted to see him in his heart.

He silently begged her in his heart: Xiaoji, don't reject me, okay? How could I not see it? How much you like me!

The two looked at each other for a long time, and in the end, Ye Ji still withdrew his gaze stupidly, and a little loss flashed across his bright face.

Jing Nuo's wise eyes observed her subtle changes, from shy to sensible, from calm to depressed, and in an instant, his heart sank with her.

In a flash of light, he remembered the previous conversation, and suddenly realized something, he thought, this time, he should find her heart knot.

"Xiao Ji, do you mind Xiao Jin very much?" He asked bluntly, his deep voice ringing in his ears, with a unique temptation.

He looked at her, his clear eyes were like the first beam of light from the clouds breaking through the sunrise, illuminating her with nowhere to hide, and the heart that was low to the dust suddenly bloomed......

Jing Nuo, you've finally found out!

Ye Ji leaned between his neck and nodded almost invisibly.

She didn't want to hide him, and she didn't want to lie to herself, she really minded Cheng Sujin.

She was like a thorn in her heart, like a fish in her throat from the day she met Jing Nuo.

Jing Nuo gently hugged Ye Ji into his arms, hugged her shoulders, and adjusted a comfortable posture to look up at the starry sky.

The stars are exceptionally bright tonight, just like the sky was more than a decade ago.

He said, "Xiao Ji, would you like to hear the story of me and Xiao Jin?" ”

"Good"

Jing Nuo smiled, accompanied by the flickering lights, and slowly fell into the memory......

The first time I met Xiao Jin, she was only 6 years old, and she came to my house with her father to discuss business, and at that time, she was very short, her hair was very long, and her cheeks always had a touch of pink, and her skin was very white, as white as a snowflake in winter, and she spoke softly and weakly.

She is very timid, especially when there are many people, she always hides behind adults timidly, but she is very well-behaved, always does not cry or make trouble, just sits so quietly, you can't imagine how a 6-year-old child can be so well-behaved.

My mother likes Xiao Jin very much, every time she comes, she will cook a lot of delicious food for her, they are very close to each other, so Xiao Jin especially likes to come to my house to play.

It's just that she never talks to me, so I start bullying her mischievously, intentionally or unintentionally causing some small accidents, she seems to be very afraid of me, and hides away every time, in fact, I just hope she can say something to me.

Until one time, I went to Cheng's house to look for her, and saw that she was arguing with her brother in the garden, she was pushed to the ground by Cheng Jianfa, like a broken rag doll, crying tears and snot, looking very sad, I walked over and helped her up, she touched her tears and thanked me, this was the first thing she said to me, at that time, I was very happy.

She looked at Cheng Jianfa's back pitifully, she said that his brother took the first gift his father gave her, I was very angry when I heard it, and vowed to get her back, and then I had a fight with Cheng Jianfa and asked for the crystal ball back, Xiao Jin took the gift, not to mention how happy she was, she smiled very sweetly, very beautiful, and hugged me forgetfully.

I think that at that time, the seeds of love were quietly planted in my heart.

Gradually, we got acquainted and started to play together, eat together, travel together, and she was not in good health, so we took care of her, spoiled her, and let her.

I don't know when I started to love her from simple friendship, even though I understood that the person she liked was not me......

Cute her, I have developed a habit, I am used to being good to her as always, in a blink of an eye, it has been almost 20 years, some pay, some feelings, not to say that you can forget.

Because, we have experienced so much with each other.

"Xiao Ji, you know what? It's easy to make a habit, it can be a week or a month, but it takes a long, long time to quit a habit, and the habit is still like that, let alone feelings? ”

It's been a really tough process......

Ye Ji listened quietly, the brilliance in her eyes became darker and darker, her heart was pierced into a big hole, and she asked heavily: "Then, what do you want to say to me next?" ”

Do you go half of the road to the sky?

"Xiao Ji, I admit that I did love her very much in the past, and even now, I may still love her, but can you give me some time to learn to forget jì."

Hearing this, Ye Ji's heart was relieved, only she knew how nervous she was, she was so afraid, so afraid of saying something she didn't want to hear from his mouth.

"Would you like to forget about jì?" Ye Ji asked him seriously.

He solemnly said, "I'm willing to try for you!" ”