The July breeze, under the scorching sun, blows in the face, but also with a hint of anxiety.

With a hint of exhaustion, Lin Qingxue took a train from Rongcheng and rushed back to Jian'an City.

The train station in Jian'an City was bustling, but Lin Qingxue felt as if she was a passer-by, about to leave the city, this beautiful Zhicheng where she had interned and worked for four years.

"Lao Wang! Wait for me, this bag is too heavy, and you won't help me carry it......"

At the entrance of the train station, an old lady with gray hair, carrying two large black bags in her hand, shouted to her husband in front of her.

"Where else do I have the hands to carry your things for you? You look at the big bags and small bags on me, you too, you're going home, what are you doing with so many things? If you don't hurry up, the train will leave. The man called Lao Wang had already been filled with large bags and small bags, and urged a little impatiently.

"Didn't I watch the baby go on summer vacation? Let's go home, so I bought him a little more clothes and toys. ”

"That'...... Hurry up...... The baby was waiting at home...... "The man didn't say anything, took a few steps back, and carried a large bag in the woman's hand with great difficulty, so that he had already carried three or four large packages on his body. Kong Wu's powerful muscles are tanned, and at first glance he looks like a strong and strong laborer.

Lin Qingxue looked at the two of them, stunned, and heard their laughter again, discussing how happy her baby would be when she saw so many beautiful clothes and fun toys.

Lin Qingxue has seen several scenes of this scene at the gate of the train station. It's July and it's summer vacation, so many migrant workers with children will choose to go home at this time.

This is husband and wife, sharing joys and sorrows, providing for hardships, for a family, for the crystallization of family love, trekking through mountains and rivers to undertake hard work. The money exchanged for sweat and blood is used to buy the living needs of their children.

That's life!

Lin Qingxue, who walked out of the train station, seemed to have a flame of hope in her heart.

"There is nothing good in the world that is not earned for nothing. If you want to be happy, you have to fight for it yourself. Even if you do hard work, sweat, and sacrifice, you can finally make a contribution to the people you love, the family and love you protect. Seeing their smiling faces, hearing their laughter, it's worth it. ”

This time when she went back to her home in Rongcheng, Lin Qingxue thought a lot, and after her lies were exposed by her parents, when they knew that Su Lin was just her student, not her boyfriend, Lin Qingxue's heart, that beautiful bubble was completely burst.

Although his boyfriend and girlfriend relationship with Su Lin is just pretending, it is just for the sake of perfunctory parents. But Lin Qingxue has long been unable to distinguish what is reality and what is fantasy, she would rather be addicted to fantasy, she would rather such a lie never be exposed, so that she can always have a boyfriend like Su Lin, although in the final analysis, it is still pretended.

"Qingxue, Mom won't say anything, just say one word to you, now you are still young, if you really like Xiao Su, then you go and fight hard. The age gap between you is not an issue, there is still a teenage age difference! Tell you secretly, before you married your father at your age, my mother also liked a young man in the village who was five or six years younger than me...... Hey......"

The night before returning to Jian'an City, Lin Qingxue slept with her mother, basically didn't sleep, and just talked about it all night. said that Lin Qingxue's heart gradually figured it out, if she didn't fight for her own happiness, would she really look forward to pie in the sky?

"Su Lin's college entrance examination results this time will definitely be able to go to Qingbei University. It was the highest university in the country, and Su Lin and Qin Yanran would spend the four years of their youth there......"

In the taxi back to her home, Lin Qingxue looked at the familiar street outside the car window, and recalled her college life in her heart. That should be the most beautiful and memorable time for a person, especially a woman! But why, my college life has not made any waves. All along, no one has been able to penetrate the deepest part of their soul.

However, when it came to this time, that person appeared out of place.

Lin Qingxue has only now deeply realized the helplessness of the four words "seeing each other and hating late", time is always the biggest enemy of love. Whether it is the kind of relationship that fades due to the passage of time, or because of the asymmetry of the timeline, there is no miss of the other party at the right time.

A little sad, Lin Qingxue felt that her most beautiful Shaohua had passed in vain. And now I am, how can I pursue that happiness that belongs to me?

got out of the car, she was wearing a white dress, the one given to her by Su Lin, very beautiful, stepping on high heels, slim, walking in this community where she has lived for more than three years.

"Teacher Lin, I haven't seen you for several days. Gee...... Teacher Lin wears a skirt, she is really a great beauty, if anyone marries Teacher Lin in the future, it will be a blessing for a lifetime! ”

Before she walked downstairs to her house, Lin Qingxue met an old neighbor. Listening to the other party's praise, Lin Qingxue just smiled slightly.

Yes! In the eyes of others, she is a female high school teacher with a stable career and good looks. If you go on a blind date now, the conditions are not the best, but also one of the best. 's mother has long looked for a lot of sons and brothers in the relationship circle for herself, but she is not interested in it at all. Seeing that his age is getting older year by year, in the past few years after graduation, many classmates have married and had children one after another, but he has not moved.

I used to think that I was the kind of person who would obey my mother's arrangement in another year or two, find someone to marry on a blind date, and then live a life of husband and children. However, the appearance of that person completely disrupted his peaceful life.

Surin!

Why did this little boy who had not made waves in his life for more than two years hit his heart and touched the deepest part of his heart that had not been touched for more than 20 years?

returned to the house she had rented for three years, and Lin Qingxue looked at the bits and pieces in the house.

Living room!

Bedchamber!

Bathroom!

Couch!

……

Memories were rolling, and Lin Qingxue couldn't help but think about it while cleaning up the house. It was as if Su Lin was looking at him happily.

The frosted glass door of the bathroom, Lin Qingxue looked at it, and her face couldn't help but turn crimson. That night, I was on the other side of this glass door, listening to Su Lin's careful guidance, and I actually did such a thing.

Shy!

But there was something strange about the body.

Looking in the direction of the bedroom, Lin Qingxue remembered the nights she spent with Su Lin.

Teacher Lin...... Can I hold you? ”

Su Lin's voice with a wicked smile was still in his ears. Lin Qingxue hurriedly ran into the bedroom, she would rather believe that Su Lin was sitting on the bed waiting for her at this time, and then stared at her chest with a wicked smile, squinted her eyes in a daze and said with a wicked smile: "Teacher Lin, I haven't seen you for a few days, but your breasts have grown a lot!" ”

Su Lin, a little color embryo, stares at his chest every time he goes to class. When that pair of salty pig paws, rubbing his chest, he was never willing to put it down. However, when he was kneaded by Su Lin, he seemed to be quite comfortable.

But now, looking at the empty bed, looking at the empty bedroom, and looking at the empty house, Lin Qingxue felt that her heart was also empty.

Too many memories!

Obviously, the real contact time with Su Lin is not particularly long, but Lin Qingxue now thinks about it, how can it be that in her mind, how can she be with Su Lin's memories?

With a straight face, he took out the style of the homeroom teacher, and he always liked to wait at the school gate to catch Su Lin, who was often late. And Su Lin, a little color embryo with a pair of thief's little eyes, thinks about how to eat his own tofu all day long.

Throughout the day, Lin Qingxue kept tidying up in the house, putting her things into cardboard boxes, and also collected all her memories bit by bit and treasured them in the depths of her mind.

Yes!

She's leaving Jian'an City!

Lin Qingxue is leaving the city where she has lived for more than three years.

Walking out of the house, Lin Qingxue walked to Jian'an No. 1 Middle School again. This high school, which I have been teaching for three years, is a teaching hall that has left countless memories for me.

"What? Mr. Lin, are you going to resign? Why so suddenly? ”

Li Jianhua, the director of the teaching office, looked at the resignation letter handed over by Lin Qingxue with a surprised expression, and persuaded, "Teacher Lin, you must know that there have just been two top students in your class for the college entrance examination!" Now that the school is already considering giving you a promotion and a raise, why do you suddenly want to quit? ”

"Director Li, I have decided to resign and go to graduate school. Further study and further education. ”

Lin Qingxue's attitude is very resolute, she has already thought about it, after resigning, she will work hard to review and study, and strive to be admitted to Qingbei University in the graduate school entrance examination in the second half of the year.

"It's a good thing that Mr. Lin wants to continue his studies. But, Mr. Lin, have you ever thought about it? Now you've been working for three years, and you've been teaching for three years. Moreover, we in Jian'an No. 1 Middle School also have great hopes for you, just quit your job to review for the exam, is the opportunity cost a bit big? ”

Li Jianhua still wants to keep Lin Qingxue, not to mention Lin Qingxue's brand effect on Jian'an No. 1 Middle School, it is such a beautiful female teacher who stays in the school, and it will be much more comfortable to come to class every day!

However, no matter how Li Jianhua persuaded her, and even informed Lin Qingxue in advance of the conditions for the school board of directors to reward her, Lin Qingxue was still unmoved, and had already made up her mind to resign to prepare for the graduate exam.

"Director Li, thank you for retention. But now that I have been contacted, my tutor at Beijing Normal University has helped me find a job as a counselor, and I am going to go to Beijing to work as a counselor and review the content of the graduate exam. ”

This is Lin Qingxue's final plan after thinking about it in the past few days, and for this reason, she also specially contacted the tutor of the former Normal University to help her find such a job as a freshman counselor in the school. In this way, she can work and study part-time, and she can also take advantage of the excellent learning environment in the normal university to study for exams.

"Mr. Lin, there is only less than half a year left before this year's graduate school entrance examination, and you are only starting to prepare now, I'm afraid it will be ...... It's too late, right? Li Jianhua, the director of education, still did not give up and made a final effort.

"Director Li, where there is a will, there is a way. I believe that I will work hard to achieve my dreams in my heart. ”

Without much explanation, after completing the resignation procedures, Lin Qingxue took her file and walked out of the office.

The sun outside was shining.

The outside world, it's wonderful. (To be continued.) )