Chapter 226: Draining the Memories (Thanks to Zihai Langhua for the reward)
"If you insist on doing so, I will drain the memories of your past life."
"No, no." She took a few steps back, how could this man do this. She believed that if it went on like this, the man would definitely do it. And she didn't have the power to resist at all.
However, if there is no memory of her previous life, then who is she? What's the point of her reliving her life?
For the first time in her heart, she felt scared, her mind was in a mess, and Bai Zhen'er turned her steps and walked towards the outside of the pavilion. Don't look back
Scarlet bamboo sat alone in the pavilion, and the tea in his hand gradually cooled.
He felt the discomfort in the corner of his eye, stretched out his finger and wiped it, and froze in place.
It turned out that he still hadn't forgotten, and he thought he had forgotten.
The name of the tea is Lethe, and its effect is the opposite of the name, which can bring out the most vulnerable side of people, as well as the deepest softness of the heart.
He picked up the teacup and drank it down. Cut what I love, and get what I want.
Would really like to see you again if I could. The most fearful thing is that after a glass of wine, I hear your voice and wake up, but it is cold to the bone.
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Bai Zhen'er walked out of the pavilion and went on a rampage all the way, "Don't follow me, let me be alone and quiet." ”
"Miss." Xiao Tao and Xiao Zi are still following from afar,
"I said don't follow me." He glanced at the person behind him, and then walked briskly forward. She didn't want to see anyone now, she just wanted to be alone.
It's too down-and-out to be seen. I want to find a corner by myself and lick my wounds alone.
Feeling that everything in front of me had become a little blurry, he stretched out his hand and wiped it in front of his eyes, and his eyes blinked, and water droplets fell from the corners of his eyes. She hadn't cried in her life, and the tears couldn't stop falling down at this moment.
Messy and aimless.
Finally, I walked to a quiet road, and after a few steps further, I saw the simple courtyard and the green bamboo in the courtyard.
See familiar places. My heart was sour, and the water in the corners of my eyes was even worse. It was a remote place, so I walked slowly and the door was locked. In the end, you can only stay by the threshold.
Sit on the threshold, hang your head, and wipe the wet marks off your face with your sleeve.
This person is really unreasonable and presumptuous. This is her memory, why do you say that you will pull it out.
If only in a previous life. If it was in her previous life, hehe, the point is that she didn't want to go back to her previous life at all.
Shang Ying walked to the end of the road and saw this appearance. The little man hung his head down, with crystal droplets at the corners of his eyes and drooping at the corners of his mouth, looking wronged.
"Lost again?" He handed it over with a white handkerchief in his hand.
Hearing this voice, he was stunned for a moment, and then raised his head to the handkerchief embroidered with reeds. And the slender hands.
It's a familiar scene, but I want to cry even more. Familiar tenderness, but the person is not hers. Face to face, but close at hand, it is also the end of the world.
Seeing the person who cried more fiercely, for the first time, I felt a little powerless. I turned my head to look at Xiao Feng on the side, but Xiao Feng turned his back directly, looking like I didn't see anything.
There is no way but to keep the original posture, but there is no way.
So one of them landed on the ground in a blue shirt, half-bent over. stretch out the handkerchief in your hand; One person squatted in embarrassment, did not look up, and all that fell out were tears.
Is there a person, even if there is only a back left in the bottom of my heart? It's also unforgettable.
Is there anyone who can be patient and tolerate your emotions all the time?
Is there a person who is not so familiar, but treats each other gently.
Has there ever been a single person. But the ends of the world are far apart.
Is there a person, there is any, ever also, appeared.
Bai Zhen'er didn't know where she had been crying for how long, she only knew that her legs were numb when she stood up, and she only knew that she rarely cried in the future.
Because there is no one like him in this world, when he meets him, he can no longer tolerate other people.
Leaning against the door, he slowly stood up. The white handkerchief in his hand also became wrinkled, just like the mood at the moment, crooked.
"Can you still walk?" Looking at that appearance, after squatting for so long, my legs must be numb.
Bai Zhen'er nodded, she can still walk, but it's not broken, why can't she go. But when I gritted my teeth and moved, my legs were numb and painful, and I felt very uncomfortable.
There was an inaudible sigh in the air, and then she saw the person on the other side crouch down, and the green hair almost fell to the ground.
She was stunned for a moment, and then felt a sensation in her leg, and she stepped back, but her calf was in the man's hand and did not break free. It's a little embarrassing to be in such close contact.
When she lowered her head, she could only see the top of her head very close, and the smell of medicinal incense, which drifted away with the wind, but she could still smell it.
"Alright."
She felt the hand on her lap loosen, and before she could shift her gaze, she met the raised head directly, staring at each other.
Those ink-like eyes, I didn't have time to take a closer look. She felt her face heat up, and then awkwardly shifted her head. It must be because it's too hot.
"Let's go." He stood up, Xiaofeng came and opened the door, and several people walked in.
It's still the place where no one has lived for a long time, and the yard is covered with layers of leaves and dust.
Immediately, the dumb servant who followed behind him brought new stone stools and tables and placed them under the bamboo grove in the courtyard. I have to sigh that the efficiency of these dumb servants is really good.
After serving tea, Shang Yan stretched out his hand and poured two cups, one in front of her. I've been crying for so long, and I'm really a little dry.
Decidenously stretched out his hand, took the cup and took a sip, the warm tea, the temperature was just right.
They didn't ask anything, didn't say anything, and just sat quietly in place.
The breeze is blowing, and the years are quiet. Just like then, I feel like now.
After drinking the tea, he put down the teacup and spoke in a thick nasal voice, "Don't you even ask me?" ”
"What happened?"
Looking at the bamboo shoots on the side, and the ants slowly walking on the ground, "If one day, when you are faced with a choice, how will you choose?" ”
"It depends on the choice." glanced at the person opposite who had been lowering his head, and the cup in his hand had not moved.
"If one day, you have a chance to teach those who have bullied you a lesson. Will you go? ”
"What will that opportunity come about?"
"Some people think it's good, some people think it's bad."
"You mean entering the palace?" Having said that, combined with what he hadn't finished in the hospital that day, he could already think of what the problem was.
At this moment, he looked up at the person opposite, how did he guess.
"And what do you think the palace is?"
What kind of place can the palace be, it is not the dirtiest place in the whole world, the most disregard for human life. Although he thought so in his heart, he couldn't say like this, "O palace, inside the gorgeous cage, a group of fierce beasts are imprisoned. ”
After speaking, he saw that the eyes of the person opposite were a little teasing. What's so funny about this, it's the truth, and she said it more tactfully.
"What does your family think about this?"
"They don't know yet." Except for Bai Jing knowing, she hasn't said yet. She said: "Even if they knew, they would definitely not want me to enter the palace." "It's been that way from the beginning.
(Thank you for the reward of the purple wave flower children's shoes, welcome back.) Of course, there is also a reward from the cavalry brother, thank you Smecta. The first volume is about to end.,I always feel that the second volume doesn't have any good ideas.,Does anyone have any comments? (To be continued.) )