part 55
Ye Ji followed the line of sight, and his heart sank, Lan Lan's originally ruddy face was now gray, with a weakness that did not match her age, especially her lips, which were white and blue, such a bad physical state always made people worry, as if danger was everywhere, and death followed her......
Jiang Yu stared at her silently, wanting to take a look at it when he had time, but the more he looked, the tighter his heart became.
Suddenly, there was a burst of weakness in her heart, her deep eyes were difficult to understand, she looked at Lan Lan directly, and successfully attracted the attention of the little guy, her cute crooked head, her lips were still stained with the freshly eaten tart skin, and she asked curiously: "Auntie, why do you always look at me?" β
Jiang Yu said silently: "Because you are so beautiful, I am reluctant to take my eyes off." β
Lan Lan smiled, like an angel who had fallen into the world, when you saw her laughing, you could always feel endless hope, as if all the suffering was like a passing cloud in her eyes, and there was nothing to fear.
Jiang Yumo felt that Lan Lan had a pure heart, not disturbed by the world, clean and without a trace of impurities, she thought, compared to most people, Lan Lan was rich, at least spiritually rich.
Ye Ji saw her carefree appearance, and also sighed with envy: "You see Lan Landuo is brave and has a good attitude, I didn't expect the child's endurance to be so strong." β
"Yes, illness may break a healthy adult, but it can't break a 5-year-old child who doesn't know the world."
As the saying goes: don't know, don't be afraid.
Jiang Yumo suddenly realized something from her: "Perhaps, we are all wrong, in fact, happiness is very simple, but people think too much, but it only increases their troubles." β
Ye Ji was overjoyed, and grabbed her arm excitedly: "Have you figured it out?" β
"Silently" she spoke softly, and said softly: "Let her go in the past, if you can let yourself go, you can also be very happy." β
Jiang Yu was silent, looking at a certain place blankly, her expressionless face made it impossible to see the emotion, Ye Ji didn't know if she was listening, but there were some words, she wanted to tell her.
Ye Ji continued to persuade her in a hurry: "Silently, let it go, since you choose to accept Chi Haobai, shouldn't you also reorganize your heart for him, clear the depression in it, and don't be too attached to certain people and things in the past, you can only enjoy the future by saying goodbye to them." β
"Your own heart?" She ate and repeated, the corners of her mouth floated an arc that was more ugly than crying, she looked up at the roof, and said sadly: "Xiaoji, you know, my heart died three years ago......"
Ye Ji opened her mouth hesitantly, wanting to say something, but she didn't open her mouth after all, she lowered her eyes and felt empathy!
She quietly accompanied her, secretly praying, praying that one day she would be able to let go silently, even though she knew that it would be difficult to do so!
For Jiang Yumo, remembering is more meaningful than letting go.
A person can make a lot of mistakes in his life, but some can be forgotten, some can't be forgotten, some can afford to take it, some can't let go, some will slowly dissolve with time, and some will precipitate more and more clearly, until the end, you will gradually understand that some forgetfulness is exile, and some inscriptions are salvation.
Even if the sadness has been intimate with her for three years, she still doesn't dare to forget it for a moment, she needs to remember, firmly remember, and remind herself how naΓ―ve she was when she was a fledgling and full of ambition.
So, she is willing to go through this long process, and if there is no way to avoid it, then she must learn to accept it, because this is growth.
Rubbing Lan Lan's hand, a hint of darkness flashed in Jiang Yumo's eyes, and with fear in it, she muttered, "Will God take away the best things around me again, has reminded me that I have gained too much?" β
"Silently ......" Ye Ji looked at her nervously: "What are you thinking!" β
"Xiao Ji, if one day, when all the misfortunes come one after another, I think, I may not be able to hold on." There was a sense of despair in her faint tone, so calm and ethereal, it made Ye Ji uneasy.
With a chill down her spine, she interrupted her thoughts sharply: "Don't think about it!" He put his arm around her neck and said firmly: "If there is really such a day, I will accompany you to support it." β
Jiang Yumo hugged her back, patted her back gently, and smashed a tear silently.
Ye Ji let her vent, and a heavenly voice sounded in his ears: "My dear, you have to believe that there will be a way." β
"En" As long as Ye Ji said it, Jiang Yumo believed it.
She once said that Ye Ji was a rare remnant of her disastrous life, like the sun, illuminating her world and washing the shadows of her soul in despair......
Because she is by her side, she dares to face any trial of fate.
Especially in the past three years, fortunately, there is her; Fortunately, she has ......
Fortunately, there is a tacit understanding between them.
Ye Ji's nose was sour, and with the most fiery feelings, on an ordinary summer afternoon, he hugged her with all his might.
"Auntie, I want to hug too." Suddenly, Lan Lan's voice sounded above their heads, she pounced coquettishly, wrapped her fleshy little hands around the necks of the two, rubbed affectionately, two big and one small hugged each other tightly, and the room was warm.
For a whole afternoon, Jiang Yumo and Ye Ji were accompanying Lan Lan, eating snacks together, playing games together, watching anime together, and the two cherished every minute and second they spent with the little princess, especially when they listened to her happy laughter filling the room, they felt that the world was bright.
It wasn't until the evening that the little guy fell asleep tired in Ye Ji's arms, I don't know what she dreamed of, and there was a big smile on her lips, which looked sweet and satisfied.
They tiptoed out of the ward, looking down, the sky was getting dark, the sunset at dusk was beautiful, the afterglow of the sunset passed through a towering tree in the hospital, mottled into the tiles of the corridor, casting countless broken halos, forming a variety of strange graphics, beautiful people have an urge to cry.
At a glance, Ye Ji praised it for its vitality, Jiang Yu silently sighed that it was poignant and magnificent, Zhuo Fan said: Optimistic and pessimistic, nothing else, all because of the mood, now, as he said, although the scenery is the same, but the feeling is different.
And when they saw Jing Nuo at the gate of the hospital, they were also overjoyed, frowning and thinking.
"Why are you here?" Ye Ji asked in surprise.
Jing Nuo put his hands in his pockets, his back against the wall, one leg on the ground, one leg curled up at will, under the sun, he leaned sideways, and his warm and light smile was particularly charming, as if he came out of a painting, An Chun and beautiful, he said, he was waiting for someone, obsidian-like eyes were like light, reaching the bottom of someone's heart.
"Waiting for whom?" Ye Ji's eyes wandered, her eyes were full of smiles, and she heard her heartbeat at the moment, which was beating vigorously.
"Waiting for you, Miss." Jing Nuo leaned over and looked directly into her eyes, Ye Ji's face turned red, and the more beautiful and moving.
The tenderness on Yanli's face is just like the shyness of a water lotus that is not able to withstand the cool breeze, which makes Jing Nuo reluctant to look away.