157 After all, it is too early to meet?
Hothnorth was busy for three days in a row. When she was in the dormitory, she was busy catching up with reports, and from time to time she contacted her classmates for video, and Ilan didn't understand well, they were talking about some mecha terminology and test numbers, and she sat quietly on the other end of the sofa, reviewing her intermediate dietitian knowledge.
When Huo Sibei went out to meet with her classmates, she also went out, saying that she wanted to breathe, basically just go back to her dormitory for a walk, and also went to her former real yΓ n field, had a bird's-eye view in the air, and then pinched the point where Huo Sibei came back and followed back.
Three days later, Hosbei officially submitted his report, exactly a full month before the holiday. Ilan gave himself only two things for his last month at Tudo University: to accompany Hosnorth and to prepare for exams.
Hosbei Tiyì went to eat at the restaurant in Area A, and Ilan smiled and nodded in agreement. At this time, there are still fewer people, and the more people go to the cafeteria to celebrate their graduation, they also have the graduation ceremony of their respective departments, and their own bags have to be packed, and they are very busy.
Huo Sibei still ordered a lot of dishes, and Yilan had to bury his head in hard work. After eating, Huo Sibei still said: "It's not as delicious as what you made." Then he asked with great interest how Elan felt about cooking dinner for three hundred people, and Elan came one by one, and Hosbei listened with a smile.
As he was drinking, he suddenly said, "It's good to have urn juice." β
"I gave it to you at the time, I didn't see how much you liked it." Ilan quipped.
Huo Sibei said a little helplessly: "What you gave is not a cup, but a bag." β
The two of them couldn't help but laugh when they thought of the scene of that day.
"Are the results out? The time should be almost up. β
"Come out, you're busy in front, I didn't say it. The drink recipe was also given to them, but it's a pity that I didn't have the urn juice on hand when I was cooking on Tunon, otherwise I would have been able to turn over three hundred people. Elan laughed.
Huo Sibei stared at her with a smile, and after a pause, he said, "Yilan, I remember that Aunt Qin said that you are very talented in cooking. β
Yilan smiled modestly: "I just want to eat it, so I just try it randomly." Aunt Qin is saying polite words. β
"Do you want to develop in this area in the future?" Hosbei asked with a smile.
Ilan chuckled in his heart and raised his eyes to look at Hosbei. There was a hint of nervous anticipation in his eyes, and the expression on his face was a little cautious.
Ilan shook his head and said truthfully, "I didn't think about it. "Does Hosbei mean to let her be a chef? She was a little puzzled.
Obviously disappointed, Hosbei asked solemnly, "Ilan." What are your plans after graduation? β
Ilan looked at him steadily, the two looked at each other across the table, Ilan felt sour, he finally asked, he finally realized that the two were about to part. She frowned and lowered her eyes. Said softly: "I'm going back to Moss Star, I want to change to a big farm." β
Huo Sibei was silent for a moment, and said with difficulty: "Yilan, I'm in the Mecha Research Institute. β
The room was silent.
Yilan looked up at him and smiled, "I heard Ah Xi say it. β
Huo Sibei took a deep breath and said apologetically: "Yilan, it's not that I don't want to sue you, it's that I haven't made a final decision at that time. β
Yilan smiled: "If you study mecha design, it is naturally best to go to the research institute." She asked with concern, "Are you sure?" When to take the test? "She can't get tired of his dorm room every day. It will not be good for him to take the exam.
Hosbei paused and said, "The other party has been pre-admitted, and if the final assessment in the department is good enough, you can be exempted from the exam." β
Yilan was really happy now: "Abei, you are so powerful." Then he hurriedly asked, "Then when will your department give you the final evaluation?" β
"A week later."
Ilan frowned and complained, "Why didn't you give it earlier?" It's too difficult to prepare for the exam or not. β
"Ilan," Hosbei said with a frown on his brow, "it doesn't matter what my exams are. Did you know? The Mecha Research Institute has a five-year school system, and in the Edu Zone, the fastest flight from Moss is four days. β
"You went to the Mecha Research Institute in the Iddu Star District? That's the best academy in the league. Ilan smiled.
There are a total of three mecha research institutes in the Alliance, which are located in Edu, Za'an, and Gru Star Sectors. The Edu Zone, which owns Monteon, the birthplace of mechas, is at the level of mecha research and development that is superior to that of the entire alliance.
"You know?" Huo Sibei was surprised, except for the fact that Ilan was still a little interested in agricultural mechas, she almost had no feelings for mechas, and she didn't play mecha games on the Star Network at all. Many people are limited to natural physical abilities and can't actually control mechs, but all of them participate in the mecha team on the Star Network. Ilan is one of the very few people who isn't fanatical about mechs.
"After I heard what Ah Xi said, I went to the Internet to find out." Mainly look at the academic system and the length of the voyage of the research institute, maybe she will go to see Hosnorth in her spare time.
Huo Sibei looked at Yilan with soft eyes, and said for a while: "Yilan, I don't know about agriculture, go to Moss Star...... Can't help you. β
"You studied mechas, what are you doing on Moss?" Ilan smiled and said, "Of course you have to go to the Mecha Research Institute. β
"But I want to be with you." Hoth Hokyuki said, "Ilan, the institute only has one holiday a year, and if the project at hand can't be stopped, the vacation may not be available." β
He stared at Ilan in distress, even if there was a holiday, it was only a month, except for the time on the road and back and forth, and the time he had to go home to stay, the best situation for him and Ilan was to see each other for a few days a year. And this situation will last for at least five years, and he can't even think about it.
Ilan looked at Hosbei in silence, what could she say? She had long been ready for a long-distance relationship.
"Elan, can you, can't, come with me to Edu?" Hosbei asked hesitantly, his eyes staring nervously at Ilan.
"Edu?" Ilan asked unexpectedly, at a loss.
Huo Sibei calmed down and said slowly: "Yilan, the research institute is on the five stars of Aiduwei, the whole planet is there, there is also a restaurant over there, you have the qualification of a nutritionist, maybe you can ...... Get a job in a restaurant. β
He saw Ilan listening intently, there was no hesitation on his face, and he continued with a light breath: "It doesn't matter if you can't find it, it's just that you can't live in the research institute anymore, I'll help you settle down on the main planet of Edu, so that we can meet on the weekend." You, don't worry...... The problems of life. I can take on more projects in the graduate school, and we only need to work hard for five years. He said this carefully, and it was very difficult.
Ilan looked at Huo Sibei in a daze, suddenly grabbed the drink cup on the table, and drank all the drinks as soon as he raised his head. forced back the tears, and she smiled: "Abei, let me think about it." β
When Huo Sibei heard that Yilan did not categorically refuse, his heart was relieved. didn't dare to say more, and smiled at Yilan very gently: "Do you want anything else?" Eat more. β
Yilan shook his head and said, "It's too full." β
Huo Sibei stood up with a smile, took Yilan's hand and said softly, "Then let's go back." β
On the way back, neither of them spoke, and Huo Sibei peeked at Yilan from time to time, and stopped talking. Ilan's mind was distracted. Don't know what to say. When she was shocked that the atmosphere in the car was dull and weird, she began to talk violently, almost saying anything, almost talking about her learning experience in the previous years, and the experience of the students in the other three districts in this plant resource exploration mission, and also talking about the current planting base.
Huo Sibei listened very cooperatively, chuckled a few times and agreed, and never interrupted her.
When it came to the parking garage in District Y, Hothbei habitually parked her car near her car. Ilan looked at her little yellow broken car and almost wanted to run away. She didn't want to live in a dormitory in Howth North at all. Now she just wants to find a quiet corner to spend a while alone and think.
After entering the house, Hosbei took her hand and sat on the sofa, laughing and saying some of what he had seen and heard in the mecha manufacturing factory, and Ilan listened patiently, interjecting from time to time.
When it was about time, Ilan interrupted Hosbei: "It's time to rest." "He wasn't a man of many words, and it was hard for him to tell so many gossip and anecdotes to amuse her.
Huo Sibei stared at her, gently stroked her hair, and said softly, "Go to bed early." β
The two of them washed up separately. Ilan closed the door and lay alone in the dark, before he began to think about Hosbei's words.
She was touched and uncomfortable at the same time. If these words are placed in the marriageable age of the thirties in Hoth. Even if she is uncomfortable, she will agree, the two of them will be a little bitter at the beginning, she can try a restaurant job, or even any job opportunity, like Hosbanti yì, even if she can't find a job for a while. Let Huo Sibei work harder, she can accept it with confidence.
But not now, she has no reason to shift the burden of her life to Huo Sibei. She was afraid that she could only rely on Huo Sibei in the end, she was afraid that the gap between them would get bigger and bigger, and she was even more afraid that the hardships of reality would wear out the affection between her and Huo Sibei.
From the moment she realized that Huo Sibei always wore a school uniform in front of her, she knew that Huo Sibei clearly understood and carefully avoided talking about the gap between the two. They have been dating for three years, and in the past three years, Huo Sibei has attended so many classmates' birthday parties, how can he be such a meticulous person, how can he never ask what day her birthday is? He never said his own birthday, just because he was afraid of touching her taboos. Which child who was abandoned to an orphanage celebrates his birthday with joy? He didn't want her to be uncomfortable, so he didn't even mention his own birthday.
Since the first time he invited her to eat at the restaurant in Area A and she refused, he has only taken her there twice in the past three years, and each time he said that he was hungry. What did they say when they rejected it? I remember Huo Sibei kindly said, you love to eat and don't like nutrients, let's go have a meal. She replied that she also eats nutrients when she is hungry. Because of this response, he was too scared to mention the restaurant in Area A, and he was careful to protect her self-esteem.
But today, in order to be with her, he tore this qiΔ apart and made it clear that he was willing to bear her life. She could see that he was speaking carefully, especially afraid of embarrassing her. She is not a person who does not know what to do, she knows that he is good, she is wholeheartedly moved, but she can't agree.
It's not that some things can't be done, but that the time is not right, and it is destined to end miserably. Some people can't give up and follow, but if the time is not right, they will eventually turn their heads into nothing. How many deep feelings in this world are shallow and regret lifelong things, just because the time of meeting is not right.
After all, she and Huo Sibei met too early, the larger the time span, the more tests they endured, the tests may make the relationship strong, but it can also make the feelings wear out, and she can't see the direction and guess the ending.
In fact, there is no opportunity to go through the trial of the relationship is the most enviable, in the right time to meet a person, may not be the best, may not be the most loved, may not be the most right, may not be the most suitable, but it is the most fateful, together, in the ordinary life to support each other, a lifetime of peace and smoothness, is really a happy life. Of course, you will find that you can't get along with each other in the future, but at least success and failure are half to half, and if you meet too early, there is no half of the possibilities.
Elan curled up under the covers and held back her tears, knowing that if she refused, the number of days they would see each other in the past five years was numbered. She was so reluctant, wiping the corners of her eyes, she sat up and went to the star network, she always had to give it a try, maybe she could run a farm over there. (To be continued.) )