Chapter 16: Humiliation
It is true that the greater the hope, the greater the disappointment.
At this moment, Tang Jin'er turned all her hopes into reality, and after being excited for a long time, she let all of them return to the beginning and start again.
This kind of sadness that comes from endless anticipation and then disappointment makes Tang Jiner even more unacceptable.
God knows how deep her feelings for Beitang Ye were, and how much effort she had to put in before she gave up the struggle in her heart, forgot all the unhappiness she had had, and re-accepted Beitang Night.
But......
The old dreams of the past are unbearable, and how can the lonely fantasy of a different world be accepted?
Tears flowed, Tang Jin'er couldn't stop it.
At this moment, the clouds in the sky gradually accumulated, and the black clouds were dense and gradually pressed.
The originally translucent sky gradually dimmed because of the clouds, and the sky grew dark, and after a while, rolling thunder accompanied by dazzling lightning struck one after another.
Tang Jin'er was like an abandoned child, sitting by the tree and crying until the rain mixed with her tears, and she still couldn't pull back her thoughts.
"Tang Jin'er, I really can't imagine that you have today, hehe, the second lady of the General's Mansion, look at your current wolf bèi, just your virtue, and you still want to occupy the heart of the night, it's just a fool's dream."
A delicate and sharp voice came, and Tang Jin'er suddenly raised her head.
I saw Tang Yan'er standing in front of her in a violet skirt and a light purple flower folding umbrella.
With a winner's smile on her face, Tang Yan'er seemed to be a winner at the moment, showing off her might in front of Tang Jin'er.
Following Tang Yan'er's gaze, Tang Jin'er looked at her rain-soaked clothes, messy hair, felt her swollen eyes, and the sore palms......
Worlds apart.
The words he wanted to refute were all blocked in his throat, and Tang Jin'er couldn't say a word for a long time.
Seeing that Tang Jin'er didn't speak, Tang Yan'er's disdainful smile became a little thicker.
Walking a little closer, Tang Yan'er said softly, "Tang Jin'er, how pitiful you said you are...... You have the same father and mother, but you have never received the slightest love. is also the daughter of the General's Mansion, but now I am the queen of the high, by the side of your favorite man. β
"Hehe......" said, Tang Yan'er smiled proudly, "All your qiΔ belong to me, you say, what is the meaning of your life?" β
"What else does it mean?" Hearing Tang Yan'er's words, Tang Jin'er was stunned. Following Tang Yan'er's thoughts, she muttered to herself.
Slowly retreated, his eyes hollow, "yes, what's the point of being alive?" As soon as she gets the disaster of the Junxin family, this woman is definitely not a nobleman. I don't have anything, I don't have a family pet, and now I don't have Beitang Night, what's the point of living? β
"You go to die, why don't you die, it's not interesting to live, why don't you die, why don't you die...... Why ......"
Tang Yan'er's continuous questioning made Tang Jin'er almost lose control, looking up at the black and oppressive sky, she couldn't help but yell, "Ah......"
"Tang Jin'er, why don't you die", bursts of voices echoed in Tang Jin'er's mind, like a magic spell, coming and going, for a long time.
Covering her ears with her hands, holding her head, she screamed uncomfortably.
"Tang Jin'er, what's the point of your life? Beitangye is already my person, do you still have to fight with me with a shy face? Have you ever fought with me? Not to mention that I am already the queen of Beishuo now, even if I am not, with the power of the General's Mansion, I can easily sit in this position. Do you think the family will help you and make you a threat to me? β
Tang Yan'er looked at Tang Jin'er's uncomfortable appearance coldly, and said word by word.
Every sentence was like a knife, stabbing into Tang Jin'er's heart.
Hearing the three words of Beitangye, Tang Jin'er suddenly widened her eyes, the roar stopped, and she looked at Tang Yan'er with burning eyes.
Seeing Tang Jin'er wake up instantly, a trace of surprise flashed in Tang Yan'er's eyes, and then she regained her calmness.
"Tang Jin'er, I really didn't expect you to be able to calm down. I thought you wouldn't be able to bear it and just die again. β
Gently covering her lips with her sleeves, Tang Yan'er smiled lightly, "You don't know, how happy I was when I saw you hit the pillar and beg for death?" β
Looking at Tang Yan'er's smiling appearance, Tang Jin'er's heart hurt for a while.
Wiping away the tears on her cheeks with her hands, Tang Jin'er said coldly, "You just want me to die like that?" β
"Why, shouldn't I have hoped so?" raised her eyebrows and looked at Tang Jin'er, Tang Yan'er was also cold.
"As far as you're concerned, I don't have any threat, so why should you bother?" Her eyes were full of disbelief, even though she had long been on discord with Tang Yan'er, but after all, this was her own sister with the same father and mother.
Taking in the bitterness in Tang Jin'er's eyes, Tang Yan'er kept shaking her head.
walked in and approached Tang Jin'er, the two sisters were so close, but their hearts were far away.
Looking at Tang Jin'er's wolf bèi's unbearable appearance, Tang Yan'er pulled her skirt without a trace, looking a little more dignified.
"Jin'er, do you know what I like most about you since I was a child?" Raising her eyebrows and looking at Tang Jin'er coldly, she asked with a little disdain.
Tang Jin'er frowned slightly, and before she could respond, she heard Tang Yan'er speak softly, "Since I was a child, you have one thing that I like, that is, you are stupid enough, naΓ―ve and kind enough." β
As she spoke, looking at Tang Jin'er's ever-changing face, she laughed.
After a long time, Tang Yan'er raised her eyebrows and continued, "Hehe, what about my sisters?" Now I am the queen of the six palaces under one person and above ten thousand people, and you are just a shameless sister who is scolded by everyone and covets the queen. β
Tang Jin'er wanted to open her mouth, but was interrupted by Tang Yan'er, "Don't say that it should have been yours." Hehe, what if Beitang Ye likes you, she doesn't have to marry me yet, I sue you, Beitang Ye has fought for this position for you, but it's just ...... Hehe...... Emperors and generals, for the sake of the family and the country, how can there be anyone who does not bow his head? β
Tang Yan'er didn't listen to a word of Tang Yan'er's later words.
The phrase "He once fought for this position for you" kept lingering in her mind, disturbing her heart.
Tang Jin'er never thought that Beitangye had fought for her for this position, even if she didn't care whether she could get to the back seat, but this sentence meant that in Beitangye's heart, she had never forgotten her.
There was a glimmer of excitement in his eyes, and even the tears were tinged with joy.
There is no resentment, no hatred, all resentment has disappeared because of Tang Yan'er's words.
Tang Jin'er didn't ask for anything, just to know that she had a place in Beitangye's heart.
Everything was a foregone conclusion, she didn't want to pursue anything, and she didn't want anything extravagant. Tang Jin'er didn't want anything, she only needed this sentence to be enough.
Seeing Tang Jin'er's excited appearance, Tang Yan'er was furious, couldn't help but approach her, and said coldly, "Xiaoxiaoxiao, what are you ridiculous about?" Tang Jin'er, there is no fool like you in the world......"
Ignoring Tang Yan'er's cold voice, Tang Jin'er's cold heart at this moment was completely warmed by the sentence "He once fought for this position for you".
Tang Yan'er gritted her teeth, stepped forward slightly, and when Tang Jin'er was not paying attention, a slap was thrown down quickly and hit Tang Jin'er in the face hard.
"Slut, this palace told you not to laugh, and you still laugh? Dare to disobey this palace, you are looking for death? Gritting her teeth and being angry, the smile on Tang Yan'er's face suddenly dissipated, and she yelled at Tang Jin'er with a hideous face.
Tang Yan'er started too quickly, and Tang Jin'er, who was completely immersed in her thoughts, was caught off guard.
The cheek was knocked aside by Tang Yan'er, and Tang Yan'er's armored hand slashed across Tang Jin'er's cheek, leaving a string of red marks, and the skin and flesh were slightly turned up.
It's not a big injury, but it's exposed on the cheeks, but it's a little crazy.
The stinging pain on her cheek made Tang Jin'er come back to her senses suddenly, and she raised her head and glared at Tang Yan'er angrily, "You dare to hit me?" β
Joy was replaced by a wave of hatred.
Looking at Tang Jin'er with a sneer, Tang Yan'er yelled disdainfully, "What's the matter, this palace can't beat you yet?" Do you have an opinion? Slut, you have the ability to ......"