"What are you going to do here?! Tossed himself like this, and dragged me to look at it. I don't want to see it, your good or bad has nothing to do with me! ”

Yin Suwen hung up the curtain to allow some air circulation on the bed, but he didn't look over his head and refused to look at him again. Yin Yuan's thin arm lifted and hung down weakly, he couldn't move now, he couldn't even grab Yin Suwen's hand, he could only keep panting and desperately calling "Nan'er".

Yin Su asked that he had already turned his head away, but he couldn't stop his tears. Her mother is from the most fragrant place in Jiangnan osmanthus flowers, and her words are gentle, and she always has a soft and glutinous Jiangnan accent between her words. People close to Ping Suli call Yin Su "Susu", but when they are coquettish with their parents, they always like to call her "Nan'er" sweetly. After the family was ruined, Yin Suwen couldn't hear this sentence the most, Yin Yuan called her so stubbornly and hard, every word was like a silver needle hidden in cotton, obviously soft but painful.

"Say no more! You are not qualified to call that name anymore! Do you think that my mother and I will forgive you for making such a pitiful appearance? Wouldn't the best thing you want to do is abuse and torture me? Get up! Rise up and punish me! ”

"Nan'er, it's all Daddy's fault, it's Daddy who is sorry for you??????"

The terminally ill twilight man, the once invincible old man Yin, suddenly whimpered and cried. The hoarse cries and the sound of bones twisting during convulsions were like the wheels of an old well in disrepair, squeaking and squeaking.

He felt so guilty that he spent his last life begging for a little forgiveness. A "nan'er" made Yin Suwen unable to hold back and want to get angry anymore. She cried and red-eyed, and wanted to pour out all the grievances of the years. However, listening to Yin Yuan's cry and looking back at the old man who was already lifeless and might choke his breath at any time, she deeply felt that even if those grievances were spoken, what was the use.

Wiping a handful of tears, Yin Suwen pursed his lips like an angry child, but still got up and poured a glass of warm water. After all, it was her father on the sickbed, the hero she admired as a child, and the person who gave her stability and happiness, and she couldn't let go ruthlessly after all.

Yin Yuan couldn't sit up anymore, and he couldn't pour the life-saving decoction into it for a few days. Yin Su asked for half a cup of warm water, but he stubbornly drank a few sips. His eyes never left Yin Suwen. His face was full of crying and laughing expressions.

Yin Suwen put away her tears but refused to look at him again, she couldn't refuse the gaze of a dying person, but she couldn't pass the hurdle in her heart.

"You don't have to look at me, I have a basic filial piety responsibility. But that doesn't mean they will forgive you for everything you've done. ”

Yin Yuan was not surprised. Nod your head stiffly in understanding. Today. He never thought that the mistakes he had made in those ten years could be easily forgiven by Yin Suwen, and now, as long as he could watch her come back well, he was already very satisfied.

"You're a good boy. Always strong and kind. ”

"There's no such thing as being strong, it's just a little instinct to survive in a desperate situation. Speaking of which, I should have thanked Zhang Shaoqing, if it weren't for him, Yin Suwen ten years ago would have been abused and killed by you. ”

"I'm sorry for you, although that Zhang family kid is not a good person worthy of entrusting for life. After waiting for so many years, I can be regarded as avenging you, the poison that the Zhang family has refined for so many years is really powerful, and now I can be regarded as self-inflicted. ”

Yin Yuan's every sentence was extremely slow, and he looked weak. After being poisoned by an ambush the previous month, he didn't care too much, and there was a full-time detoxification doctor at his disposal, which was more than enough to save his life. It's a pity that he didn't expect that this poison was a "broken seal" made by the Zhang family for more than ten years. At first, the skin does not feel anything, but once it is contaminated with the wound, the blood will immediately invade all the organs in the body. It is not that the throat is sealed with blood, but that the intestines are worn and the bones are eaten day by day, until finally the bones are twisted and deformed, and I see and feel my body shrinking and rotting little by little.

Yin Su asked only then did she react, at the last moment, it was really Zhang Shaoqing who took Yin Yuan's life, even if she was in such pain, she never had the slightest intention of killing her father to take revenge, what did Zhang Shaoqing rely on to plot against Yin Yuan.

scolded "brute", she suddenly regretted it, if she hadn't been so stupid at the beginning, and hadn't been stubborn to the point that there was no distinction between good and evil, would the Yin family have less pain now.

She couldn't open her mouth, but she said "I'm sorry" ten thousand times in her heart, so she could only take her own handkerchief and help Yin Yuan wipe away the snot and tears on her face little by little. Yin Yuan just looked at her in a daze and smiled happily.

I don't know if people who are dying will have some hallucinations, Yin Yuan actually seemed to see Yin Su when he was eight or nine years old for a moment. Seeing her round little blushing appearance, she tied two buns, grabbed the sugar man and trotted all the way into her arms, and said with a sweet smile, "Nan'er give Daddy a candy man." ”

He wanted to reach out and touch her head like he did when he was a child, and when he raised his eyes, he saw a small peach blossom hairpin on her head, and he was stunned for a while. Yin Suwen followed his gaze and knew that he had found the hairpin, so he simply took it off and put it in his hand to get closer to him.

"On my tenth birthday, my mother gave it to me, I can't imagine that you still remember."

"I did it."

"What?"

"Wan Chu said that you love to see peach blossoms, but it's a pity that they can't bloom in winter. The day before your birthday, I found a mahogany and spent the night carving and coloring it, and then asked her to pass it on to you as a gift. ”

Wan Chu is Yin Suwen's mother's maiden name, and when Yin Yuan calls her like this, Yin Suwen has an illusion that she is still by her side.

Yin Yuan hooked his fingers with difficulty, pushed the cold pillow away a little, and took out another object from under the pillow and gently stuffed it into Yin Suwen's hand. Spread out the palm of your hand, it was an identical hairpin.

"It was originally a couple. You're naughty, always climbing up and down, and you don't even know if you lose it. ”

Yin Yuan seemed to remember some interesting story about his daughter when she was a child, and closed her eyes tiredly for a while, with a smile on the corner of her mouth.

The two peach blossom hairpins are made of ordinary peach wood, the style is simple and ordinary, and the symmetrical pair has different degrees of wear, and the color has dropped most of it. Yin Suwen watched them lie quietly in the palm of his hand, clenching tightly, leaving only the opportunity to hide his face and cry bitterly. She would never know that she was not the only one who suffered during those difficult ten years.

"Don't cry, there's nothing to be afraid of death."

"Doesn't the Yin family have a lot of servants? Isn't there a mother and daughter in the second room? Why didn't they treat you and why did they treat you like this? Why? ”

"The limit has come, and the medicine stone is useless. It is the grace of Heaven to be able to open my eyes and talk to you again. ”

In front of Yin Yuan, Yin Suwen is always used to not crying no matter how painful it is, but today he doesn't care about it.

"Dad, you have to hold on! I'll find a way, I'll definitely be able to save you! Absolutely! ”

"I haven't made any merit in my life, I'm afraid I won't be able to go to heaven. Luckily, I finally waited for you to come back. (To be continued......)