Shen Yibai left the hot water on the desk and quietly exited the room, he knew that at this time, what Cen Yutong needed more was to stay quietly and let his emotions have an outlet. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info

Cen Yutong pinched Yu Zhen's letter tightly, his knuckles white.

She didn't want to see it. She thought, maybe if she didn't look down, Yu Zhen would be fine, and Yu Zhen would suddenly appear, give her a bouquet of flowers, and fry steak for her; Or again, take her to Crouching Tiger Mountain to make tea and eat farm food......

Wohu Mountain......

Every word Yu Zhen said in Wohu Mountain seemed to be in his ears; He's said it, he's said it's so beautiful that you want to jump off; He said Cen Yutong, you have to be yourself......

Cen Yutong's eyes were covered with tears, and he struggled to read every word on the paper:

"Yutong, when you read this letter, I was no longer alive. Life is very difficult, I have 10,000 last resorts, 10,000 can't do what I want, but I can finally choose the way I die, what a happiness!

"Believe me, I'm happy in this moment. But I'm so unwilling, I'm not willing to bury myself in the loess, and no one knows the truest side of my heart.

"Yutong, I only have you to talk to. Because only you may accept a broken and twisted Yu Zhen.

"You saw it that day in Crouching Tiger Mountain, right? You know everything, but you never show the slightest contempt for me; You have a weapon in your hand that can easily crush your opponents, but you never have the idea of using them. I guess that thought never came to your mind.

"You're protecting me, I know it, I know it. But I did not expect that the weapon you did not pick up would be picked up by my closest people; He picked it up and gave me the fatal blow.

"I know he's not a good kid, but he's just a kid. He came at me, and I did it to myself. But what I didn't expect was that at this moment, the person who should have hated me the most reached out to me.

"It's still so hard-mouthed, and it's still so resolute. Many years ago, when he stood in front of my house and dragged me out of a desperate situation, he was so resolute.

"Yutong, he made my life different from now on, but in the end, he was the one who wanted to give up on me and the empire he had built.

"Yutong, you who are favored by God, will not understand how desperate I am, so desperate that I once hated you, I hate to destroy you, I think as long as I pull you to my side, then everyone will be happy.

"I'm ridiculous, right? It was only after I betrayed him that I realized that this betrayal did not please me, but made me the most miserable person in the world; It's like billions of invisible insects, gnawing at my body every minute and every second, making me worse off than dead.

"But what the hell is that...... I could never have hoped for it. As much as I hated you, I envied you.

"So now I'm really relaxed, relaxed. Originally...... All problems can be solved in the most appropriate way.

"You always say that I am your idol; But Yutong, you are my spiritual pillar; It is because of your tolerance that I have the means to selfishly say these things to you.

“…… Yutong, I still remember our first real private conversation, and you want me to apologize to you.

"And now, it's the last time I've spoken to you, and all I want to say is apologize.

"I'm sorry, Ukiri. I've bothered you, but never again.

"I'm sorry, Ukiri. I have tried to love you, but all my attempts have not been able to get out of his shadow and his way, it turns out that I can no longer love anyone but love him.

"I'm sorry, Ukiri. Please promise me that no matter what happens in your life after that, no matter how you choose, you will not give up on him. He loves you as much as I love him.

"Promise me to love him with my love, with my love in the grave; But don't tell him.

"Don't blame Don Jr. I owe him a lot, but I don't blame him for coming here this time. Speaking of which, it's nothing more than this ridiculous world, and I have nothing to be attached to.

"You...... Don't cry. You shouldn't cry for me. I should have advised you so, but I was so selfish that I wanted your tears to wash away my sins and make me feel a little cool in the flames of hell.

"Ukiri...... Forgive me. Forgive me for leaving......"

Tears fell on the letterhead one by one, obliterating the remaining handwriting, Cen Yutong held the letter and cried bitterly. How can you be like this, how can you be like this!

All the Yu Zhen in her memory, all the "plausible" she felt, all found the exact answer in this letter.

But Yu Zhen, you are really selfish! You went selfishly, why do you want me to carry this heavy secret...... Yu Zhen, I hate you, I hate you, you crawl out of the grave, I will beat you out of the grave fiercely!

Yu Zhen, what's better than being alive...... Yu Zhen, how do you let me face him, how do you let me love him with your love......

No, no, no, Yu Zhen, I promise you, I promise you everything, as long as you come back to life, as long as you come back to life, I will still protect your secrets, as long as you come back to life......

The paper in her hand was soaked with tears, and Cen Yutong thoughtless the story of the MV she made up for Li Fengxuan.

It's a prophecy.

Why didn't she make up a happy ending, why did she come up with that inexplicable reversal.

It's already so difficult in this world, isn't it good to be successful in the story?!

Cen Yutong, you big bastard!

…………

Cen Yutong cried so much that he fell asleep and woke up again, woke up and continued to cry, crying tired and falling asleep.

I don't know how long it took, Shen Yibai gently shook her awake and served a bowl of boiled porridge: "Eat some, how can it go on like this?" ”

Cen Yutong's heart was broken, and he couldn't raise any strength, let alone have any appetite.

Shen Yibai sighed, reached over, and held her cold hand, a warm current passed from his palm into his body, Cen Yutong felt that the knot was slightly relieved, and he was not as breathless as before.

Through her swollen eye, she said in a hoarse voice, "I can't eat." ”

Shen Yibai said: "If you can't eat it, you have to eat it." ”

"I ......"

"If you have the strength to continue crying, I won't stop you." Shen Yibai said, scooping up a spoonful of porridge and putting it to her mouth.

He has always been cold, even caring and alienated, rarely treated so gently, Cen Yutong accepted his kindness, and swallowed the porridge that had been boiled until it melted in his mouth with difficulty.

This night, for the first time since the opening of "12 o'clock", the store did not close at 12 o'clock at midnight. (To be continued.) )